No matter how much I called my grandma, she just didn't speak. It made me extremely panicked and my heart hurt. I couldn't believe this was true.
She actually said in her dream just now that she wanted me to bury her ashes in...
No!
I do not believe!
"Grandpa, what happened to my grandma? Please hurry up and take a look." I looked at my grandpa anxiously, my vision getting blurry.
Grandpa's breathing was trembling. With red eyes, he stretched out his hand and touched grandma's breath tremblingly. I looked at grandpa's wrinkled hands and was extremely nervous.
The moment my grandfather put his hand on the tip of my grandma's nose, he screamed in pain, "Old lady, why did you just leave like this? Old lady, oh oh oh oh, why did you abandon us like this..."
Grandpa burst into tears and cried very sadly.
He Huanhuan also burst into tears.
"W-what..." But I don't believe this is true at all.
What did grandpa just say that made grandma leave like this?
Where did grandma go?
Is grandpa talking nonsense?
gone? gone?
impossible!
"No, grandma!" I yelled and threw myself on my grandma, crying loudly, "Grandma, where have you been? Don't go. You should wake up quickly. Grandma, grandma wuwuwu, grandma, don't go." Scare me, wuwuwu..."
I burst into tears. I couldn't accept this fact at all, and I didn't believe it was true. My grandma was fine before going to bed. How could she leave like this after a good sleep.
"No, I don't believe it. Grandma must still be alive. She must have been sleeping very hard. Nothing happened, right." My tearful voice trembled, and I stroked Grandma's cheek, "Grandma, you just fell asleep. Right? Please wake up quickly, I am Xiao An..."
"Xiao An." Grandpa cried and said tremblingly: "Your grandma is gone, she is really gone, she..."
"You, don't talk, grandpa." I quickly interrupted grandpa and said tremblingly: "Grandma didn't leave. It's impossible for her to leave. How could she just leave like that? Grandma must have fallen asleep."
I hugged my grandma with my heart pounding, my chest wet with tears, but grandma still didn’t react at all. Not only was my body stiff, but my body temperature also dropped a lot.
"No, grandma, wuwuwu..." I threw myself in my grandma's arms and cried loudly. I couldn't accept this fact at all, and I didn't want to believe it.
Grandma is a person with great supernatural powers, how could she leave so easily.
"Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" He Huanhuan was crying very sadly next to her, holding her grandma's hand and unwilling to let go.
"Old woman, oooooo..." Grandpa beat the kang surface and cried bitterly, "Old woman, why did you have the heart to leave like this? You left me and Xiaoan and left like this. Let What can we do?"
Grandma is seventy-four years old this year. She and my grandfather had a life of ups and downs, and he passed away so suddenly. He must have been flashed, and he was very sad.
But even if I lied to myself that my grandma was asleep, I still didn’t want to believe that she was gone. I cried so hard that I was out of breath.
"Xiao An, please calm down. Your grandma is gone. Don't let anything happen to you." Grandpa looked at me worriedly, maybe he was afraid that I would not be able to think clearly or something.
"It's okay, I'm okay, grandpa, I'll stay with grandma for a while." I said tremblingly with tears in my eyes.
"Hey, old lady, wuwu..." Grandpa's voice gradually became hoarse as he cried bitterly.
He was grieving, and I was even more grieved. Seven days after I was born, my father carried me to my grandma’s house to live.
It was the second elder who had to endure all kinds of hardships and pissed and pooped me down. I became frail and sick again, and even attracted ghosts. The second elder was really worried about me.
It can be said that if it were not for my two elders, I would not be where I am today. The grace of business and the love of nurturing are the grace of reinvention. They are like my reborn parents, without any complaints, and they raised me up with considerate care.
I cried until dawn, but grandma still didn't wake up and left me forever, just like that...
At this moment, my grandpa had already called my dad and aunt and told them about grandma's situation.
However, I still hold my grandma in my arms, and I really don’t want my aunt and the others to come back, because when they come back, they will make arrangements for grandma’s funeral, which means that if she is really gone, I will never see her again. , even if it is a corpse.
It suddenly occurred to me that the dream I had about my grandma a month ago had already foreshadowed something, but I just couldn’t believe it.
In other words, I have been deceiving myself, thinking that the dream is nonsense and pure nonsense. I keep comforting myself that grandma will be fine.
But seeing her coughing violently every day and her body getting worse day by day, my heart felt like it was covered with a layer of deathly ashes, but I still didn't want to believe the speculation in my heart.
With frequent dreams, my grandma is getting farther and farther away from me, until just now my grandma told me in my dream, "Xiao An, grandma is leaving now and can't accompany you anymore. Grandma can't bear to leave you, but there is no way. In the future, you You need to live a good life with your grandpa, grandma is gone."
When I heard this sentence, I already realized something, but I just couldn't accept this fact.
