It's going to kill me.
This completely broke the last rational nerve in my mind.
Xiao Mengxin also began to breathe hastily, and her eyes became as blurry as if they were dripping water, which was extremely seductive.
I couldn't control it at all. I grabbed her snow-white back with both hands and wanted to turn over and hug her into the bed...
But the moment I exerted my hands, Xiao Mengxin's blurred eyes suddenly woke up, and her body was severely shaken.
She quickly raised her head and said hastily: "Xiao, Xiao An, I, we can't do this."
After she finished speaking, she stood up quickly with her hands on my chest, but because of falling down just now, the towel slid halfway down her chest, exposing half of the beautiful scenery, which made my eyes widen.
Xiao Mengxin quickly lifted up the bath towel, her eyes panicked, trotted to the cabinet, took out a set of autumn clothes and long trousers and ran into the bathroom.
"Phew." I became more awake now, looking at my uncontrollable hands, my heart was beating fast.
Just now, I, I actually did that kind of thing like a spring animal, I, this is simply crazy.
This gave me a hundred courage before, and I didn't dare to do this to other girls. I was scared to confess, let alone the crazy action just now.
Xiao Mengxin makes me lose control again and again. Is this still me? Why am I so unsteady? Is the attraction of being the same soul so great?
"Huh~" I took a deep breath tremblingly and pinched my thigh to force myself to wake up more.
Thinking about it, I was a little scared. Xiao Mengxin wouldn't be disgusted with me because of my reckless behavior just now.
Fortunately, I stopped the car in time. If I had just given her... and caused her to feel disgusted and run away from me, I would have suffered a big loss.
"It's okay." Zen's voice suddenly sounded in my mind, "In fact, she was thinking the same thing as you. Didn't you see that her eyes were blurry just now and she couldn't control it? It was just the woman's reserve and the last trace of reason that woke her up."
"Really? Does she really not dislike me?" I breathed a sigh of relief and looked towards the bathroom.
Zen said again: "Of course I won't resent you, and if you continue to be alone for such a long time, even if something like that doesn't happen today, sooner or later you will break through that barrier."
"Really, when will the breakthrough be achieved?" I couldn't wait to ask. If she voluntarily had sex with me, there would be nothing to worry about.
"I don't know, it depends on the timing." Zen said.
Click.
The bathroom door opened, and Xiao Mengxin walked out with a blushing face. She put on a tight black autumn clothes, but the temptation was not less, but more alluring than wearing a bath towel.
The autumn clothes were tightly attached to her body, which made her protruding body very obvious. Looking closely, she looked like she was naked. This made my lower abdomen feel hot again, but I suppressed it forcefully.
"Meng, Mengxin, me." I explained awkwardly: "I, I'm sorry just now, I, I..."
"It's okay, it's me who should be sorry." Xiao Mengxin also exhaled: "I, I almost lost control just now, Xiao An..."
Her chest rose and fell, and she looked at me complicatedly, "I, I did that just now. It's really the first time. You wouldn't think I'm a casual woman."
It turns out that she is just as nervous as me and cares about each other's image in each other's minds.
"No, no, how could it be? I think it's normal for us to do that." I said seriously.
"Normal? Is it normal? After bringing the man I met for the first time into my apartment, I took a shower inexplicably, and then I almost lost control. Is this normal?" Xiao Mengxin took a step back and suddenly looked at me warily, "Xiao An , I suddenly felt that you are very dangerous, your attraction to me is so great, I almost couldn’t control myself many times, what is going on.”
"I..." I really wanted to say, if you can't control it, just stop controlling it and do whatever you have to do, but I was too embarrassed to say it.
However, I still couldn't help but tell her the truth that she was the other half of my soul, but I felt it wasn't the right time, so I held back.
"Huh." Xiao Mengxin sat on the chair and looked at me and said, "This phenomenon of ours simply cannot be explained by science and brain."
Look, this is a materialist, trying to explain everything with science and logic, annoying.
