Jun Xuelou said: "Bai Lan is your love rival, don't you hate her?"
"Hate her?" Leng Gu took a deep breath, with tears in her eyes, and sighed deeply:
"Who am I to Zhuang Yu? What qualifications do I have to hate her? She is the woman that Zhuang Yu cares deeply about. He would rather die than hurt her in the slightest. How can I hate her? ?”
She couldn't help but think of those moments with Bai Lan in her mind.
Bai Lan asked: "Leng Gu, has anyone ever told you that you look a lot like me?"
Leng Gu said: "Are you talking about the eyes?"
Bai Lan looked into her eyes and sighed intently: "Yes! Since sister and I are somewhat similar, why don't we treat each other as sisters from now on!"
Bai Lan didn't know that it was because of this similarity that she could get Zhuang Yu's love. That love should have been Bai Lan's, but it was a pity that Zhuang Yu could not love her for the rest of his life, the woman who should have been loved by Zhuang Yu.
Therefore, Zhuang Yu could only transfer his love to other women in an attempt to numb himself and cut off this bad relationship. This is called empathy, but unfortunately you can't fall in love again.
"Bai Lan is actually a very good woman. I think it's no wonder Zhuang Yu is so obsessed with her. Along the way, she taught me martial arts and treated me like a sister. She thought I followed her to avoid being chased by Qianshan Villa. In fact, she I don’t understand, but I followed her because I actually wanted to see Zhuang Yu again.”
Jun Xuelou shook his head and sighed: "You actually took care of your love rival all the way for the man you love?" How sad that must be. He really didn't know how Leng Gu got here all these years.
Although her name is Leng Gu, it does not mean that she is an emotionless person. The pain that Zhuang Yu brought to her often made her unable to breathe when her heart was so painful. But just to pursue the little sweetness he brought to her, she would rather suffer the pain of thousands of arrows piercing her heart.
Is it pitiful? sad? Still deplorable?
Leng Gu smiled and sighed:
"He doesn't know that I love him. He thinks that I am just a prostitute, without love, just like I don't know how to smile. Sometimes I also think that he can remember who I am, and I want to tell him so much, Erlang, I have liked you since I was very young, and I once thought about marrying you when I grow up..."
"Ha! But Erlang doesn't remember anything. Even when he was lingering with me, he would ask me, I saw you always wearing a jade rabbit around your neck. Is that something an important person gave you? I looked at his Eyes, he said to him, they were given to me by the person I love, and I have liked him since I was a child. He asked, is he your childhood sweetheart? What kind of person is he that can make you miss him so much? "
"I looked at him with a smile, then reached out and gently stroked his eyebrows, and said with a smile, his eyebrows are as long as yours, his eyes are as deep as yours, his nose is as handsome as yours, and he also has a cool face. Thin lips..."
"He is a person like you! However, he just smiled and said disapprovingly. It seems that he is another heartless man. Otherwise, how could he bear to let his beloved woman be ruined by others? I looked at him with tears in my eyes at that time .”
"How I want to tell him, Silly Erlang, that the person I love is you! We spent one lingering night after another. He never knew that it was all a woman gave to the person she loved."
"He thought I was thinking
Another man, and he has another woman in mind, and our deal with each other is fair, so that we can never fall in love with each other, so we can never hurt each other. "
"But in the end, he still hurt me! Later I often thought that maybe it wasn't Zhuang Yu that fascinated me so much, but the pain he brought to me. That kind of pain pierced my heart, like being beaten by The sharp blades pierced and stirred, making my heart ache, and what I was obsessed with was actually the pain he caused me."
Jun Xuelou said: "Since it's so painful, why don't you tell him everything?"
Leng Gu's eyes were filled with tears and she looked at him and said: "I can't tell him, not even a word. Because the person he loves is not me. Even if he says it, he won't fall in love with me. All I can get is He feels guilty about me."
"How can you be sure that he doesn't love you?"
"You wouldn't know that when a woman completely gives herself to a man, but there is still another woman in his heart, you should understand at that time that he will never fall in love with you in his life. .”
Jun Xuelou sighed deeply, not knowing what to say.
Leng Gu added: "I don't expect to gain his guilt through this, and I am even more afraid that if I tell the truth, he will never come to me again. If I don't tell it, at least I can see him occasionally, so that I can He came to me with no psychological burden. Perhaps in those years, my place was the only haven he could escape to. If even the last gentle place is gone, I really don’t know what he has left."
Jun Xuelou said: "I have to say, you are a great woman!"
Leng Gu smiled self-deprecatingly and said:
"I'm not a great woman, I'm just more sober than any other woman. I know there are some things I can't do. Maybe the pain he caused me in those years is the only thing I can relate to. Once we disappear, we will be just strangers.”
