I comforted the eldest sister and said: "Sister, in short, let's just regard this bad experience as a life experience. Life and death, parting, love, hate, and resentment. Life is full of wonderful things, isn't it? What if it is ordinary? It’s really meaningless.”
The eldest sister forced a smile and said, "I find that you have changed now, and you are more open-minded than before. I heard grandma said before that when we broke up for the first time, you were either crying or laughing, and you were hit hard. Now You’ve really grown up.”
I wonder if I can't grow up. People can only grow through pain. If they don't experience any major events in their lives, it will be difficult for them to develop their psychological maturity.
But in fact, Xiao Mengxin's incident caused a much more serious blow to me than the first breakup. After all, four lives were lost this time, which is completely different from a simple breakup.
Not only did I break up with Xiao Mengxin, but I also became enemies. My heart felt indescribably uncomfortable.
But so what, being sad and painful, crying and wiping away tears can't solve the problem, so it's better to comfort yourself and think better.
At least I can't show off my appearance too much and make my eldest sister and the people around me worry. When I grow up, I have already buried the wounds deep in my heart.
After chatting with the eldest sister for a while, I went back to the room to meditate, but my mind was filled with the image of Xiao Mengxin. The clips of us being together and the sweet words we said kept flashing in my mind.
But the sweetness of the past has become the smoke of the past. I hope the wind will blow away all this, and I also hope that I can have a new beginning.
In addition to Xiao Mengxin, there is another figure in my mind, that is Yang Jinghong. The domineering image of her today wearing a windbreaker and holding a machete often appears in my mind.
Suddenly, Yang Jinghong appeared.
A person lives up to his name.
She suddenly appeared in my eyes like the most dazzling light in the universe.
The knife fell from my hand, the severed hand flew across the sky, and blood spread all over the sky. It rescued me from danger. It is exciting to think about it now.
"What kind of woman is she? She actually used her own ability to force the behemoth Xiao family back." While I smiled bitterly, I also secretly admired Yang Jinghong.
At the same time, I am very grateful to her from the bottom of my heart. I have to say that from the time I met Yang Jinghong to now, she has been quite interesting to me. This friend is worth my while.
"But why is she so nice to me?" I suddenly thought about the little man she wanted to kill.
Am I the little man she falls in love with and is determined to kill? The birth dates and horoscopes are exactly the same, so it makes no sense that they are not me.
But she actually argued that the birth dates must have been repeated, or that her master had made a mistake, but I felt it was unlikely.
She is lying!
But what depresses me is that I don’t see any signs of lying on her face, which makes me a little unsure about paying attention.
Another point is that I still can't believe that she would fall in love with a little man who is seven or eight years younger than herself.
This is unrealistic for an ordinary woman, let alone Yang Jinghong, who has a carefree and tomboyish personality and doesn't want to fall in love.
But no matter what, I have to be on guard. If I am really that little man, she might really kill me.
And even though I took the initiative to admit my birth date today and even asked her to kill me, I acted very calmly. In fact, I was very panicked inside.
The main reason is that the Netherworld Trident my grandma gave me to save my life has been carried close to me recently.
Although Yang Jinghong Daoxing is much taller than me, if she really wants to kill me, I may not be able to protect myself, and I may be able to seriously injure her or even kill her.
After all, no matter how strong she is, she can't be stronger than the veteran who almost killed her with her fishing technique.
Thinking of that old man, I feel a little scared now. He is really scary. I just don’t know how far he has recovered after being seriously injured by me.
Will he appear to assassinate me again when I am not paying attention? Who is he? Why did he want to kill me? Is he from the Church of the Evil God?
All of this is like a mountain weighing on my heart and making me breathless. It also makes it difficult for me to sleep or eat well.
Thinking of the Evil God Church, I also thought of Gongsun Tianqiang, and I don’t know where he went.
"He is my lifelong enemy. This cancer must be eliminated!" I whispered darkly in my heart, and I also thought that when I went to see my grandpa recently, I could test Aunt Guijuan's words about Gongsun Tianqiang's whereabouts.
