It's raining, hard and fast.
Countless silver threads fell from the misty sky, dyeing everything in the world a gradual light blue.
I remember that the last time I met that guy was in this kind of weather. For some reason, every time it was rainy like this, her temper would become like an unsheathed sharp knife. She would do things regardless of the consequences, rely solely on her will, and speak without hesitation. So much so that you hurt others, hurt yourself, destroy everything you care about, and in the end, you don't even have the right to regret it.
The rain in her hometown felt a little strange to her who hadn't been back for a long time. The rain in Morning Star mostly smelled like sea breeze, so clear that even though she hated rain, she couldn't help but look forward to the arrival of dark clouds.
The rain on Baidi Star is too heavy and heavy.
On the street, she held an umbrella and finally waited for the man's arrival.
The driver is a very young boy, with black hair and very strong.
He adjusted his chair very low, put on headphones, and listened to some unknown song.
Qi Ying opened the car door and patted his shoulder.
"Move the seat higher, it's blocking me."
After a few seconds, he sighed and sat up reluctantly.
"What's wrong?"
Qi Ying got on the car dissatisfied and closed the door, "I treat you to dinner and you feel wronged?"
"without."
The laziness in Ning Yun's voice made Qi Ying feel dazed for a while. It was the first time in his memory that he was so depressed.
His madness was hysterical, with a self-destructive noise. Even on that rainy day on Baidi Star last time, when Qi Ying poked his wounds without hesitation, he just used any means to put pressure on the Qi family and let her Go to the Morning Star, known as the Science and Technology Corridor, to receive the so-called "lesson."
"This kind of rainy day is the best for sleeping, but you ruined it." Ning Yun took out two puffs from the food box next to him and handed them to Qi Ying in the back seat, "I'm just a little pity."
"Can you please take off your headphones when you are talking?" Qi Ying took the cake and said to Ning Yun, "This is very rude."
"Listening to music is better than listening to you nagging."
"I!"
Thinking that this guy was the benefactor and childhood sweetheart who saved her life, Qi Ying suppressed the anger in her heart and calmed down, "I'm not nagging, it's because you often don't do things for others. What's wrong with me?"
Fanying analyzed all the disputes and resentments between Ning Yun and Qi Ying, but forgot to spy on their real relationship.
That's why he didn't realize before he died that Qi Ying's anger towards Ning Yun was filled with resentment and blame mixed with complex emotions.
If it was the ridiculous young master named "Ning Haoyuan" that Qi Ying knew, I am afraid that he would have seen through his true face as early as the first time he met Mi Ying.
"How long have you not seen me?" A plain voice sounded. Qiying could vaguely hear the long tone even though she was wearing headphones. She didn't know how Ning Yun could communicate with others normally, "Humans are It will become like this. Now that you have come to Baidi Academy to take classes, you must have some moral integrity and let me go."
"How can I do anything to you?" Qi Ying subconsciously stabbed back, "You can blow up the school in front of everyone, why don't I, a little girl from the Qi family, just let you control me?"
"Yeah, indeed."
These three words made Qi Ying speechless for a while. After holding it for a long time, he said, "Hurry up and find a place to eat. Be it Yuhezhai or Beitianfang. Eat early and go home early. If my father hadn't forced me to come over, Thank you, who would come to you for dinner if they have nothing to do?"
"Then...Yang Fan, you can just pick a place."
"How is Yuan Ji's shop?" The black-haired boy has a clear voice, which can make others like him. "I think the food there is good, even better than Master Li's."
"Okay, she's a treat anyway."
The young man didn't seem to be Ning Yun's driver, and he maintained an equal attitude when talking to Ning Yun.
"Do you mind adding another person?"
"No problem at all."
Qi Ying didn't care about this, it was better to say that he just welcomed it.
She really didn't want to be alone with Ning Yun, even if they grew up together and knew each other well.
The sports car ordered from Daystar was very fast, and it took Qiying to the remote Salamander Restaurant in just five minutes.
"Is it... okay here?"
Looking at the overly simple storefront, Qiying was a little worried about whether she might get food poisoning.
How could Ning Yun eat in a place like this?