"To put it bluntly, what I am obsessed with is the pain he caused me, because every time that kind of heartbreaking pain hits my heart, I know that I am alive and that I love someone deeply, not coldly and heartlessly. A sculpture. This pain makes me sad, but also makes me happy, because it is the only thing left to me from the person I loved.”
No anti-theft
Jun Xuelou nodded and said: "However, no matter how smart and sober a woman is, she is often unable to extricate herself when faced with love. So to this day, do you still love him?"
"To this day, it's like waking up from a dream! Some things need to be settled!" Leng Gu stretched out her hand and tightly grasped the jade rabbit worn around her neck.
In the next few days, people worked hard on the four artifacts, but no matter how hard they fiddled, they seemed to get nothing.
These days, Qin Yuan has always been depressed, and he doesn't know what he is sad about.
He has been suffering from his feelings for Yun Niang. Now that Yun Niang has betrayed him, he should be relieved, but his heart is like mud, messy and terrible.
He was sitting in front of Tian Susu's tomb, carving a hairpin for Yun Niang in his hand. Yun Niang's jade hairpin broke before, so he thought of making him a hairpin with bamboo branches. Although the bamboo hairpin was not made of gold or silver, it was made by his own hands and would not break easily.
It's a pity that the bamboo hairpin is almost done now, but there is no reason to give it away. The knife in his hand slowly slowed down, and the bamboo shavings slowly fell along the blade. He sighed deeply.
, and finally leaned against the tree behind him.
The kid from Chenghe Wanli had been hiding in the tree at some point. After watching him for a long time, he suddenly realized that he couldn't afford to waste time with someone who had something on his mind. He was squatting until his feet were numb. Qin Yuan was The boy was still sighing there, like a lovesick girl.
He finally couldn't help but pinch a snowball and threw it on Qin Yuan with a wicked smile.
Qin Yuan didn't notice anyone on the tree. After all, except for the assassin, who could be as bored as that kid from Chenghe Wanli, who would squat on a tree and stare at someone in a daze.
Qin Yuan looked up at the tree and almost flew the knife out of his hand immediately. When he saw that the person squatting on the tree was the boy Chenghe Wanli, he immediately stopped his hand.
Chenghe Wanli looked at Qin Yuan with half of his face covered with white snow, and couldn't help laughing. He flew to the ground lightly, landed next to him, and patted the snow on the head of the angry Qin Yuan.
"Go away--" Qin Yuan said angrily, really annoyed.
Chenghe Wanli still said with a playful smile: "Hey, kid, why are you so sulky? What happened to you and Yun Niang? Did you really have a falling out?"
Qin Yuan didn't want to deal with this shameless guy. Logically speaking, they should be as powerful as fire and water. How could there be any reason to stick to his love rival all day long?
Looking at Chenghe Wanli, he didn't take it seriously. Instead, he took out a jug of wine from his arms, shook it proudly in front of him, and said, "Hehe! I also hid a jug of good wine, do you want it?" Try it?"
Qin Yuan was still sitting there carving the bamboo hairpin in his hand, refusing to stand next to Chenghe Wanli, as if being next to him was like being next to a virus.
Chenghe was not angry even though he was thousands of miles away. He put the wine bottle on the snow, took out two agate cups from his arms, and proudly showed off: "You see, the agate cups from seven thousand years ago are priceless. Use them." Come here to drink, that’s classy!”
After saying that, he filled two agate cups with wine, pushed one cup to Qin Yuan's side, and drank the other cup by himself. After drinking, he didn't forget to smash it in his mouth and exclaimed: "Fine wine! What a delicious wine! It would be a shame if you didn’t drink it!"
Qin Yuan said angrily: "Are you just sitting around with nothing to do? Are you bothered or not?"
Chenghe Wanli narrowed his eyes and smiled, and said slowly:
"Don't be so angry. Everyone is worried about how to find the golden palace. Anyway, as long as that boy Taohua thinks about it, I will just think about the romantic affairs. Qin Yuan, I'm not talking about you, you A grown man is so stingy! Do you really have to wait until Yun Niang dies like Tian Susu before you are willing to forgive her? "
"I know a little more about what happened that day. Madam Yun didn't let you chase Tian Susu, but she just wanted Tian Susu to think about it carefully. If you chased her, the love that you had cruelly cut off would become unclear. When the time comes, let Tian Susu The more sad you become, the more embarrassed you become, right?"
"When it comes to relationships, you just like it if you like it, and you don't like it if you don't like it. Why should we be disconnected? Besides, she didn't expect Tian Susu to die, right? I don't think you can blame Yun Niang for this matter. Since you like her , it’s not easy for you to be together, a man should be more open-minded, right?”
When Qin Yuan heard this, he stabbed the knife in his hand into the snow, startling Chenghe Wanli beside him, and he quickly moved his buttocks.
