I stopped struggling and watched blankly as Wen Na dissipated and turned into countless small particles. It felt like a few particles flew into my eyes, causing me to shed tears, but I did not rub them. My body fell and finally fell heavily to the ground. I couldn't tell whether the severe pain in my chest and back came from my body or my heartache...
The silent crying gradually became amplified, and I huddled in a ball on the ground, recalling every moment of being with Wen Na these days... From the first time I met her in the dark cellar of the shelter, I was full of feelings for her. Be wary, and then Wen Na cared for me meticulously and protected me without any thought. My feelings for her were both a teacher and a friend. I thought about countless possibilities with her, but I never expected that this person would always be by my side to protect me. The person who guided me was my mother who was erased from my memory.
The messy memory fragments in my mind gradually became clearer. I sorted out the fragmented memories...
"Master..." Liuliu also sensed my sadness. Those human-headed spiders were looking at me quietly not far from me.
It is so difficult to live a life without regrets...
My regret for my mother may have been that I didn't keep a photo of my mother, and I didn't say goodbye to my mother properly. She left me so suddenly, and she didn't even give me a token of her memory.
My regret now is that I have been with my mother for so long, but I didn't react earlier. I regret that I didn't let her see me become stronger, but instead put her in danger again and again to save me... Maybe when she left, she was still worried about how this unsatisfied child like me would survive in this world in the future...
Until the end, I still didn't say goodbye to her properly...
If Yuan Ren will also die, then when I die, will I be able to reunite with her again...
I have no idea...
I just lay on the grass until the surroundings became dim, and until the sky began to twinkle with stars, I was still waiting. Maybe Wenna just came down a little late at the wrong time. I just had to wait, she It will eventually happen...
"Master...don't wait..." Yoyo heard my voice.
"Wen Na hasn't arrived yet, we can't leave."
"Master, you know she will never appear again..."
People cannot bear to be exposed by others in the dreams they weave. I angrily picked up a handful of weeds beside me and threw it towards Liu Liu, "How do you know! You are not even a human being!" What could you know?" Anger and extreme sadness left me speechless.
I knew that my words would undoubtedly hurt Liuliu's heart, but I couldn't control myself anymore and said it.
"I know your pain master. Although you don't think I am the same person, our emotions are the same. You are deceiving yourself now. What you know is just what I said."
"She will come...she is from the early Yuan Dynasty..." I don't know if I am saying this to Liuyou or to myself. I am willing to have a little luck. I have seen it in my chasing eyes. It was like Wen Na when she died, but she suddenly appeared and stayed with me for so long. She was a living person, so there must be a miracle!
"Her body has long been gone."
"What do you mean by that?" I asked Liuliu. Since it has been with Xuanyi for so long, it must know something.
"I got to know your mother earlier than you, Master."
"What? Why didn't you tell me earlier!"
"I can't say... Although you think we are ugly, we have seen much more than you. No matter in the past or in the future, as long as one human-headed spider is seen, all spiders are visible, even though we see so many , if you don’t ask questions, I can’t take the initiative to say it, this is against the rules.”
"What bullshit rules!"
"The rules are the way. Everything has its reason. You can't break it at will."
"Besides, you yourself don't realize that Wen Na is your mother. Even if I tell you, what's the use? Unless you wake up yourself, you won't believe it."
"Then when I look back at those scenes I saw, Wen Na was drained of all her blood. Is this what really happened? Then can you tell me when that scene happened."
"I didn't see the scene you mentioned with my own eyes, but I can tell you what I saw," Liuyou walked closer to me, "more than ten years ago, maybe earlier, Xuanyi took us there I met Wen Na at that time. Xuan Yi ordered us to help build a shelter and guard it. Because there are too few things that mortal eyes can see, let us guard key places to protect them. To prevent evil heretics from invading the last sanctuary of purity when they run rampant in the last days."
"Wen Na must have told you that the energy in this world is conserved. The growth of new energy means the disappearance of old energy, and the energy of the entire universe has been disappearing. This is irreversible. Wen Na gave birth to you, She loves you wholeheartedly and is willing to give up everything for you, so why would she care about her mere magical powers and energy? Therefore, you have obtained most of her energy inheritance."
