"And when you forget about her and focus all your attention on yourself and improve yourself, she will revolve around you." Zen said slowly.
I was not communicating with him, but continued to meditate and practice. However, the scene of Xiao Mengxin falling to the ground, crying and begging me, kept popping up in my mind.
It caused me to feel a lot of disappointment and unbearable emotions, and I couldn't enter meditation very well at all.
"Hey." I opened my eyes, sighed, and murmured to myself, "Are the words I said today a bit too much?"
I deeply know how much the words I said can hurt a girl's heart.
But, hey... forget it, don't think about it.
Then, my consciousness was projected into the pill in my mind.
A vast white space, with countless yellow light groups floating in it, is like a dream. I haven't been here for a long time.
My consciousness continued to deepen, and finally I stood in front of the Buddha statue and Zen staff. I didn't know when I would be able to practice to the third level of Zen, and then use these two Taoist tools.
It must be very powerful.
Click.
While I was thinking about it, a slight click sound suddenly came from the right side of the Buddha statue.
I quickly turned around and saw that the head-sized red egg actually had several cracks again.
I walked over and took a closer look, and found that the cracks had covered half of the red egg, and the fluctuations of life inside were much more vigorous than before.
However, the evil spirit emanating from it became more intense.
My mother took this egg from Gongsun Tianqiang. I really don’t know what kind of life is pregnant inside.
"It should be hatching soon." A white light flashed in front, and Zen appeared next to the red egg, looking at the red egg seriously.
"Zen, can you feel what's inside now? Why is the evil aura getting stronger and stronger?" I said solemnly.
Zen shook his head and said: "I don't know, but my preliminary judgment is that this thing must be a creature from the hungry ghost realm, maybe even from the hell realm."
"The Hungry Ghost Realm, the Hell Realm?" My pupils shrank, "It must not be a good thing. Should we destroy it? Don't let any monster hatch out and pose a threat to us."
"Don't worry about this." Zen said affirmatively: "No matter whether a good, righteous or evil creature, after it emerges from the eggshell, there is a high probability that the creature it just saw will be its parent. The moment it is born, you will be with it. Just keep it around, this thing will definitely be of use to you in the future."
"Okay then." I looked at Zen and said, "When the red egg is about to hatch, you call me and I'll go out first."
After my consciousness returned to my body, I stopped meditating. I lay on the bed and looked at the hazy moonlight outside the window. I thought of Xiao Mengxin again and murmured, "How is she? Is she still thinking about me? Is she still crying?" "
I took a deep breath. Although she left without saying goodbye three months ago, or whatever, judging from her performance today, she really really likes and cares about me.
I thought about forcing a proud queen-like figure to beg me to be with her. I have no one else.
I don't know how long it took, I fell asleep in a daze, and dreamed of Xiao Mengxin again. She hugged me sadly and cried, her voice trembling, "Xiao An, I, I really can't live without you, please, please give me once Good chance or not, I was really wrong, I want to be with you."
"Xiao An, I want to marry you and give you a child. Can you forgive me?"
"Xiao An, if you don't accept me, I will die for you!"
I woke up with a start, luckily it was a dream, I looked at the time, it was past five o'clock, it was still not light outside the window, I closed my eyes again, and I dreamed of Xiao Mengxin again.
I spent the whole night in Xiao Mengxin's dream, which made me exhausted after getting up, and there were some dark circles in my eyes.
I looked at the time and saw that it was seven o'clock in the morning. When I went out, I found that my eldest sister had just come out of the bathroom. She looked at me and said, "Qilei will be here at nine o'clock. You need to take a nap."
"I can't sleep anymore. I can't sleep." I scratched my head and walked to the bathroom.
The eldest sister looked at me suspiciously and asked, "Why do you have dark circles under your eyes? Why didn't you sleep well?"
"No." I said while washing my face, "I've been dreaming about Xiao Mengxin all night."
The eldest sister sighed, walked into the kitchen without saying anything, and shouted: "Brother, I can cook a few bags of instant noodles in the morning to make up for one bite, okay?"
"Ah, you can eat anything." I said and washed up.
After finishing breakfast, we waited for Xiao Qilei to pick us up.
Today I am going to see the sea, and my heart is full of strong expectations and yearnings. It would be better if Aunt Zhao Guijuan and the others did not follow me.
Unfortunately, my eldest brother Zhao Dongming was too busy and his boss didn't give him time off, so he couldn't go for a walk with us. I thought I should go see him before we left.
At 8:50, the eldest sister's phone rang, saying that Xiao Qilei had arrived downstairs and asked me to go down.
After cleaning up briefly, we went downstairs and found Xiao Qilei leaning on the car door and looking at us.
I vaguely saw a slender figure sitting in the passenger compartment, which made me pause.
"Xiaomei, Xiaoan, get in the car." After Xiao Qilei finished speaking, he looked at me, shook his head and sighed.
Click.
Suddenly, the passenger door opened.
Xiao Mengxin's beautiful figure appeared. Today she was wearing a black knitted sweater, dark blue jeans and black leather boots.
Her hair was tied up high and there was a hairband on her forehead, giving her a dashing and capable look. She wore light makeup on her delicate face, making her look as beautiful as a fairy.
Even though I am used to her appearance, I am still amazed by her beauty and hot figure every time I see her.
