After returning home, Su Mingzheng became more enthusiastic about the company's affairs. Because during this wedding, she found that many Xinguang cadres were in eager contact with Huang Wanying. She saw the conversation several times from a distance, which meant that these people had a vague relationship. Don't forget what Zhanpai means. Huang Wanying has not yet passed the childbearing age. Her biggest advantage is that she may give birth to a son. No matter how many children it takes to give birth to a son, those people may have placed their bets on this in advance. `music`wen`novel`
Although Su Guoming never said that only sons can inherit Xinguang, this is the secular concept, and the cadres' preference for Huang Wanying will indeed cause resistance to Su Mingzheng, which makes her feel a sense of crisis.
But besides this, there was another private matter that she had to perform, even though it was something that made her hate herself.
Su Mingzheng, who is passionate about work, and Zhang Shanke, who is out on a world tour, are still in contact through the app, but only two people know about the temperature changes.
The day after Zhang Shanke came back, Su Mingzheng asked her out on a date. That day, Su Mingzheng took off her makeup, changed into a cheap jacket, and chose a pair of torn jeans to wear. She couldn't help but feel a little sad as she changed her outfit.
We haven't seen each other for more than half a month, which is indeed a long time for two people who have only been together for more than a month. Zhang Shanke looks thinner, maybe because he is not accustomed to the weather outside, but he is still energetic and his eyes are bright.
The two of them went out to find delicious food as usual. While eating, Zhang Shanke enthusiastically talked about the good and bad things during the tour, but there was one thing she couldn't say, especially when she saw the cold and indifferent Su Mingzheng.
"Is it true that the company is going to let you debut?" Su Mingzheng used chopsticks to pick open the meatballs wrapped in translucent powder. This snack is called meatballs and must be eaten with a specially prepared sweet and spicy sauce.
"Well... the company has recently added a sixteen-year-old newcomer, who is said to be the savior, and may also join our girl group." Zhang Shanke bit his chopsticks and tilted his head to one side.
"When she comes in, she will probably debut soon!" Zhang Shanke, who was originally thin but full of energy, seemed to be forcing a smile now.
Su Mingzheng lowered her head slightly. If she hadn't been extremely guilty, she would never have lowered her head.
"You are definitely better than that sixteen-year-old! What's so good about a girl who doesn't have good hair!" My little fox will definitely not lose. Su Mingzheng really didn't dare to say such an intimate thing.
"Then I have a hairy girl?" Zhang Shanke laughed so hard that he almost fell on the table, but he couldn't because the table was greasy.
"Of course." Su Mingzheng smiled.
It was really eye-catching to watch. He stared at the person in front of him, Zhang Shanke, raising his hand to touch his furry neck, not knowing what to think.
Time always has an end. Perhaps "people" set it up to end at this time.
At the end of the date, Su Mingzheng sent Zhang Shanke home. The two stood downstairs in Zhang Shanke's rental house. Zhang Shanke twirled his fingers in the hair on his neck and winked, "You really don't want to go upstairs?"
"Well." The expression on Su Mingzheng's face became more and more serious, "Just stay here, I have something to say to you."
Zhang Shanke stopped drawing circles with her fingers, and the clicking sound in her heart sounded, like a key and a lock being successfully matched - and it was indeed like this. After all, she had experienced relationships, and the tacit understanding in some relationships was helpless. Got it.
"I'm sorry, let's break up." Su Mingzheng apologized first, but did not stop after the words.
"Why?" Zhang Shanke looked directly at Su Mingzheng with bright eyes, and the circles under his eyes seemed a little red.
"Because I don't have the confidence...to have a good relationship with you," Su Mingzheng said about the very beginning, the "love that can be a good relationship" when they first met. "A relationship that is good enough to last...a lifetime." .”
Why does it have to be so long! ? Isn't that okay? Zhang Shanke almost blurted out.
But she also has no confidence that she can have a good relationship.
Maybe his debut is just around the corner. After entering the entertainment industry, can he still maintain a same-sex couple relationship with her?
It can be said that it is very difficult...
In fact, he had no confidence either, so Zhang Shanke lowered his head dejectedly.
"Actually, the thing is like this..." Su Mingzheng said without any concealment, "I met my ex-girlfriend before. No, we didn't have a formal relationship, so we don't count as ex-girlfriends, but anyway, I liked her for more than ten years. Year."
"After meeting her, my heart was shaken and I doubted: Does this count as love between us? Why don't we have as strong a feeling as before?"
"I lost confidence: How long can I sustain love that is not strong enough?"
"If we continue, there will be knots, so why not just end it like this."
"But forever and ever," Su Mingzheng put her hand beside her leg and grasped it, "you will be my first girlfriend."
"never changed."
Speaking of which, Zhang Shanke was her first official girlfriend in her life. After all, Su Mingzheng, the experimental subject who only dated once or twice, did not consider it a formal relationship. Zhang Shanke was her first attempt after two years, so it was considered a formal relationship. A half successful attempt.
