When I finished telling what happened about releasing the ghost old lady, Yang Jinghong sighed and said: "Hey, your fate is not good. This time, you and Xiao Mengxin are completely done with it. You, too, are completely gone." There’s no need to explain, it’s useless, even if you prove your innocence to the Xiao family, it can’t change the fact that the Xiao family died. For this reason alone, they can’t forgive you at all.”
Yes, when I heard this, my heart was filled with despair, and I felt so pale and powerless.
Even if everyone in the Xiao family believed that I had nothing to do with the ghost old lady, so what if I accidentally released her, they would not be able to save the lives of the four members of Aunt Xiao Mengxin's family.
Therefore, this time Xiao Mengxin and I really broke up completely, and I was swallowed up by a feeling of despair that I had never felt before.
My heart is numb, and even collapse cannot describe my mood at this moment.
I suddenly thought of another question and asked, "By the way, Sister Jinghong, when you surrendered that ghost old lady, did you find out how she informed the Xiao family about this?"
I was confused. When the ghost old lady went back to seek revenge that night and fought to the death with Yang Jinghong, how could she still have time to sow discord between me and the Xiao family?
Yang Jinghong shook his head and said: "I really don't know. Maybe the Xiao family was informed in a special way during the fight. In short, there are many ways to achieve this level of sneakiness. how..."
She paused and looked at me, "You seem to be unwilling to accept this? Are you still thinking about getting back together with her? Can't you just forget about her?"
At this time, the Hummer had stopped downstairs. After getting out of the car, I looked at her and sighed: "Even if I am unwilling to be of any use, I don't want to get back together, because it is indeed difficult to get forgiveness for this matter, but, I really can't forget her."
Saying that, I just walked upstairs.
"Hey? Why can't I forget it? I said you really make me angry and depressed." Yang Jinghong followed behind me, "That woman has a bad temper and a tough temper. What's so good about you? She actually made you obsessed." In this way, I see that you are obsessed with her appearance and sexy body."
"If you don't understand, don't make random comments about my feelings for her." I turned around and said reluctantly: "Why am I obsessed with her body? We are a love that transcends the world, understand? We are a spiritual love."
"Yes, yes, you can win." Yang Jinghong waved his hand impatiently, "How can there be any transcendent love in this society? Are you kidding me? Men are all lower body animals. I don't think you are much better. I get angry when I think of the scene of you having sex with that woman, and even after we broke up, you still can't forget it, so forget it because you're a woman, I think that's all you have to offer."
I was really speechless and didn’t know what to say. Why should I die on a woman because of my limited potential? It was as if I couldn’t live without a woman.
The world would still turn around without anyone else. To be honest, after breaking up with Xiao Mengxin this time, I really didn’t think about reconciling with her.
Since being with her is so tiring and the road to love is so bumpy, there is really no need to be together, otherwise why bother when everyone is in pain.
As my eldest sister said, long-term pain is worse than short-term pain.
But in response to Yang Jinghong's sarcastic words, I still argued with dissatisfaction: "I said, our situation is special. I can't forget her not because I can't let her go or because I'm obsessed with her body, but because we will force her to Missing each other sexually, compulsively, you know? If you can't control it, you can't forget it at all."
At this time, Yang Jinghong had already opened the door with the key. After hearing this, he turned around and asked in disbelief, "What? Obsessive thinking? Can your head still automatically think about the other person?"
I nodded, "Yes, it's just automatic compulsive thinking. The switch of missing her can't be turned off at all."
Yang Jinghong looked very ugly when he heard this. He didn't say anything after opening the door and entering. His brows were furrowed and he didn't know what he was thinking about.
After entering the room and closing the door, I looked at her and asked curiously, "Hey, what's wrong with you? Why is silence suddenly golden?"
Yang Jinghong hung the windbreaker on the clothes rack, sat on the sofa, crossed her legs and looked at me, "Boy, you two are in a serious situation. Obsessive thinking is no joke. We can't help it if we can't be together." If you forget her, you will live in the shadow of this pain all your life. It is quite cruel. I suspect you may be..."
