"This! Is this here?"
Seeing the scene in front of him, Ye Hong was extremely surprised. The dust-laden memories were revealed again. The past events kept flashing through his mind, and Ye Hong fell into confusion and doubt.
Because Ye Hong found himself sitting in the classroom of his junior high school. There was a class going on at this time. Familiar scenes, familiar classmates and teachers, everything was so familiar, and the memories of his previous life unconsciously appeared in his mind.
"Help me pass it to Zheng Wei."
Suddenly, he was lightly poked on the back. Hearing this familiar voice, Ye Hong turned around in consciousness and was stunned for a moment. The familiar face etched in my heart overlapped with the girl in front of me, and my mind suddenly went blank. I forgot how to think, and my thoughts stayed on the girl's face.
Ye Hong hadn't regained consciousness yet, but his body had already moved. He secretly took the note from the girl and carefully passed it to the girl at the front desk. The whole time, his eyes were on guard against the teacher on the podium, for fear of being discovered.
Ye Hong couldn't believe that he could see the girl's smile, her childish face, these familiar pictures and scenes again. Was this a chance that God would give him again?
Obviously, Ye Hong thought wrong. God did not give him a chance to live again. When Ye Hong wanted to speak to the girl in the back row with excitement, he found that he could not control his body, let alone express himself through words. emotions. The only thing I can do is to watch things develop, and nothing can be changed by keeping things as they were in my memory.
At this time, Ye Hong finally knew that he was not reborn, and wondered why the picture was so real, and what would happen to him if he was not reborn.
Recalling that I was by the lake before, I suddenly felt dizzy for some reason. When I opened my eyes, the scene changed. Ye Hong's mind suddenly became more confused, and he was a little confused about which of his experiences was real, or whether all of them were real.
I found that I couldn't control my body, and I couldn't get rid of the current situation. I could only watch things continue to develop and I was helpless.
Time passed day by day, this was already the tenth day, and Ye Hong gradually accepted the current situation. Although he couldn't do anything, it was a kind of spiritual comfort for him to see her again and see the past.
Since it is a past experience, some things are inevitable, and there are also many things that I regret and regret for the rest of my life, repeating them in front of my eyes.
The girl who sat in the seat behind him and asked him to pass the note was a regret in his life. Her name is Liangzhi. She is recognized as a good student in the eyes of everyone. She has good academic performance. She is the life committee member of the class. Later, she also served as the Chinese class representative. Why do I say it was later because I was the first Chinese class representative. The reason is that I I was negligent in my duties as the Chinese class representative. The Chinese teacher didn't like me as the class representative assigned by the class teacher, so she replaced me with her. Maybe our fate started at that time.
Being replaced by someone will always make you feel a little unbalanced. Of course, you are always very concerned about Liangzhi who takes your place. This also makes you deeply attracted to her, and you will have regrets in your life from then on.
We didn't have many interactions, but I paid attention to her all the time. Later, when she was happy, I was also happy; when she was sad, I would also feel heartache; when she was sick, I would be the same. Will be worried.
The story always begins inadvertently. The first time I felt sad for her was when she was pursued by someone else and they ended up together.
It was one afternoon. As a member of the life committee, she seized the meal tickets of a group of boys in our dormitory and told them to go to the mountain pavilion next to the school after school to give them their meal tickets. In this way, she threatened the invitation. As a girl, she seemed She was a bit domineering, and this could be regarded as using power for personal gain. I didn’t have the courage like her, and I didn’t understand that power could be used in this way.
I was the only one who didn't detain the meal ticket. It wasn't until dinner that I learned about it from my roommates in the dormitory. I followed them to the agreed place. At that time, I just wanted to join in the fun, but unexpectedly I ended up letting myself go. I felt sour in my heart and couldn't describe the feeling.
In the pavilion on the mountain, she confessed her love to a boy. This was something that shocked me. I was only 12 or 13 years old at the time, and I was still ignorant about relationships. I didn't know that much. I felt that if I had a boyfriend and girlfriend, I would definitely get married and they would be together for the rest of their lives.
And her successful confession this time made me feel a change. I don't know why this happened, maybe because I paid too much attention to her.
Experiencing this incident again, I see things developing as before. I want to stop it, and I want to be the one confessed by Liangzhi. Unfortunately, I can't do anything, and I can't change anything. I am just a spectator now. , a spectator hidden in his own body as a boy in his previous life.
Time is changing, and so are we. Graduation season is approaching in a blink of an eye. She has grown taller and more beautiful. I am still the inconspicuous one in the corner. We have been classmates for more than two years, and we have become more familiar with each other. , there are also a lot of exchanges between them. The number of conversations with Liangzhi is actually less than one sentence in the first few weeks, and now it can only be said in a day or two. Although this is obviously still very little, in my heart at that time, it was already very satisfying.