I looked at the time and saw that it was already past ten o'clock in the middle of the night. I was thinking about something while meditating. I was so dizzy that I didn't even think about practicing, so I lay down on the bed and fell asleep.
As a result, Xiao Mengxin was shocked. She stood in a space similar to a time tunnel and looked at me sadly with tears streaming down her face. "Chen Ba'an, you disappoint me so much. How could you be so cruel? How could that ghost old lady be the target of you?" It doesn't matter if I was killed by her, but my aunt and her whole family are all dead, Chen Ba'an, we have no future."
"No, listen to me..." I subconsciously ran forward, but I still couldn't catch up with her, and the distance was getting farther and farther.
Xiao Mengxin said again with tears streaming down her face: "You are the person I love most, and you are also the person I hate the most. Look..."
She pointed to the red handprint on her right cheek and said: "This slap was given by that man-in-law. I remember that she actually cares about you so much and treats you so well. If..."
Xiao Mengxin choked up and said: "Chen Ba'an, if, after we break up, you can meet a woman who treats you so well, I will be relieved. I can see that she is really good to you, but I also really hate her." You, because I am stingy, I am jealous, and I hate you for deceiving me even more. Have you known that man-in-law for a long time? Otherwise, why would she care about you so much, Chen Ba'an, you tell me."
"Mengxin, listen to me, we are really just buddies. You are overthinking it. Mengxin, don't leave, Mengxin..." I yelled and chased her forward, but her figure was getting further and further away. About to disappear at the end of the tunnel.
"Mengxin, don't leave." I shouted heartbroken.
At this moment, her sad voice came from the end, "Chen Ba'an, forget me. You know, I actually want to forgive you. You know I heard my mother say that the ghost old lady was released by you. , how desperate and sad are you feeling? I couldn’t believe it, but in the end I actually saw the picture of you releasing the ghost old lady. You really made me sad. Anyway, my aunt’s whole family is dead, and everything is too late. Yes, she is my relative, tell me how to forgive you."
The moment Xiao Mengxin's figure disappeared at the end of the tunnel, a final message came, "Chen Ba'an, I wish you and that man a happy marriage for a hundred years, but I also hope that your life will be worse than death, because I hate you, you are mine. , ended up falling into the arms of other women, but after all, you are the man I loved. In the end, I still hope that you can live happily. Goodbye, my favorite, Chen Ba'an."
After speaking, Xiao Mengxin disappeared completely, the only light at the end of the tunnel was swallowed up by darkness, and the surrounding space trembled and shook, as if the tunnel was about to collapse.
"No, Mengxin, come back." I yelled and chased after me. The heart-wrenching pain came again and intensified rapidly.
"Mengxin, listen to me!" I yelled unwillingly, and suddenly howled miserably, and my heart was split hundreds of times like it was cut into pieces by a thousand knives.
"Ah!!!" I covered my heart and lay down on the ground, rolling around in pain. The pain this time was several times more intense than the first time we broke up three years ago. It was really worse than death.
"Ah ah ah, why, why is this!" I roared to the sky, and suddenly I was swallowed up by the inhuman pain, and I lost the strength to shout.
He could only use the behavior of rolling his body and roaring in a low voice to relieve the heartbreaking pain.
In fact, if I had not had this dream, I might not be as sad and painful as I am now.
But what Xiao Mengxin said just now clearly meant that she still had me in her heart.
Just because of the death of her aunt and her whole family, she couldn't forgive me, and she couldn't be with me anymore.
This made me very regretful and at the same time triggered the pain in my heart.
We obviously loved each other, but in the end we were incompatible with each other.
That's why, God is really too cruel to me. If I had to do it all over again, I would definitely... It's a pity that there are no ifs. It's too late to say anything now.
I don’t know how long the pain lasted. When the pain in my heart gradually eased, I suddenly woke up and found myself lying on the bed holding my heart.
My whole body was already dripping with sweat, and my body was twitching from time to time. I was like a dead body, being swallowed by the sea of despair on the bed.
