Another life note, and some explanations

I've been told this by many people lately, but it doesn't affect my mood at all.

Compared to this, books are a bigger problem for me.

First of all, I want to say that Gouzi has not crashed. Even before the overhaul, subscriptions were very stable and the data was very good. I am not satisfied with it.

I had a heated debate with a good friend for a long time because of the issue of Kavin, and I have been pursuing his book for more than a year (very angry).

Later I apologized because I didn’t understand that it could really get stuck to this extent.

How do you describe this feeling?

I just feel that my writing is poor, or even rubbish, and I have a strong feeling that I cannot look directly at what I have written.

Then I feel irritable, depressed, and uncomfortable, and I have to rely on medicine to fall asleep for a long time.

This time, the losses were huge. This month, the daily new additions were only over a thousand. There was no full attendance, and there was nothing. The subscription income was probably only the new additions.

The average daily new additions are probably the fee income. In other words, it’s not enough to pay off my mortgage. You really don’t have to worry about the dog being lazy, the mortgage, raising a family, life, the whip of milk powder is whipping the dog all the time.

But would it be better to pay such a heavy price and rewrite it? Not necessarily.

Maybe it’s the same as what my editor and friends said, it’s my best book.

But, I still did it.

Because Gouzi always believes that if he is unhappy when writing, how can his book friends feel comfortable reading it?

Just let me, a middle-aged man, be willful for a while.

Finally, let me tell you a time, to put it more generously, ten days, that is, the revision will be completed before December 25th. Otherwise, everyone will delete the book and completely blacklist Pei Tugou.