You can't force people to do this kind of thing. In the end, Su Mingzheng could only hang her head in frustration.
But at that time, Su Mingzheng had already met Fangfanghan. As a bad friend, Fangfanghan gave Su Mingzheng the love guidance of "stalking". Su Mingzheng became more and more thick-skinned by being friends with Fangfanghan. , a momentary rejection can't stop her from taking action, that's why she has confessed so many times - one day she will catch up with her! This was the belief held by Fang Fanghan and Su Mingzheng at that time, and they were two scoundrels.
On the other hand, life is flowing. Life after going to college seems to be liberated and free. Su Mingzheng really wants to shout long live freedom.
Especially after getting a car, Miss Su had less and less time to attend classes. Zhou Yunruo was in a different department from her, so he could no longer control her as he did in high school. The two of them only interacted with each other between classes. In the two general education classes per week, Su Mingzheng still chose the same general education class as Zhou Yunruo as before.
Su Mingzheng drove wildly with friends and started training as a hero of the Liquor Kingdom. Zhou Yunruo was busy with her studies in the law department, joined the debating club, and continued to participate in the student union. Zhou Yunruo seemed to be socialized all of a sudden when he was in college, and he was working hard to transform into a social person. The thing that most often nagged Su Mingzheng in her ears was that the outstanding seniors in the department were admitted to the law license in college. , it is easy to understand the aspirations she has set for herself. In addition, Zhou Yunruo also wants to seek internship opportunities at large law firms.
Zhou Yunruo, who was very busy, completely looked down upon Su Mingzheng's undisciplined attitude. Su Mingzheng, who was drunk several times, was intercepted by Zhou Yunruo in the apartment where she lived alone. Su Mingzheng, who was in college, moved out willfully. , and Zhou Yunruo has the key to the apartment.
Zhou Yunruo couldn't help but scold Su Mingzheng bitterly every time he was intercepted, blaming Su Mingzheng for being too indulgent, not serious, and not knowing how to think about the future.
Su Mingzheng felt guilty at first, so she went to class seriously for a few days, but she couldn't help but accept the invitation.
Finally one time she couldn't hold it in anymore and shouted to Zhou Yunruo: "Why do you care about me!? Who are you to me?"
"If you were my girlfriend, I would take care of you──" Su Mingzheng, who was half drunk, suddenly cried.
Dimly, she realized that Zhou Yunruo rushed towards her and hugged her. His slender arms hugged her tightly, and his excited style was completely different from the usually calm Zhou Yunruo.
Su Mingzheng, who was pretending to be crazy while drinking, lowered his head and found her lips.
Later, Su Mingzheng felt that her indulgence was somewhat the aftereffect of getting a taste of the sweetness.
They are just like ordinary lovers, sometimes they quarrel in order to enjoy the passion of the quarrel and the sweet fragrance of reconciliation.
During the quarrel, Su Mingzheng occasionally took advantage of the situation and forcefully kissed Zhou Yunruo and even stripped her naked. However, as before, she could not cross the 38th degree line. When she was passionate, Zhou Yunruo could maintain a trace of clarity and insist on sticking to it. Get down that line of defense.
The few times they had this opportunity, after the passion, the two of them fell asleep together with their clothes half-undressed. Su Mingzheng always remained a little dissatisfied, complaining about why Zhou Yunruo was so insistent, but thinking about it from another angle, she felt that the relationship between the two had not been established. It is not easy for Zhou Yunruo to achieve this level. In fact, she doesn't necessarily have to gain anything. It doesn't matter if Zhou Yun wants to keep his virginity. He can accept it until the two get married. But why can't they establish a relationship?
In the first two years of college, although there was passion between the two, their daily interactions faded away. They were not as harmonious as they were in high school. They could have a tacit understanding with just one look or movement, and they could get along as sweetly as best friends or as lovers.
That is to say, it is not so relaxed and natural...
Su Mingzheng did not change her mind and still stayed where she was, but she also had her own life, which Zhou Yunruo did not appreciate.
Every time it's Zhou Yunruo's birthday or Valentine's Day, Su Mingzheng continues her nth confession with all kinds of tricks. If confessing a hundred times can get her lover to change her mind, then she will finally get what she wants.
Even though she made more and more friends and had lots of wild fun, Su Mingzheng always stayed out of her way, never messed up emotionally, and did not tolerate any flaws in her own requirements.
Sometimes Su Mingzheng complained about Zhou Yunruo: If she was willing to be his girlfriend, she could actually give up willingly without going out to play, and she also confessed this thought to her when she confessed, but she just Not willing.
After pulling for a long time, Su Mingzheng inevitably developed an obsession and mixed Zhou Yunruo's physical defense with psychological defense. If she could break through Zhou Yunruo's 38-degree line, she could break through her all the time. The long-lasting relationship can pull her directly to his side and truly gain her.
What a silly idea, but after all, Su Mingzheng is also a young and energetic young man, and she wants to taste the deeper and mysterious taste.
Especially when she was told to stop, this obsession would become more obvious and stronger, so she would tell Su Ronghan that she regretted not sleeping with Zhou Yunruo. But Su Mingzheng never made a move. She held back. This was her gentleness.
An unexpected message reminder interrupted Su Mingzheng's pursuit of the unhappy and sad memories of college. In fact, Su Mingzheng was not completely unaware of where she was. At least she knew that she seemed to be. She was in a store, but she only paid attention to the outside world at all, so everything was blurry.
Memories came rushing towards her, one after another. Su Mingzheng took out her mobile phone from her pocket and saw clearly that it was Zhang Shanke who had sent the message.
Normally he would reply happily, but now he was just impatient and evasive, not wanting to face it. Su Mingzheng put the phone far away on the table.
