Chu Yunsheng rarely dreams and is afraid of dreaming, because after the great darkness, his dreams have always been nightmares.
Precisely because he had few dreams, he could clearly remember the nightmares in his dreams every time.
I don't know if it was because he was stimulated by the conversation with Wen Luo at noon, but he had another dream tonight.
The content of the dream is very erratic, absurd, colorful, and unpredictable. One moment, I feel that I am still in the node reincarnation, a clean reincarnation. The next moment, I feel that I have returned to the era of sunshine, and nothing has happened yet, just like the seventh dream. discipline.
He couldn't figure out which one it was, but they were all confused with each other.
The beginning of the dream was not precise and very vague, but soon he seemed to see Wen Luo. He was still the company clerk who had some vague memories, sitting behind the crowd in the large conference room, pretending to be holding a notebook and pen, listening. Wen Luo was talking to several leaders about words that were once familiar but were now extremely unfamiliar. She didn't know where she was talking. In a blink of an eye, she was talking about him. She didn't know why. Wen Luo was criticizing her there. Next to him, Manager Zhao looked sloppy and defended him from time to time, but he himself was uneasy and dared not speak. He just wanted to endure it quickly so that the leaders would not feel that he could not listen to criticism and make Lost my job or something.
Then, he suddenly remembered that he was no longer the clerk he once was, so why would he still listen to their training here? ? It's the opposite.
Just when he was about to leave, the meeting was over. He just got off work in a daze, carrying his bag, squeezing the subway, and walking in a daze with the flow of people. As he walked, he thought that he was no longer a clerk. Then who are you? Why can't I remember it?
He vaguely felt that he should be very powerful. He shocked the world and killed many, many people. His hands and feet were covered in blood, and he was surrounded by twisted faces, bones and corpses. His ears were filled with shrill screams for his life, as if he was in hell.
The cold wind with the smell of blood kept shivering his body, and ghostly screams penetrated into his head all the time, lingering around him, lingering like ghosts. Can't even swing it away.
His head began to hurt, as if there was a mixer roaring inside, crushing and cutting. He became more and more eager to know who he was! ?
He thought hard and wandered aimlessly on the street, watching all kinds of people rushing past him, looking at the strange faces, and guessing the secrets behind the strangers he met instantly. Stories and lives are strange stories and lives that he cannot see and has never known. They were all intertwined in one encounter, and there were more people who he had never even known existed, living under the same sky as him, and performing a life he didn't know about. As a result, the whole world became wonderful. Be more varied.
The sky gradually darkened, and looking up at the black sky, he seemed to have found some lost parts of himself, and remembered something about himself, every time he thought of it. The smell of blood in his nostrils became weaker, the howling of ghosts and wolves in his ears became weaker, and his eyes became colder.
I wandered for a long time and walked for a long time. He felt very tired and wanted to go home, so he received a call——
"I'm in the supermarket. I bought your favorite dishes and a bottle of red wine... Come back early in the evening..."
The voice on the phone was very familiar, as if it had never changed in his memory. Still so warm and so happy.
But he could tell that the voice was still a little different from the past, and seemed to be mixed with a mixture of excitement, joy, and worry.
He felt something was wrong, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, so he felt extremely frightened in his heart, as if after saying these words, the person on the other end of the phone would never see him again, forever, forever. The land was lost...
He ran like crazy in the direction of the supermarket in his memory. He wanted to stop the fear and all the bad premonitions in his heart, even if it cost him his life.
He lost his shoes and messed up his clothes. He ran desperately, and all kinds of memories came in like a tide, passing by on both sides of his eyes. Various faces, some sneering, some Some were crying, some were shouting, and some were silent, all looking at him, staring at him, trying to grab him and hold him back.
As he remembered more and more things, his pace became faster and faster. He seemed to have known for a long time that as long as he slowed down a little bit, he would never see the person on the other end of the phone again. meet.
He loves that person too deeply.
Finally, the supermarket arrived. The man had just pushed a shopping cart out of the door. He was wearing a light pink and white skirt, like a cherry blossom that had just bloomed. He smiled slightly and looked at him in surprise.
