Chapter 196: The Pain of Abortion

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"Qingya!"

Just when she was about to put it into her mouth, a sudden shout made her stop and look along the curtain. It was the imperial concubine Mingxuan who walked in, with the maid Xiangxiang standing behind her.

Mingxuan moved forward with tears in her eyes, placed the bowl in her hand, and watched her tears dripping down into the steaming potion.

"Qingya, you can't drink, you can't drink, this is your first child! Don't be so willful."

"Why are you here?" She raised her head slightly and glanced at Xiangxiang who was hiding, and realized that it was Xiangxiang who called her.

"If I don't come, I will let you do stupid things and drug this poor child out. I know that you want the king to let go of the ties and let you go to the palace for me, and then you will be on your way there Suicide?"

"Qingya, you can't be so stupid. You are the same age as Hua, how can you die so easily?"

Qingya did not show such sadness, but spoke very easily: "Mother, you are too worried. I will not commit suicide on the way to the palace. I have always cherished myself the most. I thought, in fact, I don't belong here, and this child is here." It's just an accident. If I can go to the palace on my behalf, that's what I want in my heart, and I'll be happy too."

"You said you wanted to be with Wan Yanliang and be his imperial concubine?"

"Yes, have you forgotten? When I was young, I just liked the Holy Lord? Of course I want to be his imperial concubine."

She was relaxed and relaxed, with a slight pear mark at the corner of her mouth, but Mingxuan seemed to see her helplessness through those dark pupils.

"Your Majesty, you can't go to the palace? The eldest girl and the third brother want a mother, and I am just a childless person after all!"

After hearing this, Mingxuan nodded subconsciously, turned around, and sighed softly: "Qingya, if you think so, then... then I'll follow you! But in this matter, don't be impulsive, treat me... treat me well tomorrow I advise you, Your Majesty, to make your decision again. You can drink this medicine only after we are mentally prepared."

Qingya looked into her eyes and slightly raised the corners of her mouth: "Okay, okay! I'll wait for you to talk to the king."

"Actually, I'm going to be your Majesty's imperial concubine! Your Majesty, I will live a happy life with your king."

Mingxuan nodded lightly, gave her a few instructions and left quietly.

She sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, staring numbly at the candlelight.

Overnight, Wan Yanyong's temples turned slightly white. He was not sleepy in the middle of the night. He was writing something in front of the desk, with Zhang Jiyan standing beside him.

While he was writing something on the paper, he muttered: "Just saying, we can contact my uncle in Liaoyang now. My uncle has secretly won over some Bohai officials and people there... We can attack from both sides, Overthrow Wan Yanliang..."

Sweat broke out on Ji Yan's forehead, and he spoke for a long time - "Your Majesty, if you send a flying pigeon to deliver a message, it will take at least five days to arrive. When you arrive, it will take time to discuss countermeasures. Besides... besides, my uncle, , the number of small gentry I made friends with in Liaoyang was less than ten thousand."

After saying that, Wan Yanyong's Adam's apple was choked, his eyes were red, and he leaned on the chair - "I can't let my woman suffer this, I can't do it! Wan Yanliang!" He suddenly put that The ink tray was knocked over.

"Why is Wan Yanliang so aggressive and so heartless!"

"No, we have other ways. We still have... we still have Pusan ​​Zhongyi, and the Wulinda family, and we also have an uncle of the prime minister, the Jiagu family, the Zhang family, the Li family..."

"Your Majesty... Lord Pusan ​​is the Minister of War! Prime Minister, you have no military power! Several clans have been conscripted to remote areas! Have you forgotten?"

"Then, the lonely king, I will personally lead the troops, even if there is a little hope."

"A little bit..." The painful red eyes could no longer be closed, and the white spots on his temples became more dazzling under the candlelight.

He only saw the boundless darkness from Zhang Jiyan's kneeling figure. He realized that there was no possibility of counterattack or rescue in this matter. This whole night of sleeplessness, the light in the room He changed the candle several times, but he couldn't find any way to change it.

