We walked aimlessly on the bluestone steps on the beach, looking at the magnificent sea, and felt much better.
It would be great if my mind could be as broad as the sea, so that no worries in the world would affect my mood.
Xiao Mengxin walked side by side with me on my left side. She tried to hold my hand many times, but I quietly dodged her.
"Ah ah ah ah, sea, I love you." A woman on the beach below shouted to the sea, hugged the man next to her and smiled happily.
"Xiao An, let's go down too." Xiao Mengxin said gently.
I nodded and walked down, stepping on the soft beach and watching the waves wash over me, like washing away the footprints of time.
I don’t know how much time has passed, but the sunshine on the sea has turned golden.
The sun has gradually set towards the sea level, and a rock appears in front of us.
"Xiao An, can we go over and sit on the rock for a while?" Xiao Mengxin said softly.
"Okay." I walked to the reef and sat down, looking at the sparkling golden sea.
The sky is filled with fiery clouds, the red sun is particularly beautiful, and seagulls are circling over the sea, making romantic chirping sounds, just like the most beautiful picture in the world.
Isn't this the beautiful picture I have longed for? Watching the sunset with the person I love the most, my dream has finally come true, but it always feels like something is missing, as if it is missing some sweet artistic conception.
Maybe there was a gap between him and Xiao Mengxin.
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin said softly, her cheek resting on my shoulder involuntarily.
"Don't lean on my shoulder. We are not a couple now." I said coldly and continued to look at the horizon in the distance.
"Xiao An, you..." Xiao Mengxin sighed slightly and said, "Are you still angry with me?"
"What do you think?" I said without looking back: "That day, I went home very happily and told my grandma that I had met the person I loved most, and I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life, and I also wanted to see her. Parents, they are also very happy and send their sincere blessings."
"That day, I got on the bus full of hope. When I was on the bus, I looked out the window, longing for our bright future, and imagining the picture in front of me. I was wrapped in deep happiness, but..."
I looked at her coldly and said coldly: "But when I returned to the hotel, what I saw was an empty scene. You left without saying goodbye, leaving only the letter and photos that broke my heart. Xiao Mengxin, when you Have you ever thought about how I feel? Why are you so cruel? What are you thinking in your head? Is there such a way for you to say goodbye? "
"Yes, I'm sorry." Xiao Mengxin lowered her eyes, with some red eyes, and raised her head again: "Xiao An, I, I was afraid that if I saw you at that time, I would never be able to separate from you. I..."
"So you just left without saying goodbye, right?"
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin suddenly grabbed my hand and said tremblingly: "Xiao An, it's my fault for causing you harm, but I still ask you to forgive me and give me a chance, okay? I..."
"Give you a chance?" I took a deep breath and said, "Give you a chance to hurt me? Xiao Mengxin, I never want to be hurt like that again, and I will never give you a chance to hurt me again!"
When Xiao Mengxin heard this, her body trembled violently, and two tears fell down her cheeks. She looked at me with choked eyes and said, "Xiao An, but I, I really still love you, actually..."
Just as I was about to speak, she hurriedly said again: "Actually, the words I wrote to hurt you at that time were not from my heart. I, I just wanted to find an excuse for myself to leave you, and... "
"And what?" I asked curiously.
"And, me." Xiao Mengxin took a deep breath and said slowly: "And, even if you don't come to Hualian City this time, I will still go to that town to find you, because in the past three months, I, I My love for you has been determined.”
"Haha." I sneered: "You want to find me? After confirming your love for me, do you treat me like a three-year-old child? Do you think I will believe it?"
Although I spoke harshly, I felt a little shaken in my heart. At the same time, I could feel that she was not lying, because she was my other half of the soul, and she could not lie to me at all.
"Whether you believe it or not, what I said is true, Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin became a little excited, covering her chest and said: "Xiao An, you hate me and take revenge on me, I will happily accept it, but after that, I I hope we can still be together, because you are the most important person in my life, and I really want to..."
"Oh, and three months ago, you abandoned the most important person in your life so easily?" I turned around and said again: "Also, yesterday I called you a scheming bitch and said a lot of hurtful things to you, don't you? angry?"
Xiao Mengxin's face suddenly turned pale, "I, I am more sad, and..."
She looked into my eyes and said again: "Also, I know those words you said were all angry words. In fact, you still love me in your heart, right?"
After she finished speaking, she grabbed my arm, and my body and heart trembled violently.
She is indeed my other half soul. She knows me so well and what she said is right. No matter how ruthless and cruel my words are, even if I kill her, it cannot change the fact that I love her.
But I just can't swallow this breath.
