For the first time in seven years, my view of my mother has changed a lot, and I am no longer so afraid of her hating her.
It's not because my mother gave me the Buddha pendant, but because she protected me and vented my anger today, it made me feel very warm.
I also know that although my mother is crazy, she must love me very much in her heart. Deep down, she also longs for her to recover from her illness.
"Xiao'an, Guilan, please go back to the house quickly. It's hot outside." After speaking, grandma walked into the house first.
When I entered the house, my mother stood next to me, looking straight at me, and smiling silly from time to time.
And during this day, my mother followed me wherever I went, even when I went to the toilet, which made me scared and nervous.
I know, this is a crazy mother's way of expressing her love.
For lunch, grandpa cooked a lot of delicious food.
Mom wolfed down the food as if she hadn't eaten meat in years, which made the two elders sigh in distress.
"Hey, old man, you can buy more meat in a few days and deliver it to Chen Yong." Grandma's eyes were a little red.
Grandpa nodded dully, then suddenly looked at the pendant around my neck, and asked curiously: "Old lady, this Buddha pendant is quite strange. It can emit light on its own, so it won't pose any danger to Xiao An."
My grandma calculated it with her fingers and said that not only would this Buddha statue not cause harm to me, but it might also play a role in protecting me. Somewhere in the divine will, this Buddha statue might have been mine.
I held the Buddha statue curiously and looked at my mother again. If not for her sudden appearance, the Buddha statue would have missed me.
After dinner, my mother lay directly on the kang and fell asleep. The weather was hot, so I also took a nap, but when I woke up, my mother was gone.
Grandma said that my mother might have gone crazy on the street, or she might have returned to the countryside.
I looked at my grandma and asked curiously again: "Grandma, why is my mother so crazy?"
I have asked about this matter more than once, but every time my grandma said she would tell me when I grow up, and I don’t know how old I am.
But after I asked this question, I clearly saw the hatred in my grandma's eyes. She stroked my head and said leisurely: "Your mother's illness is related to one person. Xiao An, you will definitely be a capable person when you grow up." As a person, maybe you can not only cure your mother's disease, but also find the person who made your mother sick."
At this moment, I even felt murderous intent exuding from my grandma.
But when I asked my grandma who the person who made my mother sick was, she told me nothing at all and said she would wait until I became an adult.
Time passed by seven days ago. Originally, my second elder was planning to send me to kindergarten, but something happened a few days ago.
The second elder was worried that something might happen to me, and wanted to calm down for a while before talking about it.
During this period of time, the village was still lively during the day, but once night came, the villagers closed their doors long ago and could not go out.
There was almost no one on the street, and the countryside was like a ghost town. Everyone was really afraid that Wang Yaxuan and Zheng Xiumei would come back and kill them.
After the two old ladies died, Yao Shuo and his wife, apart from being sad and depressed, were not quarreling, and their relationship seemed to be warming up.
During this time, my grandma often went to the train track to look for the two ghostly old ladies, but found nothing.
After another month passed and there was still no sneaking incident, the villagers gradually relaxed their vigilance, and some people dared to go out for a walk at night.
After dinner that night, grandpa looked at grandma and said: "Old lady, it's been more than a month, and those two ghost old ladies haven't come back to cause trouble. It should be okay. If it's okay, I'll send it to you tomorrow." Xiao An should go to kindergarten, the child is seven and a half years old."
"Well..." Grandma looked at me and pondered for a while, then nodded and said, "It's okay. I really haven't felt the sneaky presence of those two recently. I should leave this area. I can send Xiao An to the kindergarten tomorrow."
When I heard this, I immediately pouted and said I didn't want to go, I wanted to stay with my grandma forever.
Mainly, I felt inexplicably scared and nervous about the unknown environment.
But my grandma started to fool me again, saying that there were a lot of fun things in the kindergarten, which was so exciting that I was doubtful, and finally agreed in a confused way.
After breakfast the next day, my grandpa went to another room to change clothes and prepare to send me to kindergarten.
After my grandma changed me into new clothes, she took out the small wooden sword from the cabinet, handed it over and said, "Xiao An, this is a magic weapon made of lightning struck wood. It's called the Thunder Sword. Wear it on your body. After school, , Grandma can't be by your side to protect you at any time. If you encounter a powerful evil ghost, you can use this thunder sword to attack it, do you hear me?"
"Thunder Sword?" After I took over the small wooden sword, I suddenly became excited. More than a month ago, I personally saw the power of this thunder sword.
At that time, my grandma waved her hand, and the thundering sword turned into a bolt of lightning and shot through the heart of the vicious ghost Zheng Xiumei.
If I have this thunder sword to defend myself, my safety will at least be greatly guaranteed.
Then I asked my grandma how I could make this thundering sword turn into lightning and hurt people.
But grandma touched my head and smiled and said, "Xiao An, you don't have the inner energy in your body now, so you can't exert the full power of the Thunder Sword. You can't attack Gui Sui like me, but even if you pierce Gui Sui with the tip of the sword, you can still It will cause a lot of damage to them, and as long as you are not too sneaky, you can definitely beat them away."
"Inner Qi?" After hearing this, I curiously asked what Inner Qi was.
Grandma said that practitioners will produce internal energy in their Dantian, which is the basis for conquering demons. Drawing talismans, controlling magic weapons, etc. all need to rely on internal energy to operate.
After hearing this, I played with the Thunder Sword and began to think wildly.
Grandma took out the Buddha pendant from my neck and asked, "Xiao An, you haven't felt any discomfort while wearing this Buddha pendant during this time, right?"
My heart moved, and I quickly told my grandma that not only did I not feel anything unusual, but I felt very comfortable.
Ever since I put on the Buddha pendant, my mind has been filled with warmth, and the energy surging in it is much more powerful than before.
And asked grandma if she knew what the energy in my brain was. I had been meaning to ask some time ago but had forgotten.
"Is there energy surging in your mind?" Grandma was stunned for a moment after hearing this. She stretched out her hand to press the top of my head to feel a little, frowned and whispered, "It's strange, why can't I feel it?"
Immediately afterwards, grandma began to quickly calculate something with her fingers, and offered three more sticks of incense to the old immortal.
After a while, grandma looked back at me and said with admiration: "Xiao An, you are worthy of being a Taoist immortal. What is produced in our dantian as practitioners is internal energy, but the energy surging in your mind is the vitality of life!"
"Original vitality?" I asked curiously what the original vitality was.
Grandma said that ordinary practitioners would only produce inner energy in their Dantian after practicing for several years or even more than ten years. The more inner energy, the more powerful the magic power will be.
And like me, an immortal who has reincarnated into the human world, will form his own life energy in his mind, which is much stronger than the inner energy. The two are not on the same level at all.
I was very excited when I heard this and asked my grandma how to use the vitality in my mind. I also wanted to become an expert like her.
Grandma said that because I am too young now, I don’t have enough vitality in my brain, and I don’t have the ability or method to control the vitality for the time being.
But she said that once I can control my vitality, I will definitely become a very powerful person.
"But, grandma, I don't know how to control my vitality now. Do you know?" I asked curiously.
When grandma heard this, she looked at the Buddha pendant around my neck.
