I subconsciously glanced at the room dedicated to Sanqing, and suspected that the phantom in her body was the skeleton, the great ghost king in the realm of hungry ghosts.
"I don't want to tell you. Even if I tell you, you don't know. Besides, it's not good for you to know too much." Yang Jinghong refused to answer the question directly and asked, "Are you really not living here today? Are you afraid that I will eat it?" you?"
I said something for the first time, "I can't stand it any longer. Men and women are not close to each other."
"Can you do it? There's no such thing as intimacy between men and women. I treat you as a buddy, and you don't have to treat me like a woman." Yang Jinghong rolled his eyes at me.
"Ahem..." I coughed twice and said to myself, "Don't let me treat you as a woman. Do you dare to take a shower with me?" But I didn't say that.
When she saw that I was determined to leave, she stopped trying to stay and sent me home. She was so determined that I had no choice but to agree.
On the way home, I felt gloomy, thinking that Xiao Mengxin must be very sad and desperate now. Before leaving, I was slapped by Yang Jinghong.
Seeing my frustrated face, Yang Jinghong persuaded me again: "Boy, don't get angry. You broke up with her. You should be happy. You won't have to worry about anything bad in the future. If you can control it, you can't stop thinking about it." She, just try to think about me, you know? I am willing to be your healing medicine, and I won’t forget about her completely one day.”
I showed a grateful expression, "Thank you, but you don't owe me anything. I don't want to treat you as a healing drug."
"I realized that I owe you. Ever since I met you, I realized that I just...forget it, let's not talk about it." Yang Jinghong was silent for a long time, and then suddenly said: "By the way, boy, I listened to my dad when I was a child. It is said that twin flames are people who come down from the world of heaven and human to practice. They may be some gods, or they may be people around Buddha and Bodhisattva. What about you? Who is your soul?"
I said helplessly: "To tell you the truth, I don't know who my soul is until now. Maybe it's not time yet. I can only awaken my soul after I completely unite with Xiao Mengxin and become a Buddha."
"Humph." Yang Jinghong snorted coldly: "My father and my mother are both married, and I haven't seen him become a Buddha."
Looking at her frown, I didn't want to argue with her, because I felt that his parents had never succeeded in becoming one. Otherwise, how could there have been murders, let alone becoming a Buddha?
Afterwards, we discussed the issue of enemies and creditors pushing negative thoughts to us through the eighth consciousness to cause damage.
Yang Jinghong said that this involves spiritual practice. Some people who lack concentration will be led by thoughts and commit irreparable crimes.
And those of us who have sufficient concentration, or those of us who are practitioners, will control our thoughts and not be led by our thoughts, and the creditors will not be able to do anything to us.
I thought to myself that what she said was almost the same as the meditation we practice in Buddhism. Meditation is to watch various thoughts come and go freely without being controlled by the mind.
You should observe like this to be the real you. If you are led by thoughts, then you are no longer you.
When we were about to arrive at the location, Yang Jinghong looked at my forehead carefully and raised the corner of his mouth, "Boy, have you noticed that the black air on your forehead is gone? It seems that your bad omen is indeed related to that woman."
I was shocked when I heard this, and then I remembered this incident. I quickly looked in the mirror and found that the black air on my forehead was really gone.
It seemed that the black energy was really what Yang Jinghong said, it was reminding me that it was dangerous to go to Xiao Mengxin, but fortunately Yang Jinghong resolved it.
After arriving at the gate of the community, I got out of the car and said goodbye to her, "Sister Jinghong, I'm leaving. Please go back and drive slowly."
Yang Jinghong smiled and nodded, "I know, please pay more attention to your health these days. If you have an accident, be sure to call me."
I smiled and nodded, and just about to close the car door, she suddenly said as if she had thought of something: "Wait a minute, kid, let me ask you, tell me the truth, do you really want to forget Xiao Mengxin?"
"Yes, I do, but we are twin flames. Can't we forget it? Obsessive-compulsive thinking." I said helplessly.
Yang Jinghong pondered for a while before saying: "Actually, there may not be a way. I can go back and ask my master for advice. Maybe he can find a way."
