"oh?"
Aizen was surprised to look at Li Ke, who looked very serious under the moonlight. He rarely saw Li Ke like this, but every time, he would feel happy both physically and mentally.
Moreover, he wanted to know what kind of arrogance he saw in Li Ke's eyes.
"Oppressing others is not the way I want to live. However, when people live in this world, they will inevitably oppress others."
Li Ke sighed.
“When you are born, you oppress your parents. When you are a child, you oppress your parents, teachers, and society as a whole, making people pay for their immaturity. When you are young, you continue to oppress your parents. In middle age, you are oppressed by your parents. They are oppressed by their own children. And when they are old, they start to oppress their parents."
"However, oppression does not mean that oppression is not happy and happy. As long as the method and attitude are appropriate, oppression can also become a happy thing. But this does not include such a collar on the victory and nature of others. Oppression. So, you are really wrong to think that I just hate oppressing others instead of hating this world that can make more things happy."
Aizen shook his head slightly.
"There's no real difference, is there?"
Li Ke drank a glass of wine gently. He planned to spray blue dye, although he was a little overestimating his abilities.
People are born to make other people suffer. People are born with the pain of their mothers, and this pain contains beauty and happiness.
Aizen is too arrogant. He feels that he is transcendent from the world and everything. He feels that only spiritual satisfaction can make him happy.
However, he is a dreamer.
Like the invisibility of the Invisible Empire, he has no self and is down-to-earth and happy.
People's pursuit of spiritual satisfaction is actually the last thing. Aizen has never experienced love, friendship, or the love of his parents, so he blindly pursues the self-worth that he thinks he is worthy of being a god. realization.
This is not arrogance. What is this?
If you haven't fully experienced the pain and happiness of mortals, how can you understand the happiness of gods?
"The meaning of being a human being is to turn these pains and arrogance into happiness, so that people who are oppressed by themselves and those who are oppressed by themselves can feel happy... As a son, let your parents feel the pride of being a parent, as a friend, let your friends feel the same as you The beauty of being friends is that as a parent, you can make your children feel proud of having parents like you. As an elder, you can make your children and grandchildren respect you through wisdom and care. Through your own efforts, you can make all the unhappiness around you become a reality. hapiness."
It sounds simple, but the only person who can do all this is God.
Because people always have regrets.
Li Ke drank a glass of wine.
"And you, Aizen, don't fully understand the joy and meaning of mortals. You don't even understand how to be a human being, how can you be a god?"
To put it nicely, Aizen has escaped from low-level taste and reached an unprecedented peak.
To put it bluntly, Aizen was out of touch with the masses.
He hates Soul Society but chooses to go it alone because he thinks everyone else is stupid.
He hates loneliness, but he is only willing to create a rival for himself, not a friend, because after being alone for a long time, he has felt that loneliness is the exclusive right of the strong.
But no.
Loneliness is the right of the weak, but it will never be the right of the strong.
A truly strong person is never alone.
This is Li Ke’s understanding.
Regarding Li Ke's evaluation of himself, Aizen just chuckled and accepted it.
But he couldn't help but retort.
"Then according to you, I'm just a little greedy, not arrogant."
He also picked up a glass of wine.
"When I was still a mortal, I began to want to enjoy the fun of gods. Isn't this the most interesting thing about people? They always choose things that they cannot control."
He was very happy that Li Ke could talk to him like this, because there were not many people in the world who were worthy of talking to him like this.
The original Urahara Kisuke might be able to do it, but the current Urahara Kisuke has lost interest in such conversations.
The future Kurosaki Ichigo is also available, but he is not born yet.
"But, how can I be sure that the world I am in is real? My ability is the manipulation of the five senses, which can make a person enveloped in the beautiful world I have compiled from birth. Mortals like me are With such power, how can I be sure that the world I live in is not the world of a brain in a vat? Then, naturally, I will pursue something that will make me have no regrets."
He stated his wish.
Aizen, Aizen.
