"She is resolute and persistent by nature. She will spend the long remaining time to pay homage to you, thinking about you with guilt and unwillingness. Master, that would be too cruel to her, at least... at least let her... Be mentally prepared for your situation, don't let the leader sister have no time to say goodbye..."
Lin Qianxue nodded after listening to Tan Yueshan's words. She didn't want to give Meng Tianyan time to say goodbye to her, but she didn't know how to face her, how painful and torturous it would be.
She was afraid that she would not be able to bear it. Meng Tianyan was heartbroken after knowing the truth, and every tear she shed was something she couldn't bear to see. She liked to see her smile instead of bringing her sadness.
After Tan Yueshan left, the house returned to its usual silence.
The lights are cold and clear, the moonlight outside the window is hazy, the stars and night dreams are lingering, and they are like fire.
Summer insects hummed deep in the grass, and from time to time there were bursts of cicada chirping, intermittent... The wind surged like waves, and the bamboo shadows swayed, making a rustling sound.
A firefly slipped in through the gap in the window lattice and circled around the dim gauze lampshade. It was like a lost elf, not knowing its way back.
"Dong dong——"
Suddenly there was a soft knock on the door, and then someone asked in a low voice: "Sister...are you...sleeping?"
That was Meng Tianyan's voice, with a hint of hesitation and caution in her voice.
She just passed by the Bamboo Shadow Courtyard and saw a light in Lin Qianxue's house. She stood outside the door and hesitated for a long time. She raised her hand several times to knock on the door, but put it down again. She was afraid of disturbing the sleeping Lin Qianxue, but she couldn't help but want to see her.
She thought to herself that the lights in the room were still on, maybe her sister hadn't slept yet, and there were too many things going on this morning, and she hadn't come to see her yet. She was so busy with the deployment of various demon tribes to attack the Heavenly Demon Sect that she was busy all day long. Haven't eaten anything.
After finally finishing her work, it was already the third watch of the month. When she thought of Lin Qianxue, her mind was filled with confusion. Finally, she knocked on the door and asked in a low voice.
Judging from Lin Qianxue's martial arts, she should have sensed someone outside the door, but she was distracted at the moment, thinking about things, so she didn't notice there was someone outside the door, and the person had been standing outside the door for a long time.
Hearing Meng Tianyan's voice, Lin Qianxue's heartbeat couldn't help but skip a beat. Her sinking heart couldn't help but tighten. She stretched out her hands to protect her chest, feeling as if her heart was about to jump out. What she was thinking about was right in front of her, so how could she not be so confused?
At this moment, Lin Qianxue wanted to run out immediately, pushed open the door, and hugged the person standing outside the door tightly. But she couldn't, she couldn't let Meng Tianyan see herself now. Once she saw her pale face, she would understand that she was not simply infected with the cold.
Meng Tianyan has long known that she was tortured by the backlash of the Ice Mysterious Jade Art. If he knew that her backlash had worsened, he would definitely be worried and sad.
"Eternal God Emperor"
Lin Qianxue wanted to hold her breath and pretend that she had fallen asleep, but the slender figure standing outside the door was still there. She stood outside the door, with the bamboo shadow swaying and the wind blowing her long hair. She did not want to leave. plan.
After a long time, Lin Qianxue finally relented, and she couldn't bear to say: "Tianyan, you...come in!"
Meng Tianyan stood outside the door for a long time. The lights in the room were dim. Lin Qianxue's voice finally broke the silence, which finally relieved her tense nerves.
Lin Qianxue always avoided her these days, and she felt vaguely uneasy. She didn't know whether it was because of illness or if she had done something wrong.
These thoughts were like an incomprehensible mess, making her think wildly and suffer. This kind of torment tortured her heart day by day, making her upset and unable to calm down when she did anything. She was thinking about Lin Qianxue all the time.
These days, she was busy planning an attack on the Demon Clan with various tribes of demons. She really didn't have much time to spend with Lin Qianxue. She just came over to say hello as usual. The two of them chatted for a few words through the gauze curtain and then separated again.
