"Huanhuan, where are you? If you can come back, dad will treat you well." He Gui looked up to the sky and sighed, tears streaming down his face.
But I feel that he is not worthy of pity at all. When Teacher Qiao and He Huanhuan were alive, they didn't know how to cherish them. As a result, one died and the other disappeared. What's the use of regret now?
I fiddled with the burning paper money, thinking about He Huanhuan and feeling very sad. Now that my grandma said that He Huanhuan is still alive, it is my only spiritual support.
More than once, I imagined that He Huanhuan would suddenly come back and appear next to me, and that she would not be insulted.
The fantasy that He Huanhuan was fine became my sustenance, otherwise I might have collapsed long ago under the double pressure of Xiao Mengxin and her disappearance.
Time flies very fast, another month has passed, and there is still no news about He Huanhuan. My temperament has changed a lot, and I look taciturn and cold every day.
The mood can no longer be described as ashes, but as if the heart is completely dead. As the saying goes, people can only grow in pain.
After the passing of Xiao Mengxin and the disappearance of He Huanhuan, I have become much more mature and steady, although my heart still aches from time to time.
But I have been able to withstand such suffering. I no longer cry, but more often bear everything in silence.
What I am happy about this month is that my meditation skills have improved a lot. Xiao Mengxin is truly the whetstone for me to practice my meditation skills.
From the beginning when her figure appeared in my mind during meditation, I was sometimes furious and hysterical. Now I have been able to initially control my emotions and thoughts.
Whenever I meditate, the figures of Xiao Mengxin and other men appear in my mind. Although I still curse subconsciously, I no longer have big mood swings.
I kept telling myself that all this was an illusion and fake, and then I quietly watched Xiao Mengxin talking sweetly to other men.
Various scenes with Xiao Mengxin appeared in my mind, as well as what she said to me. Although I was sometimes sad and angry, I just remained unmoved.
I allowed all kinds of emotions and thoughts to come and go. Gradually, I calmed down and stopped cursing hysterically.
What's even more gratifying is that after three months of meditation training, I finally condensed the virtual elixir in my mind, and I was once again promoted to the state of Dzogchen.
Moreover, in the past three months, all the sneaks that were sometimes attracted by my pure yin body were swallowed up by my Demon Sword. There were more than 300 wronged souls in it, which caused the Demon Sword's power to increase a lot.
The improvement in realm and the strengthening of the Demonic Sword are the only things that make me happy in the past three months.
Another thing is that due to the improvement of my realm, the red egg in my mind actually expanded a lot, to the size of a basketball, and there were many cracks, as if a new life was about to be born from it.
Zen said that this must be a kind of creature, and it would be of great use to me, but until it hatches, no one will know what it is.
It is said that after my realm improves, the creatures in the red egg may absorb my energy and break out of their shells. I am quite looking forward to it.
That night, I was just meditating, and the dream image of Xiao Mengxin and other men came to my mind again. Each time they went too far, from holding hands at the beginning, to kissing, and now Xiao Mengxin actually wore very sexy tights to show each other.
My heart suddenly stung, and overwhelming anger welled up in my chest, and I was about to curse, but I quickly controlled my emotions and silently observed the pictures in my mind.
Five minutes later, the picture of Xiao Mengxin and the man disappeared, and then many other distracting thoughts appeared again. These trivial distracting thoughts in life would usually affect me to some extent.
But after being tempered by Xiao Mengxin, I found that these distracting thoughts no longer affect my mood at all. Compared with the wave-like emotions caused by Xiao Mengxin, these thoughts are child's play, which allows me to enter a meditative state better.
The energy in the universe continuously enters the mind from the crown chakra and is absorbed by the Xudan. When this Xudan is completely solidified, I will truly enter the realm of the Second Zen Heaven.
"Huh..." An hour later, I took a deep breath and slowly opened my eyes.
"Not bad." Zen's voice suddenly sounded in my mind, "Now you are much stronger than before, and you will not be aroused by Xiao Mengxin."
"Humph." I replied coldly, "I must defeat her and torture me with this illusion. I'm not afraid. If you have the guts, just do it harder!"
Since I can't escape Xiao Mengxin's torture, let's make the torture more intense. I want to become a strong person in the training of blood and fire.
"Don't be too happy too early, and don't be complacent." Zen suddenly said: "Your dream of Xiao Mengxin being with other men is just a preliminary stage of training. There will definitely be more cruel ones in the future!"
"More cruel? Could it be possible to dream about Xiao Mengxin having sex with other men?" I said coldly. If so, I don't know if I can still be calm.
"It's very possible," Zen said.
"Huh, come on, I'm not afraid. So what if I dreamed about her having sex with other men? I just treated it like watching a short movie!" Although I acted calmly, I was still very scared inside. I prayed that I wouldn't Dreaming about that kind of dream is definitely a deeper torture for me.
"Cough, cough, cough..." The grandma who was lying on the kang suddenly started coughing violently. She went to the ground to get medicine. Her health really made me very worried.
Just then, the phone rang.