I told her to say goodbye and let everything take its course. There was no need to do something so deliberately. Besides, her hometown was so far away and it would not be easy to go back. It was not worth it to go back to her hometown to ask her master about me.
But Yang Jinghong said that I didn’t need to worry about that. There were plenty of planes and it would only take half a day to go back to my hometown, so he asked me if I wanted to forget Xiao Mengxin.
I thought about it, then gritted my teeth and said, "It would be great if I could forget her. The key is that your master may not be able to do anything about it."
The main reason is that I am really in too much pain. The conflict caused by this time with Xiao Mengxin means that the probability of being together in the future is almost zero.
Then if I think about the other person compulsively, it will be pure torture for me.
"That's pretty much it. A man should be able to pick it up and put it down." After seeing my promise, Yang Jinghong raised the corner of his mouth and said, "Don't underestimate my master, if he hadn't been seriously injured when his soul left the body some time ago. , has now broken through to the realm of Yang Shen's out-of-body state, he is a real master, even the great ghost king of the Hungry Ghost Dao has to give him face, maybe there will be a way to make you forget that woman."
I was shocked when I heard this. I didn't expect that her master's realm was so high, that he had almost reached the realm of Yang Shen out of body. The great ghost king actually gave her master face, which shocked me.
But at such a high level, who hurt him? How strong should the being that hurt him be? It’s scary to think about it.
But she didn't want to get entangled in her master's affairs.
I scratched my face in embarrassment, "Sister Jinghong, why don't you forget it? It's always troublesome for you, and I'm not too embarrassed. I..."
"Then there's nothing to be embarrassed about." Yang Jinghong looked very happy, "If you can really forget her and live a happy life in the future, I'll be really happy for you. It's settled, I'll go back to the northwest tomorrow. Let’s go now, go back and prepare to buy tomorrow’s plane ticket.”
As she said that, she was about to close the car door.
"Hey, hey?" I quickly blocked the car door and said, "Sister Jinghong, what method will your master have? He won't let me completely forget Xiao Mengxin."
"Why, didn't I just tell you to forget her? What do you mean? Don't you want her anymore?" Yang Jinghong frowned.
"It's not that I don't want to, I..." I took a deep breath and said, "There is no need to forget her completely. After all, falling in love once, as long as it can alleviate the missing of her, there is no need..."
"Damn it!" Before I could finish speaking, Yang Jinghong swore, "You still don't want to forget her feelings. I really admire you. You are completely dead to that woman. Okay, I won't be with you anymore. Tomorrow I’ll talk to my master when I go back, let’s go.”
boom!
She closed the car door directly with an ugly face and walked away.
Watching her car drive away, I sighed and walked towards my eldest sister's house. I thought it was better this time. My eldest sister and I could join together to keep warm.
After entering the house, she found the eldest sister busy in the kitchen. She heard the door open and shouted, "Is it Xiao An?"
"Ah, it's me." I walked into the kitchen, and she was making braised noodles. I said quickly: "Sister, you're not feeling well yet, so don't be busy. I'll cook and I'll take care of you these days. .”
"No, there's nothing wrong, and I can't lie down all the time."
"Forget it. If you don't want to lie down, you can sit down. I'll do it."
I grabbed the kitchen utensils, and the eldest sister stared at my face and asked doubtfully, "Xiao An, you don't look good, what's wrong?"
My hand holding the spoon paused, and I felt extremely disappointed for a moment, "Sister, I'm just like you now, let's talk later."
"Like me? What makes you the same as me?"
"You go and have a rest first, sister. I'll talk later."
The eldest sister frowned and walked out of the kitchen without asking any further questions.
After a while, I made braised mushroom noodles and put them on the table. The eldest sister finally couldn't help but ask, "Xiao An, what's wrong with you? You and Meng Xin must have had another conflict, right?"
"It's more than just a conflict." I picked up noodles for my eldest sister and sighed: "This time we have completely broken up, and there is no room for redemption. We will never see each other again..."
In the eldest sister's surprised eyes, I told her about the huge misunderstanding about my breakup with Xiao Mengxin, ignoring the dispute at the entrance of Xiao's manor.
