Chapter 427: The illusion of meditation

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As for the mistress, she was a loose woman in one life, but in this life she wants to hook up with her husband again.

By cutting off the karma between her and the man, I was also helping her to take the right path, otherwise she might end up on the same path as a prostitute in the future.

I was very weak at the moment, so I lay on the bed and wanted to rest, but it felt like about an hour had passed and I was just about to fall asleep.

Big Brother's ringtone suddenly rang, it was Qian Jingzhu.

After the call was connected, her very excited voice came from the receiver, "Oh my god, Xiao An, you are so amazing. What did you do? My husband suddenly came back from outside just now and made love to me when he got home. I I can't stand it anymore. She hasn't touched me much in the past two years. I don't know what happened tonight. I found the feeling I had when I was in love. It really surprised me. Moreover, he also told me that he had sex recently. You've done something sorry to me and want to compensate me or something."

"I didn't ask him what he had done to make me sorry. Anyway, he promised me that he would treat me well in the future. I was so touched, Xiao An, what did you do? It's so amazing."

I thought to myself that the results were quite quick, so I smiled and said: "Aunt Qian, I have cut off the causal connection between your husband and the mistress. If nothing else, your husband will not contact the mistress anymore, and he will also treat you badly." The better comes.”

"Really? That's great." Qian Jingzhu said excitedly: "Xiao An, I'll keep an eye on him for a few days. If he really changes his mind, I'll treat you to a big dinner. Let's not talk about Xiao An. My husband is going into the house after relieving himself, let’s talk later.”

Toot.

After hanging up the phone, I shook my head, smiled, and went back to sleep. In a daze, I didn't know how long it had been, but Qian Jingzhu called me again.

She said she was too happy just now and forgot to give me a thank you fee. I refused directly and asked her to take more care of He Huanhuan in the future.

Qian Jingzhu was very happy and generously said that he would give He Huanhuan a salary increase tomorrow and train her as a store manager.

This result was exactly what I wanted. It was also my wish to make He Huanhuan live a happy life. Then I hung up the phone.

I couldn't sleep and started thinking deeply. Qian Jingzhu's husband and that brothel girl just experienced a ridiculous bad relationship in previous lives, which led to their encounter in this life.

So what does it have to do with the fact that I was born in my parents' home and was raised by my grandparents? But I'm sure the causal relationship is very deep.

Otherwise, they will not become my closest relatives in this life.

Also, I think of He Huanhuan. We have known each other since kindergarten, and in this life we ​​get along like brothers and sisters. So what is the causal relationship between our previous lives?

There is also Yang Jinghong, I have not known her for a long time, but she helped me so much, even willing to pay the painful price of losing my passion forever in order to make me forget Xiao Mengxin.

So, what is the causal relationship between her and me in previous lives, and what have we experienced?

And my favorite person, Xiao Mengxin, and I, what happened to us in previous lives?

I thought about these things more than once, and I thought that one day I would use the Great Karma Technique to pry into our karma, and I would like to see what happened between them and me in previous lives.

There is no need to think too much about the causal relationship with the second grandma and parents. They must have been close relatives in previous lives, and Xiao Mengxin does not need to say much.

What interests me the most is the cause and effect with He Huanhuan and Yang Jinghong. After all, these two women have no blood relationship with me in this life, but the relationship developed so well, which makes me very curious.

I fell asleep out of curiosity, thinking that when I had time, I would try to find out what the cause and effect relationship was with the people around me.

Two more days passed. I just came back from my grandpa’s house that afternoon when I received a call from He Huanhuan. I was happy to say that Qian Jingzhu had given her a basic salary increase of 500 yuan because of her serious work and good performance. He also wanted to train her as a store manager. She was so happy that she wanted to treat me to dinner to celebrate.

I thought that Qian Jingzhu was quite good at being a good person. If I told Huanhuan that it was because of me that I gave her a higher salary, she might not accept it.

When she had dinner with He Huanhuan after get off work, she was happy and said that she saw Guo Meilian again in the afternoon, and this time she had several bodyguards.

I was shocked when I heard this, and worriedly asked Guo Meilian if she had hurt her.