After the grandma answered the phone, her expression changed, "Guijuan, ah? Your old lady is still wasting time on that piece of land? Is she a little sick? If the foundation can't be drilled in, then don't build a house anymore. , ah? You have to let me go over and take a look, really, eh..."
Grandma sighed, looked at me on the kang, and said, "Let me take a look and then talk. I will send you a letter in the next few days, ah, that's enough, let's not talk about it for now."
After hanging up the phone, I asked my grandma what was going on.
Grandma said that for some reason, Gongsun Tianqiang and his grandparents were as stunned as if they had just arrived at the land where the foundation could not be drilled.
In the past four months, I have found no less than twenty masters. The money for hiring a master has soared from 120,000 to 120,000 to 150,000 to 150,000 to 150,000 to 150,000 to 150,000 to 150,000 to 150,000. A normal person would have realized what happened long ago. The seriousness stopped.
But the old man wanted to build a house there as if he was possessed by an evil spirit. He said that he had never suffered a loss in most of his life. If a broken piece of land could not be solved, he would be killed. The old man was tortured to death by the land matter. .
Their son Gongsun Qingtian is also physically and mentally haggard. I just asked Aunt Zhao Guijuan to call and ask my grandma to come and take a look.
Even if they don't understand what's going on with the land, it would be good if they could be persuaded to give up the land. After all, my grandma is here, so they can listen.
"Grandma, are you ready to go there?" I asked.
"Hey, cough, cough..." Grandma coughed and said, "I'm afraid it won't be possible if we don't go. If we don't go, Gongsun Qingtian will probably have to drive to our house to pick me up, hey."
After saying that, grandma looked at me again and said, "It's okay for me to go there, I'm just worried about you, Xiao An, you..."
"Don't worry, grandma." I patted my chest and said, "I'm fine. Although I've suffered a lot in the past three months, I've become a lot stronger. You don't have to worry about me. If you want to go, just go. I happen to want to, too. I’m going to the big city with you to see the world.”
Over the past three months, under the attack of Xiao Mengxin and He Huanhuan, I have been like a walking zombie, sometimes crying and sometimes angry. My grandma is very worried about me and does not go out to see things. She almost never leaves my side and watches me. But recently I have been much better. .
"Xiao An, are you really okay?" Grandma said with a relieved expression: "If you are really okay, just come with me and I will take you to your aunts for a walk."
My aunt, my second aunt, and my old uncle both live in Hualian City, but I have never been there once. I don’t know why, but maybe it’s because of my family’s conditions, and I’m a bit repelled by them, let alone my aunt.
"Grandma." I frowned and said, "Just go and hang out with my second aunt and uncle. I don't want to go to my aunt's place."
"That's not okay." Grandma sighed: "After all, they are your relatives, and we will visit you often in the future. Besides, your aunt is not as arrogant as she was in the past few years. Hasn't her attitude towards you become better in the past few years? ?”
"Humph." I said coldly: "The reason why she has a good attitude towards me is because my eldest sister has become successful and has found a rich partner. She wants to curry favor with my eldest sister's partner, otherwise her attitude towards me will be worse than before. alright?"
Zhao Guijuan is a snobbish and profitable person. She must be afraid of offending me and causing her eldest sister to be dissatisfied with her, which will indirectly affect Xiao Qilei's impression of her.
I know that woman so well.
"Hey, you kid." Grandma did not refute my words, but shook her head and remained silent.
During lunch, when grandpa came back, grandma told him about going to Hualian City.
Grandpa acted very relaxed and said: "Go, go. I just happened to take Xiao An for a walk. It's okay to be bored at home all the time. Let's relax."
"Okay, you can stay at home these days. I'll get ready tomorrow and leave the day after tomorrow." Grandma said.
However, I was very excited and was about to go to Hualian City to see the sea, but suddenly I thought of Xiao Mengxin and my mood became depressed again.
I didn't know if I could see her when I went to Hualian City this time. I immediately found her photo and the letter, put it in my bag, and whispered darkly, "Xiao Mengxin, forget it if I don't see you. If I do, I want to throw the letter you originally wrote on your face and ask you what you were thinking!"
The day of departure soon came, and we prepared mineral water, toilet paper, and tools for seeing things.
My grandma also bought a lot of free-range eggs, saying that my aunt and her friends were in the city and couldn't buy them, so she wanted to bring them over.
Before I left, I went to the police station again, but I still came back missing. Then I sneaked into the backyard of Yin Wenqian's house, squatted under the window and eavesdropped, trying to find evidence that He Huanhuan was abducted by her, but I What I'm curious about is why the curtains are closed on the back window of her house in broad daylight?
Most of the fences in the courtyards of residents in the countryside are only as high as one person. Just find a few bricks and put them under your feet and stare hard at them before climbing up.
I hid under the window, eavesdropping on what was going on inside, and suddenly heard a strange sound coming from inside.
"Yeah...uh huh..."
My heart skipped a beat. It turned out to be a woman's gasping sound. Coupled with the fact that the window curtains were closed in broad daylight, I immediately knew what was going on.
Is Yin Wenqian doing that kind of thing with He Gui?
