She bit her red lips lightly, hesitated for a moment, and finally summoned up the courage to look at him and said, "Erlang, I'm sorry, I can't be with you anymore."
Zhuang Yu was shocked and stunned.
Not only Zhuang Yu was shocked, but even Leng Gu, who was hiding in the reeds and eavesdropping on their conversation, couldn't help being shocked. She looked at Bai Lan in confusion, never expecting that she would say such things to Zhuang Yu. .
Zhuang Yu held Bai Lan's hand tightly and hurriedly asked: "Bai Lan, you...what are you talking about? Don't you love me?"
Seeing Zhuang Yu's affectionate eyes, Bai Lan took a deep breath, finally made up her mind, pushed him away, and said sternly: "Zhuang Yu! Don't be so sentimental there, I never said that I love you!"
The sudden change made Leng Gu, who was eavesdropping on the side, in disbelief. They were supposed to be together from now on, so how could something happen to them?
Zhuang Yu looked at Bai Lan in disbelief and was shocked: "What did you say? You have never loved me? Then why did you say that to me under the cliff that day?"
Is everything just wishful thinking on his part, Zhuang Yu? Zhuang Yu felt his heart tremble, as if a cracked city wall was cracking bit by bit.
"I did this just to hurt you deeper. I hate you to the core from the beginning to the end!" Bai Lan lowered her head, clenched her hands, and finally said those harsh words.
"You--" Zhuang Yu looked at her in disbelief, his eyes motionless, and he clenched a pair of iron fists, the veins on the back of his hands swelled, looking hideous.
Bai Lan remembered what Jun Xuelou had said. She knew that she had to make him hate her completely so that the power of the love-devouring sorrow could be fully exerted and he could completely forget herself.
She finally clenched her fists and resisted the unbearable surge in her heart. Erlang, don't blame me. Only in this way will you not be in pain in the future and you can live well.
She suddenly raised her head, looked at him with hatred in her eyes, and said through gritted teeth: "You are such a despicable person, you killed my husband, and you still want to ask for my forgiveness for you! You said you love me, it's just Wishful thinking! Zhuang Yu, your love for me simply makes me feel sick——"
nausea!
No one could say this to Zhuang Yu as cruelly as Bai Lan said to him. When these words came out of Bai Lan's mouth, Zhuang Yu felt like five thunders were hitting his head, and all his thoughts were gone. He took a step back without hesitation, his whole body swaying.
White reed flowers are floating in the wind, and there is a roaring wind in my ears. The sky is clear, but my heart is as cold as falling into an ice cellar.
He could hardly see everything in front of him clearly. He only felt that the white shadow that he once admired with all his heart became illusory and fragmented in the wind. His eyes seemed to be blurry, and his eyes were already covered with tears. If he hadn't gritted his teeth and held on, this iron-clad man would have collapsed at this moment.
It’s so hopeless!
He was so affectionate for her that they would risk life and death together, but when she said such humiliating words to him, she trampled all his true feelings under her feet. He just felt that everything he had done to her over the years was in vain, his love for her had become dirty, and even he was just a joke.
A sad joke——
He clenched his hands, his whole body was trembling, he clenched his teeth, the veins on his neck swelled, his eyes suddenly turned red, and big tears burst out of his eyes.
Zhuang Yu suppressed the grief and anger in his heart word by word, gritted his teeth and whispered: "Bai Lan,
You are really capable, not only killing people, but also killing people's hearts! "
Leng Gu, who was hiding and watching, couldn't bear it anymore and rushed out from behind the reeds. She didn't expect that Bai Lan would retaliate against him in this way.
Seeing Zhuang Yu in front of her like a tree about to fall, Leng Gu angrily scolded Bai Lan: "Bai Lan, how could you do this to him?"
Leng Gu suddenly appeared, startling Bai Lan. She never expected that there would be someone hiding behind the reeds. Just when she was about to finish the work, Leng Gu suddenly rushed out to disturb her, fearing that all her previous efforts would be wasted.
Bai Lan's eyes shone like cold iron, and he looked at her sternly, and said angrily: "This is a matter between us, and it is not the turn of outsiders to interfere!"
Leng Gu was shocked, yes, this was an emotional entanglement between the two of them, and who was she? At best, he's just a pathetic outsider.
Bai Lan turned her head and looked at Zhuang Yu in front of her. She suppressed the pain in her heart, raised her head slightly, suppressed the tears in her eyes, and looked at him with red eyes.
She told herself not to cry, and she must not let Zhuang Yu see any flaws. Since she wanted to cut off this evil fate, she had to do it thoroughly and cleanly, so that he would not have to suffer or suffer anymore in the future. He can live well.
She looked at Zhuang Yu, took out the prepared Eating Soul, uncorked the bottle and handed it to him, saying coldly: "Zhuang Yu, if you really feel sorry for Liu Yanyu, then drink this bottle of poison yourself. Don’t let me do it myself!”
Zhuang Yu was devastated and despairing. He never thought about why she suddenly did this to him, let alone that the bottle of poison was a scam.
He walked up to her with a dull step, and reached out to take the bottle of Love-devouring Sorrow. Purple smoke floated out of the bottle, and he lowered his head and stared blankly.
