Pain, is it over?
No, if you come again if you dare, just let me hurt to death. Let me see how much you can make me hurt.
With my eyes distracted, what Xiao Mengxin said to me in my dream just now was still echoing in my ears.
While I was feeling extremely uncomfortable, I was also thinking, could those words be Xiao Mengxin’s thoughts?
It must be that, as twin flames, there are many wonderful things about us. It must be some kind of power that tells me Xiao Mengxin's feelings for me by opening dreams.
But in the end, she actually wished me and Yang Jinghong a happy marriage, which really made me very helpless. She was a suspicious person, and this time she must have misunderstood that I was having an affair with Yang Jinghong.
But there was no room for maneuver. Since she misunderstood, let's let it go to the end.
Ring ring ring.
Suddenly, the piercing ringing of the phone broke the calm. I picked up the mobile phone and saw that it was already three in the morning. The caller turned out to be Yang Jinghong.
Why is she calling me so late?
After the connection was connected, Yang Jinghong's worried voice came from inside, "Hey, kid, are you okay? Are you still sad?"
I took a breath and asked curiously, "I'm fine. Thank you for your concern. I just had a dream. Why did you call me so late?"
"It's okay." The sound of flushing the toilet came from the receiver, "I went to the toilet just now, and I was worried that you wouldn't be able to get over the shadow of a broken relationship, so I called to ask. Don't be sad. If you are in a bad mood, just call me and let me know. ?"
"I know." I responded dully.
"Be strong. After a while, when you look back, you will find that these are all small things." After Yang Jinghong finished speaking, he added: "Also, after dawn, I will go back to my hometown and ask my master. There will definitely be some answers. I’ll help you forget about Xiao Mengxin.”
I asked nervously again, "It's really just a fade away, not a complete forgetfulness, right?"
"Yes, don't worry, it just eases your missing for her and helps you get over the shadow of broken love. You won't completely forget her, but..." Yang Jinghong said depressedly: "Even if you completely forget her, how can you You know? I found out why you still don’t give up on her. It’s impossible for you to cause such a big misunderstanding in the future, you know? If I have the ability to erase your memory of her, I will definitely do that. "
"Don't say goodbye." I said quickly: "Everyone I have experienced in my life is a bit of life. It is okay to downplay a person's memory, but there is no need to forget it."
I added in my mind, let alone the woman I once loved most?
"She even dragged me to the lyrics and wrote a few words. She hurt you so much. Oh, forget it, let's not talk about it." Yang Jinghong sighed, "I'll hang up first. The flight is around nine o'clock in the morning. If you hurry, I can be back tomorrow afternoon."
I thought for a while and said, "How about forgetting this matter, Sister Jinghong, I don't think there is any need to deliberately use special methods to forget someone. The main reason is that I don't want to trouble you, you..."
"I'm angry when you say that. What's the trouble? I'm doing this for your own good. Don't be ignorant of good people's hearts. I won't give up even if I find you. I must rescue you from the shadow of lovelorn, and Break through the shackles of your twin flame’s compulsive thinking about the other person, okay, hang up.”
After hanging up the phone, I stared blankly at the ceiling and thought. Is there really a way to solve this symptom of obsessive thinking?
If so, it would indeed alleviate the pain of missing me, but I always feel like something is wrong.
But Yang Jinghong decided to go back to her hometown, so I had no choice but to let him go. At the same time, she helped me over and over again, which made me feel embarrassed.
I was confused, since all sentient beings in the six realms of reincarnation never come together without destiny, then what is the causal relationship between me and Yang Jinghong in previous lives?
Are they also good buddies? Otherwise, why would you help me so much in this life?
It's a pity that the great cause and effect technique that Zen taught me consumes too much vitality. I can't bear the consumption of the technique at all. Otherwise, I must spy on the past life karma between myself and Yang Jinghong.
There are also grandparents, eldest sister and He Huanhuan, especially Xiao Mengxin.
But there is no way at the moment, we can only wait until the realm is higher in the future.
After a while, I closed my eyes and fell asleep again. I don’t know how long it took, but I had another dream.
In the endless gray space, the surrounding fog swelled and billowed, and countless thick chains hung in the sky.
They swayed without wind and made a sonorous sound when they collided together.
"This is..." My mind was shaking. It was this familiar place again. In my memory, this space only appeared when I dreamed about my grandma. Could it be that this time...
"Hey." Suddenly an old sigh came from behind.
"Grandma!" I was shocked and quickly turned my head to look. There was a familiar rickety figure in the gray fog. Although I couldn't see the whole picture, the figure seemed to be engraved in the depths of my soul and could not be forgotten.
"Grandma, it's really you." I shouted excitedly and threw myself at grandma, but still couldn't reach her. "Grandma, grandma, let me go. I miss you, I miss you."
My grandma has been gone for three years and I have only dreamed about her twice. This time when I was most helpless, I dreamed of her again. I really wanted to throw myself into her arms and cry. She felt sorry for me and knew that I was now The situation is not good, so why did you show me my dream?
"Hey." Grandma sighed deeply, "Xiao An, since you are separated from Mengxin, don't think about it. The road of twin union is too difficult. Although you can become a Buddha in the end, you may not be able to persevere. , Grandma feels sorry for you."
"Grandma, Grandma, why do you think this is?" I couldn't help crying, "Grandma, this time I have a big misunderstanding with Mengxin. Do you know, Grandma, what do you think I should do?"
"Grandma knows that." Grandma sighed again, "Grandma is here to advise you to completely forget Meng Xin. Maybe you are really not suitable, and live a good life..."
As grandma said, she turned around and walked slowly towards the depths of the mist, "Xiao An, pay more attention to the girls around you. Some girls are actually more suitable for you than Mengxin. Grandma hopes that the next time I see you, you can come out completely. ..”