Although our intentions were a little shady, we were really happy spending time together.
Compared with the fierce and bitter love in adolescence, this relationship is mature and relaxed, and I am really happy.
It's a pity that I still lost to "love".
Since being sentenced to loneliness by love, it is not yet time to be released.
The knot in my heart refers to the feeling of boredom and rejection towards Zhang Shanke that afternoon on the island. Every time I think of it, I can't believe the intensity of love in this relationship, I can't believe that we can still get along normally, maybe one day we can get along with each other. Just in time that boredom comes back.
Su Mingzheng just couldn't continue holding on to this problem.
So when that emotion appeared, she had a premonition that she would reach this point.
"Ex-girlfriend or something, am I going to lose to her?" Zhang Shanke, who didn't expect to hear this keyword, opened his eyes wide and felt that the hair on the side of his neck was about to stand up.
"Not at all..." Su Mingzheng's expression was a little distorted, "Ahem, actually, you are much sexier than her."
Zhang Shanke looked at Su Mingzheng with wide eyes in disbelief, and refused to believe that this was the truth until the end.
"My ex-girlfriend...is really a killer." She murmured.
Finding that after saying these few words, Su Mingzheng still didn't waver, Zhang Shanke suddenly realized that parting was right in front of him, and his heart suddenly became sour.
"That's so nice to say...what about your first girlfriend..." She slowly lowered her head.
Although they had only known each other for just over a month, Zhang Shanke's work often took place at night, and Su Mingzheng always came to see her early. When Zhang Shanke walked out of the classroom or rehearsal space, he would often see Su Mingzheng rubbing her hands and stamping her feet outside, waiting. Figure, she always felt that she would never forget such a scene in her life.
The joy in my heart every time I see Su Mingzheng is something I will never forget.
Maybe it’s because time is short, everything is beautiful, and there is no need to say that life is just like the first time we met, but if it stops like this, how can there be no regrets?
"There is something I didn't dare to say just now." I kept holding it in my heart because Su Mingzheng's expression was wrong.
"I miss you very much." Zhang Shanke said. She tilted her head, really thinking.
Isn't this the right thing to say when couples haven't seen each other for a while? Why am I getting something other than ?
Su Mingzheng didn't dare to respond. She was busy with many things during this period and had so many things in her mind that she really couldn't say this.
Seeing her embarrassment, Zhang Shanke sighed, and suddenly felt the temperature difference deeply, "Forget it, sit with me for a while."
They arrived at the park across the road and sat side by side on the edge of the pool. Zhang Shanke took Su Mingzheng's hand and held it, because their hands were cold due to the low temperature.
I don't know how long they sat there, until the two of them couldn't bear it anymore. Zhang Shanke spoke first: "Okay." She let go.
Zhang Shanke stood up and turned his back to Su Mingzheng, "Goodbye."
After saying that, she was about to leave, but Su Mingzheng kept her.
"Actually... there's something I've been hiding from you. Maybe you haven't noticed, or maybe you think they have the same name. If you put my name and Xinguang, Xin means three gold, Xin, the one you find will be me."
Speaking of which, I really hid it from her from beginning to end. I don't know how to say I'm sorry, but I still have to confess in the end.
"Goodbye, my first girlfriend." After saying that, Su Mingzheng took the lead and walked away in the opposite direction to Zhang Shanke.
Zhang Shanke didn't move. She stood there and took out her mobile phone, directly typed in the keywords Su Mingzheng mentioned in the search engine, and then clicked on the first web page. An expression of dumbfounding appeared on her face.
She suddenly remembered that the first time she took a bus with Su Mingzheng, Su Mingzheng walked behind her and seemed to observe her every move carefully. Now that she thought about it, she must have never taken a bus before. She recalled how Su Mingzheng looked uncomfortable sitting on the stool when they first went to the night market to eat together. She must have had no experience.
Who would have thought that after several times, Su Mingzheng would become completely contented.
In fact, when Su Mingzheng reached the intersection and turned the corner, she stopped and secretly peeked her head in to observe Zhang Shanke's movements. If she did not get home safely, Su Mingzheng would not be able to rest assured.
Seeing Zhang Shanke standing still, Su Mingzheng made a phone call, "Little Fairy, have you made an agreement with your gay friend? His family is a TV station, so he should have contact with the record company, right?"
"Okay, just get it done and ask him to hang out with you next time."
The little goblin is Fang Fanghan. Don’t look at him as a macho man. In fact, he is more of a social queen than a social queen. His dating network is full of straight friends, gay friends, Ji friends, and he doesn’t do anything serious all day long. He is a coquettish person in the university with the title of graduate student. The most leisurely is he.
Su Mingzheng waited until she saw Zhang Shanke walking into the door of the apartment, then turned and left.
A few days later at night, two sisters, Su Ronghan and Su Mingzheng, were lounging on the sofa, watching some shitty albums. The two best friends pretended to be lovers at first, but one of them fell in love with them, and they began to break up and get back together.
