After asking this very serious and nervous question, my heart was beating so nervously that my palms became sweaty.
I stared hard at He Huanhuan's eyes, trying to figure out something.
However, she quickly lowered her head and whispered, "What if I like you? So what if I don't? If I like you, can you marry me?"
The voice was so small that I couldn't hear it clearly. I asked again, "Huanhuan, what am I asking you? Do you like me?"
"What, you." He Huanhuan quickly raised her head, widened her eyes, and looked at me in surprise, "Brother An, what are you talking about? I am your sister, and you are also my brother. I have always regarded you as my brother. Come on, how could I like you?"
"Huh..." Hearing this, I breathed a big sigh of relief. Let me just say that He Huanhuan's feelings for me are only dependent on me, and it is impossible to like him.
However, I was afraid that she would lie, and then I would still stare closely into her eyes. If she lied, she would not be able to deceive me.
However, He Huanhuan immediately got out of bed, looked at me from a distance and said: "Brother An, why are you looking at me like this? You, you don't have a crush on me, why don't you ask such a weird question? Brother An, I have always regarded you as my own brother. If you really have this idea, I hope you will give it up immediately."
Her words immediately stunned me. Three years ago, Xiao Mengxin suspected that He Huanhuan would be in love with me for a long time and something should not happen.
The eldest sister also firmly believed that He Huanhuan liked me and asked me to question He Huanhuan.
But looking at it now, it was her questioning me instead, and I became the one who made the mistake.
Seeing me in a daze, He Huanhuan took a step back again and said, "Brother An, you couldn't have had a wrong idea about me after being dumped by Xiao Mengxin today. I'm your biological sister."
After finishing speaking, He Huanhuan had a tangled expression on his face, with a hint of vigilance and disbelief, as if he couldn't understand that I actually wanted to attack my own sister.
He almost looked like he was looking at an animal.
"I..." This treatment was done to me, but it turned me into a different person inside and out. I quickly said: "Huanhuan, don't misunderstand me. I have always regarded you as my sister, how could I fall in love with you?" As for you, when I asked you that just now, I just wanted to know your feelings for me."
"You really don't like me?" He Huanhuan looked me up and down. After a while, he suddenly thought of something and said in a long voice, "Oh... Brother An, I know. I have been clinging to you and relying on you recently. I even want to follow you." You live in the same bedroom, so I misunderstood you as liking you, right?"
"Ah, this, haha..." My eyes flickered, and I was so embarrassed that I wanted to crawl into the cracks of the ground.
"My silly brother." He Huanhuan came up and knocked me on the forehead, "Silly brother, where are you thinking? Are you constantly stimulated by Xiao Mengxin? I have always regarded you as my brother. You You're not allowed to think wildly, and you're not allowed to make any plans against me, do you hear me?"
"Ah, yes, yes, you are right, I just asked." I said guiltily.
"Okay, I'm going to bed. I won't talk to you anymore because I'm afraid you'll eat me, huh." He Huanhuan pouted and quickly opened the door and left the bedroom.
"Huh." I took a deep breath again, feeling a sense of exhaustion in my body. Anyway, it's okay that He Huanhuan doesn't like me. It seems that we have always misunderstood her.
But I don’t know why, she doesn’t like me. Although I feel relieved, why do I feel a little disappointed?
Also, I looked at the door and thought deeply. He Huanhuan's behavior just now couldn't have been fake, but I didn't see any flaws.
It's probably not pretending...
Click.
The door opens.
I saw the eldest sister walking in. She glanced behind her, closed the door, turned around and asked softly, "Xiao An, how are you? Have you asked? Huanhuan...?"
"Sister, it seems that you are really worried. Huanhuan doesn't like me..." I told her everything that had just happened.
"What?" The eldest sister was a little surprised, "She behaved like that? It shouldn't be, I won't be wrong. The way she looks at you does sometimes reveal deep love."
"Sister, you may be hallucinating. I feel this is impossible. You are just suspicious." I said helplessly.
"But, it's possible." The eldest sister thought deeply, maybe she couldn't understand, and then asked: "Then, tell me, Huanhuan, could she be faking it?"
I said it didn't feel like it. Her expression of surprise was natural and her reaction was normal. She couldn't be faking it.
The eldest sister was a little confused when she heard this and rubbed her forehead, "Am I really too worried?"
After a moment, she exhaled and looked at me and said: "Anyway, it's okay if I don't like you. Just pay attention to it. I'm going to rest and go to work tomorrow. By the way, if you go to Xiao Mengxin to explain tomorrow, you have to be smart. , you can’t be too weak or too tough, you have to adapt to changes, you know.”
"Ah, I know." I sighed, thinking it was really troublesome.
After the eldest sister left, I went to bed and meditated. During the period, I called Xiao Mengxin, but she was still blocked.