She hadn't seen Lin Qianxue for several days, and she always felt a vague feeling of uneasiness in her heart, as if something big was about to happen.
The long black night enveloped Meng Tianyan's slender figure, and the swaying bamboo shadow was reflected on her robe. Her slender fingers were placed on the door. After a long time, those beautiful hands gently opened the door and walked in slowly.
In the room, Lin Qianxue had drawn down the gauze curtain. She was sitting on the bed through the white gauze. Her figure was thin. The dim candlelight could only illuminate her hazy figure, and her frighteningly pale face could not be seen clearly.
Meng Tianyan pulled up a stool and sat in front of her bed, looked at her through the gauze curtain, and asked softly: "Sister, are you feeling better today?"
Lin Qianxue couldn't help coughing a few times, and then said: "I feel much better after drinking the medicine Cailing sent me just now. Tianyan, you don't have to worry too much about me. I heard these days that your Moon-killing Alliance is planning to attack the Demon. Regarding Zong’s affairs, you must be very busy..."
Before she could finish her words, Meng Tianyan couldn't wait to say: "Sister, no matter how busy I am, I still have time to see you, but... just why don't you want to see me? Can't I even take a look at you?"
Meng Tianyan resisted the impulse and uneasiness of the past few days, and finally raised her hand to pull open the veil. She is the leader of the Magic Clothes Sect. If she really wants to tear off this annoying layer of gauze, it is not impossible, but...
"Tianyan... don't..." Lin Qianxue's voice went from scolding to trembling, and she could hear the faint fear and uneasiness in her tone.
Meng Tianyan didn't want Lin Qianxue to be unhappy, but she finally relented. She raised her fingers and lightly crossed the layer of white gauze, sliding down weakly. Through the dim light, she tried hard to see whether the person behind the gauze curtain was also thinking about her.
Because Meng Tianyan was sitting next to the gauze lamp, and the candlelight shone on her beautiful face, Lin Qianxue could clearly see her appearance through the gauze curtain. The naughty flowing firefly was currently spinning around Meng Tianyan, Then it fell on her high ponytail.
Meng Tianyan is worthy of being a person with a prosperous face. The dim and soft light illuminates her like a fairy in a painting.
Watching the fireworks from across the bank, the reflection is the haziest.
They are all beautiful colors, dyed into dreams when exposed to water.
Meng Tianyan's eyes were burning with anxiety and uneasiness, eagerness and expectation. She wanted to see Lin Qianxue so much!
Lin Qianxue looked at Meng Tianyan's beautiful eyes and felt that her whole heart was about to melt. She clasped her hands tightly, trying to control her impulse, tugging on her black sleeves, as white as jade. The fingers were pink and thin due to excessive force.
She whispered: "Tianyan...I'm fine. It's getting late, please go back!"
Meng Tianyan moved her lips and teeth, but hesitated to speak. She did not answer her, but still looked at her through the gauze curtain, as if he wanted to see her clearly.
This made Lin Qianxue restless, her heart beating faster, and she didn't know what to do.
The two were silent for a long time, and the air around them seemed heavier and heavier.
Lin Qianxue waited for Meng Tianyan's answer, but she didn't say anything. She just slowly raised her hand. Lin Qianxue's heartbeat accelerated, fearing that she would tear off the veil covering the false lies.
However, Meng Tianyan did not tear off the veil. Her slender fingers caressed Lin Qianxue's beautiful face through the thin white gauze. Lin Qianxue stared, her pupils trembling slightly. Before she could react, Meng Tianyan suddenly leaned forward and hugged her into his arms through the gauze curtain.
Her strength was so great that she was unable to resist. The two hearts suddenly stuck together like this, beating wildly out of control, as chaotic as a beating drum, as if they stepped off the cliff and fell into the water together, eventually turning into a puddle of mist.
"Why don't you want to see me? Why don't you want to see me..."
Meng Tianyan murmured sadly. She buried her head deeply into Lin Qianxue's warm neck, smelling the faint fragrance of white pear flowers on her body, just like a child seeking comfort. Lin Qianxue choked with sobs and felt miserable.
