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To go or not to go?
Chu Yunsheng hesitated. He didn't even expect that he actually hesitated!
He thought it was just a ridiculous idea and that he would return to the ground without hesitation, but in fact it did not happen.
He doesn't know what's wrong with him...
Why go back?
why?
Why?
Why?
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After all, they are all people from the seventh era, what does it have to do with him?
What does it matter! ?
They are just people who rely on themselves to survive. They all take what each other needs. Do they really have feelings?
Do you still have feelings?
Chu Yunsheng was shocked as to why he thought so, but he couldn't help but continue to have such thoughts——
My tears have dried up long ago, and the grave in my heart can no longer bury anyone!
So why stay here?
Are these people really worth fighting to the death with themselves? They are not their relatives, not Xiaohai, not Huzai, not... none of them.
They may even betray at any time and shoot themselves in the back at any time, just like Aisiel, just like some people in the Sixth Age.
However, just because there is a possibility of betrayal in the future, do we have to deny the present? This is a weird circle of logic.
He said he will never abandon you!
He led seventeen blood knights through the siege!
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When the battleship was besieged by pale monsters, Ba Yi decisively gave up his life in order to let him live.
On the jungle land, those blood knights who crossed the line of fire put their lives in his hands.
On the battlefield outside the desert, countless blood knights fell down to cover him and never stood up again.
In order to defend the slender starship he had placed his hope on, Gru died in the battle, little Jacob died in the battle, and countless people died in the battle. Captain He also became a canned man who was worse than dead. And Boutni, who had died in battle for him once, was once again uncertain about her life and death.
In order to guard the entrance to the ship tomb for him, Shauna disappeared and was most likely killed in battle. Countless new blood knights died directly in battle!
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Now. Do you want to abandon them and run away alone?
They haven't betrayed themselves yet, but will they betray them first?
While he felt ashamed that he had such an idea, he was still looking for reasons!
Perhaps, he could just leave quietly. Anyway, they are all deep underground, and there is no way they will know that they have abandoned them, and death will come soon, and even if they die, they will not know that they have been abandoned.
Isn't this great? He couldn't save them anyway, so he might as well let them die instantly in anticipation.
Why didn't he involve himself in it even though he knew he was going to die?
Sooner or later they are bound to die.
The so-called "I will never abandon you" may only be used to confuse when you are in control of the situation, or to encourage you when you are in a desperate situation. You will still say this when you have another choice and are calm. Do it this way?
But is the human heart always dark?
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Chu Yunsheng felt that he must be sick or crazy, because he really thought like this and couldn't control it at all!
Also, that person won't survive, and he won't have to face the moment of killing "him" with his own hands.
This is his biggest worry and the thing he least wants to face. Isn't this great? Can't you escape by yourself?
When "he" dies, he will finish making up for his death. Isn't it very simple?
Why can't we do this?
Ahir and the others could hide and wait for their own death. Why can't he hide and wait for them to die?
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I'm not a god. I can't even save myself. Who else can I save?
No, this is not a question of whether to save them or not. They don't need to save themselves. This is betrayal, abandonment, and running away!
But I can still live to avenge them in the future, and there is still a glimmer of hope.
But what's the point of living like that? What are you still doing alive? Otherwise, he will become a zombie. Is it just a squirming "corpse" in the universe? ?
What is the purpose of living?
why?
Why?
Why!
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Chu Yunsheng was surprised to find that he still didn't stop, and still instinctively flew into outer space with inertia. Is this his inner choice?
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Yiyisi was a little frightened, looking at the black spots that were getting farther and farther away in the sky and gradually disappearing, and his head was in a mess.
Its tadpole fighter planes were forced out by the torrent of flames. Now the underground world is in mourning. The underground people are dying at an alarming speed. Countless tadpole fighters are hurriedly escaping from below. It can no longer go down!
The end of the world is coming, and even though they dig deep enough, even though they continue to build an ideal underground world from generation to generation, they still cannot escape the coming of the end.
The Aoka people are almost dead, there are not many Tianyu people left, the Kadan people are almost finished, and the Hai people are just waiting to die... The end of all races has come, and the underground people can't hide.