In Japanese, blue and love are the same syllable, and the term aizen can be understood as something calm and pure being tainted by external things, or it can also be understood as being wrapped in love.
But in Buddhist terms, it is the first explanation, that is, the originally pure nature is infected by external desires.
Aizen is indeed a defiled god. He has been able to do what most people can do from the beginning. He uses his own abilities to make the people around him cry with gratitude for being oppressed by him, and remain happy until now.
Whether it's the Zanpakuto's ability or his own personality charm and approach to things, he can do all this easily.
However, he was too lazy to do it.
Because it's boring, because it's pointless.
Just like he can control people's lives, is his life written by a greater power?
Everything he saw was programmed, everything he saw was carefully cultivated.
Then, the so-called emotions and material things are naturally false, so how could he pursue false things.
But Li Ke was able to see more as an outsider.
Aizen doesn't dare to love.
Yes, men with the name of Ai Ran do not dare to love. To put it bluntly, it is because they are afraid of getting hurt, or they are arrogant and feel that no one in this world is worthy of their love.
This intoxicating feeling that everyone is drunk but I am sober, and Aizen who is immersed in this intoxicating feeling and so-called enjoys solitude, is quite arrogant.
Acknowledging nature and abandoning nature, acknowledging love but abandoning love, Aizen has reached the point where seeing mountains is not mountains from the beginning, but now, he is still at the point where seeing mountains is not mountains, and has not reached the point where seeing mountains is still mountains. Mountain, a state of not being disturbed by one's own thoughts.
This is like a hero. The only and only unique hero in this world is a person who recognizes reality but still loves reality.
But Aizen only recognized reality, but he did not still love reality. He just pursued people like himself, trying to prove that he was right and that his loneliness was correct.
Loneliness is the truth of the world.
He is trying to prove that loneliness is the truth.
But it just so happens...
"Aizen, you are longing for love, but you are denying love... If you stay like this, you will never become a god."
God is the ultimate, perfect human being. God is the perfect, heroic human being created. Whether it’s a Chinese god or a foreign superhero.
Their essence is that they are all magnified people. Aizen's ability has undoubtedly reached the divine realm in the eyes of others. Unfortunately...
But he is a lonely child.
"No way, that's what lonely children are like. Isolated people always have the most wonderful ideas in the world, but they can't vent them out. They can only let countless fireworks scatter on the field called loneliness. "
Aizen said this, paused, and then looked at Li Ke with a smile.
"But I don't think I'm arrogant, because I want to defeat you, Li Ke, you are too arrogant."
"Um?"
"I really want to defeat you. From the first time I saw you, I noticed your arrogance."
Aizen said, picking up the wine.
"You have the ability of a god, you have the same knowledge as a god, you have the same rich and colorful props as a god, and you have the potential of a god. You may not understand what your appearance means to me, but to me , the first day you appeared in front of me, I could only think of one thing."
To him, Li Ke is a mechanical deity in a boring life.
Abrupt, disharmonious, unnatural.
But it makes people happy and makes them want to cheer.
"Beyond me?"
"No, defeat you. Let you understand that only hard work can lead to success. Let you understand that only those who carefully calculate every detail can get a perfect ending. Let you understand that only those who have stood in the sky from the beginning can Being able to live such a life makes you understand that you are not the only smart person. So, from the beginning, when you look at me like the Aizen in the comics, you have actually lost half of it."
Aizen wanted to defeat Li Ke in all aspects and defeat this person who he considered a god.
Li Ke was incredible to him, an indescribable feeling, just like when you are tired of running and want to stop, but you see a guy with a leisurely look running past you easily.
Some people would stop, but Aizen was different.
He will catch up.
"After that, I will take over everything from you and show you a more perfect world, a more perfect structure, and a more perfect power than your poor idea. This world will become the greatest in my hands. world, I will also become the greatest god among countless worlds! I will perfectly surpass you and perfectly trample your arrogant god under my feet. I will marry more and better wives than you, and I will do everything A cause greater than you, so that when people talk about us, they can only think of me instead of you!"