"This is a birthday gift from both of us! Happy birthday to you!"
"For me?"
"Of course! This is a gift we have chosen for you for a long time. What a coincidence, our birthdays are on the same day. If we hadn't heard them tell us, we wouldn't have known today was your birthday!"
"That...that's such a coincidence. This...I didn't prepare any gifts. I didn't know that today is also your birthday."
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That year, on our birthdays on the same day, you and Zheng Wei picked out gifts for me, but I didn't make any preparations and didn't know how to talk. Being silly, I didn't make an appointment to eat cake together, so we missed it.
And that gift was stuffed in the corner of the cabinet as an ordinary gift. It was not until many years later that he discovered the words hidden in the gift and understood the meaning of the gift.
After the high school entrance examination, we kept in touch with each other. When I learned that I was admitted to the same high school as Liangzhi, I was so excited that I wanted to call immediately to share the joy in my heart.
After school started, I learned that you had broken up with my roommate in junior high school. I somehow had some hope in my heart that I could date you. Because of the friendship between classmates in junior high school, our contacts became closer and our relationship became better. But he never had the courage to express his feelings to her.
I had no idea how many opportunities and how many hints you gave me. It wasn’t until I looked back many years later that I understood what you meant. At this time, my young self didn't know, and I was ignorant and ignorant. But now I have understood it, but I can't undo it, and I can't give any hint to my young self.
At that time, as a young man, I always thought that being able to sit in the same classroom with you and take exams was the greatest luck. For this reason, I studied hard, and my academic performance jumped thousands of miles, becoming a 'dark horse' in the school.
Maybe this is the mysterious power, the source of motivation for hard study. My young self always thinks that only in this way can I be worthy of you and qualified to date you.
Even though I worked hard and finally caught up with you in study, I found that I was still a step too late, and we missed our fate again. Maybe I didn't respond to your hint. Soon you had a boyfriend again. After all, you are so good and there are always people who like you.
The self who cannot express emotions can only watch you being with someone else again. This time, I can't express the feeling in my heart. The young self has gradually understood what love is and why I feel so uncomfortable in my heart.
Even so, the young self couldn't help but like, pay attention to, and pay attention to all Liangzhi's happenings, and just be the person who secretly and silently protects her.
Graduation season, after the college entrance examination, this is the last meeting with Liangzhi, and it is also the last chance. I still haven't grasped it, and I don't have the courage to say or confess. The final fate with Liangzhi is separation and farewell.
Coincidentally, it was Liangzhi's birthday after the college entrance examination. When Liangzhi invited herself to the birthday party, the young self was filled with joy, excitement, and anxiety.
And too much happened that night. Liangzhi finally made her own choice and made her own choice. She was like a clown. Liangzhi was embraced by others. Maybe she invited herself here just to express her gratitude to her friends. It's just an announcement to commemorate the insignificant friendship between classmates.
If you want to forget the unforgettable memories, only Ning Tincture and alcohol can make you forget it for a short time without feeling so painful in your heart. I don't know how much I drank that night, but I couldn't get over the pain in my heart.
The story with Liangzhi has come to an end, but his life has just begun. Family, love, friendship, and kindness go hand in hand throughout life, and we experience the joys and sorrows, the ups and downs, and the bitterness of the world.
I don't know when Ye Hong got used to it and adapted to this kind of self. He no longer wanted to resist and struggle. He no longer realized that he was just a spectator. Instead, he truly integrated into himself. If he gave himself another chance, he would still be the same in the end. road.
Everything Ye Hong is experiencing and seeing may not look like it to outsiders, but it is his own life; an ordinary life; a life that cannot be copied.
Illusion or reality, truth or falsehood, in the end Ye Hong no longer cares about it, nor does he want to think about it. Ye Hong seems to have seen through something, but he is still obsessed with it.
In a misty cloud mountain, a man and a woman were unconscious on the ground. The woman clung to the man without any sign of letting go, while a cloud of mist lingered above the two.
Not long after, the woman woke up leisurely, put her hand on her forehead, frowned and shook her head slightly. It seemed that she was still not very awake, and then she looked around.
Seeing the person lying next to her, she was still holding his hand tightly, and some memories suddenly came back to her. The woman's pretty face couldn't help but blush, and she quickly retracted her hand and looked sideways.
When she noticed the surrounding scene, the woman was very surprised and a little confused.
"Is this here? Why do you feel like I've had a long and strange dream?"
"You finally wake up, lucky holder of the sacred weapon of light."
A voice instantly woke the woman up. She followed the voice and looked over. She was suddenly surprised because the speaker was a cloud.