He Huanhuan said in a depressed voice: "It's not like she's looking for trouble with me. She just led a few big-bodied men around the entrance of our store and then left. It seemed like she was here deliberately to show off her presence."

"Then you should pay more attention. If you feel something is wrong, call me immediately, ok?" I warned.

"I know, brother, there are so many people in the mall, I guess she wouldn't dare to do anything to me." After He Huanhuan finished speaking, he suddenly said: "Brother, have you rented a house?"

"Not yet." I ate my food and said, "But it's coming soon. I have my eye on a three-bedroom apartment, but it will probably take seven days before it can be rented out. I will rent it in the past."

"Okay, then you tell me when the time comes." After He Huanhuan finished speaking, he said doubtfully that Guo Meilian had really changed a lot.

In just over three years, not only has she established a firm foothold in Hualian City, but she has even hired bodyguards. I really don’t know what kind of job she has done.

While I was puzzled, I also felt that this woman was not a simple woman and I had to treat her with caution. I thought I should investigate what she did for a living when I had time.

Another seven days have passed. My eldest sister is almost in good health. She is no longer under the care of anyone. She is currently looking for a job.

Xiao Qilei came twice more unwillingly to persuade the eldest sister to get back together with her, but the eldest sister decisively refused, which made him even more angry, but he still firmly stated that he would not give up on my eldest sister.

At the same time, I also asked him about Xiao Mengxin's recent situation. Xiao Qilei said that she was originally going to Hong Kong for training, but after breaking up with me, she was in a bad mood and often sat on the sofa looking out the window in a daze.

Her mother was worried about her mental condition, so she didn't let her go to Hong Kong for the time being. At the same time, her parents couldn't help but find someone to deal with Yang Jinghong and me many times during this period. After all, it was difficult to swallow the frustration last time.

However, they were discovered and stopped by Xiao Mengxin in advance and did not cause any trouble for us. But I feel that even if they cause trouble for us, they may not be able to please us. Yang Jinghong is enough for them to drink a pot.

Afterwards, Xiao Qilei pondered for a moment, then sighed and said: "Xiao An, I feel that Mengxin must be thinking of you when she is in a daze. She must still love you in her heart. Hey, I really hope you will be well."

I said helplessly: "Let's let nature take its course. It's best to be together. If we can't be together, I also hope she can find a man who truly loves her."

"Ah?" Xiao Qilei looked at me in surprise when he heard this, "Do you really want Meng Xin to lie in the arms of another man? It's a bit uncharacteristic of you to say this."

If it were before, I really wouldn't be able to say such free and easy words, but recently I have been influenced by Yang Jinghong's magic.

I have lost many memories of Xiao Mengxin, so naturally I am no longer so persistent, so I speak so freely.

And during this half month, I missed Yang Jinghong more frequently and always wanted to contact her, especially in the middle of the night when I felt the urge to go find her.

This must be the result of love, but I restrained my weird thoughts about her time and time again, and I forced myself not to fall in love with her.

At the same time, in the past fortnight, during a casual chat, my grandfather also learned about my breakup with Xiao Mengxin from Yang Jinghong.

Of course, Yang Jinghong simply told him that we were separated because Xiao Mengxin's parents didn't agree, but he didn't go into too much detail.

I thought grandpa would be worried about getting angry, but instead he acted very happy and said that Xiao Mengxin and I were not suitable and it would be good to break up.

He Huanhuan also learned about my breakup from her eldest sister. She just comforted me with a few symbolic words, and her face began to be filled with the expression that Xiao Mengxin and I were happy to break up.

I feel that few people around me are optimistic about my relationship with Xiao Mengxin, except for the eldest sister and Xiao Mengxin.

At the same time, I called Master Mengchan of Zen Buddhism and asked him if he had found out anything about Gongsun Tianqiang.

Master Mengchan said sadly: "Hey, no, that guy is very capable. Now I can't even calculate his specific location with the help of his birth date."

I thought about it and said, "What about your abbot? Isn't he out of seclusion yet? He might be able to find out the general location of Gongsun Tianqiang."