But no words were spoken.
He rushed up and hugged the owner of the skirt tightly, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear. He hugged her tightly, buried his head in her hair, smelled the familiar smell, and tears flowed down, hoarsely and Calling tremblingly——
"Li, is that you?"
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Speedboat lounge.
Aixier came to Chu Yunsheng's bedside nervously, feeling extremely confused, but suddenly she was hugged tightly by Chu Yunsheng. She was shocked but did not dare to struggle, and allowed Chu Yunsheng to hold her tightly with both hands* *Hold her smooth body in her arms.
But she suddenly felt calm. She thought that Chu Yunsheng was awake, otherwise he would not take the initiative to hug her, so the king actually wanted her. Then, she would have no reason to hesitate and could only obey.
It is true that she has severe mysophobia and hates anything in that area, but at least she is the first woman since Wang "awakened" and is much cleaner, so she always has a reason to convince herself.
She was born and chosen to be the king's sacrifice, and as the king's woman, she naturally had to do what she had to do in the end.
Just as she was thinking this, she suddenly felt a slight chill on her shoulders, as cold as water droplets falling on her skin.
She looked back and found that they were tears, belonging to the king.
Ashley was stunned, not knowing what was going on and at a loss, but she clearly heard Wang shouting a name - Li in an almost trembling voice.
"Li, is that you?"
Ai Xier really couldn't understand this difficult-to-pronounce Eastern language, but Dang Wang hugged her body tightly. Her whole body trembled slightly, and when she repeated this sentence over and over again with deep affection and extreme sadness from the bottom of her heart, she understood.
The king was calling a woman's name, a name that was enough to break his heart.
Ashley's heart trembled. She couldn't imagine that the Immortal King, who usually didn't like to laugh but was not very strict but was absolutely murderous, could reveal such a tender and fragile side for a woman's name.
Looking at Wang's affectionate face, listening to Wang's murmuring calls, and feeling the powerful force of Wang's arms hugging him tightly for fear that he would fly away. She couldn't imagine what kind of woman could make the immortal king who swept across the vampire clan feel such sadness and intense longing!
Ashley even felt a little jealous, a woman's innate jealousy towards another woman.
At the same time, as the shadow of another woman being held in the arms of the king, she also felt that her current situation was ridiculous and sad.
Wang was still talking in confusion, raising his head and gently touching her face, his eyes blurred:
"Li, you were pregnant, why didn't you tell me?"
"Li. Is it really you?"
…
"You seem to be different from before. Has it been too long? I actually forgot what you look like..."
"Why didn't you say anything? Do you still hate me?"
"It's my fault that I couldn't save my daughter. I'm sorry for you."
"I'm really useless. I can't save anyone, and I can't even get your body back..."
"I'm so tired. Please take me away. We will never come back."
…
Ai Xier couldn't understand any of the words, so she could only pathetically cooperate with Chu Yunsheng's every move. Although she has never really been exposed to the relationship between men and women, this is the information age, which is enough for her to understand that if Wang wakes up at this moment, there are only two possibilities. One was that the king was in extreme pain, and the other was that the king was furious on the spot.
In fact, the situation was more complicated than she imagined. The moment Chu Yunsheng touched Ai Xier's smooth and tender skin, the third force hidden in the zero dimension, the germinated seeds, was ready to move. It was as powerful as thunder, but just as soon as he raised his head, he was overwhelmed by his strong longing and deep self-blame, and he came back defeated, without even feeling it.
The strange movement of the third force touched the two outer forces. The consciousness carried by the fragments of matter immediately made Chu Yunsheng calm down quickly, and the black energy also spiraled down from the depths of the vortex, invading the limbs and bones.
Seeing Chu Yunsheng's eyes gradually clarifying, Ai Xi'er was shocked and realized something was wrong. Just as she was about to explain, Chu Yunsheng suddenly pushed her away and said in an extremely cold tone: "You are not Li ,Who are you!?"