The next day, Mingxuan got up very early and came to say hello. When Wanyanyong saw her, she was smiling and not at all sad.

Following his usual habit, he poured a bowl of hot porridge for him.

He was very surprised and was about to ask, but she let her speak first.

"Your Majesty, I have also come to ask you, Your Majesty, to ask Qingya to go to the palace on my behalf."

When Wanyan Yong heard this, he sat up and asked the reason. After a while, Qingya came to greet him and explained everything to him. He saw her sitting quietly on the chair, her back straight, without a trace of impetuousness and anxiety, and she spoke happily——

"Your Majesty, my wife and I have discussed this matter. In ancient times, the wife was the pillar of the inner curtain. She respected her uncle and raised children. She was also the foundation of the rise and fall of a family. In the previous dynasty, ministers who were executed were mostly from within. It began to deteriorate, which shows that a virtuous mistress is important, and the empress is just such a woman who can lead the family to prosperity. She is well-read in poetry, comes from a famous family, and has a ladylike demeanor. She has been a concubine for many years. If you stand upright, you will treat the king's concubines as sisters, the children in the house as your own, and you will be able to help you solve problems by your side."

"I dare to ask such a woman, how can this family leave her?"

"Of course, I am not allowed to let my queen go to the palace and suffer torture. I have been thinking about myself for a long time and thought that I am a concubine. If I enter the palace for my queen, I will bring shame on the king. The people in the clan will also say that at most, it is A woman presented by the king has entered the palace. Secondly, I have no children, and I will not have any children because of my shame. I can't hold my head up. Thirdly, it is true that the king is exhausted mentally and physically. I am like this, so I should be the king. It’s time to solve the problem for once!”

After she finished speaking, Wanyanyong thought for a moment and stood in front of the hall with his hands behind his back. After a long time, he shook his head to express his disapproval. Then, she levied the levy, and then said——

"I only hope that Your Majesty will come forward and ask me to go on behalf of your Majesty. It can be considered that I have fulfilled a childhood dream, and His Majesty and I are also an old couple..."

After hearing these words, Wan Yanyong immediately stood still on the spot. After a while, he turned around and looked at her with empty eyes: "What you mean is... you want to go to the palace to find you." Old acquaintance."

She listened and answered yes with red eyes. Mingxuan couldn't sit still when she saw this. She became anxious and secretly winked at her to stop talking, but Wanyanyong had already walked to her side.

He confirmed again: "You have been married for five years, you are pregnant with my child, and now you are going to serve that tyrant? You want to show your body to him? You haven't let go of him yet, have you? You just want to be by his side." , all those who think about the imperial concubine and stand up for the imperial concubine are just pretense, right?"

"You just want to take this opportunity to return to him, and then show your kindness and kindness by replacing the imperial concubine, and then kill two birds with one stone. Now that you are with Wan Yanliang, the lonely king will not hate you for it. Will I still remember you with guilt for the rest of my life?"

In order to provoke him and make him make a painful decision, she agreed: "Yes, Your Majesty, if it weren't for the fact that Your Majesty took advantage of my innocence, I would now be the most noble concubine of the Holy Emperor, enjoying all the glory and wealth, and there is no need to follow you. , was sent to this land of Jinan and suffered so much!"...

"Pain? This is already heaven. You have never forgotten what happened. Then why don't you wait until Wan Yanliang seizes the throne by killing the king and flatter him and ask him to make you the imperial concubine, a high-ranking imperial concubine? Why do you have to work so hard with me in Liaoyang, Huining, Datong, and Jinan?"

"That makes me look low and dishonest. This opportunity is the best opportunity. I enter the palace on behalf of the imperial concubine. It is a good deed. Others will praise me, everyone!"

"You are so shameless. Aren't you so mean? You are so mean. You use the imperial concubine to take advantage of the kindness of the lonely king to do perfunctory things."

"Your Majesty knows this, so please tell me! If I enter the palace, I will definitely be blessed with great blessings. She may even say a few nice words in front of the Holy Lord, and your Majesty will be transferred back to the court!" She raised her eyelids and said nothing at all. I didn't dare to look at his angry face and expression that looked like he was going to eat someone. I only dared to look at the cold ground and stubbornly said these heartbreaking words.

