This is the toughest time Su Mingzheng has ever treated Su Ronghan, and the most uncooperative time Su Ronghan has ever had.
After Su Mingzheng pressed forward, the two of them forced each other's clothes off. Su Mingzheng pulled open the beautiful clothes that Su Ronghan specially prepared for the stage. She broke a few buttons with her rough movements. Then she lifted up the long skirt and pinched her delicate and elastic thighs. She did not forget to interject: "I will buy it for you another day. ." Those words inexplicably angered Su Ronghan. Not to be outdone, she pulled off Su Mingzheng's coat and forced open the buckle of her trousers.
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Finally, Su Ronghan, who was in the lower position, fell behind. Looking at Su Mingzheng on her body, she said angrily: "You can't do this!" "You're still wearing clothes." There was a cry in her excited complaint.
Su Mingzheng stood up on the bed, took off her clothes one by one, kneaded them into a ball and threw them on the ground, turned off the lights, and pressed on again without any further delay.
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Under Su Mingzheng's continuous bumps and hooks, flowers bloomed, and gradually, the two of them finally calmed down.
Su Ronghan let go of her hand and let Su Mingzheng roll down and lie down beside her.
The two were silent for a long time. Su Ronghan stared at the ceiling. The helplessness in her eyes could not be seen in the dark room. She slowly allowed her breathing to calm down.
As a result, Su Mingzheng spoke first: "Su Ronghan," she paused.
"You're still very wet." He looked clearly angry.
Su Mingzheng reached out again to test the credibility of her words.
"How could I not be with you?" Su Ronghan retorted angrily subconsciously, but finally stopped because the other party was a scoundrel!
"Don't touch!" Su Ronghan said this hastily in the darkness.
Because Su Mingzheng's testing hand touched a critical point again, her body that had just reached its peak was still very sensitive.
Su Mingzheng was no longer moving, she had confirmed.
This time it was Su Ronghan who spoke Youyou, "Mingzheng, do you understand the song I sing?"
"I understand." He was probably talking about Su Ronghan's feeling of waiting during the two years he spent abroad.
"You still insist that we are not dating?" Su Ronghan tried her best to suppress the choking in her throat.
"I never said I wanted to date you, right?" Su Ronghan knew that was indeed the case. On her twentieth birthday, Su Mingzheng said, "Can I get involved with you?" Later, she never said she liked it. The latest and fastest updates, available for free
Therefore, Su Ronghan was uneasy, depressed, and wanted to try to resolve this deadlock by herself. She felt vaguely that something was wrong, and she didn't dare to face it in her heart, but she still mustered up the courage to plan today's confession, thinking: if she expressed her feelings first, maybe Su Mingzheng would be able to relax and express her feelings too, or maybe , such a romantic move can at least warm up the relationship between the two.
However, she did not expect to face such a situation.
After thinking about it again, Su Ronghan's heart was in confusion.
"We are not dating, so who am I to you?" The person next to you can come over casually and play with the buds in the most private part of your body, but isn't he a lover?
After a while, Su Mingzheng's answer came in the darkness.
"It's mine, sister."
"Of course it's my sister." Su Mingzheng's voice was very calm, as if she was telling the obvious facts.
It's yours, sister. It turns out that after working hard for so long, I can only be your sister──
Su Ronghan wiped away the cold tears on her face with her hands, she still wanted to work hard.
"Why can't we be together?"
"We are not related by blood, nor did we grow up together. We have no brother-sister relationship that we have cultivated since childhood. If we were a boy and a girl, we could legally get married!"
If they were not step-sisters, but step-siblings, or step-siblings, they could get married according to domestic law, so Su Ronghan never thought it was called incest.
"Then, what's wrong with being sisters?" Su Mingzheng also retorted.