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin said tenderly: "Xiao An, if you haven't vented your anger yet, you can continue to take revenge. You can hit me and scold me, even..."
She took a deep breath and said firmly: "Even if you kill me, I will not leave you. I will use my actions to prove my love for you. I will warm your wounded heart. Give me a chance, okay?" ?”
I didn't speak, listening to the sound of the waves and looking at the ships on the sea illuminated golden by the sun, I didn't know how to answer her.
In fact, in this romantic scene, it would be great if we had no conflicts. Then I hugged her and told her that I loved her, but now I can't.
Xiao Mengxin slowly leaned on my shoulder, and I subconsciously wanted to shake her off, but she hugged my waist tightly and simply let her go.
We were silent, no one spoke, looking at the magnificent sea, listening to the sound of seagulls, and the breeze blowing.
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin raised her head gently and said.
I turned around and looked, her hair was blowing slightly in the breeze, and half of her beautiful cheeks were beautifully illuminated by the golden sun.
She is so beautiful, like a fairy who is not stained by the mortal world.
The scene at this moment has been something I have fantasized about countless times before, and it finally came true today.
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin was a little emotional, staring into my eyes with her beautiful eyes, and said affectionately: "Xiao An, I love you!"
In an instant, the waves came oncoming, and there was a romantic sound of crashing.
Seagulls circled and sang above our heads, as if they were witnessing our love and romance.
At this moment, I really wanted to tell her that I loved her too, and Xiao Mengxin also looked at me with deep anticipation...
However, I still didn't say it and turned to look at the sea. I still couldn't let go of her hurting me. The dream of watching the sea with the person I loved most had come true.
However, there is a flaw, that is, saying "I love you". Because of these three words, the dream is not fulfilled.
Xiao Mengxin's body trembled slightly and she shed silent tears.
I heard my heart break and hers.
Me, I actually want to wipe away her sad tears.
However, I said something inconsistent, "Xiao Mengxin, I want to go home with my grandma tomorrow. You, please forget about me. Broken mirrors...are difficult to reunite."
The matter is almost settled, Xiao Mengxin has also seen it, and I have taken revenge when it is time to take revenge. I also want to go home tomorrow, there are still people I care about there.
I don’t know what happened to He Huanhuan, who has been missing for more than three months.
When Xiao Mengxin heard that I was leaving, she shed more tears. Her arms that hugged my body tightened again, and she said hastily: "Xiao An, I, I don't want to forget you. I will go back with you tomorrow."
"Haha, huh." I took a deep breath and said with a sarcastic smile: "You go back with me? Forget it, I..."
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin interrupted me quickly: "Xiao An, no matter what you think in your heart, you may be disgusted with me, or whatever, I am not in a hurry for you to accept me. You, you can just treat it as mine. It's just wishful thinking. ”
"Wishful thinking?" I stood up and looked at her and said, "That's your business and has nothing to do with me. Don't try to soften my heart with such words. Also, I hope you keep your distance from me and don't pester me. , Otherwise, none of our friends will be able to do it.”
After saying that, the moment her body trembled violently, I walked up the bluestone steps. In the distance, the eldest sister and Xiao Qilei were already walking towards us.
Xiao Mengxin seemed to have been hit. She lowered her head and silently followed me. Tears flowed down her chin and fell to the ground, feeling lost.
My heart hurt, but I said forcefully: "Xiao Mengxin, you'd better put away your pitiful look, otherwise your elder brother will see it and think I'm bullying you."
"Ah, okay, okay." Xiao Mengxin quickly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes. At this moment, I quickly turned away and secretly wiped the corners of my eyes.
No matter what, she is my favorite person after all. Seeing her cry like this makes me uncomfortable.
"Xiao An." The eldest sister smiled and waved to me from the front.
I walked forward faster, and she walked a few steps quickly and came to me with a smile: "How is it? Doesn't it feel much better when you see the sea?"
Xiao Qilei looked at his sister, then at me, and asked worriedly: "Xiao An, how are you doing?"
He cares about our relationship.
"Mengxin, you, are you crying?" Xiao Qilei looked at Xiao Mengxin and asked quickly, gradually frowning.
"No, no." Xiao Mengxin said quickly: "I didn't cry, it was because the sea breeze was too strong."
Xiao Qilei looked at me again, his eyes full of doubts and inquiries.
In front of him, I don't want to harm their brother and sister's face too much.
I looked back at Xiao Mengxin and said, "Now, we are friends."
When Xiao Mengxin heard this, she probably felt that I had given her a chance to atone for her sins, so she immediately smiled brightly.
Although Xiao Qilei's face was still ugly when he saw this, he also showed an expression of relief.