"The Lone King is not interested, get out, get out," Wan Yanyong pointed his fingertips at her abdomen, his eyes stuttering: "You don't need to do anything, the Lone King will immediately send someone to give you a bowl of abortion pills," He dropped her to the ground forcefully.

Qingya smiled bitterly and said, "Thank you, Your Majesty, for your support. I will send this child away immediately."

Then, she forced herself to hold up her body, feeling numb

He quickly got up from the ground and ran back, followed by Imperial Concubine Mingxuan.

Wanyanyong's abortion pill came quickly. When she went back, the waiter brought it to her. She happened to be stopped by Mingxuan outside the door. She handed the pill to Xiu Yin beside her and ordered The person who delivered the medicine only waited for the person to leave.

After an unknown amount of time, Mingxuan came in and saw Qingya curled up on the chair. She motioned for her servants to put the medicine down on the case.

"The king's abortion pill is here?" The person on the chair suddenly laughed and yelled.

"Yes!" She sat beside her arm in arm.

Mingxuan looked at her mottled makeup through the steaming heat, and couldn't help but feel distressed: "Why do you say that? You know that the king will be angry. I know that you have let go of Wan Yanliang, and you gave him to you We have donated all our old things, so why do you say such things against your will and make both of us heartbroken?"

"I said what I said, and he and I can't go back! We don't have to see each other again in this life."

"I know you want to anger the king and make him make a decision without hesitation, so that's why, but the love between you and him will be in vain. How long have you been waiting for this child? You have to bear to abort it. Aren't you heartbroken? Is it worth it for me?"

With tears in her eyes, she said, "I've been in pain so many times. It doesn't matter if it hurts one more time. I don't care!"

"Any favor, any exception, any fame and glory are all destined to come to nothing! When I was fourteen years old, I saw the snowy plum blossoms all over the valley. I held my sweetheart's hand. I thought the plum blossoms would bloom every year. This person would come every year, but later on, I never saw the snowy plum trees again, and that person was thousands of miles away."

"On the night when I lost my virginity, I was still immersed in the joy of his coming back. I thought that he could take me away when he came back. But when I felt the pain that I had never experienced before in my coma, I knew that I couldn't leave. No, I’m going to be trapped for the rest of my life.”

"I was injured, and no one was willing to stand behind me or give me a hand. My father was forcing me to get married, and I didn't even dare to tell my mother about my grievances, for fear of making her illness worse. , I smiled at her, pretending to be happy and married to Wan Yanyong."

"Over the years, in the mansion, I have been greeted by slaves who are as respectful as ever when I open my eyes. When I look up, I see red walls and green tiles in all directions. I have also had sex with the man who ruined everything for me, even though he treated me extremely well. , there is only so much emotion.”

"Qingya..."

"But empress, you are my light in all these years! What I remember most is when we fought against the bandits together in Liaoyang, and a bowl of mutton noodles for my birthday every year. Every time I get sick! It hurts! When I wake up, You are always by my side. No matter what grievance or pain I suffered, you always stood by my side regardless of the consequences."

She said, gently wiping away her tears.

"I don't understand why you treat me so sincerely, and you don't have to ask me why I want to enter the palace for you. It's all our willingness, one heart for another!"

"Sometimes I feel that the empress is not an empress, but more like a mother. I don't want to see you in a desperate situation, just like I don't want my mother to go away. When it comes to entering the palace, I must go on my behalf. You are worthy of me."

As she spoke, Mingxuan had tears in her eyes. She reached out and held her hand, and the two hugged each other.

Suddenly, she slowly moved away from her shoulders, wiped away her tears, looked at the maids around her, then turned to look at Mingxuan: "My fate with this child has not come yet, that's all!"

"Of these thousands of pains, which one is beyond my control!"

After two sentences, she suddenly raised her hand and drank the potion on the case in front of her without any hesitation. After drinking, she smiled at the person in front of her and fell asleep with the pain.