"Mengxin, I hate science, and I hate using logic to explain everything." I took a deep breath and said seriously: "I think the inner feeling is the most real. For example, if we have a good impression of each other, this feeling is the most real. There is no need to analyze and study anything at all.”
"But..." Xiao Mengxin frowned and said, "I really want to understand why we are like this. As for what you said about us knowing each other in the past life, I don't think it is realistic."
I don’t want to quibble with her about the stubbornness of the materialist. Thinking about it makes me depressed.
I said helplessly: "Let's not talk about anything else. Let me ask you, tell me the truth, do you like me, right? Then..."
I took a deep breath and said bravely: "So, if I say that I want to be with you, fall in love, or even get married, will you agree?"
In fact, since I have never been in love, it takes a lot of courage to say such things, but her strong attraction to me caused me to risk my life.
I would go to pieces to be with her.
"Falling, getting married?" Xiao Mengxin was stunned for a moment, "Now?"
"Yes, right now." After I finished speaking, I thought for a moment and then said, "I'm not in a hurry to get married, but I want to be with you. Will you agree?"
I boldly spoke my mind and stared into her eyes, looking forward to her answer.
Xiao Mengxin's eyes were confused for a while, then focused again, shook her head, and nodded complicatedly, "Yeah, maybe."
Her expression was really complicated. I knew that she wanted to be with me in her heart, but her mind was always trying to figure out this phenomenon.
"What do you mean maybe?" I asked depressedly.
"Xiao An, yes, I admit it." Xiao Mengxin looked at me and said: "I admit that I really want to be with you, but I think this is a bit too fast to confirm the relationship. We have just met for the first time. Those friends of mine all started dating after knowing each other for half a year or even more than a year, and we don’t know each other well yet, so..."
I was very depressed when I heard this. What does it mean that we don't understand each other? Besides, can you please stop comparing us with your friends?
We are different from them because we are originally one soul and one person.
Except that men and women think differently, everything else is the same. Do you still need to understand this?
This made me frown in depression, and I wanted to tie her to a stool and brainwash her. I felt that since we were in love and we were together, it was over, how simple it was.
Harmful, forget it, don’t think about it anymore, depressed.
Maybe it's right to think from her point of view, but my thinking still feels that if we fall in love and we're together, it's over. Why make it so complicated? I'm not a bad person.
"But..." Xiao Mengxin looked at my ugly face and said again: "Xiao An, can you give me two days to think about it first? I want to be with you, but I also want to have a buffer. The progress is too fast and it's overwhelming me. A little out of breath.”
After hearing this, my mood improved a lot, and I felt that two days was not long.
Thinking that we will confirm our relationship in two days, I feel very excited, but suddenly I think of the huge gap between our families in reality.
"By the way." I frowned and asked seriously: "Mengxin, my family is from a rural area and is quite poor. Although I don't know what your family does, but your family should be engaged in big business. You will dislike me." With my poor family conditions, do you think I’m poor?”
If she dislikes me, I will be really sad.
Hearing this, Xiao Mengxin's eyes became hesitant for a moment, and she looked at me and said, "Xiao An, to be honest with you, don't be angry. In fact, my conditions for choosing a mate are that the other person must be better than me, stronger than me, and at worst, a good match. "
Hearing this, I lowered my eyes in disappointment and heartache. She really disliked me for being poor.
"But..." Xiao Mengxin suddenly took my hand and said, "But after meeting you, all my rules and regulations disappeared... Do you understand..."
My heart moved, and I looked at her with great joy. The meaning of her words was already obvious. Before meeting me, the conditions for choosing a mate were very high, but after meeting me, there were no conditions anymore.
"Haha." Xiao Mengxin smiled softly and said, "So, I don't care that you are from the countryside, but after all, we have just met for the first time. I'm afraid I won't be able to bear it because it is developing so fast. Can you give me some time?"
I looked into her affectionate eyes and nodded heavily, "Okay, no problem, I'll give you time."
Other girls have already said this, so what else do I have to worry about and be picky about.
