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After Projection No. 1 disappeared, Chu Yunsheng calmed down for a long time. He stood alone in front of the window, dug his fingers into the cracks of the window edge, stuck the sticky dirty dust on it, and crushed it back and forth between his index finger and thumb. , making them sometimes blended and sometimes separated, delicate and real.
How could you imagine such a real world? However, if it is a dream, how many people know that they are dreaming? No matter how big the loophole is, the person in the dream cannot expose it. This is determined by the nature of the dream. If it is exposed, it will no longer be a dream.
At this time, he remembered Song Ying lying on the hospital bed, who had said confidently but weakly:
"No matter what you look like, I can still recognize you, even in the next life..."
Afterlife? Could she be referring to endless reincarnation? After one life comes the next, a lifetime of recognizing yourself again and again?
Chu Yunsheng took a deep breath. He always thought that when Song Ying said these words, it was just the ravings of the devil. But now that he thinks about it, maybe it is not that simple. If she can really see "previous life" from herself, "Past life" and endless reincarnation, then the suicidal lawyer can suddenly explain why he committed suicide.
Maybe he also saw the never-ending hellish reincarnation, maybe he also saw the deception in reality, so he committed suicide. He wanted to wake up and escape from this terrible dream.
Chu Yunsheng found similar words that Song Ying had asked him in the chaotic memories of axis conflicts before he woke up:
"who I am?"
"Without my name, who am I?"
"Why do I appear here?...Have I appeared before, or can't I remember it now?"
"Your eyes told me you knew."
"If I die, will I disappear to the world, or will the world disappear to me?"
…
"I believe you because your eyes told me so!"
What exactly did she and the lawyer see in their own eyes? Why did Lao You claim to have seen something? But didn't have the same reaction as them?
He recalled some other words Song Ying had said to him at the scientific research base:
"Am I going to die?"
"What are you talking about? With me here, how could you die? Even if I get to the underworld, I will take it back."
"It's so kind of you."
…
Chu Yunsheng couldn't help but shudder. If every reincarnation is a trip to hell, then wouldn't he really drag Song Ying out of the underworld again and again! ?
However, this is not something to be thankful for, but an extremely cruel torture.
Chu Yunsheng felt a chill coming into his forehead, making him shiver all over. At least No. 1 was right about one thing. He had been trying to avoid getting too entangled with the person in the fake monument, but he never thought that the entanglement might have already happened in a "past life" that he didn't know about!
But why did Old Man No. 1 tell himself this? According to No. 1, if you want to wake up as soon as possible and face the reality, you should not tell yourself this matter. Otherwise, if you are too entangled in this world, it will be more difficult to wake up! ?
Chu Yunsheng suddenly realized what was behind this incident. Perhaps No. 1’s true purpose is hidden! He didn't believe that No. 1 was a good person, a person who spent all his time trying to murder most of the life on earth. No matter how much he tried to defend himself, it would be in vain.
He glanced at Lao You and saw that Song Ying was gone, but he didn't blame it. The solution was Lao You's idea because it was the only one who was not affected. But the decision was made by Chu Yunsheng himself and he would not push it. On someone else’s head.
Lao You didn't think so in his heart, he was very nervous. Preparing for a violent storm, he said first, "I didn't expect that she was so seriously injured and that so many of us were watching. She disappeared inexplicably."
Chu Yunsheng sighed and said: "Both you and I have been negligent. Have you forgotten her abilities? It's not difficult to create a little mental trouble for the people around you. I'm just wondering where she went. "
Seeing that Chu Yunsheng had no intention of blaming it, Lao You breathed a sigh of relief and said, "The military has started searching the whole city. If that old man did it, he won't be able to get out of the city this time. What he's most worried about is She wanted to leave on her own, so she could hide anywhere, and with her abilities, not to mention the military and police, not even villains could find her."
Chu Yunsheng frowned and said, "Xiao Hai has been with her all the time, so he should know something about it."
Lao You thought thoughtfully and said: "Leader, if she really decided to leave on her own, it's hard to say whether she is an enemy or a friend. The treatment we had before was really... I'm afraid?"
