This series of rhetorical questions made Yuan Chun a little angry. His face was red and his eyes were wet, but he didn't know how to answer Bao Qin's words.
And she also knew that what Baoqin said was true. These problems were unavoidable and would have to be faced sooner or later.
"Baoqin, I know all you said, but what should I do?" His breath was quick, Yuanchun's silver teeth almost bit his lip, and he looked at Baoqin hatefully: "Do you really want me to be here? I will live a lifeless life in this palace? I just want to live an ordinary life, is it so difficult?"
"Your Majesty, this slave is also thinking about your Majesty, that's why you are so straightforward. ” He knelt down with Qin in his arms, “If this slave only wants to make the queen happy and says nice but useless things, then this slave is disloyal.”
Yuanchun's eyes turned red, and she helped Baoqin up. Of course she understood that Baoqin was for her own good, but such naked words brought up things she had always wanted to avoid, making it difficult for her to accept.
"I know you mean well, but who made me make the wrong first step?" Yuanchun sighed faintly.
It was a mistake when he first entered the palace to become a concubine, and then when he was coaxed by his family to become a concubine, he made a big mistake again and again. Everyone in the family had their own thoughts, so why did they ever think about it for themselves?
Even her parents only care about paving the way for Baoyu's future, and how can they care about their own life and death?
Feng Ziying said this in an understatement. She didn't like hearing it before, but as time went on, she felt that it was profound and true.
"My dear, you are all wrong, but now you have to think more clearly. Since you have followed Uncle Feng, Uncle Feng should take care of your future life. He has guaranteed it when you leave the palace, but what happens afterward? Hiding like that Your Majesty is definitely not willing to live in hiding, but if you meet your former sisters and relatives and hide it, or even feel guilty and dare not face it, then your Majesty will feel even more painful, and it is not a long-term solution."
Baoqin's thoughts are much smarter and more delicate than Yuanchun's, and he is sincerely planning for Yuanchun.
"But you also said that you have no idea. Ziying is also busy with his own court affairs now, and it is impossible to spend too much thought on this..." Yuanchun wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes with a sweat towel, trying to calm down his emotions. road.
"Uncle Feng is busy now, but that won't be the case if he returns to the capital, and he will also have to face these things. As I said just now, he will always have to face Miss Bao and Miss Lin. The second girl is a concubine. On the contrary, it's nothing, but Miss Bao and Miss Lin are the principal wives, so we have to ask for their understanding." Bao Qin sorted out his thoughts.
"How is that possible?" Yuanchun said with some embarrassment and shame: "Although Baochai and Daiyu and I have not been together for a long time, they are also arrogant women. How can they accept this kind of thing? Besides, I'm logical. She can be regarded as their sister, but now she has this kind of affair with Ziying, but she still wants them to accept it. This is too difficult, and it is also a shameful scandal...
Bao Qin gritted his teeth and said: "Then this is not caused by you, nor by the master, wife, or ancestors? Let you enter the palace and sacrifice ten years of your youth, so that's it, but I have to make you a concubine, but Your Majesty You have long been devoid of desire and self-cultivation, and you have stopped being close to women. Don’t you, my wife, and your ancestors know that once you become a concubine, you will keep your integrity?
Will you be a widow for the rest of your life? Moreover, you are a living widow who is rarely seen even by relatives and friends. You can only live in this cold little courtyard in the palace for the rest of your life. Why? "
Yuan Chun opened his mouth in surprise and looked at Bao Qin who was a little hysterical.
"Miss Bao and Miss Lin will not talk about it, but even the second girl, who is called Ermu, can get a good result. Now she has even given birth to a son. Although the third and fourth girls are convicts, they With Uncle Feng coming forward to help, it is definitely impossible to be exiled or reduced to Jiaofangsi in the future. There is still some hope, but what about you, my empress?"
Baoqin's eyes were already filled with tears, "How come you have been serving the Jia family all your life, but in the end your life is miserable, and you have been cheated by your family from the beginning to the end.
What is the purpose of entering the palace and becoming a female historian? Wasn't it because his uncle Wang Ziteng was able to please the Supreme Emperor and the Dowager Concubine at that time, and he could put an eye and ear next to the Supreme Emperor to inquire about the news in the palace at any time?
At that time, the emperor had not yet ascended the throne, and the concubine was in front of the emperor.
It is when you can talk that you can hear all kinds of news immediately.
Then she entered the palace and became a concubine, with the support of her uncle Wang Ziteng. There was also some thoughts of the ancestors and the masters and wives. When she climbed up to the royal family, Baoyu, who didn't like studying and could not become an official, had a much wider path to choose from. Entering the Imperial Academy, Entering the sect's mansion and ending up with such a result? Everyone knows that if you had not entered the palace, Miss Bao and Miss Lin would not have been able to become the first wife. Even the daughter of the Shen family should have been inferior to you. You should be the eldest wife! You should be the eldest wife of Uncle Feng who will become the prime minister in the future, and the son you gave birth to will inherit everything of the Feng family, but all of this was ruined by the ancestors and his wife! "
Only then did Yuanchun realize how much Baoqin felt sorry for him. He didn't think much about these thoughts, but Baoqin had already thought through them.
