After a few days, it started to rain, and I couldn’t collect herbs or set up a street stall. There were a lot of people asking for meatballs online, but I didn’t have any in stock.
I can only kill time in the computer store and read books. After calculating the money I have earned recently, I am actually full of hope for the future.
It seems that once the hope of life is ignited, the whole person's energy and spirit are different. In the past, I could only dream, but there was no way. Now, not only can I dream, but I can actually realize it bit by bit. This is a breakthrough.
How should I invest my spare money? How can I make more money? Just thinking about it makes me happy. If this continues, I will be able to take root in this small city and survive.
I don’t need to be so pessimistic and world-weary, thinking that everyone is a bad person. I took a look at the stocks and bought some bank stocks. I should be able to get some dividends every year.
I looked at the house price again and found that it had only been a month, and it had actually increased by five taels per square meter. I was very lucky to have bought a house after I came back, otherwise I would have thrown away more than five hundred taels of silver in vain. You know, more than five hundred taels, To me not long ago, these were simply numbers and astronomical figures that had no practical meaning.
I thought about Xiao Qian and Huang Laoxie again. If it weren't for them, I'm afraid I still wouldn't have taken the first step. Now I can only earn about ten taels of silver a month. While dreaming about a better life, I'm getting older and losing everything. fighting spirit.
I thought again, if I join them, then I won’t have to worry about money in my life. Although I keep half of the money after listening to their stories, they don’t care about the life and death of others, and they may sometimes do things that are not worthy of recognition. .
At this time, Grandpa Li's teachings prevailed again. He was poor but determined, and a scholar had integrity. I patted my head, and while flipping through the book Grandpa Li left for me, I read some financial news, sorting it out in fragments.
I was so bored that I took a nap, and then I had a dream. Feifei and I were on an outing in the wild. Rapeseed flowers, red tassel flowers, and some unknown flowers were all in bloom.
The wild scenery is beautiful, and Feifei is even more beautiful wearing a thin white sweater. As we walked, we came to a small slope with three dilapidated old houses and an old well.
There seems to be a large apricot tree. Feifei and I went up and took a look around, but no one was living in the house. The apricots are still green, and the well is quite beautiful. I don’t remember whether the edge of the well is a regular hexagon or a regular octagon.
The water is also very clear. Feifei and I rested on the stone bench there for a while, and then continued walking forward. Suddenly Feifei disappeared, and the surrounding area turned into a winter scene, with dead branches and leaves, and a desert. I was so surprised that I shouted Feifei, and then ran away again. When we got to the house, we found that the house had become dilapidated, the stone benches were broken, and the well was dry, without a drop of water.
As soon as I got anxious, I woke up. I broke out in a cold sweat and missed Feifei for a while. Then he was stunned again. Time changes so fast. The issue with the last barrier was caused by time. I don’t know if it has been resolved now or if it has not turned around at all.
Why doesn't Xiaoqian contact me occasionally? Why doesn't Xiao Tang talk to me and enlighten me?
In the evening, there were no more customers, so I went back to the rented house, opened the address book, and planned to ask about Feifei's current situation from other students. After looking through it for a long time, I didn't dare to dial out.
Finally, I found the number of one of Feifei's roommates. I gritted my teeth and dialed. A few seconds later, a female voice came out.
"The number you dialed is unavailable. Please verify it before dialing." I breathed a long sigh of relief.
I also thought that I haven’t contacted my roommates for a long time, so let’s ask them how they are doing. The roommates were surprised and very polite.
After chatting about some family matters, I learned that the only one with good conditions was ready to get married, but the one with poor conditions didn't even have a partner now.
One of them actually dated a girlfriend, but because the housing prices in the city were too high, he couldn't settle down, so he finally broke it off.
Pretty much the same as me. There is another person who introduced her to her hometown, and they both fall in love with each other, but they are still busy with the bride price, so it will probably take a while before they can get married.
I asked Feifei about it, and my roommate told me that I heard that Feifei went home not long after breaking up with you and married the second generation of a village yamen. They were afraid that you would be sad, so no one told you.
A few years have passed, so stop thinking about Feifei and start over. She is now an official's wife.
I said lightly: "I'm just asking casually. Feifei's ability to live a good life is more important than anything else." After ending the call, I listened to the music again.
As long as Feifei lives happily, that's better than anything else. I don't have to think about anything anymore. After sleeping until dawn, I felt more energetic.
Although the body has undergone some changes. Looking at the light rain outside the window and the simple house where I lived, I suddenly realized that my mentality had changed.
Start longing for a rich life. I pulled out Xiao Qian's phone number in my head, then Huang Laoxie's phone number, and recalled the locksmith's phone number and Xiao Tang's phone number.
But he shook his head and still didn't make a call. I don’t dare to go to the boss’s shop, for fear of misunderstanding, fear of the boss’s enthusiasm, and fear of falling in love over time.
But looking at the rain, I can't sell meatballs, pick herbs, and I can't make much money with computers. I'm worried. I still want to pursue an ideal life.
Impetuousness and anxiety are all around me. I think I should calm down, take steps, and be steady and steady.
I simply stopped doing nothing and drank a large bottle of wine, lying on the chair and watching a movie.