Master Mengchan's voice became even more sad when he heard this, "Hey, something went wrong with my senior brother's retreat, and he hasn't come out yet. Okay, little friend, let's not talk about it for now. I have something to do, so you can come to Zen as a guest when you have time."

After hanging up the phone, I thought to myself, where did Gongsun Tianqiang go? As for the news that my aunt told me that he went to Hong Kong, I didn't take it seriously at all.

But I feel that this thing will definitely appear again one day, and I need to take more precautions.

At the same time, my state has become more stable in the past half month, and my energy is surging. I am only one step away from breaking through to the middle stage of the Second Zen Heaven. I feel that I am only one chance away from breaking through.

When I meditated that night and fell into trance, maybe it was the strengthening of the energy connection between Xiao Mengxin and me after my state was stabilized, and the memory of Xiao Mengxin came to my mind again.

Just like playing a movie, scenes of memories from three years ago appeared in my mind, the tenderness after the ups and downs, the sadness after the quarrel.

There is happiness and there is regret.

The strong feeling of missing Xiao Mengxin appeared again. At this moment, I really wanted to go to her and tell her loudly that I loved her very much and wanted to be with her forever.

This feeling is real love. Compared with the feeling of longing after Yang Jinghong lowered his head to me, it is not on the same level at all.

While I longed to meet Xiao Mengxin, she might also be missing me desperately. The phone suddenly rang.

It was Xiao Mengxin calling.

I was very happy and was about to answer the phone, but at that moment, the figure of the great ghost king suddenly appeared in my mind again.

He reached out and touched my forehead.

"Get out of here!" I yelled, "Don't try to control my thoughts."

However, the Great Ghost King of Grudge looked at me like he was looking at an ant, and his fingertips were still on my forehead.

"No, ahhh!" There was a strong stabbing pain in my head, making me scream, and then the memory about Xiao Mengxin began to fade quickly again.

The feeling of being deprived of the most beloved memories frightens me, but I can do nothing about it.

"No! Don't!" I watched as my memory disappeared, and then I looked at Xiao Mengxin's name on the caller ID, which felt very strange.

Just as I was about to answer the phone, the ringing stopped.

I stroked the phone and whispered, "Xiao Mengxin, was it the person I loved most? Did I think of everything about her just now?"

I was thinking hard, and suddenly thought of the behavior the Great Ghost King had just done to me to make me forget Xiao Mengxin, and whispered gloomily, "Are you cursing the Great Ghost King? I must break the spell you cast on me. You are not qualified to make me lose a person." memory."

Although Yang Jinghong asked the Great Ghost King to perform a certain spell on me, I put all this hatred on the Great Ghost King.

Every time he appears, I lose all memories about Xiao Mengxin, which makes me very angry.

Immediately afterwards, I began to miss Yang Jinghong compulsively. I had a strange idea, will I really fall in love with her?

In the end, I shook my head. The answer was impossible. Not to mention that I only regarded her as my buddy. She was seven years older than me, and I couldn't accept it.

Click.

The door suddenly opened.

The elder sister in pajamas walked in and asked worriedly, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? What did you shout just now?"

"It's okay, I had a nightmare. Don't worry, it's okay. You can go back to sleep." I waved my hand.

The eldest sister frowned, and when she saw that I was fine, she didn’t ask any questions. She told me a few words and then went back to the room.

I took a deep breath and continued to meditate. Twenty minutes later, I entered a deep state of meditation again. I gradually became less aware of my body and had a wonderful feeling of being one with all things.

Although my mind is compulsively missing Yang Jinghong, it is not enough to affect my meditation. I observe that the thoughts of missing her come and go without moving in my heart.

But at this moment, a fantasy suddenly appeared in front of me. Like a bystander, I watched the other me and Yang Jinghong running hand in hand in the sea of ​​flowers, and the laughter and laughter spread farther and farther with the breeze.

Several birds hovered in the sky, as if they were singing for us, making Yang Jinghong and I playing and running in the sea of ​​flowers look like a couple in love.

Finally, I looked at the other me, Yang Jinghong, sitting on the hill again, looking at the sea of ​​flowers below like waves, chatting with laughter, the scene was quite romantic and sweet.