Chu Yunsheng didn't say anything. He was silent for a moment. He threw the micro-robot that had lost its energy and fell on the table to it. He changed the subject and said, "You should work harder these two days and work with the scientists at the research base to understand this thing as soon as possible. We must quickly build instruments that can detect it, otherwise, every move we make will turn us into clowns on other people’s screens.”
No. 1 knows everything in detail. As long as Chu Yunsheng is not thinking about everything, he seems to know something about it. In addition to No. 1’s own explanation, Chu Yunsheng is more willing to tell anyone who believes that it is these undetectable spy robots. credit.
Before he figured out what the facts were, Chu Yunsheng would not completely trust any side of the story. He needed to investigate it himself. Even if he didn't see the whole truth, it would at least allow him to find something.
Before ending the projection, No. 1 also said that the Arctic base's attack on Shanghai will come soon, and it will be stronger and more violent than the last time. According to No. 1, it was Chu Yunsheng's own subconscious request. This made Chu Yunsheng was speechless. He used to fight all the time, but now the enemy is fighting and at the same time he justly says that he asked them to fight. Isn't this mean?
Of course, No. 1 also had an explanation, saying that he only had such a chance to use the Cambrian Soul to induce him once. After the conversation, Chu Yunsheng's subconscious would regain the upper hand and turn him into the No. 1 that Chu Yunsheng imagined. …
Thinking about these troublesome things, Chu Yunsheng and Lao Youbing split up. He went to see Yu Xiaohai in the resting shed. The frightened people outside were still in chaos, and all military and police forces were mobilized to quell the chaos. , the wounded could not be evacuated for the time being, and Lao You rushed back to the scientific research base to crack the miniature spy robot.
Chu Yunsheng was rough but delicate, from the beginning of the conversation. He began to delay time and consume the energy of this micro robot. Although he was frightened by various shocking things during the period, he finally achieved the first result. After saving this miniature spy, Old Man No. 1 probably had no choice. Compared with it, convincing himself was naturally more important.
The corpses outside the greenhouse were being registered and taken away one after another. They were no longer lined up on the cold ground in the horrifying way they were yesterday. The groans of the seriously injured in the military tent were much smaller than yesterday, with only some dull groans of pain, while the wind outside was colder than before, as if it was about to snow.
Walking into the greenhouse, there was a warm wave of heat blowing in, and fire energy particles were moving in the air. It must have been the "heat" created by a fire-awakened person in the Awakening Team.
But the atmosphere here was not as noisy and warm as Huo Yuanqi. As soon as Chu Yunsheng entered the door, he saw a little nurse in white helping Yu Xiaohai, who had limited mobility, to put on camel-colored woolen pants, opposite him. Standing there was the person Chu Yunsheng didn't want to see the most at the moment - Su Su. Her instantly cold gaze made the noisy fire energy seem to become quiet in an instant.
Chu Yunsheng glanced at Yu Xiaohai and felt a little relieved when he saw that he had woken up. Knowing that he could not escape Song Ying's parents coming to ask for someone, he opened the thick door cloth and said in a deep voice: "Let's go out and talk."
Su Su looked very excited, biting his crystal lips tightly with his white teeth, glaring at Chu Yunsheng, but did not move even a step. He said coldly: "No need."
Chu Yunsheng frowned. He was ready to be scolded, but unexpectedly, she seemed unwilling to even talk to him. Didn't she want to ask what was going on? Think about it this way. He understood and said calmly: "Has she been looking for you?"
Su Su still ignored him, turned his pretty face to Yu Xiaohai, became gentle, and said, "Take good care of yourself. I'll see you again in two days."
After saying that, she picked up her bag, without even looking at Chu Yunsheng. She regarded him as nothing, and was ready to leave just like that.
Chu Yunsheng felt very strange, so he grabbed her round arm and said seriously: "Is she at your place? This matter is very important and must-"
Su Su shook off Chu Yunsheng's right hand vigorously, glared and sneered: "Mr. Chu, Song Ying is my daughter, even if she is with me, you seem to have no control over her, right?"
