She is dead.
Xiyun's sister died.
He died in Ning Yun's arms, like ordinary flowers and plants, annihilated into ashes, leaving only a black-gray stone.
In fact, she is still alive, and that stone contains her sleeping heart, but Xiyun estimates that she will probably never wake up again.
What's ridiculous is that before today, Xiyun firmly believed that she was an evil creature with only a body left, heartless, soulless, and immortal.
Now, it's all the other way around.
It turns out that the monster she thought was just struggling, and the domestication she thought was just torture.
She watched the evil beast die in the most tragic peace. After thinking about it repeatedly, she suddenly realized that from beginning to end, she had never shown even a little resentment towards anything other than Ning Yun.
So why?
Xiyun gradually became confused as she looked at the man holding the stone and smiling alone.
"Hey, Ning Yun."
"I thought I was going to die just now, but thanks to you, I was saved."
The speaker was Ji Qingge.
Even though Yang Fan knew that she should be silent now, she still ran over carelessly.
"Well, what happened just now was very dangerous."
"I feel that...the monster is as powerful as the elders of our Ji family..."
"It's strange to say that I feel like she can kill us with just a few slaps, but we can suppress her and beat her."
"You are really strong."
"Really, today I felt it intuitively for the first time, and then, and, that..."
"Thanks?"
Not willing to give up, not thinking.
"That's right, that... I want to ask you, what exactly..."
Unwilling, puzzled.
"Why?"
"Do you still remember? We were on White Emperor Star before, do you still remember?"
The bodies buried in the rubble.
Those teenagers who died at dawn.
That night that destroyed countless hopes.
do you remember?
You can save them, right?
You could definitely have kept more people alive that night, right?
"Why exactly?"
"Why do you have to stand by and watch?"
"Are they getting in your way?"
"Or is it against your code to save them?"
"If you don't want to cause controversy, you can tell me."
"Many people died, many, many..."
“Have you ever seen those parents holding the urns?”
"Do you know how long it takes for a ball of meat to turn to ashes in the stove?"
"After all, have you had enough of this role-playing game?"
Ji Qingge was not angry. She was even thinking about what dinner to prepare today while questioning.
Now, she is used to her indifference. After distinguishing between numbness and ruthlessness, she finally learned to recognize reality.
But she didn't want to stop.
It seemed that as long as she stood on the moral high ground and screamed at Ning Yun at this moment, the humanity she had lost could come back and the vacancy in her heart could be filled.
Hypocritical or not, petty or not, it doesn’t matter.
At the very least, her heart was at peace like never before.
The wilderness came back again, and the gray clouds turned into continuous mountains, hanging high on the edge of the sky. Ning Yun put away the stone, as if relieved, closed his eyes, and let out a deep breath of relief.
As usual, what could he say?
It is said that the death of those people is destined. If Ning Yun saves them, God will let more people die and lose more families in order to carry out the original plan?
But those people who are wiped away like fly ash on the windows also have their own lives.
They love others and are loved by others, and they are both affectionate and reasonable, so why should they be robbed of everything by that almost absurd disaster?
As usual, what should he say?
To say that he is just a bystander, listening to stories and telling stories is the whole meaning of his coming to this plane. Anyone's joys and sorrows have nothing to do with him?
But he is indeed interfering with other people's choices.
Wanting to see more smiles, wanting to save some real people and save some helpless things regardless of everything and the future, isn't that the only thing he wants to do during this rare vacation?
So, what should he think so that he is not wrong?
So, what should he do to be right?
He thought hard and was extremely distressed.
In fact, this question has been raised countless times.
In fact, he already got the answer.
But this time, only this time.
Just let me rest for a while.
he thinks.
I will apologize to myself properly later, so just be willing to lie to yourself for a while, please.
He convinced himself for the first time, so he lowered his head and smiled brighter than anyone else.
"You and I are different."
"Although, maybe, maybe."
"I could never truly save even one child."
He opened his eyes with compassion in his eyes.
"But I can still love others like a normal person."
"I'm sorry, Qing."
For a moment, Ji Qingge's expression was frozen.
A moment of confusion, a moment of suffocation, a long-lost pain.
These days, broken hands, broken bones, and ripped skin are all as painful as this mantra.
The strong wind screamed, shaking the girl's heart.
His consciousness was quickly washed away by anger that combined with embarrassment. When he opened his eyes again, Ji Qingge was already lying in the recovery cabin of the spacecraft, on the verge of death.
I heard from Yang Fan that after she went berserk, she summoned the Youyun Whale and shattered the entire Iron Desert.
I heard from Xiyun that after she ran away, she would tear off a piece of Ning Yun's flesh just because they died together.
According to Lang, she failed and it was Ning Yun who saved her.
Ji Qingge didn't remember anything. She only knew that in the dream just now, she questioned the figure of Dao Mohu countless times.
If even someone as strong as you can't save them, then what's the point of what I'm doing now?
