He said slowly: "Brother Zhuang said last time that she was just an old friend. Since you like her, why don't you confess your love to her?"
Zhuang Yu clenched his fists and smiled bitterly, and said, "I can't, because she is the wife of my good friend."
Xu Pingsheng was shocked, raised his head and said, "She is actually the wife of your good friend?"
Zhuang Yu nodded and looked at the bonfire outside. It was a past that he didn't want to mention deep in his heart, a secret love, but for some reason, he wanted to say it tonight.
Maybe it was because of the continuous rain that came all night long, which made people feel melancholy, or maybe it was because he drank too much tonight and became drunk.
He whispered:
"When I first met Bai Lan, she had not yet married my good friend Liu Yanyu. At that time, I didn't know she was Bai Lan. Brother Xu, I am not afraid of your jokes. The first time I saw her was I was already moved when I laid eyes on her! Having read countless women, this is the first time I know what it means to be moved."
"It's not that I, Shojiro, have never seen women, but I just feel that there is no woman in the world who can compare with her. Later, as expected, I searched for all the beauties in the world, and pieced together all the beautiful women. I can’t even get together a Bailan! Hahaha…”
Zhuang Yu's bitter laughter spread out and caught Leng Gu's ears. She seemed to be chopping vegetables and cooking with her back to them, but in fact she was listening carefully to the conversation between the two in the tent.
With tears in her eyes, she looked at the beating bonfire, and her heart seemed to have gone to a distant place, or to be precise, to the past.
Yes, Zhuang Yu found the twelve most beautiful oirans in the world, because each of them has something like Bai Lan in their body. However, he tried his best and pieced together but could not find the one he loved.
The charming Shojiro called another woman's name while lying in her arms. After he was drunk, he laughed and said that her eyes were the most like Bai Lan, so he liked her the most among the twelve oirans.
But she just smiled and said nothing, fully satisfying this man who was trapped in love. When he woke up, she said nothing about what he said last night, because she was smart and knew that it was a secret hidden deep in his heart. If she told it, she was afraid that he would never come again. Looking for her.
That's right, besides being called Leng Gu, she also has another name - Honeysuckle, which was the name Zhuang Yu gave her.
Passionate Erlang, rather than loving him, she pities him more! He seems to have been romantic all his life, but in fact he is just searching for an original intention, but in the end it still fails.
Lovers will eventually miss each other.
The two people in the tent were still talking intermittently. Zhuang Yu said: "That day, Bai Lan was waiting for me in the ginkgo forest. In fact, I went there, but she didn't see me. Because I already knew that she was Bai Lan at that time. She is the unmarried wife of my good friend Liu Yanyu. A friend’s wife should not be bullied, and I...how can I tell her that I like her?"
The wine bowl in Xu Pingsheng's hand was trembling, and the wine rippled due to the trembling. He was afraid that Zhuang Yu would see the clues, so he hurriedly put down the wine bowl in his hand, and then glanced at Zhuang Yu.
In fact, it was unnecessary for him to do this, because at this moment, Zhuang Yu was completely in the memory of the past, and in front of him there was only the world with yellow ginkgo leaves dancing in the sky.
He smiled and said:
"I thought I could forget her. I, Zhuang Yu, have been wandering around the world for many years. What kind of women have I not seen? What kind of pain have I not suffered? But I don't know... but I don't know that this emotional injury will never end.
The enemy is not something that my flesh and blood can resist. "
"You don't know that on the day she got married, I accompanied Liu Yanyu to welcome her. You don't know what it feels like to personally send your most beloved woman to the wedding. It's like... it's like a thousand The sharp blade stabs my heart! Until it is broken!"
He suddenly laughed foolishly, then lowered his head and took another sip of wine.
He looked at Xu Pingsheng with red eyes and said: "So I planted ginkgo trees all over Fengqi Street, because when the wind blows and the leaves turn yellow, I can go back to the past again and again, as if I went back to the day when I first met her. . If life is just like the first time we met, then all worries will be gone."
His voice started to choke:
"After they got married, I still had to face her. What could I do? I could only be a romantic ghost and linger in Jinbifang all day long, because only in Jinbifang could I find a trace of her, looking at the Twelve Oirans, I will feel more comfortable in my heart."
"Demon Town Museum"
"Gradually, my admiration for Bai Lan became a curse that bewitched my heart. I became increasingly unable to suppress the love in my heart. I even began to be jealous of Liu Yanyu. He is my best friend, and I would give up for him. Everything should be indifferent.”
"But slowly I changed, as if I turned into a devil. That time, when he was drunk, he asked me why I didn't get married and have children? He said... He said that Bai Lan asked him this. When I heard To the extent that the woman I love the most asked her husband why I don’t marry and have children?”
"When I think about myself becoming the laughingstock of their sexual intercourse, I feel so angry that I feel so angry in my heart! I have a deep love for her, how could she... how could she... I ended up becoming a joke!"