Leng Gu on the side shouted urgently: "Brother Zhuang - no!" Bai Lan stretched out her hand to stop her.
Zhuang Yu's whole upright body was like a crumbling mountain, and he smiled bitterly: "Hahaha! Hahaha!"
That laughter is sad and decisive. When the grass and trees wither, people's hearts die, nothing more than this.
Then, he raised his head and drank the cup of love-devouring sorrow in one gulp.
Tears welled up in his eyes, and he smashed the bottle, looked at her with red eyes, and asked: "Bai Lan, why do you torture me like this? Why didn't you just stab me to death in the first place?"
This last sentence was shouted almost hysterically, so that the voice was almost hoarse, like the cracking of a broken string.
Seeing Zhuang Yu finally drink the bottle of Love-devouring Sorrow, Bai Lan finally breathed a sigh of relief, and the tears he had held back finally burst out of his eyes.
Leng Gu, who was standing aside and watching, couldn't bear to look anymore. The wind blew by, and the white reed flowers beside her swayed gently in the wind, making a rustling sound.
"Swallowing the Starry Sky: Sign in to Become a God"
Why do a pair of lovers have to get to this point? Falling in love and killing each other, why bother? Leng Gu slightly tilted her head. Is all this really what Bai Lan wants?
Bai Lan suddenly stretched out her hand, hugged Zhuang Yu, and whispered softly in Zhuang Yu's ear: "Erlang - I love you! In this life, I will return you to your wife and children. But in the next life, next time, next time In this life, you can only marry me!"
After saying that, she closed her eyes. Tears rolled down under her long eyelashes, like pearls falling in disorder. She hugged his warm body tightly with her hands, and a slight smile appeared at the corner of her mouth.
The voice was soft and gentle, as if feathers were blowing across a pool of dreamland. Zhuang Yu
After hearing this, his whole body froze, like five thunders striking his head. In this flash of lightning, he seemed to understand something. With tears in his eyes, he looked at Bai Lan desperately.
The beauty in white with a beautiful smile nodded at him, Qingcheng smiled slightly, and he finally shook his body and fell over.
At this moment, Leng Gu standing aside seemed to understand something. She looked at Bai Lan and asked: "You... what you gave him wasn't poison, what was it?"
Bai Lan lowered her eyes, looked at the man lying on the ground with pitiful eyes, and said blankly: "It's the sorrow of eating love."
Leng Gu was puzzled and said: "What is the sorrow of eating love?"
Bai Lan let out a deep sigh, turned to look at Leng Gu, wiped the tears on her face with a smile, and explained: "Those who drink the love-devouring sorrow can erase the person they love most in their lives..."
Bai Lan then told Leng Gu what Jun Xuelou had said to her. When Leng Gu finished listening, she understood everything and sighed: "Why do you want him to forget you? If you are willing... you guys The three of us can live together!”
Bai Lan sneered, looked at the honeysuckle and said:
"If so, how can I be worthy of Yanyu? Lenggu, he is my husband, I love him! This love makes it impossible for me to love Zhuang Yu openly in my life! Every time I see Zhuang Yu, When I couldn't help but love him, Yanyu's death was like a thorn piercing deeply into my heart."
"The thorn in my heart keeps pricking me, torturing me, making my guilt worse and worse, and the suffering is extremely painful! I believe that there must be the same pain in Zhuang Yu's heart, two hearts that want to love each other, Every time we get close to each other, the pain in our hearts will be deeper, and in this life, we will love each other uneasily."
Leng Gu looked at the tearful Bai Lan and felt heartbroken.
Yes, there is indelible hatred between Bai Lan and Zhuang Yu. Even if Bai Lan can forgive Zhuang Yu, she can never forgive herself.
Bai Lan said: "As a man, he has been responsible for my life, but he can no longer be responsible for others. He still has a wife and children, so he should shoulder the responsibility of a man. What's more, I don't want to share my lover with anyone. I My lover can only love me, just like I can only love him."
Leng Gu thought to herself that Bai Lan was a woman who was persistent in love. If not, she could let go of everything, let herself go, and spend the rest of her life with Zhuang Yu.
Bai Lan turned to look at Zhuang Yu who was lying on the ground, and said: "Since he loves me so hard, why let him live with the painful past? Let him forget everything and live a good life. Then maybe he will Be happy! Leng Gu, don’t you think so?”
Leng Gu naturally understands Bai Lan's heart. Perhaps in this world, she is the only love rival who understands Bai Lan best. She knows that people who love each other deeply will consider and pay for each other regardless of everything, instead of endless harm and demands in the name of love.
Xu Jun will never have second thoughts in this life.
Everything is fate, nothing is up to you.
Bai Lan lowered her head and couldn't help but shed tears again. She sometimes thought that if Zhuang Yu had not killed Liu Yanyu, if she had not married Liu Yanyu, if Zhuang Yu had confessed to her in that ginkgo forest. Mind……
However, there are not so many what-ifs in life. She has been forced to marry Liu Yanyu since she was a child. This entangled fate seems to be destined from birth and cannot be changed at all.
