"I really envy you."
Cao Wei's face was full of envy, "The couple of gods and gods are playing in the world, and they live so happily every day."
"What are you envious of?"
Zhong Wen laughed and said, "Why don't you find a companion yourself..."
The words stopped abruptly in the middle of the conversation, and the expression on Xing Ling's face became increasingly ugly, with tears glistening in the corners of his eyes.
Over the years, she and Zhong Wen had been in harmony with each other. They played in the world during the day and had in-depth exchanges at night. Their life was so comfortable and unrestrained that even the gods in the sky would be jealous of them.
But there was only one regret that always lingered in Xing Ling's heart and couldn't get rid of it.
After living together for so long, the two of them didn't even give birth to an heir!
Every time he recalled the promise he had made, Xing Ling felt like his heart was twisting in a knife and he was so ashamed.
She was gentle and cheerful on the outside, but inside she felt like there were thousands of insects and ants gnawing at her crazily. The sweetness she once had no longer existed, and was replaced by endless pain and suffering.
In the outside world, Xing Ling might have left a letter and then quietly left, voluntarily withdrawing from Zhong Wen's life.
But now she doesn't even have the freedom to leave.
Just because there are only three human beings in this spiritual world, Zhong Wen, Cao Wei and her.
As a god, Zhong Wen is even more powerful and omnipotent. No matter where she hides, she will be found instantly, and there is no way she can hide.
The road to the outside world was completely blocked, and Zhong Wen no longer explored the void. He just got tired of being with her every day, and didn't even communicate much with Yan Xiaoxiao, Shi Xiaolong and others.
As a result, there is no longer any private space between the two.
Day after day, year after year, the man who once made Xing Ling dream about her and make her heart beat wildly was now causing her endless pain.
I don't know how many nights, after Zhong Wen fell asleep happily, she had shed tears and even had the idea of committing suicide.
He only has me.
What would he do if even I left?
But seeing the handsome face of the man next to her, she stopped the urge to commit suicide, wiped away her tears, and tried hard to play the role of that happy woman.
At this moment, Zhong Wen also realized that he had said the wrong thing, glanced at Xing Ling apologetically, and decisively kept silent.
Today's spiritual world is completely isolated from the outside world. Unless the two of them can work hard to give birth to offspring, there will never be a fourth human being. But where can Cao Wei find a companion?
Otherwise, with this boy's character and perseverance, if Zhong Wen gave birth to a daughter, he really wouldn't mind recruiting him as his son-in-law.
"Me? Let's forget it."
Cao Wei shook his head and said, "I plan to stay in the sword tomb in this life, practicing master's sword skills while studying the weapon refining methods taught by Brother Zhong. I hope that one day I can refine a weapon that is comparable to the Tianque Sword." The peerless magic weapon is here."
It turns out that in these years, in addition to practicing Xingchen Wuji, he also often asked Zhong Wen for advice on weapon refining techniques, and used the rich mineral resources in the world of spiritual consciousness to refine a large number of swords.
With his unremitting efforts, the number of swords in the Sword Tomb has increased to more than 10,000. Regardless of the quality, his perseverance alone has made Zhong Wen and Xing Ling full of praise and admiration.
What a strong boy!
If I had persisted in exploring the void like him, would I have found a way out?
Looking at the determined look on Cao Wei's face, Zhong Wen's chest felt inexplicably tight, and he suddenly felt that his interest was waning, and he no longer had any interest in sightseeing.
He muttered a few words casually, then took Xing Ling's hand and walked away, directly back to the tree house where the two lived, locked himself in the room, and did not come out for a long time.
Since he and Xing Ling became a couple, he built this tree house as a love nest at the top of the tree. Not only is it divided into three floors, the area is also amazing. The number of rooms is comparable to that of a large inn, and every piece of furniture is He used local materials and decorations in the world of spiritual consciousness and made them by himself. The level of luxury is comparable to that of a top-notch mansion.
For some reason, since the tree house was built, he never went to the palace where the "Xinhua Sutra Pavilion" was located, and he rarely interacted with Yan Xiaoxiao, Shi Xiaolong and others.
"Husband, it's time to eat."
As if aware that he was in a bad mood, Xing Ling did not go in to disturb him, but started cooking by himself, and did not knock on the door until dinner time to greet him.
There was silence inside, no response.
"Husband?"
Xing Ling knocked for a while and finally couldn't help but push open the door and look inside.
I saw Zhong Wen lying on his back on the bed, his eyes staring straight at the roof, with a sad expression and tears in his eyes.
"Husband!"