However, her beautiful eyes were red today, and the whites of her eyes were still a little bloodshot. She might have cried all night last night.
"Xiao An." Xiao Mengxin waved to me with a smile and took a few steps towards me, with a longing expression as if she wanted to hug me.
I subconsciously took a step and wanted to hold her hand, but I gritted my teeth and held back, opening the car door with a cold face.
Seeing that I was ignoring her, Xiao Mengxin looked at my eldest sister and said hello, "Hello, sister-in-law."
The eldest sister smiled reluctantly at her, and then she got into the passenger compartment without knowing what she was thinking, so Xiao Mengxin had to sit in the back seat with me.
After the car started, none of us spoke, and the atmosphere was a bit delicate.
Xiao Mengxin slowly approached me, then placed her jade hand on my thigh, groping slightly.
I subconsciously moved toward the car door, but Xiao Mengxin approached me again and grabbed my hand.
"You!" I raised my head and was about to say something when I met her pitiful face. From the rearview mirror of the cab in front, I saw Xiao Qilei peeking at us.
"Xiao Mengxin, you..." I was about to say, please let go of my hand, we have nothing to do anymore, why are you still doing this.
As a result, before the words were spoken, tears welled up in Xiao Mengxin's eyes, which made me feel a pain in my heart.
But I still said coldly: "Xiao Mengxin, please respect yourself!"
After saying that, I ruthlessly took her hand away from mine and threw it on her.
Xiao Mengxin trembled and looked out the window. I don't know if she cried or not. Anyway, I won't be soft-hearted.
"Hey." Xiao Qilei looked at his sister and sighed without saying anything.
The atmosphere was a bit depressing and sad. I thought to myself that if we had not broken up due to conflicts, the atmosphere in the car would have been very cheerful at this moment.
No one said anything along the way. Xiao Qilai told us about today's itinerary when we were almost there. I was full of expectations for the place he told us.
When the car arrived at the downstairs of the aunt's house, the eldest sister called them and informed them to come down.
We all got out of the car and waited. Soon, grandma walked downstairs with the help of her aunt, followed by Gongsun Tianqiang, who disgusted me.
"Hello, grandma." Xiao Mengxin took the initiative to say hello to my grandma.
"Hey, Mengxin." My grandma was kinder to Xiao Mengxin, holding her hand and saying that this girl was really handsome.
However, when Zhao Guijuan saw Xiao Mengxin, her eyes immediately widened.
Not to mention Gongsun Tianqiang, he was almost drooling, his eyes kept looking at Xiao Mengxin's thighs and plump breasts.
I was so angry that I really wanted to dig out his eyes.
"This, oh my god, this..." After Aunt Guijuan came to her senses, she exclaimed in a loud voice, "Xiao Mengxin, is this Mengxin? You are so beautiful that even Chang'e on the moon is not even there. You are beautiful."
The aunt nodded as she spoke, and then looked at Gongsun Tianqiang, her eyes seemed to be very satisfied with this daughter-in-law.
Xiao Mengxin just smiled politely and nodded at my aunt.
"Mengxin." Aunt Guijuan looked at Gongsun Tianqiang and introduced: "Mengxin, look at it, this is my son, he is very outstanding. You are all outstanding young people, and you know each other. Let’s communicate more and express our feelings.”
Good guy, Zhao Guijuan started to match up with his son.
Xiao Mengxin's face gradually turned cold, she frowned, and before speaking,
Aunt Zhao Guijuan quickly said to Gongsun Tianqiang: "Son, why are you still standing there dumbly? Why don't you say hello to Meng Xin quickly?"
"Ah, ah?" After Gongsun Tianqiang reacted, he quickly stretched out a hand and stammered: "Hello Mengxin, my name is Gongsun Tianqiang, nice to meet you."
However, Xiao Mengxin did not hold his hand, and said coldly: "I'm sorry, I'm not interested in getting to know you!"
Her face was as cold as frost, and she was full of hostility towards Gongsun Tianqiang.
I can understand this. Not to mention Gongsun Tianqiang’s lustful eyes, just because I hate him, Xiao Mengxin will definitely hate him too, because Xiao Mengxin is another me and naturally has the same nature.
After Xiao Mengxin finished speaking without giving any face, she immediately became silent. Gongsun Tianqiang's hand was still stretched out in the air, extremely embarrassed.
Aunt Zhao Guijuan's mouth twitched rapidly several times. She obviously didn't expect that Xiao Mengxin, who was meeting for the first time, would speak so harshly.
Grandma also looked at them awkwardly, while the eldest sister turned around and snickered for a while.
I felt so happy when I saw Gongsun Tianqiang’s ugly expression as if he was eating shit.
"Ah, this." Suddenly, Xiao Qilei hurriedly went up to smooth things over, "Auntie, my sister is in a bad mood recently and has a hot temper. Don't take it to heart."
After saying that, he deliberately glared at Xiao Mengxin, "Mengxin, how can you talk like this."
"Hmph." Xiao Mengxin snorted coldly, then directly grabbed my grandma's arm and said, "Grandma, I will take you for a walk in Hualian City today and buy you some Hualian City specialties. Grandma, let's get in the car. Bar."
As she said that, Xiao Mengxin smiled and pulled my grandma towards the Audi car.
"Hey, hey?" Grandma looked at Zhao Guijuan and said, "Guijuan, I'm getting in the car first."