Yuanchun, who was a little confused for a while, fell into deep thought. She really didn't think about the causes and consequences seriously. Originally, she just complained about her miserable life, but now it seems that it is not complete.
There is a good chance of getting a position in Zhan Shifu.
No one has thought about all this for themselves, or even if they have thought about it, they all feel that the sacrifices and prices they have paid for the Jia family are all deserved and worthwhile. Who would consider their own feelings?
Deep grievances and resentments seemed to begin to accumulate slowly at this time. Yuanchun was a little confused, painful, and hesitant, and even felt like he had lost something. His heart was empty, as if the person he valued and cherished the most turned out to be the right person. I don't care at all. If that's the case, what's the point of my efforts for them?
Yuanchun didn't know how to face all this for a while. Yes, Baoqin was right. This was indeed largely caused by his family's influence, but didn't he have any responsibility?
Didn't my uncle, my wife, and even my ancestors also seek my opinion back then?
What did I say at the beginning that I was willing to listen to the family's arrangements? Then the family arranged it like this. How come it has become the family's fault now?
But then again, in that situation, how could I say that I didn't want to enter the palace and become a concubine?
Don’t you know your uncle’s thoughts and expectations, the expectations of your master, his wife, and your ancestors?
Didn’t you still think this was natural at the time?
Seeing Yuanchun's face changing, Baoqin also knew that his words were too lethal and confused the empress. It turned out that all the rational reasons in his thinking were overturned, and what he had done was not reciprocated. , more of being taken advantage of, which feels very uncomfortable.
But Baoqin also knew that it was not suitable for him to continue talking. It would only be counterproductive. It was time for the empress to think about it for herself.
After a long time, Yuanchun sighed quietly: "Baoqin, what you said seems to make sense, but it can mean that I have an affair with Xieying but I don't hide it. It can mean that I have an affair with Xiyang but I don't hide it from Baochai and Xieyang." What’s the reason for Daiyu and the others? Even if my family has betrayed me, can I use this as an excuse to harm Baochai and Daiyu?”
"Then what do you think we should do? What happened between you and Uncle Feng is already like this. Even if they don't know it, it has already happened. You need to think about it for yourself in the future." Baoqin disagreed.
"No, I need to think about it, think about it carefully." Yuanchun waved his hands a little tiredly, "Maybe I really can't think of a solution, but can Ziying really find a way to get the best of both worlds?"
Yuan Chun was asking this question, and Baoqin was also thinking, maybe Feng Ziying would have a better solution?
Has Feng Ziying thought about this problem? Of course she has, but only briefly. Many times she still thinks that there must be a way to the mountain by car.
He had never thought that he would reach this point with Jia Yuanchun before. Just like sleeping with Guo Qinjun, he had reached that point inadvertently. Feng Ziying didn't even feel nervous or afraid, which surprised himself.
But he did it, and Feng Ziying never regretted it. He had to face what he had to face, just like what happened to Yuanchun.
It seems difficult to leave the palace, but with Emperor Yonglong unconscious, concubines like Yuanchun who have no heirs will suddenly become dim and will soon be forgotten.
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Zhongya is also a very realistic place. With the "emergence" of several supervisors, having no heirs means that they are not qualified to enter the harem. Then the future results will definitely be in the cold palace. Who will care about these broken branches and leaves?
Under such circumstances, there is no chance of concealing Li Daitao's situation. Shangsanqinjun and Longjingwei are the key here. Shangsanqinjun is in charge of the palace's access control, and Longjingwei will monitor suspicious people in the palace. After checking the clues, Yuanchun must take care of these things before leaving the palace.
Feng Ziying hasn't thought about how to operate it specifically, but she has a general idea. In the final analysis, it will fall on some people who will do the operation. This is the most critical thing, and there can be no mistakes.
After receiving the news from Zhou Peisheng, Feng Ziying also shook her head and smiled bitterly. This was really like getting into someone else's bed. If she slept with someone else, she would have to pay off her debt.
He could also see that Zhou Peisheng was actually leaning towards him, but he couldn't defeat Guo Qinjun, so he had to bring the letter.
But it would be too boring for me to write a few letters to help Prince Gong wave the flag. Do I really think that I have nothing to do now?
Shaking his head, Feng Ziying threw the letter aside. The situation in Shaanxi had finally stabilized. There were thousands of affairs waiting for him. How could he have time to worry about these trivial matters.