After finishing speaking, grandma's figure was vague and about to disappear.
"Grandma, don't leave. I want to see you. Who is the girl you said is suitable for me? Grandma, don't leave." I shouted anxiously and chased after her, but grandma didn't speak. She was getting further and further away, but just The moment she disappeared.
I suddenly asked, "Grandma, last time I was almost killed by an old man fishing. Do you know who he was?"
Grandma's body deep in the mist seemed to have paused, and the old voice echoed in all directions, "As long as grandma is here, no one can hurt you..."
After speaking, grandma disappeared completely.
"Grandma!" I yelled, suddenly waking up, the dazzling sunlight shining on my face.
There was an argument between the eldest sister and another person outside the door.
"Why are you here again? Didn't I tell you that it has nothing to do with you? Besides, what happened to my brother and your family, and now we are all enemies, why are you here?"
"I believe Xiao An didn't do that on purpose. The deaths of my aunt and the others have nothing to do with our relationship. Xiao Mei, I really can't let you go. You..."
"That's enough, Xiao Qilei, please stop pestering me, okay?"
My body was agitated, and I remembered the dream that my grandma had just given me, and I couldn't get back to my senses. Who was the eldest sister outside the door arguing with, Xiao Qilei? He actually came again?
I rubbed my swollen temples and thought back to my grandma’s words in the dream. Who was the suitable woman she said was by my side?
When I mentioned the old man who killed me, my grandma looked indifferent as if she knew who he was.
Could it be that the last time the Netherworld Trident erupted with mysterious power that severely injured the old man had something to do with grandma?
But before I could think about it, the quarrel between the eldest sister and Xiao Qilei came from outside the door again.
I'm much more awake this time, but what makes me wonder is that he knows that his aunt's death is related to me, and he still comes here to ask for reconciliation with my eldest sister?
Doesn't he care that I was responsible for this? Although this is not a blood feud, there is no room for reconciliation between the two families.
I got up, opened the door, and walked out. I found the eldest sister pointing at the door and telling Xiao Qilei to leave and stop annoying her.
When the two of them saw me coming out, they immediately looked at me. The eldest sister's expression was alert and she stood in front of me and said, "Xiao Qilei, my brother didn't do this on purpose. I hope you won't cause trouble for him."
Xiao Qilei said nothing and looked at me helplessly.
I know that if he really wanted to cause trouble for me, he wouldn't come here, but I'm really embarrassed now and can't face him.
"Lei, Brother Lei." I pursed my lips, "I'm sorry, me."
"Hey." Xiao Qilei sighed and waved, "Xiao An, come and sit down. I know this matter must be a misunderstanding, and it will definitely not be like what the ghost old lady said, but I want to know the truth of the matter."
I was relieved after hearing this. He didn't directly blame me, which made me feel more relaxed.
"Brother Lei, thank you for your generosity. I was really wronged by that ghost old lady. She was just slandering me. I really have nothing to do with her." I sat across from him with a guilty conscience and said, "Lei Brother, didn’t I go to Xiaojiacun a few days ago to check on something? And I found out..."
After I told what happened in detail, Xiao Qilei sighed heavily helplessly.
"Brother Lei." I emphasized again: "I really didn't mean it. Who knew there could be a ghost old lady in the coffin and she would have a grudge against your Xiao family?"
I saw the angry look on his face, and said sincerely: "Brother Lei, but no matter what, I was indeed responsible for this incident. Yes, I'm sorry."
I once thought that if someone unintentionally released an enemy and caused the tragic death of my relatives and my whole family, I would definitely not be able to let go, and I would even get angry and kill the person.
This phenomenon is like accidentally killing someone while driving. Although you did not mean it and apologized and repented, the deceased cannot come back to life, and it is difficult to obtain forgiveness from the family of the deceased.
Xiao Qilei can still listen to my explanation, he already has the attitude of a king and a generous heart.
"Qilei." At this time, the eldest sister said uneasily: "Let me tell you something. I also apologize to your Xiao family for this matter, but this is really a coincidence. I hope your Xiao family will not look for it. My brother’s trouble.”
"Hey." Xiao Qilei sighed heavily, "Xiaomei, don't worry. Although this matter was not done well, I don't bear any grudge against your brother. I can only say that this is life. The ancestors of our Xiao family The debts owed by people will eventually be repaid, life, this is life, I still haven’t escaped, hey.”
The eldest sister and I looked at each other, both of us seeing the curiosity in each other's eyes.
I couldn't help but asked curiously, "Brother Lei, can you tell me, does that ghost old lady have any grudges with your Xiao family? And why was she sealed in the tomb in Xiaojia Village?"
This matter is what I am most curious about. The eldest sister also has an expectant expression on her face, waiting for Xiao Qilei's next words.
Seeing that he didn't speak, I said awkwardly: "Brother Lei, it's okay if you don't want to say it, but can you tell me how that ghost old lady told you this? Also, Meng Xin... .”
"Actually, it's not a big secret." Xiao Qilei frowned, as if hesitating about his words.
Subsequently, a private feud between the Xiao family ancestor and the ghost old lady from a hundred years ago was revealed.
According to Xiao Qilei, ever since Xiao Mengxin was hurt by the ghost old lady, his grandfather began to search the classics left by his ancestors.
The Xiao family was really from Xiaojia Village a hundred years ago. At first, they just made a living by fishing. After they got some money, they took over a whole sea. size group.
His minions also began to extend to all walks of life. Perhaps due to God's favor, the business was booming. In just ten years, he transformed from a fisherman to a businessman and established a firm foothold in Hualian City.
Of course, that era was no better than now, the laws were not perfect, and the shady side of society was even darker than it is now.
