The girl's eyes were closed tightly, and tears kept falling on Zhang Xiaoman.
For a person who has been blind for more than a year, just this little light is enough to satisfy her.
For a time, all the past events that had been buried in the bottom of her heart emerged one by one in Lin Sisi's mind.
That nightmarish car accident, the death of his parents, his life, his dreams, and everything he once had, all disappeared.
The pride and coldness of the past were like a clown who was always mocking her, turned into sharp knives, piercing her heart all the time.
In this more than a year full of darkness and loneliness, Lin Sisi's character has never been the same again. From the talented girl who was full of confidence and strived for the first place in everything, she has become timid, cowardly, and blushes easily now. little girl.
No one can imagine what it means for a normal person to lose everything, and how terrifying it is to live with only darkness and loneliness for more than a year.
She even thought many times that it would be better to just leave this world and end all this pain.
But when the cold blade touched her wrist, she finally became timid. Having experienced death once, she was afraid of real death, the kind of coldness, coldness, loneliness, and despair that could swallow up all the courage and hope in the world.
Lin Sisi did not commit suicide. She did not dare to face that kind of terror, so she could only choose to be strong.
During her more than a year of blind life, she went from collapse and crying at the beginning to numbness and persistence later. She didn't know how many tears were flowing in the deserted corner. Because she was unwilling to interact with others, she couldn't even hear sympathy or ridicule, and only endless darkness was left to accompany her.
However, in this darkness, a man's figure suddenly appeared. This figure not only came into her life, but also saved her life.
Until now, this man even appeared in front of her. In this gray world, he was the only one who stood out so clearly.
The girl's suppressed emotions for more than a year immediately burst out, and all the sadness and grievances turned into tears at this moment, scattered on the figure.
Zhang Xiaoman looked at the little girl in front of him who was crying hysterically. He was a little confused for a moment. He raised his hands and didn't know where to put them. He felt very embarrassed.
Zhang Xiaoman feels that his deception skills have always been very powerful, and this is inherited from his genes. For example, Pei Liuye, who has been a fortune teller for half his life, and my mother, who has a PhD in public relations, are closely related to deception. And he himself will become the Lord of the Stars who deceives the whole world, and establishes a powerful organization to fight against alien species.
However, the ability to cheat is inherited, but some things about emotional intelligence are a bit unsatisfactory. After all, there is a reason why the mother has been single for 25 years.
If it were someone who was a veteran in love, they might already be discussing what the children of both parties would be called in the future.
Gently putting his hand on the girl's back, Zhang Xiaoman didn't know what to say for a moment, so he could only pat her and say some words of comfort without nourishment.
…
After a while, Lin Sisi's tears finally stopped. After the emotions are vented together in this way, the whole person will become much more relaxed.
"Yes, I'm sorry..."
The girl blushed and whispered, her head lowered and she didn't know how to face this man. She herself was in love for the first time.
Touching the hem of his clothes that was soaked from crying, Zhang Xiaoman smiled helplessly: "It's okay. It's okay to cry about some things. It will be even more uncomfortable if you suppress them in your heart."
The room returned to calmness again, and the dog that had been listening curiously outside also returned to its kennel.
After another ten minutes of buffering period, Lin Sisi's emotions finally calmed down completely. Zhang Xiaoman looked at the time and then revealed another purpose of his visit.
"Brother Xiaoman, do you want to learn to draw?" The girl looked at Zhang Xiaoman with curiosity. Now, with the help of the spirit detection technique, she was able to accurately capture the latter's position.
"Yes, there are some things on the formation that require me to draw the formation through painting, and I must use a brush, so I wanted to come to you to ask for some painting skills and borrow some painting tools by the way. ."
After Lin Sisi heard this, she readily agreed. She immediately invited Zhang Xiaoman to come to her studio, which was the same room as before.
After listening to the other party explain some basic painting techniques, Zhang Xiaoman took a piece of drawing paper and began to try to draw the Star Alliance logo.
The paintbrush he used was also made of soft bristles, and it didn't seem to be much different from a brush - it was something he couldn't control anyway.
Recalling some of the essentials that Lin Sisi just said, Zhang Xiaoman slowly started writing, and with a move of his arm, a crooked "circle" appeared on the paper.
"this……"
Zhang Xiaoman's eyes froze, and the corners of his mouth twitched.
"It's okay. The circle at the beginning is the most difficult to draw. This just needs more practice."
Lin Sisi was comforting beside him.
Then, Zhang Xiaoman followed the method she taught, first drew a cross auxiliary line, and then used the four points on the side to draw a circle.
However……
"Wait, why does this look like a square to me... No, it seems to be a rectangle!"
Lin Sisi smiled when she heard this.
"Then your auxiliary lines must be drawn crookedly."
Zhang Xiaoman couldn't help but feel a little ashamed. Painting was really not something that a layman like him could do well.
…
after an hour.
Looking at the drawing paper in his hand that was covered with crooked circles, Zhang Xiaoman felt a little bit crazy. The spirit-enlightening formation had not yet shown signs of development, and just the round edge on the outside had him stuck.
"This is too difficult..."
Zhang Xiaoman put down his painting brush and rubbed his sore wrist with some depression. For some reason, a story he had read suddenly came to his mind.
"I didn't know that the big guy who was suspected of being a time traveler had been painting egg paintings for several years..."
He muttered softly, but he saw Lin Sisi fumbled on the side, picked up the paintbrush on the table, and gently turned her wrist on a piece of paper. She didn't even see her arm move. She looked like an extremely standard person. The circle just appeared in the middle of the crooked and different shapes.
"I'll go! Are you drawing it right now?" Zhang Xiaoman looked at this scene in surprise. His mouth was long enough to fit a whole goose egg.
"This...it's nothing. I just drew a lot and got familiar with it...you can do it if you practice more." Lin Sisi said in a low voice with a blushing face.
Zhang Xiaoman looked at the circle with such a symbol in front of him and couldn't help but sigh: "If I were one-tenth of your level, I wouldn't have to worry about this thing. You are so powerful, otherwise I would just let you help me with this magic circle." I'll forget about painting..."