Then I continued to meditate and practice. Suddenly, many scenes appeared in front of my eyes again. I was worried that the mysterious old man would come and kill me.
He held the Netherworld Trident firmly in his hand. Fortunately, the scene and illusion this time were just a normal reaction during meditation. Soon after, many strange people appeared.
There are ancient and modern ones, but this phenomenon has never happened before. It was so chaotic that it was difficult for me to enter concentration.
It is estimated that as the level increases, the difficulty of cultivation also increases, but fortunately I can still stabilize my mind, but in the blink of an eye.
A scene of the seaside appeared in front of me, and Xiao Mengxin's figure appeared in front of me. She looked at me with extremely sharp eyes.
"Chen Ba'an, you disappoint me so much. Go ahead and marry your sister. I don't want to see you again." After Xiao Mengxin said this, she turned around and left.
"I..." I was about to explain something when I suddenly realized that this was an illusion of meditation and could not be disturbed by her.
But a moment later, a luxury car drove up in the distance. It turned out to be a Rolls-Royce. I had seen it on TV, and a man in a suit and leather shoes with an impressive appearance came out.
Xiao Mengxin directly hugged his waist, turned around and said sarcastically: "Did you see it, Chen Ba'an, I like this kind of excellent man, you are a poor man who is not worthy of being with me."
"You..." She actually called me a poor person, which made me angry and sad at the same time. But then she did something even more outrageous.
Xiao Mengxin actually hugged the man's neck and took the initiative to kiss her mouth.
"Xiao Mengxin, you are not human!" I couldn't bear it anymore and shouted.
But a scene that made me even more angry appeared. The man held Xiao Mengxin's waist and looked up at me. What made me extremely angry.
That hateful face turned out to be Gongsun Tianqiang, and he smiled at me with a raised corner of his mouth, "Chen Ba'an, I said that Xiao Mengxin will become my crotch toy sooner or later, and I have done it now."
After finishing speaking, Gongsun Tianqiang began to take off Xiao Mengxin's coat, but she did not resist. Instead, she became breathless and flushed.
"I'm fucking your mother! Gongsun Tianqiang!" I couldn't bear it anymore and shouted.
The scene in front of me became fragmented in an instant, interrupting me from my state of meditation. There was still a bedroom scene all around.
But I was covered in sweat.
"ah!!!"
Suddenly, I roared, and the stinging sensation in my heart was like a knife. Xiao Mengxin's words just now and her actions with Gongsun Tianqiang really hurt me.
That scene, she not only betrayed me, but also got together with that beast, which made me very angry and sad.
Waves of needle-like pain came from my heart. The pain made me grit my teeth and said fiercely: "Gongsun Tianqiang, if you dare to touch one of Xiao Mengxin's fingers, I will kill you."
Although it might have been an illusion just now, it still made me very angry and worried at the same time, even if I sometimes acted like I didn't care about Xiao Mengxin.
But when it came time for her to leave me, I really couldn't accept it, and at the same time, I started to murmur in my heart.
"The relationship between Gongsun Tianqiang and Xiao Mengxin has really made great progress? Otherwise, how could such a picture appear in meditation?" I frowned.
"You are suspicious and have an inner demon." Zen's voice suddenly came.
"What do you mean?" I asked subconsciously.
"Whoever you suspect Xiao Mengxin is with, the inner demon will appear next to her. This is the wonder of the Twin Flame method."
After Zen finished speaking, he paused and said again: "I have said before that the purpose of your meeting is not love, but practice. She is a tool to hone your meditation skills and deepen your meditation skills. No matter if there is an illusion that she is with any man, you will If you remain still and cultivate to the level of Sakyamuni, even if hundreds of millions of demons come to interfere with you, your mind will remain calm."
"I..." I changed my face several times, "I feel that this is indeed a bit difficult. If the devil interferes with me, I may not be able to make any waves, but Xiao Mengxin can't do it, because she is my favorite, It’s someone I care about and it’s hard for me not to be emotional.”
"You think too simply. The interference of the demon is far more terrifying than you imagine, and Xiao Mengxin is the whetstone for your cultivation. If you can be unmoving towards Xiao Mengxin, not your emotions, then you will not be able to deal with anything in the future. By causing waves in your heart, you can better resist the devil."
After Zen finished speaking, he thought about it and said again: "One more thing, because you are one soul, your thoughts and hearts are connected. If you doubt her, she will doubt you, and vice versa."
"You mean, if I trust her, she will trust me?" I asked with a frown, "But she has already begun to doubt me."
"Yes, this is also the reason why you doubt her. You two are mutual." Zen said helplessly: "This is bipolar. If you want the union to be successful, both parties must have a high degree of trust in each other. You must also have a high degree of trust in each other." You will experience the perfect love that transcends the world, and no one will be suspicious, otherwise..."