"I know what you want to say. I asked Mr. You, but can this be called a treatment plan? Are you two psychiatrists? If you dare to treat patients without any professional knowledge and experience, that is the same as killing people. What's the difference?"
"Actually, you don't take her seriously at all. If it were your daughter, would you do it so hastily? Would you provoke and humiliate her in that way? You keep saying that she made you a slave, but in fact it was you who made her a slave. She treats him like a slave."
"She came to me and asked me, but do you know what she said after I explained it to her?"
A trace of pain appeared on Su Su's snow-white face: "She actually whispered: He wants to... why don't he come to me, I will definitely help him... I know, he must think I am ugly now, so... …”
"In the end, she actually defended you and persuaded me to forgive you, saying that you were actually very pitiful and miserable, and you must have done that impulsively!"
"You don't have to look for her anymore. She said that she is dirty, sick and ugly. If you see her, she will be angry and make you unhappy. So she thinks that if you can't see her, she won't be angry, so she won't be angry." I won’t be happy…”
"I know my daughter best, Mr. Chu. I don't know where she is, but if you want her to live, don't go to her, otherwise she would rather die than make you unhappy."
"I, Mr. Chu, if you can... I hope you can give her a way to survive. I know this cannot be entirely your fault. She is also responsible, but as a mother, I can only ask you."
After saying that, she looked at Chu Yunsheng with deep expectation and even pleading, then sighed and left. Looking at her back, Chu Yunsheng didn't know what to say.
After a long silence, Yu Xiaohai, who had put on his pants, coughed and said: "Brother Chu, there is something I have been holding back for a long time. I don't know whether I should say it or not."
Chu Yunsheng hummed, then turned around and looked at Yu Xiaohai.
The little nurse in white didn't dare to look at Chu Yunsheng, lowered her head, and walked out quickly. To them, Yu Xiaohai might be just an ordinary person, but to Chu Yunsheng, even if they didn't think he was a devil, they still thought he was a statue. Gods of War are extremely terrifying things.
Yu Xiaohai's face still looked very pale. He had been receiving blood transfusions, and his face was tired and weak. He said tangledly at this moment: "These days, I always feel that you have changed, and I almost don't recognize you anymore."
Chu Yunsheng was silent for a moment and said, "Did you hear what happened yesterday?"
Yu Xiaohai nodded without concealment and said: "Brother Chu, it's not just what happened yesterday, there are many more... I know you must have encountered some difficulties. You are my master and my eldest brother. I trust you, but I want to help you more, and I know you may not want to involve me, but if you keep it to yourself, you will go crazy sooner or later."
Chu Yunsheng smiled and said helplessly: "But, some things cannot be explained clearly..."
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Two days later, Song Ying was still not found, and the riots in the city gradually subsided.
Various preliminary casualty reports are gradually being tallied up. At the first meeting after the war, Chu Yunsheng learned that in the chaos, the number of people who trampled each other to death was as high as 5,000, and there were also Death from excessive weakness, death from freezing, death from falling... all added up, and based on the current trend, the final detailed number must be over 10,000.
Standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the building, overlooking the entire crowded and dark city, Fang Yuehou didn't know when he appeared behind Chu Yunsheng. Listening to the faint cry brought by the breeze, he suddenly whispered: "Mr. Chu, I have also read the information about you that General Zhu Xirui has collected, but I have different ideas from them, so I have a request."
Chu Yunsheng said nothing, only nodded, still looking out the window at the dense crowds and troops on the street.
Fang Yuehou said with cloudy eyes: "If possible, I hope you can give them a future."
future?
Chu Yunsheng looked at the dark sky, with a complicated expression on his stern face.
That night, he had not had a dream for a long time, and he actually had another nightmare. In the dream, he came to the end of the world, tears filled the sky, swords came out in all directions, the sky and the earth shook, the mountains and rivers were broken, and countless fragments filled the sky and the earth. destroy……
Vaguely, there seemed to be a person with disheveled hair, struggling to climb to the top of the mountain of corpses and sea of blood, pointing to his heart, looking up to the sky, those heart-wrenching eyes looking at him, looking at him with despair and sorrow.
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