Seeing that I was still crying, He Huanhuan hugged me worriedly and comforted me: "Brother An, Brother An, you must cheer up. I'm worried about you. Grandma is gone, and there are still me and grandpa. Don't cry. Woohoo..."
She comforted me not to cry, but she kept crying. I was still holding my grandma, trying to transfer my body temperature to her so that her body would not be so cold.
I don’t know how long it took, but my body gradually lost strength from crying. Then I looked at my grandpa and said with a trembling voice: "Grandpa, you knew yesterday that grandma would leave, right?"
Yesterday evening, my grandma took He Huanhuan and I out of the house. She whispered a lot to my grandpa until she entered the house and found that his eyes were red and he looked very sad.
It suddenly dawned on me that my grandma must have had a heart-to-heart talk with my grandpa yesterday and explained the funeral arrangements.
"Hey." Grandpa sighed, wiping his tears and saying nothing.
"Mom, mom, mom!" At this time, my crazy mother's painful cry suddenly came from the window. I turned around and saw my mother and my father coming.
The village they live in is only five kilometers away from grandma's house, so it would be faster to find a car to get here.
"Mom, mom, mom, wuwu..." After my mother entered the house, she threw herself on my grandma and cried loudly.
At this moment, she no longer seemed like a madman, but like a good person, crying sadly.
"Mom." I looked at my mother with tears in my eyes and said, "Grandma is gone, she is really gone..."
At this moment, I had to accept the fact that my grandma was gone.
"Mom, Mom, you just left like this. I haven't been filial to you yet. Why did you just leave like this?" Mom cried very sadly.
When I heard what she said, I was stunned for a moment. I felt that she really seemed like a good person, but I still overthought it. Mental illness cannot be completely cured even now.
I was thinking, one day, could my mother's disease be completely cured?
"Dad, when did my mother leave last night?" My father looked at my grandpa and asked about my grandma's condition. He had a faint smell of cow dung.
"Hey, we don't know either. Your mother left when you woke up in the morning." After grandpa finished speaking, he wiped his eyes and looked at me again and said: "Xiao An, you have to be good and don't let grandpa worry. , Be strong, your grandma is gone, and we are still here, we have to arrange the funeral arrangements for your grandma."
I nodded and said nothing, still holding my grandma, sobbing in a daze.
"Dad, do you need to find a Mr. White?" My dad looked at my grandpa and asked. He didn't look too sad. After all, my grandma was not her biological mother. As for my grandparents, they were married before I was born. Gone.
"No need." Grandpa looked at me and said, "Xiao An is good at this."
"Old Zhao, are you at home? What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" Suddenly, the voice of Uncle Wang, who often played cards with my grandpa, came from outside the window. My grandpa went out to pick him up.
"What? Yanhong is gone?" Uncle Wang exclaimed from outside. When he walked into the house and saw my grandma, he exclaimed, "Oh, Yanhong is really gone. This is too sudden. I was there the day before yesterday." I saw her coming, wasn't she fine at the time? Why did she leave now? Yanhong left, this is a big deal in the countryside, hey."
Uncle Wang also showed a sad expression, comforting my grandpa not to be too sad, and at the same time talking about my grandma's glorious deeds when she was still alive.
Twenty minutes later, Uncle Wang said that grandma's departure was a big deal in the village and he had to inform the village.
Grandpa said there was no need to make such a big fuss and just bury grandma quietly. Uncle Wang said that was fine, and then ran out of the house without grandpa stopping him.
Soon, the news of grandma's departure spread in the countryside, causing a huge sensation. During this morning, the threshold of grandma's house was almost broken by the villagers.
When grandma was alive, she helped people in the village a lot and established a high prestige. The impact of her sudden death can be imagined. She was seriously the number one person in the village.
Even the mayor of the township, the director of the police station, and the captain Dong Gang came to express their condolences. There were people inside and outside my house.
"Hey, Aunt Sun is gone like this. It really makes me sad. Last year, he treated my little grandson. Hey, he's gone now." The township leader sighed as he looked at the grandma on the kang, and then He looked at my grandpa and comforted me: "Uncle Zhao, don't be too sad. Please bear with me and accept the change."
"Yes, Uncle Zhao, you must take care of yourself. If you have any difficulties in the future, just tell us." The director also comforted my grandpa.
Grandpa wiped the tears from his eyes and nodded.
I had already gotten off the kang and was looking at my grandma who was lying on the kang as if she were sleeping soundly. He Huanhuan and my mother and father were standing beside me.
"Hey, Xiao An." Dong Gang patted my shoulder and comforted me: "Don't be too sad. Your grandma definitely wants you to live happily."
"Yeah, I know." I nodded, still looking at grandma.
At this time, some kind-hearted women asked my grandpa if he wanted to hold a banquet to do some business, and she helped to arrange it.
Grandpa sighed and said that grandma said before her death that if she didn’t want to make a big fuss, she could just keep it at home for three days and bury it.