Although they are seriously partial to science, they are still a race that advocates scientific understanding of the world and do not rely on an omnipotent god to save them. However, Yiyisi now places all its hopes on being afraid of even the messenger of Wunu. Chu Yunsheng's body.
Because at this moment, the only one who can possibly turn the tide is this person.
However, it discovered that Chu Yunsheng took too long to fly into the sky this time, long enough to go back and forth several times, but there was still no sign of coming back.
Looking at the black dot that was about to disappear from sight, it finally realized something and felt desperate because of it.
"He won't come back..."
Yiyisi murmured and lowered his head. For a moment, he was blank as if his whole body collapsed. After a long time, he regained consciousness. His eyes were dimmed before death, and he began to do his last thing.
Looking at the communication device, Yiyisi took a breath, then dialed a channel, was silent for a moment, and then said slowly:
"Dad, Mom, I don't know if you can receive my message at this moment, but I hope you can't, because that means you may be still alive on the way out...
Over the years, I have been letting you down. Of course, there are also moments that make you proud, such as getting admitted to the Deep Underground Detection Institute, but that is not much after all. Most of the time, I always like to go against you. I am very sad now. I really shouldn't have done that, even if it was just for one day, but it's a pity...
I know that you will always love me. No matter how big the mistakes I make, you are the only one in this world who will forgive me unconditionally. But I am such a fool that I use it as a weapon without restraint to stab you again and again. .
When I left home that day, I had a big quarrel with you, my father. I despised you for being outdated and ignorant. I even looked down on you with pride. I accused you of being stupid and ruining my ideals and my life... I actually regretted it a long time ago. I wanted to apologize to you, but my pitiful and ridiculous self-esteem kept me from doing it. Now, it's too late and there is no time.
I heard from my mother that although you claim you never want to see me again, you have secretly asked her several times: When will I go home?
Sorry, Dad, you will always be my greatest father!
I'm sorry, Mom, I will always be your most beloved son!
I am Yiyisi, last communication..."
Yiyi wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, looked calmly at the apocalyptic world of flames outside the Tadpole Fighter, and turned off the communication device.
Under the tadpole aircraft and near the starship, the aliens who had taken refuge seemed to know something. They were no longer excited or panicked. The adults coaxed the children to sleep, hoping that they would die peacefully in their sleep. The women cuddled against the men, quietly. Quietly waiting for the end to come.
"Go down and join them."
Yiyisi said to the pilot who also left his last words, it was too lonely for a person to die alone.
"I mean—" the pilot suddenly said loudly, his voice trembling.
Yiyisi felt a chill in his heart, turned around and sighed: "What's wrong? Is the fighter plane out of control?"
"No -" the pilot seemed to be too nervous to speak. He shouted loudly, but couldn't make any sound.
Yiyi thought that the pilot must have collapsed and the fighter plane might crash soon, so he didn't bother to go over, closed his eyes and waited quietly for death.
Who would have thought that when the pilot saw that Yiyisi was silent, he rushed over, grabbed Yiyisi's protective suit, and dragged it towards the forward cabin.
"What are you doing!" Yiyisi was a little angry: "Don't you want to let people die well!?"
"Look, look -" The pilot was probably so emotionally unstable that his vocal organs couldn't work normally, as if he had a functional disorder after being exposed to some kind of stimulation.
Yiyisi was very unhappy and wanted to die quietly. The pilot didn't know why he was crazy!
Following the direction of its finger, Yiyisi glanced irritably, but just this glance made its lifeless heart suddenly beat.
At this time, the pilot next to it was completely speechless and could only dance and make chaotic gestures.
"It's him, it's him..."
Yiyisi burst into tears in an instant, rushed forward and hugged the pilot tightly, his whole body shaking violently.
"He's back, he's back! Your Majesty is back..."
At the same time, one, two, three... the aliens at the foot of the starship stood up one after another, looking at the black shadow getting closer and closer in the sky. Many of them felt this for the first time. The black shadow is no longer the shadow of terror and nightmare, but - hope!
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^(To be continued.)