The tone was cold, but the eyes were extremely disappointed, even filled with disgust and hatred. Looking at such eyes and listening to such a tone, Asher, who was mercilessly pushed to the cold and damp floor of the warehouse, was pathetic and better than The tension at this moment, if she could be considered a shadow just now, was not even a shadow now.
"I, I -" Asher wrapped her body in sheets, not knowing what to say.
Chu Yunsheng pulled out the long sword on the green armor next to him, pointed the tip of the sword at the tip of her nose, and asked sternly: "Where did you do her!?"
At this time, Boutni, who heard the sound of swords outside the door, was worried that there was some assassination, so she hurried in, but she saw Chu Yunsheng looking at her coldly, and said coldly and hatefully: "Are you the Geyu envoy? Are you two? Where did you get Li?"
He was still speaking in Chinese. Butni couldn't understand it and didn't dare to move.
The noise at this moment was even louder. The vampires next door were alerted and became alert. Wen Luo, who was standing on the side of the cabin door, asked: "What happened?"
Her voice was female, and she spoke in Chinese. When it reached the ears of Chu Yunsheng, who was not yet fully awake, or who was unwilling to wake up, he suddenly had more reasons why he would rather still be in a dream if he was not awake.
He left Ashley and Butney behind and rushed out, shouting in a low voice: "Li, where are you? Don't leave, take me with you!"
Ai Xier couldn't understand what Chu Yunsheng said, but Wen Luo could. When Chu Yunsheng called Li's name heartbreakingly over and over again, held her shoulders tightly, and finally left her with extreme disappointment. When she moved her face away and rushed to the deck where the heavy rain was pouring outside the cabin, she finally knew that if there was a past life, Chu Yunsheng was not reincarnated to find her, but another woman, a woman named "Li".
All the vampires on the ship were awakened and gathered in the cabin, asking and whispering to each other in low voices, but in the end no one dared to approach Chu Yunsheng on the outer deck of the ship.
In the eyes of the vampires, the king at this moment is a volcano on the verge of erupting, and no one wants to get into trouble with this.
From Wen Luo, Butni roughly figured out what Chu Yunsheng was talking about just now. She glanced sympathetically at the extremely embarrassed Ashley. Her worries before finally became a reality. There was indeed a person in Wang's heart. , not Wen Luo, but a strange woman named "Li".
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Rain flowed down Chu Yunsheng's hair and clothes. In the heavy rain, his consciousness had completely returned to calmness and clarity, and he returned to reality from his dream.
But he didn't want to go back to the cabin, he just wanted to stand alone in the rain quietly.
I don’t know when, probably since he first came out of being trapped in the zero-dimensional space, this tortured feeling of loneliness has always existed. No matter how he tried to integrate into the world at that time, he always seemed out of place. Never be rejected by the surroundings, just like the warning heard by the Yin soldiers in the fake monument when they passed by - you are already dead, and you are only lingering in the world...
He didn't smile bitterly, nor was he sad, nor was he excited. He just looked at the ocean-like flood silently, lonely and without saying a word.
He didn't expect that he could still remember Liu Li's last phone call to him, those "last words" that lasted more than thirty years.
At this moment, he also vaguely remembered that that day, instead of "going back early", he went back late for a project whose content he had long forgotten, and he never saw Liu Li again. At that time, he thought she was angry and acting petty, but he didn't I didn't care much until later... I didn't expect that this night, we would meet again more than thirty years later.
But now, it can only be seen in dreams.
Today, for the first time, he desperately hopes to leave the earth as soon as possible, whether it is the sixth era or the seventh era. He just wants to leave here as soon as possible, leave this place that once made him sad and desperate, and perhaps never come back. .
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I have coded three chapters. When I reread them, I felt that the last two chapters were not very well written, so I deleted and rewritten them. But I have to update them anyway today, so I can only update this chapter first. I apologize.
Also, I recommend Kurotsuchi-san’s new book “Flickering Fist Light”
ISBN 2602984 (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to Qidian (qidian.-) to vote for recommendations and monthly votes. Your support is my biggest motivation.)
