Therefore, compared to Zhou Yunruo, maybe Su Ronghan is more suitable for me.
As for Zhang Shanke, she is a person with dreams. Su Mingzheng knows this very well. Now she is definitely on the road to pursuing her dreams.
Although they only broke up for more than two months, in retrospect, I feel that the two of them are already far apart. Maybe both of them have dreams to pursue, so they have to go in opposite directions. As long as one person walks a distance, the total distance is doubled.
But because of family factors, Su Mingzheng is still tug-of-war between the two choices in her heart. Blowing in the night wind and looking at the lights, Su Mingzheng couldn't help but smile bitterly: Is it really Libra's difficulty in choosing?
Fortunately, according to the DNA identification results, Su Ronghan was not Lai Zhengxiong's illegitimate daughter. After it was initially identified that Su Ronghan and Lai Yazhu were not biological sisters, Su Mingzheng obtained the DNA of Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong and conducted another identification. As a result, Su Ronghan is Huang Wanying's daughter, but has nothing to do with Lai Zhengxiong. Is this a complicated family factor missing? It seems that Su Ronghan is most likely to be the daughter of the man named Fang who once married Huang Wanying but left home when Su Ronghan was two years old.
Su Ronghan's life experience is much simpler, but being together with Su Ronghan will still shatter her father's family dream. And can my father-daughter relationship and Su Ronghan's mother-daughter relationship be preserved by then? Also, how unpleasant will it be said outside? Su Mingzheng knew how powerful the gossip in the social circle was. If she were with Zhou Yunruo or Zhang Shanke, Su Mingzheng could bear it even if she came out. However, Su Ronghan was different. Although there was no blood relationship, if she When we are together, others will also talk about the dirty things in the family. This kind of thing is definitely more exciting than same-sex love.
Thinking of others talking about her and Su Ronghan's affairs in a dirty tone, Su Mingzheng admitted that she didn't want to hear it at all, and conversely, she didn't want Su Ronghan to experience it. Su Mingzheng is someone who wants to be the president in the future. It is impossible for her to be far away from her home country and her original circle. She must be prepared to face this.
She could probably tell Su Ronghan about these difficulties, but Su Mingzheng believed that the real rejection was to say it, and she selfishly didn't want to say it because she actually didn't want to refuse.
So Su Mingzheng's mind was still wavering and she was still having difficulty making a choice. However, Su Mingzheng felt that she was waiting for the day when she could no longer bear it. She will definitely be with Su Ronghan on that day, and they will be together vigorously.
Alas, Su Mingzheng took a sip of beer. The reality was that she had even had spring dreams this morning: she dreamed that Su Ronghan softly and erratically called her sister. The soft voice seemed to be still in her ears, and then crawled to her. On her body, I remember only wearing a light tank top and shorts. I hugged her waist with both hands, and there was a voice in my heart saying why it was so thin! Then……
Then I was woken up randomly by the alarm clock.
Su Mingzheng has been hesitating all day long: Does she actually have the interest in cosplaying with sisters?
In fact, it should be a good idea to play this in bed in the future... Ahem, don't think too much.
So, how much longer can I run away? Wait a little longer, at least wait until she has finished the college entrance examination and has one less thing to worry about. That was what she thought at the beginning.
Afterwards, Su Ronghan returned to her past appearance, calling her sister obediently, smiling and talking as usual, as if she had forgotten the kiss.
But of course I haven't forgotten it, I can't forget it, otherwise why would I still have the lily pendant in my hand and lie in bed all night long.
Su Mingzheng, on the other hand, likes to stand by the window late at night and look at the light emitted by the still bright window on the other end. It is a yellow warm light. Sometimes she just looks at it and feels that it relaxes her tired mind.
The first stage of selection for the assistant manager of the marketing department has passed. It mainly involves data review and determination of some qualifications that can be used to add points. Su Mingzheng naturally has no hope in terms of qualifications, but as long as he passes, it will be fine. The important thing is to accept Come on to the second stage of the interview.
In addition to work matters, Su Mingzheng asked Zhang Yunhan to investigate Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong. In the past, Su Mingzheng did not think of conducting a whereabouts investigation on her stepmother, which proved that she was not a sinister person, but now she is It's necessary. At first, Su Mingzheng only sent people around Huang Wanying, but the preliminary investigation showed that there was no trace of contact between the two. After further sending people around Lai Zhengxiong, it was even more certain that the two had no chance of contact. No, of course it is impossible for people who are always in two different places to meet.
Since Su Ronghan is not the illegitimate daughter of the two, Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong may not be related, but Su Mingzheng always feels a little strange, especially Huang Wanying's whereabouts seem to be too careful, which makes Su Mingzheng not stop. Next her investigation.
The exertion on the mind from both aspects really made the energetic Su Mingzheng a little tired.
Only by looking at the warm light and temporarily emptying his head could Su Mingzheng rest temporarily.
