This is the beauty and cruelty of twin flames.
The wonderful thing is that we really love each other sincerely. The feeling of love is so strong that it transcends any relationship on earth. It is the great love of the soul that transcends the world.
We are one soul and we are love itself.
But the cruel thing is that the process of awakening is very painful. Xiao Mengxin is like a key to me, opening the door to the awakening of my soul, allowing me to return to a deeper inner level in a way that hurts me.
That is to say, focus on meditation. When I have any thoughts without judging them, as time goes by, Xiao Mengxin will awaken the consciousness of the soul.
From then on, she will collapse her values towards the material world and shed her habit of using analysis and logic to analyze and deal with things. She will gradually return to her inner self like me and follow her true love.
Until then, we will truly be together.
"You really don't have to hate her too much, because the purpose of twin flames meeting is not to fall in love, but to allow you to enter a deeper state of meditation and let you break away from love and desire. Although it is painful in the moment, it will be painful in the long run. It seems that the purpose is good, and the important purpose is to escape from the six paths of reincarnation. Of course, the premise is that you can successfully renounce love and desire." Zen's voice sounded again.
I lay on the bed helplessly. Although I knew the purpose and reason of our encounter, I was still very angry and hated her very much.
I just thought, she is really cruel. She had sex with me at the last moment, telling me sweet words, and looking forward to a bright future.
But he could ruthlessly abandon me the next moment, which is really heartless.
I really want to find the other person and ask her what her mental activities were like the moment she left me.
What was going on in my mind, I loved her very much, but also hated her very much. I felt like I was being played. When I thought of what she said about liking mature men, I became even more angry and furious.
I was hysterically crying and laughing until midnight before I gradually calmed down.
Suddenly a question came to my mind, how does Zen know so much?
When I asked Zen last time, didn't she say that she had a memory loss and had forgotten many important factors in a twin flame relationship?
When I asked this question, Zen said, "When your cultivation reached the Dzogchen realm, I recovered a little from my injuries, so I thought of some secrets about twin flames. In short, you can't think about her persistently in the future. Otherwise, you will never be able to be together for the rest of your life."
"Huh..." I took a deep breath and suddenly asked, "Then do you remember the origin of Gongsun Tianqiang?"
Zen Zen said before that the appearance of my inheritance in Gongsun Tianqiang was related to him, and he also said that he would become my lifelong enemy.
Zen sighed: "I can't remember Gongsun Tianqiang's origins yet, but I am sure that his origins are not simple, and he is even more terrifying than you."
"More terrifying than me?" I was shocked in my heart. My soul is the person next to the Buddha and Bodhisattva in the world of heaven and humanity.
Gongsun Tianqiang’s origins are even more amazing than mine? How strong does that have to be?
When I was thinking about this matter, Xiao Mengxin's figure, like a ghost, appeared in my mind again, making me miss and angry at the same time.
I opened the curtains and looked out the window. The cold moonlight spread all over the world, as desolate as my heart. Although the dim street lights were connected together, they gave people a feeling of loneliness.
"Hey." I smiled sadly, wondering how I would explain it to my grandma and grandpa when I got home tomorrow. I came out of home happily to meet Xiao Mengxin's parents.
As a result, they dumped me. Wouldn’t I go home tomorrow like a bereaved dog?
It's very embarrassing just thinking about it.
But just when I was about to put down the curtains and go back to bed, my pupils suddenly shrank, and I felt that the atmosphere in the dim street below became strange.
It was as if some terrifying entity was about to appear on this eerie street. It gave me a creepy feeling, and I even felt a hint of danger.
"No!" Zen's voice suddenly came from my mind, "Xiao An, quickly put down the curtains and hide, I feel the breath of a physical ghost."
"What?" I was shocked inwardly, "Entity ghost? Why is it here?"
"Yes, you hide it quickly." Zen said anxiously: "Because Xiao Mengxin left you, your realm fell and you turned back into a full yin body. It is easy to be discovered by physical ghosts. I am not the opponent of those things for the time being. , your immortal family will be injured if you fight with the opponent, you hide quickly..."
But before Zen could finish his words, it was already too late. At the end of the dim road in my eyes, a black figure suddenly appeared.
Even from hundreds of meters away, I could feel that thing staring at me. My whole body felt like I had fallen into an ice cave, my scalp was numb, and it was such a powerful and terrifying chill.
"No, he found you!" Zen suddenly exclaimed.
I quickly put down the window curtains. I was frightened when I was stared at by that thing. It was the most terrifying existence I have encountered in my life.
I panicked and wanted to open the door and run out of the hotel and run away.
Zen's voice said urgently again: "Don't move, don't open the door. He has found you. I feel that he has entered the first floor of the hotel, and is still moving up quickly. Hurry up and hide in the bathroom. I have a feeling that The secret method of hiding the aura on your body. After you hide in it and hold your breath, you may be able to escape. Hurry, hurry!"
As Zen was talking, I suddenly felt something was wrong with the temperature outside the hotel room door. It was getting colder and colder. It seemed that the thing had reached the corridor on the third floor.
Shocked, I quickly rushed into the bathroom, squatted in the dark corner, and immediately covered my nose. At this time, Zen also used a secret method, and a soft energy enveloped my whole body.
With the dim moonlight outside the door, I could just see the door of the hotel.
Boom boom.
Suddenly, a strange banging sound came from the corridor outside the door. From the sound, it seemed like something was knocking on the door of another room not far away!
Bang bang bang...
My nervous heart beat in unison as I stared at the door in the darkness.
Boom boom.
Dong dong dong...
Suddenly, there was another knock on the door, and the sound was getting closer and closer, as if it would soon knock on my room.
The hairs all over my body stood up. What was outside was a physical ghost with more than two hundred years of Taoism.
Moreover, the soul of the physical ghost has almost condensed into a physical entity, and can even appear in the daytime for a short period of time. Although it does not last long, it is enough to prove that its terror is not comparable to that of those fierce ghosts.
There is a dividing line between physical ghosts and evil ghosts. It is no exaggeration to describe it as a child or an adult. No matter how many evil ghosts I encounter, I am not afraid.
But when I encounter physical ghosts, even one, I have no entity to fight against them. Even if I practice to the Second Zen Heaven, I may not be their opponent.
Just as I was thinking about it, there was a sudden knock on the door.
Boom boom.
Dong dong dong...
The speed became faster and faster, and louder and louder. Finally, with a thud, the sound stopped outside the door of my room!
Obviously, that thing has arrived outside the door.