"As long as the food is delicious, why do you care so much?"
Ning Yun got out of the car, turned his head and said to Qi Ying.
Under his long dark hair, his fair and beautiful profile made Qi Ying, who was used to Ning Yun's backcombed oily hair, stunned for a moment.
"Then, let's go."
Suppressing the throbbing in her heart, Qiying shook off the almost absurd thought, closed the car door, and entered the restaurant with the two tall and tall teenagers in front of her.
"One portion of fire pig roasted fish, one portion of wild goose blood hot pot, one portion of underwater octopus, and one portion...Yang Fan, what do you want to eat?"
Ning Yun skillfully picked up the menu and ordered, then turned to ask the boy next to him.
"Well... I think that smorgasbord of spiritual beasts is pretty good."
"Then add another smorgasbord."
Handing the ordered menu to the light cyan-haired clerk, Ning Yun crossed his legs, leaned back on the chair, and squinted his eyes.
"What song is so good?"
Qi Ying looked at Ning Yun who was addicted to listening to music and ignored her, and couldn't help but ask.
"It's an anchor I found on StarNet. He sings very well."
Her hands, which were as delicate as works of art, kept beating the beat on the armrests of the chair. Qi Ying felt a little flustered as she listened to the softly played tune.
The food was served very quickly, and the taste was far from what Qi Ying had imagined. I am afraid that none of the big restaurants in Baidi Star Center could make it so delicious.
"It's delicious."
The black-haired boy noticed that Qi Ying, who was immersed in eating, occasionally raised his gaze, and smiled heartily.
This boy...
The person she knew would not make friends with such a person. That person was very self-aware and knew that he was not worthy of being involved in any sincere emotions.
The food in her mouth suddenly felt a little bitter, and Qi Ying knew it was her fault.
Ning Yun changed.
Looking at the elegant and lazy young man sitting next to him, something began to fall in Qi Ying's heart.
"I'm full." She took out two napkins and wiped her mouth. "Send me home."
"Which home?"
"The Qi Family Mansion."
"Then, let's go?" Ning Yun glanced at Yang Fan next to him, "Are you full?"
"I'm full. I haven't digested what I ate yesterday."
Yang Fan got up first and took out his car keys, "I just want to go for a drive after dinner, let's go."
The Qi family mansion is on the edge of the East China Sea, and Yang Fan has to look at the map to find its location.
"By the way." Qi Ying asked seemingly casually, "How is Aunt Huiya's health lately?
"It's good. I'll give birth in a few months."
"Does uncle still work overtime at the military headquarters?"
"No, I am spending time at home with my wife now."
"What about you? How is life in the special class?"
"It's okay, pretty good."
Ning Yun's back was slender and thin. It had been a long time since Qi Ying had chatted with him in a calm tone.
Unknowingly, the Qi family mansion has arrived.
It was still raining outside, and the sea breeze mixed with raindrops passed through the black umbrella and wetted the girl's light gray dress.
"correct."
The girl smiled and said to Ning Yun, "Give me your earphones and I'll listen to which anchor can make you so obsessed."
"ha?"
Ning Yun couldn't figure out what she wanted to play, but he still took off the headphones and handed them to her.
In the headphones, the soft and elegant female voice sounded dreamy.
The blurred singing has a poetic quality that is so beautiful that it is almost sad.
"That child in my hometown who cannot cry, I will give you all my tears."
"Even if it's just for a moment, please lean on my shoulder and cry as much as you want."
Qiying heard this and took off her headphones.
"What? It's such an ugly song."
Waving her hands in disgust, Qi Ying turned around and entered the Qi family's mansion in the heavy rain.
"I think it sounds good."
Yang Fan scratched his head and said to Ning Yun, "She is so rude."
"She was just rude to me."
Ning Yun raised his head and looked at the sky.
The clouds were still gray to black, and the rain was still so cold that it was almost like ice droplets.
"Let's go back and go to sleep."
Saying this, Ning Yun lowered the seat and slowly lay down.
He closed his eyes and sighed.
Evil debt.
In the Qi family mansion, the parents are full of hope that their daughter can reunite with her friends, and are waiting for the girl's return.
