"Xiao An, the person I once loved deeply, forget me, just think that everything about us is a dream." Xiao Mengxin.
"A dream, a dream." I burst into tears, my body trembled, and I murmured tremblingly. I gradually yelled crazily, "A dream, a dream, Xiao Mengxin, you give us everything , is it a dream? Is everything we have experienced just a dream?"
I balled up the paper in my hand, threw it against the wall, and roared angrily out the window, "Xiao Mengxin, you are not a human being!!!"
"ah!!!"
Suddenly, I screamed in horror. Xiao Mengxin's blazing Yang Qi, which was originally fused in my body, began to disappear rapidly.
Xiao Mengxin's breath is fading rapidly, as if the last traces of her remaining in my body are also being erased.
"No." I shouted, an unprecedented fear filling my heart, and my heart hurt as if it had been cut in half.
"Ahhh!" I cried out in pain, fell down on the bed, and rolled all over the bed holding my heart. The hot yang energy flowing through my body was like a knife cutting my heart in half.
After a while, it was like an extra-large needle piercing my heart and draining my blood. The severe pain was simply unbearable.
"Ah ah ah, Xiao Mengxin, you are not human!" I shouted angrily, and my heart felt a strong tingling sensation, which made me roll all over the bed, my body twitched rapidly, and I was dripping with sweat.
"Ah, ah, how could this happen?" I really couldn't understand why Xiao Mengxin's sudden departure without saying goodbye would have such serious consequences for me.
Why does it cause such severe pain in my heart that even my mind hurts.
My whole body was convulsing with pain, my eyes were black and I was yelling. I wanted to faint at this moment, but every time I was about to faint, I would be awakened by the pain again.
"Ah ah ah, Zen, help me!" I called Zen loudly in my heart, and my desire to survive was strong. At this moment, I felt very scared, and I felt like I was going to die from pain.
However, Zen didn't make any sound and let me roll around in pain on the bed. I couldn't bear it anymore and started banging my head against the wall.
I rolled from the bed to the floor and wanted to stand up and go to the hospital, but after taking a few steps, I fell to the floor with black eyes. In pain, I clutched my heart and head and rolled around.
A overwhelming hatred gradually filled my mind, and I shouted with gnashing teeth, "Xiao Mengxin, you are not a human being, you are not a human being..."
Everything I have now is thanks to her. If this continues, I may really die of pain.
"Huh..." I clutched my heart and gasped violently, staggered to my feet, threw my body on the bed, gritted my teeth and endured the pain, and screamed from time to time.
I thought it would hurt to death, but as more and more of the hot yang energy passed through my body, the heartbreaking pain gradually eased, causing me to stop yelling.
But the stinging pain in my heart would still cause me to twitch occasionally. I don’t know how long it had passed, but it wasn’t until it was dark outside that the pain in my heart eased a lot.
But it was only relieved, but the dull pain was still there, like ten thousand ants lying in my heart, eating my flesh and blood.
It was bearable, but really painful.
At this moment, my whole body was wet with sweat and my body was exhausted.
And his face was covered with tears.
I stared at the ceiling with dull eyes, and the figure of Xiao Mengxin could not be removed from my mind.
Sometimes I love, sometimes I hate, these two extreme emotions torture me to the point where I almost die.
"Why, why..." I muttered to myself in despair, "Xiao Mengxin, you just left, just left. You said that everything between us was just a dream, and yet you asked me to take you, forget."
"But, do you know how much I love you, how can you be so heartless, let me forget it as a dream, how can I forget it so easily!" I trembled and groaned, and shouted at the window again, "Xiao Mengxin, you He is just a liar, a naked liar.”
The words she wrote were like knives, constantly stirring in my mind.
She said that she couldn't understand our relationship, so she felt it was inappropriate, so she abandoned me. She also stated her criteria for choosing a mate, saying that she should be a good match and find a man who is better than her.
To put it bluntly, doesn’t it mean that I don’t have money? And for being a well-matched person, doesn’t it mean that I don’t like my background in the countryside?
To put it bluntly, she was saying that I was not worthy of her at all. This deeply hurt my heart and I hated her so much.
I hate it so much that my whole body is shaking!
"Xiao Mengxin, you are so heartless!" I clenched my fists tightly. I really couldn't believe that she suddenly left without saying goodbye.
However, I really don’t understand, if she has never thought about being with me, why she still wants to date me, why she bought me a set of clothes and a mobile phone worth 36,000 yuan.
Why did you sleep with me again and say so many sweet and romantic words?
If she didn't want to be with me, why didn't she tell me earlier and leave me earlier, but she ended up having a romantic relationship with me before she cruelly abandoned me.
If she had clearly distanced herself from me when we met and made it clear that we were not suitable, I might not be so sad.
But she had an affair with me, told me to go see her parents, and finally abandoned me, which was equivalent to causing me a hundred thousand tons of harm.
Because the love is deep and the hurt is real!
"Xiao Mengxin, you are playing with people, you are playing with me, you liar." I looked out the window with resentment and yelled madly, "You liar, I hate you, I hate you, hahaha..."
I laughed like crazy and realized that I was the most ridiculous person in the world.
I actually went home happily and told my grandma and grandpa that I was going to meet Xiao Mengxin's parents and that we were going to be together.
I was still foolishly imagining our bright future, imagining where the marriage would be held, imagining us sitting on the rocks watching the sunset, and then embracing each other and saying I love you.
I also fantasize about how many children we will have after we get married, and I have already thought of the names of the children.
It turned out that all of this was really just my fantasy.
How beautiful the fantasy is, how strong the hope and happiness are.
So, how disappointing and painful it will be after all these dreams and bubbles are shattered.
Before, I was like a white-feathered bird flying happily in the sky.
But now, it was like a person who fell violently from a height of 10,000 meters and fell into the mud. It was so miserable.
Waves of severe stabbing pains came from my heart from time to time, and those beautiful scenes turned into fragments, which caused me to have a huge hatred for Xiao Mengxin.
"Xiao Mengxin, you are playing with me, you must be playing with me." My voice was extremely vicious, my fists were clenched and my teeth were clenched, and I said through gritted teeth: "Xiao Mengxin, you dare to play with me, you traitor of the soul, I will Even if I kill you or chop you into pieces, I can’t relieve the hatred in my heart!”
I have never hated someone so much. Maybe it was because I was so stimulated and shocked that I lost the ability to think rationally.
