Tan Lin did a lot of psychological construction for himself before he mustered up the courage to walk towards the attic on the top of the building.
After entering, Tan Lin took a deep breath.
Calm down your anxious mood.
"Qiqi, you...what do you want to say? Dad is here."
Qiao Mi looked at Tan Lin with a bad expression, thinking that he was not feeling well, "Dad, are you feeling bad? Where do you feel bad?"
"No...it's okay, what's wrong?"
Listening to the trembling in Tan Lin's tone, Qiao Mi felt like he knew why his father was trembling.
"Well, Dad, you misunderstood. I didn't mean to say anything to you. That's it. Dad, you don't have to be careful with me all the time. Just be yourself."
Qiao Mi said quickly and hurriedly.
Tan Lin breathed a sigh of relief when he heard his daughter's words.
"It's just that Dad feels sorry for you and your mother. If it weren't for me, your life wouldn't be like this, and neither would your mother..."
Thinking of Ye Linlong's death, Tan Lin still can't let go.
This is not something that Qiao Mi can forgive him for.
But he couldn't forgive himself.
Nor willing to forgive myself.
He always felt that it was because of his wrong choices that he caused his family's tragedy.
"Dad, I can't say anything for my mother. You can ask her later if you want to forgive her or not. But as for me, I don't blame you."
"Really, I thank you for bringing me into this world, and as for what I've been through, I feel like those experiences have made me a better version of myself."
He said and smiled at Tan Lin.
Looking at his daughter's smile, Tan Lin's eyes turned red, and he was glad that he had such a sensible daughter.
But he still couldn't forgive himself.
Even if his daughter doesn't blame him, he can't pass his own test.
"I know, daughter, thank you very much for being brave enough to tell me the truth. Dad is really happy, but, daughter, dad really can't forgive himself."
Tan Lin smiled bitterly.
Qiao Mi lowered his head, then looked at Tan Lin and said, "Dad, I understand, but for me, I hope you can enjoy life better in the future."
Tan Lin nodded.
Qiao Mi looked at Tan Lin's situation and stepped forward to pat Tan Lin on the shoulder, "Dad, don't set so many rules for yourself. I don't think my mother wants to see you like this."
"Um."
After finishing speaking, Tan Lin raised his head, looked at Qiao Mi and said, "Qiqi, you go and do your own business, I'll think about it myself."
"Okay, dad, I'll leave first. Don't worry, I really don't blame you now. We all have our own destiny. I think everything is the best arrangement."
Tan Lin murmured, "The best arrangement, haha... No, no, if I can be more firm... Forget it, there is no point, my daughter, I will think about it myself."
Qiao Mi is still a little worried about Tan Lin's current situation.
But I don’t know what else I can say.
Then he went down, leaving enough space for Tan Lin to think about these things clearly.
After Qiao Mi left, Tan Lin stood up and stood on the roof of the building, looking at the night in the distance with a very lonely expression.
"Linlong, thank you for giving me such a good daughter Qiqi. I'm sorry for you, but I can't keep doing this. Qiqi has already worked very hard before.
I can't make her feel uncomfortable anymore. I will make it up to Qiqi in the future, but don't worry, when Qiqi has the next generation, I will go find you and stay with you, so...
Now I will accompany Qiqi first. "
After Tan Lin finished speaking, he felt much more relaxed.
The next day, when Qiao Mi saw Tan Lin again, he naturally noticed the change in Tan Lin at the first sight.
But what she didn't know was that Tan Lin now regarded every day he spent with her as his last and cherished it every day.
And after that, when she found out, her whole body collapsed.
If it weren't for the little one in her belly, she might still be depressed.
Of course, this is all for later.
At this time, they were very happy getting along with each other, and Qiao Mi finally realized the family affection that he had never experienced in his previous life.
Of course, this does not include those worlds of quick travel.
After all that time, she still gained some family affection.
But it's very different now. Now it's a regret from her previous life, a memory of when she first started fast wearing.
She cherishes family affection very much.
It was different now. She was satisfied and felt that she was finally complete.
At night, everyone came out of the state of absorption. After two days of absorption, they only felt full of energy.
I didn't feel tired at all.
After dinner, everyone went to rest and prepare for departure.
Chu Meng, Huo Guanjia and his wife, as well as Tan Lin, were making food for them and preparing to put it in Qiao Mi's space.
During these two days of getting along, Tan Lin finally got to know some of his daughter's hobbies.
Made a lot of spicy snacks.
At three o'clock in the morning, Qiao Mi came down and saw the kitchen was brightly lit.
"Dad, Mengmeng, have you... done so much?" Qiao Mi looked at the food on the dining table in shock.
Mostly some pasta.
Buckets of steamed rice were placed aside, and several small mobile fireplaces were placed in the kitchen.
Just to keep warm.
There are large plates of braised pork on the table, including all kinds of meat.
At this time, spicy beef is being fried in the pot.
Seeing what they had prepared, Qiao Mi would be lying if he said he was not impressed.
Tan Lin saw Qiao Mi and said hurriedly: "Hurry up and close the space, otherwise it will get cold later. I will stir-fry vegetables for you now, and there will be some cold dishes later."
"Okay, oh, we are so happy. Thank you everyone for your hard work!"
After Qiao Mi finished speaking with a smile, he began to put things into the space.
This feels really good.
By the time everything was packed up, it was already half past three and everyone had come down.
Aunt Huo brought out the prepared breakfast.
"Get in the car and get the dumplings out of the car. Eat more dumplings. When you come back, Aunt Huo will make noodles for you."
Everyone stepped forward to help serve the dishes.
Platefuls of hot dumplings and many side dishes were placed on the table.
Everyone quickly settled down, a few men drove out the car, everyone said goodbye to everyone, and prepared to leave.
Tan Lin looked at his daughter and sighed, "Qiqi, remember that dad is waiting for you at home. He will come back well."
After finishing speaking, he glanced at Chu Mochen.
"You too, did you hear that?"
"Uncle Huo, don't worry, I will protect myself and Qiqi." After Chu Mochen finished speaking, he looked at Chu Tingxu aside.
"Xuxu, you can't abandon training at home. Listen to your Uncle Shen."
Chu Tingxu nodded. He wanted to cry before, but now that we have been separated for a long time, he will not cry again.
"Don't worry, I will protect myself and everyone, uncle, remember to come back safely."
Chu Mochen nodded.
Then they waved their hands and everyone turned around and got into the car, followed by Chu Mochen.
"Everyone, go back and take a nap. Let's go first." Qiao Mi waved to everyone.
As the car drove out, Chu Meng felt that his heart became empty, and the whole house suddenly became quiet.
"Let's go, go in and rest. Everyone needs to rest today."
After Butler Huo finished speaking, he led everyone inside.