Xing Ling was taken aback and hurried forward, asking anxiously, "What's wrong with you?"
"Xingling."
Zhong Wen did not look back, but said quietly, "I'm sorry."
"Why do you want to apologize?" Xing Ling asked in confusion.
"It's all my fault for being too selfish."
Tears were like a dam bursting, rushing down his cheeks, "That's why I'm in such pain."
"What did your husband say?"
A look of surprise flashed in Xing Ling's eyes, and he shook his head repeatedly, "It's not too late for Xing Ling to be happy to be with you, so how can he be in pain?"
"You hide under the covers and cry every night."
Zhong Wen slowly turned his head, with a hint of distress and pity in his eyes, "Do you really think that your husband doesn't know?"
"I……"
Xing Ling's heart was shaken, a trace of panic flashed in his eyes, and he stuttered, "I, I just didn't, I couldn't give birth to an heir for you..."
"It's not your fault that you don't have children."
Before she could finish speaking, Zhong Wen interrupted, "It's up to me."
"how come?"
Xing Ling shook his head repeatedly, feeling sad, "My husband already has children in the outside world. It must be because my body is not perfect yet, so I cannot have children like an ordinary woman, and I have let down your love."
"it's me."
Zhong Wen's face was uncertain. He pondered for a long time and suddenly said, "The reason why you can't get pregnant is because I haven't let go of the past."
"What!"
Xing Ling's face changed, and he exclaimed, "You, can you control this?"
"In this world, I am a god and the way of heaven."
Zhong Wen nodded, his face full of shame, "There is nothing I can't control."
"so……"
Xing Ling's expression was indescribably weird, "It's not that I can't have children, but that you don't want children at all?"
At this moment, her mood was complicated, with mixed emotions. She seemed a little sullen, but she breathed a sigh of relief unconsciously, and even had a hint of joy.
“Over the years, there’s always been a voice in my head telling me.”
Zhong Wen lowered his head and replied in a low voice, "If I have a child with you, I will completely cut off the past. From now on, I will never have the chance to meet Xiaohu and the others. I, I..."
"I see."
Xing Ling bit her lips lightly, her beautiful eyes stared closely at his moist cheeks, and said word by word, "So we won't have children in this life, right?"
Tears welled up in his eyes, and finally couldn't hold on any longer, and slowly fell from the corners of his eyes.
"I thought I could let it go easily."
Zhong Wen stood up and slowly approached Xing Ling. He stretched out his arms and held her delicate body tightly in his arms, "I never expected that saying goodbye to the past would be so difficult, and that I would be so weak. , Xingling, I am sorry for you because of my husband."
"My husband is not wrong."
Xing Ling's voice was soft and weak, as if all his strength had been drained away from him, "It's just that Xing Ling is too naive and wishful thinking. From now on, don't mention the child again..."
"No, I've figured it out."
Before she could finish speaking, Zhong Wen interrupted decisively, "Let's just have a child. No, one is not enough. We want a hundred, a thousand, ten thousand!"
"Husband?"
Xing Ling's delicate body trembled, and she suddenly looked up at him, with tears of surprise in her eyes, "You..."
"The past is indeed worth remembering."
Zhong Wen's expression was extremely firm, but his voice was extremely gentle, "But if I have to make you suffer like this just to keep the past, I will never do it!"
After saying that, he leaned forward without hesitation and bit Xing Ling's soft cherry lips.
"Husband!"
Xing Ling's pretty face turned red, and she felt numb all over her body. She lay softly on his chest, and crystal tears fell down her cheeks.
These are sweet tears, tears of happiness!
"ah!"
With a sweet cry, her graceful and graceful body was pushed hard onto the bed by Zhong Wen. The violent shaking caused the bed curtain to slide down, covering up the infinite charm and beauty inside.
After a night of spring supper, Zhong Wen felt unprecedented relaxation and enjoyment.
…
This time, she should be pregnant, right?
The early morning sunlight shines on the ground through the window, illuminating the lines of the wooden boards clearly and brightly. Zhong Wen is lying on the ground with his head spread out, his hair is messy, his clothes are disheveled, his breathing is a little short, but his whole body is extremely relaxed.
The feeling of letting go is really good.
He slowly turned his head and stared at the jade arm exposed on the bed. The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, feeling happy that he had not seen for a long time.
"Dang!"
Just when Zhong Wen was completely relaxed, a bell suddenly rang in his head, and the loud sound wave hit his soul hard, causing him to fall into a state of sluggishness at this moment.
"finally……"
Then, a soft and lazy voice sounded in his ear, "I've been waiting for this moment."
