When I think about it carefully, it feels right. For example, some people are optimistic and think about good things all day long, and their lives are getting better and better.
And some people think about pessimistic things all the time, complain about everything and others, and are afraid of choking to death when eating. Then you can imagine the life of this person.
Good thoughts come from people's Tathagata nature, but some of the evil thoughts are pushed to you by enemies and creditors, causing you to have bad thoughts and commit crimes, with the purpose of making you commit bad karma and go to hell.
But the more this happens, the more unwilling I am to suffer in the six realms, and the more determined I am to break away from reincarnation and fight against fate.
Since the creditor will take revenge on me and Xiao Mengxin in a special way, then I must break the bonds and follow her until the end.
But in an instant, I collapsed on the sofa like a deflated rubber ball.
Aunt Xiao Mengxin's whole family was killed by the ghost old lady. Is there any use in my desperate struggle? It is difficult to get forgiveness for this.
I am more and more confused about our future path.
Yang Jinghong looked at me decadently, suddenly put his hand on mine, and said gently: "So, I really don't want you to be together. The road to the union of two fires is really too cruel. I really don't want you to be together." You are injured. Besides, now that it has developed like this, what will happen when we meet with swords in the future? Do you really want to kill her, or be killed by her? "
"It is indeed difficult to resolve our conflict this time." I asked again with dull eyes, "But can you tell me first, why did your father kill your mother? What happened to them?"
Yang Jinghong may not have wanted to mention the pain point, but I was also the type to get to the bottom of it, and was very confused about this matter.
"Hey." Yang Jinghong looked reminiscing after hearing this and looked out the window, "My father and my mother lived a very happy life after they got married. Before they came together, they also walked through a road full of thorns. It’s very difficult to get married and give birth to me even though we’re dripping with blood.”
I listened carefully and did not interrupt her.
"My dad thought he would live such a happy life at the time, but later..." Yang Jinghong's eyes suddenly became confused, "But later, I don't know what happened, but my mom was actually sentenced to my dad. It caused my dad to go completely crazy and lose his mind.”
"So your dad killed your mom?" I couldn't believe it.
"Yes, that's right, it's hard for you to believe it." Yang Jinghong's eyes became a little sharp, "The love of twin fires will produce two extreme phenomena. When you love, it will shake the world, and when you hate, the world will fall apart. This kind of transcendence is beyond the world. Our pure love will never allow either of us to have the thought of being judged, let alone do something judged."
She looked serious, paused and then said: "Once one party is sentenced, the earth-shattering love of the other party will turn into overwhelming hatred. It is a kind of negative energy that destroys the world and can even be born to kill all sentient beings in the six realms. thoughts."
I understand this very well. When we broke up for the first time three years ago, I did have a lot of hatred. At that time, I thought that I loved her so much, but she left without saying goodbye. I felt that she had cheated me and sentenced me. .
So I hated her so much at that time that I really wanted to cut Xiao Mengxin into pieces, but I just had that thought and didn't put it into action.
Unexpectedly, Yang Jinghong's father turned the idea of killing into reality?
"I hate my father very much, and I can't understand this kind of perverted and crazy love. Anyway, maybe it was because we broke up too many times before we got married, and my father's endurance reached the critical point, so for the last time, he just My mother was killed." Yang Jinghong showed a look of sad memory, "And the way she killed my mother was also extremely cruel. He, he actually..."
At this point, Yang Jinghong suddenly paused, and his expression kept changing, which aroused my curiosity even more.
I quickly asked, "What happened to him? How did he kill your mother?"
Yang Jinghong looked at me with red eyes and said word by word: "After he killed my mother, he chopped her into meat paste... made dumplings and ate them."
"Ugh." When I heard this, I retched subconsciously, my heart was beating wildly, and my face was full of disbelief, "How could this happen? How could your father do such a thing? Isn't he cannibalism?"
"Yeah, that's why I said he was a beast." Yang Jinghong's face turned a little pale, "He actually said at that time that my mother would turn into nutrients and merge into him, and they would be together forever, so the twins The love of fire is a perverted and crazy love.”