After finishing speaking, Aizen looked at Li Ke, waiting for the answer he had already guessed.
Li Ke thought about that kind of Aizen for a while and thought that this was pretty good. Aizen's ability and character were able to do all that he said. Isn't it good?
So he answered Aizen seriously.
"It's pretty good. I'll probably be happy for you, right?"
really……
Aizen sighed softly.
"Li Ke."
"Um?"
"That's why I think you are arrogant."
"Why?"
"Because you are too arrogant."
"??"
Lan Ran looked at Li Ke's blank face and laughed out loud, but then shook his head.
Too arrogant.
Arrogant enough not to even...
.........frightened me.
Aizen picked up the wine glass and waited quietly for Li Ke to pour him wine. He watched the clear wine fall into his glass under the moonlight, but he still felt that his whole body was exhausted.
When the opponent you most want to surpass is happy to see you surpass him, and when the person you most want to defeat will applaud you for defeating him, the power you want to fight for will be lacking and your fighting spirit will disappear.
There will be a 'Why are you like this? 'The feeling of disappointment.
A winner should behave like a winner! Mercy is a gift that belongs to all victors!
Losers should behave like losers! Not being discouraged is the self-hypnosis of a loser trying to fight again!
An opponent who sincerely thinks that it is a good thing for you to surpass him is the most disgusting opponent.
Because when you have the desire to win, no matter how hard you try, you will never be able to defeat the opponent!
Aizen would rather experience countless failures than encounter such a disappointing opponent.
He didn't understand why Li Ke didn't have any fear when he was about to be surpassed by others, but he really lost the idea of struggle at this moment.
But Li Ke did what he wanted to do. He had the same idea as him and the same motivation as him. He had no reason to abandon Li Ke and start over again, and he had no reason to betray Li Ke.
Because he knew that even if he told Li Ke now that he wanted to be the boss of this force, Li Ke would probably nod happily, and then help push Urahara Kisuke and Niruri to the ground and call him big brother.
For a time, he not only lost the reason for betrayal, but also lost the belief to surpass Li Ke.
This left him confused and feeling strangely powerless.
Why is there such a relationship in the world?
Whenever Li Ke was a little hostile to him or afraid of him, he would not be so melancholy. Not to mention that he can't find how to position the relationship between Li Ke and himself.
Hirako Mako is a toy and a pet.
Urahara Kisuke is a toy, a clown who regulates his loneliness.
Captain Yamamoto is an opponent he respects.
The spiritual king on the throne of heaven is his own compassionate god.
The future Kurosaki Ichigo will be the opponent he chooses and the test stone to promote his plan.
But what about Li Ke?
Sir?
No, there is no commander who wants his subordinates to replace him.
enemy?
No, there is no one who can tell the enemy all the information.
opponent?
No, there is no opponent who has no fighting spirit and doesn't care about being surpassed.
Passerby?
No, no single action can change the world, forcing me to treat passers-by with caution.
What else could it be?
"Are we friends? Li Ke."
He asked confused.
Li Ke looked at Aizen's eyes. The other person's eyes were shining with sadness under the moonlight. He seemed to understand something, so he responded to Aizen instinctively.
"Do you admire me?"
Aizen laughed.
"You are just a helpless, lustful idiot who can be seen through at a glance. Why should I look forward to an idiot like you?"
Li Ke once again poured a glass of wine for Aizen under the moonlight.
"That's us."
The wind stopped for a moment, but the moon became even brighter, giving the surrounding area a silvery glow.
"That's really sad. A person like me actually..."
Aizen didn't say anything and just drank all the wine in the glass.
What he said to Hinamori Momo, longing is the emotion farthest from understanding, so why wasn't he talking about himself?
What does he long for?
Looking at the bright moon in the sky, Aizen had a rough idea.
He is looking forward to an ordinary life.
This is his arrogance.
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Maybe I have a low-grade fever... I always feel that this chapter tastes weird. If you feel bad about it, I will try to modify it later...
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