But on the other hand, she knew that Su Ronghan should not have forgotten it, otherwise why would she call her sister, but always put her hands behind her back, looking a little unfamiliar.
Maybe you think sisters can’t cross that line? Su Mingzheng guessed.
Sometimes Su Mingzheng thinks: Watching how a person handles feelings seems to help her understand her better. Watching Su Ronghan deal with the feelings in her heart and being trapped by love, she can also feel that she is a woman, not a child. There is no such thing in the mind of a child. problem.
And what about himself who can't respond to her? Su Mingzheng didn't feel guilty for insisting on being cold and distant. She clearly liked her but felt sorry for her.
But if she really has to make up her mind, Su Mingzheng will fall into difficulty in choosing. She doesn't know whether she should make this decision, bringing the two of them into a complicated and difficult situation. Sometimes she also feels: Am I getting old? Have you never been so timid in the past? Could it be that there have been too many failures...
Guilt and uncertainty made Su Mingzheng a little upset from time to time, so she chose the most common way to relieve her worries: go out and play!
Contact friends and friends, find the freshest place, and play anything.
She was used to this from the past. The more bored and anxious she became, the more she wanted to go crazy.
Su Mingzheng returned to her habit of going crazy all night long on weekends. Queen Su returned to the arena, taking many of her attendants to the latest, liveliest, and most interesting places to make noise and drink all kinds of the most exciting and expensive wines. .
This was indeed effective at first, and it restored the unbridled vitality of the past. Su Mingzheng felt that this was indeed the right way to relieve stress, and she also felt very happy.
It's just that when I'm in the most lively mood, I miss the tranquility next to Little White Rabbit. In fact, it's not necessarily very quiet. The two of them often chatter endlessly. Of course, Su Mingzheng is often introducing something. The movies I have watched, the food I have eaten, the scenery I have seen, and Su Ronghan responded with one or two words with great interest, no need for fancy clothes, no need for fine wine, and no need to be in a beautifully decorated nightclub.
At this time, what Su Mingzheng saw in front of him was a high-end box upstairs in a nightclub. There were seven people in it, including Su Mingzheng. A man and a woman were a couple. The girl was familiar with Su Mingzheng. The two were posing. Regardless of the wine glass, he was cheering on the people on the small stage. The person singing and twerking on the small stage was Fang Fanghan. Liu Weiting was not around. Whenever Su Mingzheng went out to drink, he would always leave a trustworthy friend waiting to be the driver and take charge of the car. He was brought back safely. Today is Liu Weiting's turn. But the loudest thing in the box was not the three of them, but the man in front of Su Mingzheng who was talking nonsense.
Everyone calls him Mr. Huang. In fact, Su Mingzheng has almost forgotten his name. Mr. Huang’s family is usually engaged in trade. What’s special about him is that Mr. Huang has a pretty face, oily hair and pink face, but his figure is He's not getting better. He's very young and has a lot of fat. His belly is already exposed under the brand-name tights. Fang Fanghan even gave him the nickname "Yellow Pig". What's special about him is that he can talk a lot and talk. He is very interesting, and he has endless anecdotes about various places, including monsters, ghosts, snakes, gods, and strange things. He is also very interesting and will not get too close to him. It is also because of this that Su Mingzheng and Fang Fanghan occasionally come to hang out with him. At this moment, he was hugging two young girls who he found somewhere, opening his mouth to talk until they were frothing at the mouth. Su Mingzheng was listening to his story while tasting the wine.
As expected, Mr. Huang knew how to speak, and he deliberately curry favor with Su Mingzheng. He told some obscene stories with ups and downs, pauses and suspense, and the final ending even made Su Mingzheng burst into laughter.
The small stage has now turned into three people competing for the microphone. You and I sing each other's words. It's a different feeling to think of such tranquility at such a lively moment. Su Mingzheng mixed this taste with the red wine in the glass. Swallow.
Early the next morning, or maybe even early in the morning, Su Mingzheng was a little confused about the time.
Su Mingzheng supported the bed with her left hand and tried to sit up. Suddenly, a strong wave of dizziness hit her. She was so dizzy that it felt like the house was shaking back and forth beside her. Su Mingzheng stretched out her right hand to hold the little one beside the bed. After a few seconds, he found that he had missed the opportunity. It seemed that his vision was out of focus, and another wave of dizziness swirled in his head. Su Mingzheng quickly grabbed the standing lamp beside the bed, and the thin lamp pole was shaken by it. After a few blows, the standing lamp was almost knocked over.
A feeling of nausea arose from her stomach, coupled with a strange dizziness. Su Mingzheng, who had been wallowing in the Liquor Country for a long time, could tell that this was not the feeling of a hangover. For a moment, she wondered if she was sick? But soon a cold sweat broke out on her back, and something more noteworthy occupied her mind.