"What could it be?" My eyes lit up and I thought to myself, does Yang Jinghong also know that twin flames are not possible?
"Can you tell me Xiao Mengxin's horoscope, and I will calculate it for you to see if you are like that." Yang Jinghong frowned.
"Wait while I go wash your face." After I went to the bathroom, I saw the blood on my face was like a Peking Opera singer. I thought to myself that I would tell her our story in a while and treat her as a listener, mainly me. My heart was filled with panic, it was so uncomfortable.
After washing up, I left the bathroom.
I looked at Yang Jinghong and sighed: "Sister Jinghong, let me tell you the truth. Have you ever heard of the twin flames?"
"What, twin flames?" Yang Jinghong stood up suddenly after hearing this, with a shocked expression, and exclaimed: "Are you twin flames, twins?"
I asked in surprise, "Yes, you really know?"
"Huh." Yang Jinghong took a deep breath, "I don't just know, no, are you and her really twin flames? Really or not, this is not nonsense, do you know the meaning of twin flames? ?”
Seeing that she still looked unconvinced, I said helplessly: "Do I need to lie to you? Twin flames are two people whose souls have been divided into two, turning into two incarnations of one yin and one yang. I am A body of pure yin, she is a body of pure yang. We think about each other compulsively because we have the same soul. A few years ago..."
Then, I briefly told the story of the mysterious girl in black that I often dreamed about when I was a child, until I met Xiao Mengxin in the town, and until now.
Yang Jinghong took a breath when he heard this, and then looked furious, "I heard you say that you are really twins, but I'm convinced. Twin flames are extremely rare, and there are only tens of thousands of pairs in the world. , how can you be twin flames? I really admire you, but this time it’s terrible, it’s really hard for you to forget her.”
"It seems to me that you know twin flames quite well?" I asked very curiously, has she ever been in contact with twins other than me and Mengxin?
"More than just understanding, I, I..." Yang Jinghong exhaled and hugged his chest, "Forget it, I really treat you as a buddy, so I'll tell you some secrets. Do you know why I want to kill me? Dad?"
"Didn't you say last time that you wanted to kill your dad because your dad killed your mom? You..." Suddenly, my heart beat wildly, my pupils shrank suddenly, and I thought of a possibility and asked in surprise, " Sister Jinghong, could it be that your parents..."
"That's right." Yang Jinghong's expression showed a hint of pain, "I guess you guessed it, my parents are twin flames."
"What?" This time it was my turn to be shocked. She had said before that there are only tens of thousands pairs of twin fires in the world, but I didn't expect Yang Jinghong's parents to be one of them.
Moreover, now I find that the road to the union of two fires is far more difficult than I imagined. Before, I thought that having sex together would be the preliminary union.
But now I have discovered a strange phenomenon. Whenever the relationship between Xiao Mengxin and I gradually warms up, something bad will happen and we break up again.
And the events leading to the breakup became more serious each time.
The first time she left without saying goodbye was nothing.
The second time there was a misunderstanding in the mall, there was room for maneuver.
But this third time, the misunderstanding became irreversible, and even turned against each other.
Xiao Mengxin and I have only known each other for a few years, and so many painful and terrible things have happened. It’s really hard to imagine that what will happen in the future will make me even more unacceptable. I even have a fear of our future.
And Yang Jinghong actually said that her parents are twin flames, which is very important for me as a twin flame to unite. After all, his parents must be twin flames that have successfully united into one, otherwise it would be impossible to get married and give birth to Yang Jinghong.
I can definitely learn from her. Maybe I will know some key points that need to be paid attention to, which will break the deadlock with Xiao Mengxin.
If Xiao Mengxin and I could be happily together without any trouble, who would expect us to break up easily?
However, there is one thing that puzzles me. Didn't Yang Jinghong's parents successfully merge into one? Then why did his father kill his mother?
In the end what happened?
Could it be that there are still some difficulties that I don’t know about on the road to twin flame union?
I'm really getting more and more confused.
