"Are you in a bad mood?" Ye Shang squatted on the swing and looked at Feng Luowan beside him.
"No." Feng Luowan gently stroked the hair on Ye Shang's back.
"Not yet? Your mood has not been high these days. Isn't it because of Gong Nanyi?" Ye Shang turned to look at Feng Luowan.
Feng Luowan didn't speak, but slowly retracted his hand, raised his head and continued to look at the stars in the sky.
"Master, he was always fine before, why did you suddenly drive him away? You obviously know that he cares about you, and you also have him in your heart, don't you?"
Ye Shang looked at Feng Luowan and asked worriedly. Feng Luowan had not smiled since Feng Luowan drove Gong Nanyi away.
"Lazy Cat, you have been with me for a long time. It can be said that you have watched me grow up. You have seen the pain I suffer every time. How long do you think I can hold on?"
Feng Luowan watched Xingchen's head not move, and slowly asked Ye Shang.
"Master..." Ye Shang called softly.
"Only I know the extent of the poison in my body. Maybe I can still persist, but how long can I persist? Ten years, twenty years?
I can't practice, and life will always come to an end, but he is a demon king, and as long as he does not encounter danger that can lead to death, he should always be alive.
The gap between me and him is too big. In the past two years, because of his presence, I was able to survive the pain of drug addiction. I am very grateful to him.
But the longer I stay with him, the more I feel that I can't live without him. But, have you ever thought about the ending between me and him?
Even if he has me in his heart, what will he do if I die after being together for more than ten or twenty years? "
Feng Luowan's voice was filled with sadness. She also knew that what she had done was too cruel, and she was not willing to drive Gong Nanyi away directly.
But she owed Gong Nanyi too much, and she didn't want to keep dragging Nangong Yi down because of her own selfishness.
"Are you afraid that he won't be able to bear it if you die? You don't want him to see the pain you feel when you die, right?" Ye Shang looked at Feng Luo worriedly, and Feng Luowan lowered his head and smiled at him.
"What are you doing?" Ye Shang sighed.
"Lazy cat..." Feng Luowan looked at Ye Shang, who raised his head.
Feng Luowan didn't say anything. He stretched out his hand and pulled open his collar. Ye Shang was originally startled by her actions, but when he saw the black lines appearing on Feng Luowan's heart, his whole body... was... not... The whole cat was stunned.
"Master!" Ye Shang directly transformed into a human form and stood in front of Feng Luowan.
Feng Luowan calmly let go of his hand and straightened his collar.
"When did this happen?" Ye Shang's voice was trembling.
"I only discovered it when I was in the secret realm a few days ago. Although there is no pain when the poison occurs, it seems that the techniques master taught me can no longer suppress the spread of the poison."
Feng Luowan watched Ye Shang speak softly, and Ye Shang's eyes suddenly turned red.
"I'm going to find Mo Jin. He must be able to find a solution." Ye Shang turned around and left.
"Ye Shang!" Feng Luowan called Ye Shang's name directly, and Ye Shang's footsteps stopped immediately.
"If he had a way, he would have detoxified me long ago. Why would he have to watch me in such pain every full moon?" Feng Luowan looked at Ye Shang and smiled slightly.
"But..." Ye Shang looked at Feng Luowan and clenched his fists.
"Don't worry. Although the poison is spreading, I don't feel any pain. Therefore, I shouldn't die within a few years. After that, I will also practice the techniques taught by my master, hoping to suppress the spread of the poison. ."
Feng Luowan smiled at Ye Shang, who walked over to Feng Luowan and squatted down.
"Master, if you feel uncomfortable in the future, just tell us directly. Don't hide it from us. We are your contracted beasts, and we naturally have to bear these with you."
Ye Shang watched Feng Luowan speak seriously, and Feng Luowan smiled and nodded gently.
Having already died once, Feng Luowan took life and death very lightly, and she also knew that if it weren't for Mo Jin, she would have died when she was still an infant.
The reason why she drove Gong Nanyi away was because she was afraid that she would continue to be with Gong Nanyi and be reluctant to let him go when it was time to die.
After discovering that the poison started to spread, she had already made a plan. If the day came to die, she would terminate all contracts with Ye Shang and the others.
She didn't want to hurt Ye Shang and the others because of her own reasons.
"Lazy cat, don't let other people know about this first. I don't want them to worry." Feng Luowan looked at Ye Shang.
"I know, I won't tell anyone else, but I will tell Li Henge and them that we are all your contracted beasts and have the right to know everything about you."
Ye Shang looked at Feng Luowan's seriousness. Feng Luowan knew that it was useless to stop him, so he didn't stop him.
"Go back and rest." Ye Shang looked at Feng Luowan.
"Okay." Feng Luowan stood up from the swing and returned to the room obediently.
Ye Shang followed Feng Luowan. Because of Feng Luowan's incident, Ye Shang was in a bad mood. Naturally, he didn't notice that Su Chuchu suddenly appeared after they left.
Su Chuchu looked at Feng Luowan's room with red eyes.
She didn't expect to hear this as she rushed over.
This matter had to be told to Gong Nanyi, so Su Chuchu walked away directly.
Ye Shang, who was supporting Feng Luowan to lie down, noticed the fluctuation of spiritual power in the yard. He walked out of the yard, but found nothing. He thought he felt wrong, so he didn't pay attention to anything.
"Why are you back so soon?" Qingye and the others were still talking and had not left. Su Chuchu, who was looking for Feng Luowan, suddenly came back.
"Did Miss Luo Wan take a rest, so you came back first?" Cang Xuan looked at Su Chuchu and asked.
"What's wrong with you?" Dongli noticed that Su Chuchu was in a wrong mood and asked worriedly.
"Let me ask you a question." Su Chuchu looked up, and everyone saw Su Chuchu's somewhat red eyes.
"What's going on? What do you want to ask us?" Qingye walked to Su Chuchu's side.
"Do you think your Majesty has Miss Luo Wan in your heart? If Miss Luo Wan is gone, will your Majesty accept it?"
Everyone was confused by Su Chuchu's words and had no idea what she meant.
"I think there must be Miss Luo Wan, right? Otherwise, he wouldn't have been by Miss Luo Wan's side all the time, and wouldn't have even cared much about the demon world.
However, as for what will happen to Junshang when Miss Luo Wan is gone, it is unknown. It depends on the importance of Miss Luo Wan in Jun Shang's heart. "
Qingye watched Su Chuchu answer. Su Chuchu looked up at them and sat down in despair. Suddenly, she didn't know whether she should tell Gong Nanyi about Feng Luowan's situation.
"What happened?" Cang Xuan looked worried at Su Chuchu's dejected look.
"That's right. Why did you lose your mind after going out?" Dongli saw something was wrong with Su Chuchu and asked.
"Chu Chu, what happened? Go find Miss Luo Wan. Did Miss Luo Wan say something to you? Or did you hear something?" Qing Ye sat down in front of Su Chu Chu, feeling a little anxious.