Meng Tianyan's soft lips almost touched her delicate neck, separated by a layer of light gauze, burning like fire, seemingly present and absent, little by little, like a gossamer passing through the wind, carrying endless affection and lingering feelings. roundabout.
Sliding through mountains and rivers, affectionate and long.
Meng Tianyan's breath passed by her ears, like thunder from the sky stirring fire on the ground, quickly starting a prairie fire in an instant. A numbness quietly climbed behind Lin Qianxue's ears, adding a touch of bright red to her fair earlobes.
The pair of white earlobes had a touch of pink, and they were like pink camellias in the cold wind. The dark red gem pendant hanging under the earlobes swayed from side to side, making her charming.
Lin Qianxue felt her heart tremble, as if the long wind had blown down the pear tree full of snow, and she was filled with endless melancholy and thoughts.
Meng Tianyan slowly raised his head, trying to see clearly the person inside through the thin layer of gauze. The two of them just faced each other through the thin gauze curtain, staring deeply at each other. The two were so close that they could hear each other's heartbeats, and even each other's breaths intertwined.
Meng Tianyan gently put his head on her forehead. The emotions she had suppressed for many days were about to burst out of her mind. She suppressed the anguish in her heart, lowered her eyes and said painfully: "I thought you understood me. I thought this You are the person who understands me best in the world, but why do you treat me like this?"
The tip of Lin Qianxue's nose felt sour, and she couldn't help but stretched out her arms to hug her, and whispered in a trembling voice: "Tianyan, I..."
Meng Tianyan said to her: "What the king wants is the world, what the princes want is territory, what the poet wants is fame and fortune, what the knight wants is the world, and what I want... is just a dream, don't you think so?" Don’t you understand yet?”
Lin Qianxue trembled all over, raised her head slightly, her black hair hung lightly, and a line of clear tears could not help but slowly slid down. She sobbed: "Of course I know, that's why I don't want you to suffer..."
Lin Qianxue's tears stained the white gauze. Meng Tianyan felt the coldness of her tears and pulled open the obstructive gauze without hesitation. The moment the gauze was torn away, she finally saw Lin Qianxue clearly. Qianxue’s face.
The alluring beauty is now heartbreakingly thin. Her face is pale and bloodless. The corners of her beautiful eyes are moist, and her wet pupils are shining with crystal light. Her tears are like shining pearls in the dark night. , slowly rolled down her cheeks one by one, silently.
A beautiful woman cries, this is the most thrilling beauty in the world!
She reached out to touch her cold face distressedly, and traced her slender fingers across her cheek, whispering: "Qianxue, what's wrong? Why are you looking so pale? What's wrong with you?"
Lin Qianxue reached out and held her hand, rubbing her face with her fingers, lingering.
She said: "Tianyan, I don't want you to be sad, so I never told you that I was not infected with the wind cold, but...but...was backfired by the Ice Mysterious Jade Art. Tianyan, I'm just afraid... …”
Before she could finish speaking, Meng Tianyan stretched out her slender hands, and pressed her soft lips with her cold fingers. What she was going to say next was something she didn't dare to hear and didn't want to hear. She tried her best to block it. Live those sad words.
She didn't want to hear anything about her time being short, so she hugged her tightly in fear, as if she was holding everything in her life. Those bright eyes like peach blossoms were filled with crystal tears at this moment, and she stared at Lin Qianxue affectionately.
He choked in a low voice and said: "No, sister... you will be fine. I must save you, no matter what the cost, I will save you, you will not die, I will not let you die!"
Lin Qianxue's heart was filled with warmth. The person in front of her might be the best person to her in the world. She had never had many illusions about people, but if that person was Meng Tianyan, she wanted to cherish it once, but it was a pity that they met too late.
Tianyan, life is inherently impermanent. If you and I can meet and get to know each other in the vast world, this life will be considered worthwhile. There are some things that cannot be forced after all, such as life and death that cannot be controlled, such as the unavoidable world, such as this identity that cannot be chosen, such as this dream that will be blown away by the wind.
If there is an afterlife, maybe you and I shouldn't meet in the vast world, so there won't be such pain.