Such a familiar feeling, Su Mingzheng laughed at herself after realizing what she was feeling. After being dumped by Zhou Yunruo, Su Mingzheng once followed Fang Han's advice and looked for a new relationship to relieve her emotional pain, so she found several people one after another. I go out on dates with a good couple, but each one doesn't last a week.
Just like now, immersed in the memories of Zhou Yunruo, I lost patience and interest in my date, and began to avoid him. And when will you be immersed in memories? Su Mingzheng couldn't control herself.
With Zhou Yunruo, even if it is just memories, it seems that no one else is needed, no need.
Su Ronghan was alerted to Su Mingzheng's movement, and quickly raised her head from the magazine, just in time to see Su Mingzheng glance at the phone and then take it away. She felt she had to seize the opportunity!
"Sister, do you want to...eat?"
I ordered a cup of coffee and sat down until now. Fortunately, the boss didn't rush anyone away, but it's already dinner time. Aren't you hungry, sister? Su Ronghan herself actually felt empty in her belly for a long time.
"Um...Okay." Su Mingzheng actually answered. After she answered, she turned to look at the window on the right - it turned out that it was already dark.
"What do you want to eat?" Su Ronghan brought the menu from the next table. During this period, only one or two customers came to this coffee shop. It was indeed a secret place.
Even though Su Mingzheng had just responded, she was just staring out the window.
So Su Ronghan took matters into her own hands and ordered a braised beef brisket and a curry chicken. The only simple meals in the store were these.
The two sisters simply settled the dinner problem in the coffee shop. This was the simplest and most deserted meal since they came to the island. Su Mingzheng also ate half of the braised beef brisket, but she was absent-minded in the process. It was so serious that I didn’t even say a word.
After eating, Su Mingzheng seemed to be attracted by the dark night. She stood up and walked out. She walked directly through the counter and walked out of the store. Su Ronghan quickly chased after her to pay. Fortunately, she was used to being taken care of by her sister, but she still had money with her!
Su Ronghan trotted to Su Mingzheng's side.
Su Mingzheng, who had returned to five points of concentration, started walking faster, and her destination was obvious, which was the beach she had visited last night.
But Su Ronghan noticed that she only regained 50% of her concentration, because Su Mingzheng would suddenly stop and pause while walking quickly, inexplicably lost in thought.
Alas, will it be dangerous? Su Ronghan was even more worried about her sister's walking safety because of the poor lighting. Isn't it easier to kick and hit things under such lighting...
Of course, Su Mingzheng was no longer so embarrassed, and successfully arrived at the beach and waded into the sand.
Because she felt that the sand was stuck in her shoes and hurting her feet, she took off her shoes and let the sand flood over her feet, getting deeper and deeper as she went deeper into the beach.
──Why did you break up?
She had asked Zhou Yunruo this question many, many times: calmly, coldly, angrily, and questioningly.
Originally, she thought she would maintain an unchanged relationship with Zhou Yunruo and continue to waste ten years...
In quarrels, passion, reconciliation, and a period of stability after reconciliation, they spent the first two years of college. In addition to falling in love, they were also the most special people in their lives. When Su Mingzheng had conflicts with her family, she defected to The first person to seek support and comfort was Su Mingzheng.
But such specialness seems to be unable to stop the hurt caused by love. Sometimes Su Mingzheng feels that what she brings to Zhou Yunruo is not happiness, but pain, but she can't stop her desire for love.
On Zhou Yunruo's 20th birthday, Su Mingzheng arranged a confession as usual. The atmosphere was good that night. The two drank some wine and chatted soothingly. Zhou Yunruo seemed to have recovered from the harsh exam during the day. Come over.
"Mingzheng, you know I won't agree to it, why do you still do this?" Zhou Yunruo's tone was full of resentment.
"Who knew you wouldn't agree? Maybe you just agree this time. For a person with such good conditions as me, I guarantee that I can support you in the future. No, it's not just about raising you, I can also let you do what you like. .I will be the president of Xinguang from now on..."
"Why...? Why are you playing every day?" Zhou Yunruo, who was slightly drunk, smiled softly.
"That's not because of..." Su Mingzheng was about to say this.
Zhou Yunruo raised her eyebrows and said, "Don't blame it all on me!" It was rare for her to have such a serious tone.
From then on, the two started to quarrel. Because they were both half-drunk, Su Mingzheng couldn't remember what they said. She only remembered that the quarrel was very intense.
Two days later, Zhou Yunruo proposed a breakup request.
Zhou Yunruo intercepted Su Mingzheng who was drunk at her apartment and said with a cold face: "Mingzheng, we can't go on like this..."
"I can't help it...really, I can't go on like this with you anymore."
"Let's stop here."
"When we can be friends, we will be friends again."
This time she was serious. After saying that she packed the things she had left at Su Mingzheng's residence when she stayed overnight, she packed them into the suitcase she brought with her, then left with the suitcase.
When Su Mingzheng sobered up and went to look for her the next day, she found that she could no longer have a good conversation.
The meeting was dismissed with a few cold words, the phone call was cut off directly, and I was squatting outside the school. What I waited for was:
"Mingzheng, I don't want to go on anymore, we're done."
"You're done, what about me?" Su Mingzheng couldn't believe it, "Where do you put my heart? Why can you make a unilateral decision?"
Soon Zhou Yunruo went to a certain law firm for an internship, but she never told Su Mingzheng which one. Su Mingzheng quickly used her contacts to find out the name of the firm, but she didn't dare to look for the person. She only dared to make unreachable calls over and over again every day and leave voice messages one after another.
It was at this time that Su Mingzheng's mother became ill, and Su's mother went to the hospital for a comprehensive examination.