If in the end, we end up like you, unable to even cry, then what's the point of our lives?
"That, Ning Yun."
Her lungs had not yet grown back, and she could only wear a respirator and make a dull sound.
Ning Yun sat next to her, resting his head on his elbow and half-squinting his eyes.
"Feel sorry."
"I should comfort you."
"I'm just a little confused lately and don't know which way to go."
"After all, you see, a lot has happened lately, hasn't it?"
"But, seriously, just one question, just one, can you answer me?"
He was silent, breathing as usual, as quiet as a dead man.
"No one can be saved, and no one needs my saving."
"How should I feel about living like this?"
The spacious medical room is quiet and peaceful.
The girl listened to his breathing and waited obediently.
Moment after moment.
The girl just waited without urging.
She knew she had asked an unanswerable question, and she knew she would only get a false answer.
Still, she waited.
I don't know how long it took, but he probably woke up. Ning Yun stood up and stretched.
"People are alive because they are not dead yet."
After that, he yawned and left the house.
The girl was stunned and suddenly smiled.
"This is not nonsense."
She learned to smile brightly like Ning Yun, as if the road ahead was illuminated.
After all, hope and flowers.
She has neither.
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Bairao was finally finished. Thinking that there were still several big chapters in this volume, he felt despair.
But to be honest, I am very happy and feel like I still have something to do.
I saw a lot of people saying that this book is abusive and destined to end tragically, so I decided to refute the rumor.
The first is the abuser. Regarding this, are you really not abusing me? Obviously the pace of this book has been very brisk up to this point, right?
Then there is the tragedy. Regarding this...well...to be honest, my writing skills are not yet at the point where I can write something as great as tragedy. Readers who are looking forward to this...well...continue to look forward to it. Well, after all, who knows what will happen in the future, right?
Finally, uh, what should I say at the end...
Let’s talk about what the author has done recently (after all, the author doesn’t have many friends, so he can only chat here)
Recently, the author, first of all, it was in December last year. As everyone knows, at that time, it was just liberalized, and basically all the things that should be done were done. Then, those with weak resistance were done with that. .
Fortunately, the author's grandmother passed away during dialysis.
It was very painful for the author when she passed away. The author was actually quite lucky that she didn't suffer any more pain when she left.
Then, the funeral industry is so developed now. As long as you pay once, you don’t have to worry about anything. It’s quite emotional. After all, times are always moving forward.
Then, about the author's sister, she is very cute and beautiful, and when she smiles, she looks like an angel.
Show off here, she is super sensible.
She is also good at studying, has found a great job, can cook delicious meals, do laundry, and play video games (she likes to play music games) (she is also very good at playing).
All in all, she is a very worry-free child.
She is almost my only relative.
She also understands me very well. She is the only one in the world who knows why I am so obsessed with Twilight Sparkle.
Then, that is, everyone must pay attention. No matter how worry-free your sister is, you must always pay attention to her. Never ignore others because you are too busy with work, and never ignore her. They were so stupid that they didn’t even notice that they were taking antidepressant drugs. You must protect them, pay attention to their physical and mental health, and be with them at all times.
Well, I'm sorry, I didn't realize you were in so much pain.
But thank you, thank you, I really, really appreciate it. Considering me, I still worked very hard for three months.
I don't blame you. Really, grandma loves you the most. I can understand that.
No need to consider mine, as long as I still remember you and grandma, I can survive no matter what.
It hurts. I'm sorry. I don't have much ability and can't afford to live in a higher building.
I still have a lot of things, really, I still have a lot of good friends who are willing to play with me.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I also started to take good care of myself. Today, I exercised well and ate well.
Don't let go of me, and be nice to grandma.
I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, you must have been in so much pain in the last three months, why didn't I pay attention, why didn't I notice you, you are so good, why didn't I look at you more.
I agreed to take you to see the sea, and I also agreed to take grandma to the best hospital to treat her hand.
I agreed to give her a good grasp of something.
I'm fine, I'm really fine. I will go to see the sea by myself. I will go this year and take you, you and grandma with me.
Aren’t you envious of those people in movies who scatter their ashes in the sea?
I will go, I will definitely go.
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry.
But me, I have nothing, I have nothing, what should I do, what should I do?
I had nothing but you.
sorry.
I love you.
All the love in the world combined cannot compare to my love for you, so no matter where you are now, you must hold your chest high and your head up, and remember that I am still here who loves you the most.
You will always be the sister I am proud of.
I love you.
You must remember, you must remember, I love you.
You must be happy, you must be happy, you must be good to yourself, stop being so good and acting coquettish occasionally, you are so cute and beautiful, everyone will like you.
I will eat on time, sleep on time, exercise on time, eat more vegetables, avoid junk food, and I will also be kind to myself.
So don't worry, I will live well.
I will definitely live well, I will definitely live well.
I will live.
Just for you, I will live.
come on.