When he said this, he choked up several times and could not continue. His whole body was trembling, like a wounded animal, and the redness in his eyes was heartbreaking and heartbreaking to see.
Zhuang Yu raised his head and took a gulp of the Shao Knife in the wine bowl. The strong wine penetrated his throat, and he felt as if he had died. Only the strongest drink could keep him going and continue his story.
However, Zhuang Yu did not notice at this moment that Xu Pingsheng was also trembling. He put a fist to his lips, opened his mouth and bit his bent index finger, trying to suppress the pain in his heart.
His eyes were filled with tears, and his whole body was trembling slightly. When he looked at Zhuang Yu, his eyes were full of endless haggard and sadness.
Zhuang Yu continued to narrate: "I suddenly felt endless anger in my heart! The person I loved has become his wife in his arms. And my love rival is my best friend. A friend's wife cannot be deceived. I There is no way to take her away from him! How can I say it out loud? How can I say it out loud!"
When Zhuang Yu said this, his right hand could not help but tremble and he clenched his fist tightly, the veins on his forehead swelled, his eyes were wide open and bloodshot, as if he had returned to that day again.
The harm caused to him at that time was just a word, but it became a fatal blade. Even after many years, when he mentioned it again, the grief and anger in his heart was still the same as before.
Xu Pingsheng was stunned, and seemed to be shocked. He looked at him closely, without saying a word, but his whole body could not help but tremble.
There were tears oozing out of Zhuang Yu's wide eyes, and they kept spinning in his eyes. He then said tremblingly:
"What can I do? What do they want me to do? Hahaha! Hahaha! That night, after being drunk, I finally went crazy. I drew my sword and stabbed the sorrow and anger in my heart! I don't know what I did. …
"
"After dawn the next day, I realized that I had actually killed my best friend. Looking at Bai Lan's angry eyes, it seemed to be saying, why wasn't I the one who died? I was so embarrassed that I couldn't face her anymore. I ran away cowardly. I should...should have died to apologize!"
When he said this, his shoulders shook slightly, his head hung, and tears fell to the ground. He then choked and said:
"But I was thinking crazily that it was just a nightmare. As long as I ran far away, that nightmare would wake up! I would wake up... After waking up, Liu Yanyu was still alive and had nothing. happened before."
"I am willing to hide my love for Bai Lan for the rest of my life, and I will never hurt them in the slightest. I would rather keep the love in my heart for the rest of my life... and never, never... hurt them in the slightest! Even if I die -"
When Zhuang Yu said this, he burst into tears, tears fell like rain, and his head hung lower, as if it weighed a thousand pounds. Everything in the past made this iron-clad man unable to lift his head again. The man didn't shed tears lightly, just because he hadn't reached the point of sadness. He seemed to want to drain all the tears he had shed over the years.
With a clang, he finally fell down in pain and alcohol.
Do you know that the red beans embedded in the exquisite dice make you miss me deeply?
Xu Pingsheng stretched out a trembling hand and gently wiped the tears from the corners of Zhuang Yu's eyes, and the tears that overflowed in his eyes finally burst out.
He looked down at Zhuang Yu. He had cold lips, but he was not a cold person.
Honeysuckle walked in gently, looked at him, and said, "Tears will stain the mask on your face."
Xu Pingsheng looked up at her, his lips trembled slightly, and then sighed: "It's really strange. If I didn't dare to ask before, I dare to ask even if I put on a mask."
Honeysuckle sighed, looked down at the drunk man, and asked: "Now that you know the truth that has troubled you for many years, do you still want to kill him for revenge?"
Xu Pingsheng sneered, but his fingers were cold.
What a good question, does he want revenge?
He is not Xu Pingsheng, she is Bai Lan.
Zhuang Yu killed her husband and ran away. Even if she traveled to the ends of the world, she would kill Zhuang Yu and avenge her husband.
Among the twelve oirans, Ling Donghua is the smartest one, and she is also the one who loves Zhuang Yu the most. She didn't want Bai Lan to take revenge, and she also knew that Zhuang Yu's favorite person was Bai Lan, so she had been by Bai Lan's side all these years and searched for Zhuang Yu's whereabouts with her.
She knew that she could not stop Bai Lan from avenging her late husband, but Zhuang Yu could. Only when Zhuang Yu told her the truth, and only when Zhuang Yu told her the truth himself, would she understand.
Now she understood why Zhuang Yu had to live a miserable life in exile all these years. He was in pain, he was regretful, and his heart was tortured by his love for her and the pain and regret of Liu Yanyu's death.
These had already tortured the Zhuang Erlang back then and turned him into an underground ghost.
But, what about Liu Yanyu? Liu Yanyu is her husband, what's wrong with him? Why was he the one who died and not herself? Maybe she should have been the one who died that day, so that she wouldn't have to face this problem today.
Should she kill Zhuang Yu and avenge her late husband?
How should she choose?
I don’t know where the love started, but it goes deeper and deeper.