Yang Jinghong suddenly became excited, "It was winter, and my dad put the dumplings made of my mother's meat in a bag and carried them on his back, and completely disappeared. Until now, he has not appeared."
"When I was young, I was almost scared to death, and I hated my dad very much. After all, she was my biological mother. My biological mother, even if my father was sentenced, she would not let him do what he did. What a cruel beast."
Yang Jinghong's eyes flashed with tears, and his expression was very hateful, "So, my biggest wish is to find my dad. Master has calculated for me that my dad is active in the Northeast. I want to find him and kill him with my own hands." Kill him and avenge my mother!"
I took a deep breath after hearing this. What happened to her parents made me feel very depressed, and I directly thought of Xiao Mengxin and me.
I don’t know if we will develop into a situation where we kill each other, but I feel that it is really possible if we continue to develop at this rate.
However, a question suddenly occurred to me and I asked out of curiosity, "Sister Jinghong, is your mother really sentenced to death by your father? Is there some misunderstanding, just like I did with Xiao Mengxin today."
Yang Jinghong wiped her tears, and then her expression became suspicious, "To be honest, I can't believe that my mother was sentenced to my father. My mother is not one of those promiscuous women. There must be something involved that I don't know." The secret, so I must find my father and ask him clearly, and then kill him!"
I didn't know what to say to comfort her, so I finally thought about it and said, "Maybe your dad also has his own difficulties."
"Even if he had hard intentions, did he kill my mother and make dumplings to eat? Is this something a human does?" Yang Jinghong became excited again, "He is just a beast, a man-eating beast. This kind of beast must use beastly methods to retaliate against him."
I looked at her murderous look on her face, and I was a little frightened. I thought that she also wanted to beat her father to a pulp. I felt that her fiery personality was really wrong.
"Huh..." Yang Jinghong took a deep breath and said: "Don't talk about me anymore. This matter has been buried in my heart for many years. I feel a lot better after telling it. Thank you for being my audience."
"Thank you, aren't we buddies?" I pondered for a while and then asked, "Sister Jinghong, if you really find your dad, I hope you won't be so impulsive first, and it's not too late to make a decision after asking for the reasons. "
"No matter what reason, I cannot forgive his crime." Yang Jinghong stood up and exhaled, "Forget it, let's not talk about it. You should think about yourself now. In short, I don't want you to follow Now that Xiao Mengxin is together, even if you can't forget it, you still have to forget it. I'm worried that you will follow in the footsteps of my parents."
Yang Jinghong took out a bottle of red wine and a wine glass from the refrigerator, poured half a glass for me, and handed it to me, "It's getting late, why don't you leave tonight? Come with me and I'll have some drinks."
After I drank the red wine in one gulp, I stood up and said, "No, Sister Jinghong, thank you for saving me today. You can talk to me if you have anything to do in the future. I'd better go home. I don't worry about my eldest sister being home alone."
"This red wine is very expensive, and you actually drank it." Yang Jinghong looked at the empty wine glass and twitched the corner of his mouth, then looked at me and said, "You really don't live here with me? There are plenty of rooms. Do you still want to see me outside? Still. Yes, you have been on guard against the Xiao family these days, I am worried that Xiao Haotian will attack you."
My eyes immediately turned gloomy, "If he dares to deal with me, I will make him pay a heavy price."
"Well, men can't be cowardly, but don't forget that I still have my mother." Yang Jinghong patted me on the shoulder, "If he dares to cause trouble for you, inform me as soon as possible, and I will make them regret coming to this world. .”
My eyelids twitched, feeling that she was definitely an extremely cruel person. Then I suddenly thought of something and asked, "By the way, Sister Jinghong, what was that black shadow in your body before? It couldn't be..."
I think of the phantom in her body that scared the Xiao family away, and I am scared to think about it now.
Although I didn't feel any earth-shattering aura at that time, the shadow gave me an extremely dangerous feeling.
As if he is an untouchable existence, facing him is like an ant facing an elephant. He can kill me with just a snap of his fingers.