"You don't need to be married to have a legal relationship. If I go to the hospital and the doctor needs someone to sign a consent form before treatment, you are my sister. Who can say anything if you come to sign it? I bought the insurance and want you to be the beneficiary. That's absolutely fine. If I need to do something, just act as my sister and others will accept it naturally."
"What's wrong with being sisters? If I die and I want to give you my inheritance, there's nothing wrong with that."
Su Ronghan stretched out her hand to cover Su Mingzheng's mouth, just say it! Why curse yourself!
Anyway, you just don’t want to be my lover!
Su Mingzheng sat up, and Su Ronghan's hand slipped away, "Su Ronghan, this kind of thing requires mutual consent, are you unwilling?"
"I don't!" Su Ronghan didn't know what to say without reluctance.
"If we get along, we'll stay together. If we don't get along, we'll separate. If you go find someone else someday, I won't say a word." Su Mingzheng's expression was solemn and resolute.
"You don't love me?" is actually just the final confirmation.
"No." Su Mingzheng answered decisively.
Su Ronghan believed that if there was love, how could she be willing to say such words to hurt others?
Su Mingzheng moved out of bed and began to pick up the clothes on the floor.
"What are you doing!?" Su Ronghan sat up suddenly on the bed.
"Go back to your room and sleep." Su Mingzheng put on her clothes one by one in an orderly manner.
Because Su Ronghan likes to have Su Mingzheng by her side after lingering. In the past few days, except for the days when Su Mingzheng was too busy at work and didn't come over, Su Mingzheng almost spent the night in Su Ronghan's room. Then in the early morning, there was no one in the family. Get up when it's time to get up and go back to your room to keep the secret between the two of you safer.
Although she knew it was hard for Su Mingzheng like this, Su Ronghan couldn't accept that she would sleep alone after the two of them were intimately together. She would feel lonely and isolated, so she had to let Su Mingzheng go on like this.
Now, Su Mingzheng actually said that she was going back
Su Ronghan also got off the bed, not caring that she was still naked, and stretched out her hand to hold Su Mingzheng's hand.
"Don't go" she pleaded.
But Su Mingzheng gently shook off her hand, put on her clothes, hugged her coat, and walked out of the room without looking back.
Su Ronghan, who was left in the room, fell into chaos. The temperature was still so hot just now, but now she was left alone, and the coldness slowly seeped out from her heart. She wrapped herself in the quilt, but she was not as at ease as before. No matter what she said or did, she felt at ease with Su Mingzheng's company. Now she just felt that she was alone in the world.
Slowly, thousands of thoughts emerge one after another. Various imaginations, speculations, and feelings of loss and despair about this relationship take turns, occupying the brain and making it impossible to sleep. Even if you lie down for a long time, you will no longer be able to sleep. Half-drowsy and half-awake, still disorganized and thinking.
In the next few days, Su Mingzheng didn't come over, which was obviously a move to cool down the relationship between the two.
It's not that she hasn't cried before. Su Ronghan was in her room, her forehead pressed against the dark and cold glass window, and there was an invisible scenery in front of her.
she thinks:
Definitely, it’s because I’m not good enough─
She knew that Su Mingzheng once told her that when Su Mingzheng liked Zhou Yunruo, they were not together. Before she even confessed, Su Mingzheng thought about running towards Zhou Yunruo. Come out and get married.
When Su Mingzheng was with Zhang Shanke, she also said openly to herself as her sister: I have a girlfriend.
Obviously I am not someone who is afraid of being public or coming out.
Now, we have done something that only lovers can do. It is a closer and more intimate relationship, but we don't want to admit it at all. It must be that we are not good enough and cannot compare to Miss Zhou.
Yes, Miss Zhou is such a perfect and shining person. How could she like herself if she has fallen in love with such a person?
I just want to sleep, not love.
But when it comes to mutual consent, I am absolutely willing.
Su Ronghan thought: The only thing she doesn't want to give up is this relationship.
It’s the feeling that I waited so long and worked so hard to get back.