The elder sister was very surprised and regretful when she heard this, "Well, how could this happen? Xiao An, you, I really don't know what to say. How could it be such a coincidence? The ghost old lady you accidentally released to save the villagers turned out to be The enemy of the Xiao family a hundred years ago killed four members of Aunt Mengxin's family? You, why are you so unlucky? "
"Isn't that right? I'm so unlucky." I, who was on fire, felt like there was a flame burning in my stomach. I looked at the eldest sister and said, "This time our old Chen family and their Xiao family have completely broken up. You and Xiao Qilei broke up. , Xiao Mengxin and I will have no future."
The eldest sister suddenly asked worriedly, "But, Xiao An, the Xiao family didn't do anything to you after they found out about this."
I shook my head, "Don't worry, no. Although Xiao Haotian and the others were very angry, they also understood that I didn't mean it and didn't do anything to me."
Xiao Haotian was about to kill me, but in order not to worry my eldest sister, I had to lie and say how good they were, which made me depressed.
"What about Mengxin?" The eldest sister asked nervously, "Xiao Haotian and the others didn't blame you, but Mengxin didn't forgive you?"
I took a bite of noodles and bit a clove of garlic, "Forgive? She can't forgive me. Even if I didn't mean it, it can't change the fact that Xiao Mengxin and her aunt's family died. I was indeed indirectly responsible for this. Hey, Anyway, don’t think about it, I feel relaxed now, just let it go, as you said, the long-term pain is not as good as the short-term pain.”
I felt very sad and wanted to cry loudly, but I was afraid that my eldest sister would be worried, so I could only pretend to be fine.
"Hey, I broke up because Xiao Haotian opposed it, but it's such a pity that you broke up." The eldest sister sighed, and then said: "Are our old Chen family and Xiao family at odds with each other? Why is the relationship so unsatisfactory? It's all You caused such a mess, and it’s a pity that her aunt and her whole family died.”
When the eldest sister said this, she was very worried and said that Xiao Haotian has a very gloomy and ruthless personality. She was worried that forgiving me was just superficial and he might retaliate against me secretly. She told me to be careful and even advised me to go back to my hometown to hide.
I comforted her and said don't worry, even if the Xiao family comes to trouble me, I can still protect myself. Seeing my firm attitude, the eldest sister stopped urging me to go back to my hometown and told me to be more careful.
"This matter, no matter what, it is indeed your fault. There is no point in apologizing. You did this. If I were Xiao Mengxin, it would be difficult for me to forgive you. It's a pity that your relationship has become dirty. It's okay. We have become enemies..." The eldest sister looked at me with a sad face.
I said helplessly: "Who knew there could be a ghost old lady in that tomb, and she was an enemy of the Xiao family. I can only assume that the Xiao family is in trouble."
I want to tell her about the relationship between cause and effect. Since the ghost old lady contributed to the death of the Xiao family, it must have been the Xiao family ancestors who also caused great harm to the ghost old lady's family, otherwise this phenomenon would not be possible.
But I was afraid that my eldest sister wouldn’t understand, so I didn’t say anything.
"You can't say that. Her aunt and her whole family are dead, but we are still living well. From a rational point of view, we are indeed guilty of her." The eldest sister thought for a while and then said: "But, Xiao An, my intuition tells me that Xiao Mengxin's heart I must still love you, and I may not forgive you. When the limelight passes after a while, why don't you try to apologize?"
"No need." I looked at the eldest sister and said firmly: "I broke up with her this time. I really don't want to have a future. Let's just break it off completely. We have known each other for at most four years and so many bad things have happened. No. Dare to think about what will happen in the future.”
I suddenly thought of the tragic ending of Yang Jinghong's parents. Although I loved Xiao Mengxin in my heart, I was really afraid and had an escape mentality.
The eldest sister sighed and said, "Is this what you mean?"
"Isn't it useful to tell the truth? Do you think she can really forgive me? If she really does this, her parents will not let her go." I said helplessly: "Just like you and Xiao Qilei, you still have I love him and want to be with him, but isn’t the fact that the situation doesn’t allow it?”
When the eldest sister heard this, her face turned gloomy.
I comforted her and said, "Sister, anyway..."