"But people's hearts are unpredictable. After Xuan Yi spent a lot of his energy for them, they are still not satisfied, and they are jealous of Xuan Yi's energy. They want to know the source of this power, and they wish they could possess this energy... .But no matter how they researched, they could not obtain the true meaning of Yuanchu people's energy. They were afraid that Xuan Yi would take revenge after he recovered, so they simply killed him...dismembered him into pieces."
"What about Wen Na?"
"After Xuan Yi died, they started experiments with people from the early Yuan Dynasty and targeted Wen Na. But they didn't know that Wen Na had foresight. She saw all this in advance and was on guard, so she washed it I wiped your memory and forcibly placed you in another family at the cost of another woman’s life, so your sister lost her mother when she was born.”
No wonder Wen Na mentioned the word retribution when she heard me say that she was going to find Nan Shu... Opening that wormhole must have consumed a lot of her energy... Plus she also sealed it for Nan Shu Memory...Everything I asked Wen Na to do would cost her her life...
"Then Wen Na wasn't always with us some time ago. Isn't it any different?" I still don't understand. If Wen Na died more than ten years ago, then where did the Wen Na around us come from? Woolen cloth?
"Master, time is a scam. If you want to truly see through time, you have to escape from time."
I began to look for connections between everything and carefully figured out some key nodes...
Time...Yuanren...spirit...body...entity...seesaw...I have a rough guess in my mind, but this guess is so crazy that I can't believe it...
"That's almost it." Yoyo said.
"You said everything I thought was true?!"
"Yes, Master, you have to be a little more bold and think carefully outside the shackles of time!"
"The spiritual bodies of people in the early Yuan Dynasty can form entities and transcend the boundaries of time and space..." I muttered to myself, and the beads in my mind gradually connected into a string...
When she met Wen Na for the first time, the scene of her disappearance matched the scene of her being shocked by the defibrillator on the operating table! Therefore, I have always been surrounded by Wen Na’s spirit body that has formed a physical form!
"Yes..." Liuyou nodded...
"When she saw those scenes in her vision, she used her own energy to immobilize her spirit body, just so that when I subconsciously ask for help in danger, I can respond to the call... Wen Na beside us , is it the spirit body that was separated from each other more than ten years ago when Wen Na was nearing the end of her life?"
"right."
"When I was in the spiritual realm, oh no, when I was trapped in the Exile Place of Divine Consciousness, what I shouted was not a spell at all, just the word mother! She came back to me just to protect me? So that I wouldn't Die like what she saw in the vision?!”
"The master has become enlightened."
"But if Wen Na does this, doesn't it consume more energy?"
"If nothing had happened to the master's body, Wen Na might have been able to hold on for a while longer. She used her last energy to open the wormhole in this space and brought you through. Her disappearance is inevitable, it's just a matter of time. ..This is all her obsession with your love, which supports her. When her body has dissipated, her spirit body can still do so many things to protect you..."
I knelt on the ground, grabbing the innocent grass next to me with both hands, "Why am I so stupid... If only I had known earlier..."
"It's not too late to know now... Don't let down Wen Na's hard work..." Liuyou heard, and the two human-headed spiders next to me had already picked up my fallen body.
"But I don't know where I am now. Can my body still be used?"
"Of course it can be used. This is the purpose of Wen Na sending you here. Look at us." Liuyou stretched her neck to show me the threads between her spider body and the human head. "The spiritual energy of heaven and earth is more abundant here. Even if Ordinary grass also has healing properties. Things you thought were impossible before may be possible here, so you will definitely get better, Master, don’t worry.”
I looked at my body blankly, not seeing any big changes, "Leave it to us!" Liu Liu and the others went deep into the woods next to the grass, saying they were going to pick some herbs for me to heal the wounds on my body. . To be honest, I didn't have much hope, because the body didn't even breathe at all... I left it to them to play with my body, while I still lay on the grass, looking at the stars, and thinking a lot. ..
"somebody is coming!"
Yoyo speak to me!
Anyone? ! Are the people living in this universe Yuan people? Maybe I can ask and know more about Yuan Ren!