When Su Mingzheng left, she didn't know if Su Mingzheng would come back or if she would never see him again. I was in a state of confusion, and I could only get news about Su Mingzheng by asking around Su Guoming. I tried my best to pick up my spirits and wrote letters in an optimistic tone. Su Mingzheng never replied, but later the number decreased. There was no reply to the cards I only sent on holidays. . She obviously got the address from Su Guoming, so it couldn't be wrong.
She doesn't know what to do, what to do with her relationship? How to clean up. What to do?
When she heard the news that Su Mingzheng was definitely coming back, she was so happy that she went crazy. She couldn't help but tidy up Su Mingzheng's room over and over again, constantly confirming the time of the plane's landing, and taking care of herself. Pick up.
The moment she saw Su Mingzheng, it was like a dream come true for her, and the beautiful things didn't even seem real.
Later, Su Mingzheng's cold treatment, her uncontrollable feelings, and her two passionate confessions, until Su Mingzheng unexpectedly came to her birthday, I always felt that Mingzheng actually liked me, so it must be a lie! ? unbelievable.
Although it turned out to be false, I had misunderstood it.
─Being able to stay by her side is actually enough.
Taking a deep breath, Su Ronghan frowned, gritted her teeth, picked up a book, turned and walked out of the room.
She walked straight forward, passed through a straight corridor, and reached the door of Su Mingzheng's room.
Su Ronghan knocked on the door and said, "It's me." Without waiting for a response from inside, she opened the door and walked in.
Su Mingzheng, who was sitting at the table with her fingers typing on the keyboard, glanced at Su Ronghan in surprise and watched her walk to her bed. She snored before jumping on the bed, nestled against the wall, and picked up a thick popular science book. Jing Jing looked at it.
What is the little rabbit doing?
Although Su Mingzheng was a little surprised, the two of them lived in the same room peacefully. Su Mingzheng was busy sorting out data tables, while Su Ronghan was sitting on the corner of the bed holding a book and reading, letting time flow by.
When it was time to rest, seeing Su Mingzheng closing the laptop screen, Su Ronghan announced: "I'm going to sleep here today."
Su Mingzheng does this all the time, why can't she do it herself?
"My bed is a single bed, I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep well." Su Mingzheng replied still with surprise. Unlike Su Ronghan's room, which was originally designed for couples from relatives and friends to spend the night, so it had an extra large double bed, Su Mingzheng's room was originally for her own use, and the bed was naturally a single bed.
"I'll sleep in here. It won't take up a lot of space. I can sleep in it!" Su Ronghan moved closer to the wall again, leaving a large space. She patted Su Mingzheng and signaled: Come and sleep.
Although it is a single bed, it is also a high-end custom-made bed. The larger size is not impossible for two girls to sleep on, but it is not as spacious as Su Ronghan's large double bed.
Not knowing what to say, Su Mingzheng had no choice but to turn off the light, get into bed, and get into the same quilt as Su Ronghan. The two of them slept together again. It was warm and felt like someone was with them. Su Mingzheng felt the same. Think so.
But sure enough, as soon as Su Mingzheng came in, Su Ronghan hugged her arm. Little Tutu pressed her forehead against her arm and said in a low voice: "I'm here to apologize. Don't be angry."
"you do not like me"
"Then do you have someone else you like?"
"No." Su Mingzheng answered quickly.
Su Ronghan nodded her forehead twice, then raised her head.
"You want me to be your sister, then I will be your sister." She looked directly at Su Mingzheng's profile and declared.
"Shall we get along!?" She came here just to get along.
Although he guessed Su Ronghan's intention, Su Mingzheng didn't expect that she would ask for peace so directly, and remained silent for a while.
After moving twice in the quilt, Su Ronghan found Su Mingzheng's hand and held it, then pulled it upward. She knew that Su Mingzheng's Achilles' heel was that. In fact, sometimes she thought about it,