Yu Xiaoxiao drank the marriage recognition tea, which meant she officially recognized the child. She put down the tea cup and started to help him up.
But Amu held down Yu Xiaoxiao's arm and smiled sweetly at her: "Xiaoxiao, I just want to recognize him as my son."
Yu Xiaoxiao twitched the corners of her mouth slightly but did not refute him.
Amu picked up the tea cup that Yu Xiaoxiao had just put down and handed it to the child again. The look he looked at him was different from the way he looked at Yu Xiaoxiao. He was very cold: "Here you go, I will be your adoptive father from now on."
The child didn't want to recognize Amu and stubbornly refused to accept it.
A Mu's face became even colder and he was about to take action in the next second.
Yu Xiaoxiao quickly spoke up to save the situation. She was afraid that something would happen to the child if she didn't speak out: "Amu, you also want to adopt an adopted son? That's good, that's good. I can just take care of the child."
She said this not only to Amu, but also to the child.
Amu looked away and looked at Yu Xiaoxiao with a warmer smile: "Yeah."
The child looked at Yu Xiaoxiao after hearing this, and finally saw Yu Xiaoxiao's eyes. Knowing that his adoptive mother wanted him to accept it, he suppressed his reluctance and respectfully recognized A Mu as his adoptive father.
After Yu Xiaoxiao and Amu drank the wedding recognition tea, she took out a package from her back and said to the child with a smile: "Here, this is my meeting gift for you. The child hasn't asked you what your name is yet?"
"Son Ji Zexuan, thank you mother."
"Don't be so polite. How about I call you Zexuan from now on?"
Ji Zexuan nodded in agreement meekly.
Amu endured the discomfort in his heart and interrupted Yu Xiaoxiao's intention to speak: "Xiaoxiao, I haven't prepared a meeting gift for our son yet, why don't you help me think about it together."
Yu Xiaoxiao first gave Ji Zexuan a look, signaling him to leave first, and then looked at A Mu and said, "A Mu, you don't have to be like this. You are different to me after all."
Amu didn't expect that Yu Xiaoxiao would respond to her, and was stunned for a moment, not knowing how she should react.
Yu Xiaoxiao sighed and planned to speak directly to avoid harming others and herself: "Amu, do you like me?"
Amu nodded stupidly, his nervous palms sweating.
But Yu Xiaoxiao said: "I can't be with you..."
"It's okay, I..."
A Mu was instantly surrounded by sad emotions, but he had to endure the pain and eagerly interrupted Yu Xiaoxiao's unfinished words.
Yu Xiaoxiao was so sharp, how could she not notice it? She pressed A Mu's wrist soothingly and whispered softly: "Don't worry, A Mu, just listen to me first."
A Mu had a very bad premonition. He didn't want to have no chance with Yu Xiaoxiao anymore, but when he felt the strength of her pressing his wrist, A Mu suddenly became discouraged, but he could no longer control the dark emotions in his heart.
"Amu, for some reasons, I can't accept you. I don't even plan to talk about feelings in my whole life, so Amu, you better stop wasting your time on me. I'm not worth it..."
Before Yu Xiaoxiao finished speaking, Amu pulled out his wrist and stared at Yu Xiaoxiao: "Okay, I won't force you, I just want to stay here, stay by your side."
A Mu's voice and eyes revealed fierce determination. Yu Xiaoxiao felt uncomfortable in her heart. She didn't dare to say anything to irritate him anymore, so she changed the words that came to her lips.
"Although I can't respond to your feelings, I promise not to get married for the rest of my life and treat you as a relative. Do you think it's feasible?"
A Mu closed his eyes, not letting Yu Xiaoxiao see the turbulent emotions in his eyes, turned around and ran away eagerly.
Yu Xiaoxiao suddenly collapsed on the chair, squinting her eyes and thinking about the scene just now, and suddenly felt a little sad.
In fact, she was not completely indifferent to Amu. Not to mention the life-saving grace between them, she was very attracted by the fact that Amu knew everything and was a bit yandere-like.
Besides, Amu has never forced anything on her, and he is soft and obedient, which makes her very happy.
But at the same time, she also has a lot of worries. Let's not talk about not being able to be together forever. He likes her in this life, but what about the next life?
She herself didn't know why she was reincarnated with memories from life to life, and she didn't know what would happen in the future. She didn't dare to let herself fall into it and cause Amu to do the same.
She has already experienced some of the disadvantages of such reincarnation. Not to mention the endless loneliness, the feeling of watching familiar people die one after another is very crushing. Even for a period of time, she couldn't Dare to be emotionally invested in anyone.
If she hadn't been so big-hearted and adjusted her emotions and mentality from time to time, and even set goals for herself to keep herself busy and try not to think randomly, she wouldn't dare to think about what would happen to her.
Is it the depravity of paralyzing oneself?
Or is it draining away all of one’s humanity?
Or is he a crazy person who is neither human nor ghost?
To be honest, immortality without companionship is not a punishment?
She also wanted someone to bear this pressure with her, but she didn't dare because she was afraid of betrayal.
She can't guarantee that anyone can stay with her forever. After all, people's hearts are unpredictable and she can't know what others are thinking.
Moreover, she doesn't really believe in love.
In addition, she was also afraid that she would never be able to bear the loneliness alone once she tried the feeling of being with someone.
Another awkward thing is that Yu Xiaoxiao feels that she is an old monster who is hundreds of years old, and she is really not worthy of others who are dozens of years old. She cannot accept such a big gap calmly.
These are all the reasons why Yu Xiaoxiao is unwilling to cultivate with A Mu.
Sighing deeply, Yu Xiaoxiao thought again, if she thought about it from another angle, Amu would feel aggrieved.
If she were A Mu, she might not be as good as A Mu.
Will she like a person who has been good to her since she was a child and has no blood relationship? She thinks she will.
After all, the love of mutual dependence is doubly favorable wherever it is placed.
That person would never get married, would cook delicious food for her, and feel distant from everyone else. She was particularly attracted to such a person.
Hey~
Yu Xiaoxiao rubbed her head irritably, got up and went to get embroidery tools to embroider in the yard, not thinking about whether these things were there or not, which only added to her troubles.
Amu vented his anger and came back. Neither of them mentioned the matter and continued to live their own lives peacefully.
As for Ji Zexuan, he was taken away by the people guarding outside after leaving the main room. He was not given a chance to choose.
And Yu Xiaoxiao probably had expected it for a long time, so she was not surprised by this.
The gift she gave to Ji Zexuan was a manuscript of martial arts secrets that she had collected. If you practice according to them, there will be no problems.
For half a month, Amu felt much better after seeing Yu Xiaoxiao mention Ji Zexuan, and went to tell his subordinates to treat him better. After all, he was his and Yu Xiaoxiao's son.