She has come back.
The heavy sound of rain finally penetrated the ancient door, but within a moment, it was blocked from the mansion again.
She moved gently, put down her umbrella, and changed her shoes.
Walking through the long corridor and climbing the high stairs, she came to her parents.
"how's it going?"
Her father asked, his eyes full of worry.
"It's good." The girl smiled, "He has really changed."
"...A-Ying, we, we asked you to meet him, not for the sake of whether the Qi family can become stronger in the future, or for your brother, or me, to gain honors or anything like that."
"Ok, I know."
"A-Ying, we saw you blaming yourself so much for that incident in the past, and we wanted you to look away and make you happy, so we asked you to see him." "Yes, I know."
"A-Ying, we, our Qi family don't have high ambitions. Your mother and I only want you to live in peace. Our Qi family is not the kind of nobleman who sells his daughter for profit."
"Ok, I know."
"A-Ying, A-Ying, we were wrong. We shouldn't have forced you to see him. If he did something excessive, we would go to His Majesty and the Council to judge you. Our Qi family is not afraid of the Ning family. .”
"Ok, I know."
"So, A-ying, please stop crying, okay?"
"um, I..."
Her vision became blurry at some point. Qi Ying wanted to say something, but she felt like something was blocking her throat, and she was unable to say a complete sentence.
"He's...very...very good..."
The barrier is made of solid ice, so thick and reliable that nothing in the world can break through its line of defense.
But, ice, it is ice.
It's just ice.
It's ice that will melt sooner or later.
The boy the girl knew was gloomy and world-weary. He hated everything in the world and wished he could destroy everything around him.
The young man the girl knew was sad and persistent. He struggled with the inevitable tragedy and lived his life in the ugliest way, almost committing suicide and enjoying the destruction he had caused, even though he was determined to be that person when he was young. The hero who saves the world in comics.
The young man the girl knew was awkward and gentle. All the bad things he had done had endings that were not too bad. He hated himself for the ridiculous things he had done while asking someone to make up for his mistakes afterwards. He was really sad and pitiful.
The boy the girl met, the boy who hid behind the flower bed in school and cried why he was so useless, after getting to know him, we can actually find that he has many faces.
Among those faces, there are wanton hustle and bustle, innocent and ridiculous stubbornness, arrogant madness, and depression that suddenly looks back. Most of them are engraved with markings declaring strength, but in fact they are just the whispers of wandering cubs trying to calm their panic. The roar was a bluff, but it was also helpless.
The girl has seen many of his faces, and the girl recognizes every one of his faces.
But that was the only face she didn't recognize.
That face was too unfamiliar, without any trace of the original owner's previous impression.
He hates laziness because his talent is so poor. The son of the Ning family must at least maintain the average level of a superpower. In order to be promoted to the intermediate level that seems to be piled up with drugs, he has secretly worked hard.
He doesn't make friends with good people because he knows that he is a scumbag, and good people who come close to him will only be hurt by the spikes all over his body. Just a simple and sincere He Zhixing makes him physically and mentally exhausted and difficult to deal with.
He doesn't know how to listen to her songs, let alone not recognize her voice.
That voice was the most enjoyable sound among the three of them. Even if her body bones rotted and turned into ashes, he still recognized her voice, even if the scarred girl was the existence he wanted to forget the most.
So why?
You lived like that, why did you still leave?
You have become a notorious scumbag, why did you give up?
Why let others live for you?
Why let others make up for your mistakes?
Why can't I remember your name?
Why can't I remember your face? Why can't I remember anything about you, and my memory of you only ends with that accident that no one could do anything about?
Where have you been?
Don't you want your family anymore?
what your name?
Why can't I remember your name?
Why, I can't remember your name?
The pain finally tore apart the flesh and blood, seeped into the blood, and slowly melted into the heart and soul while burning the spinal cord.
The girl tried her best to endure the surge of pain, but she still couldn't survive the emptiness after the tide receded.
She knelt down weakly, and her tears finally burst into tears in her father's arms.
The crying sound seemed to want to spit out all the sorrow in his heart and soul, and it lasted for a long time.
