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Chu Yunsheng's body trembled slightly, and he was caught in a huge shock. His eyelids turned violently at the scolding of Old Man No. 1, like a sleeper about to wake up at any time. He suddenly realized that he had never considered this before. question.
Others may not know the characteristics of black energy, but he knows it best. As long as the black energy emitted does not completely die, it will definitely return to his own consciousness. This has been proven by countless battles.
Although I don’t know what it is, it has always been closely related to consciousness, and consciousness cannot have a clone. It only exists in zero-dimensional space, and its position at any time should be unique. Like when he transformed into an insect, it was either a human body or an insect body, and it was absolutely impossible for both to exist at the same time.
But why should it return the spear? Why did I think it was too late? Why does it have to be sad? And why do you think it has lost its owner?
He seemed to see the spear buzzing again, flying down the ground with a whine, and piercing the top of the glacier with a crash. The black air surrounded the gun body, stood up against the wind, and then disappeared...
In an instant, Chu Yunsheng's soul began to tremble, and his face turned extremely pale.
Am I really dead? When he was about to die, his consciousness was really attached to the spear! ? Is there no other explanation besides this? Why is this happening! ?
No, absolutely impossible!
I am still alive, my memory is still going on, how can I imagine such a huge and detailed world?
This is impossible, even a dream cannot be so real and clear. Number 1 must be lying to me. The Cambrian is the maker of the false monument. Number 1 must have some way to influence the false monument, and then affect me. It is Control everything!
That had to be it, I couldn't believe him, I had reason to refute it, ignore it, whatever it said. I can't even believe it! I have to believe in myself!
Chu Yunsheng kept building up confidence in himself, and then frantically searched for the perfect answer to the black energy returning to the spear, but he couldn't find it for a while, and he was so anxious. He instinctively said: "You are lying to me! This is the world of the pseudo-monument, and everything is a deduction from the pseudo-monument, including you!"
Old Man No. 1 smiled bitterly, sat down and said: "You still don't want to believe it? You are really too stubborn! Is your obsession so strong? Maybe I really can't understand human emotions.
The idea of a false monument is your own imagination and I have never told you. Calm down and think carefully about that conversation we had in the Arctic base. I only mentioned to you that the Cambrian people once discovered a stone monument on the earth, and then technology and civilization entered an explosive development until they discovered a trace of immortality. The secret of the world only lasted for thousands of years. Disasters and wars came in an instant. How could we have time to build the false monument you mentioned?
Furthermore, the monument has always been on the earth, and you have seen it with your own eyes. It disappeared after the great darkness. In the world of your imagination, the reason for the construction of the false monument mentioned by Tan Ning, the No. 5 Heavenly Guide, was due to the disappearance of the stone monument. This is exactly what your subconscious thought about Jinling in the world of your imagination. It is a reflection of the real event of the city stone monument flying away, and you use this to form a false monument. "
Chu Yunsheng persisted in not believing it and said coldly: "What a joke! Why would I make up a fake monument? Besides, it's completely baseless, so how can I make it up?"
Old man No. 1 looked at Chu Yunsheng calmly and said quietly: "Is it true? It's just a bleak attempt by you to place all your hopes on the most mysterious thing in extreme despair. .
How much did the stone monument in Jinling City shock you? Can you deny it? Although I don't know what kind of communication you had with that stone tablet, it is your closed inner world. I can't enter. But I can learn something about your present imaginary world, because it is the only one open to me.
That stone tablet must have given you a feeling of traveling through time and space, or something similar. Anyway, it has it. You can create a fake monument based on this, and then give it the ability you want through Tan Ning's words - deduce the entire world based on memory! Live again!
In order to be realistic, you even used Tan Ning to threaten yourself that you might get lost in it, go crazy and even commit suicide! "
Chu Yunsheng's brows twitched and he snorted coldly: "In your eyes, everything is just my imagination! Is there any evidence!?"
Old man No. 1 sighed and shook his head, looked at Chu Yunsheng with pity and said: "You clearly saw all the evidence but turned a blind eye. What you need now is not evidence, but reason.
Have you ever thought about it? Even if you don’t think about why the Sword of Destruction returns the spear instead of your body now, you can also think about why a false monument suddenly appeared when you needed it, and then its Does the function just solve your urgent needs? What's even more coincidental is that the pseudo-monument actually still has energy to turn on, and it happens to be enough for one use, but Tan Ning knows how to operate it... Don't you think it's all a coincidence? Is everything so magical? What do you want?
In fact, among these clues, in addition to your subconscious arrangement, there is also your "clear consciousness" that uses these over and over again to remind yourself that all this is your imagination. "
Chu Yunsheng's heart was beating rapidly. He tried to convince himself not to believe No. 1, but it seemed that there was really another voice that kept asking himself: Yes, why is it such a coincidence? A perfect coincidence? Has anything so good ever happened to you in your luck?
Could it be that the fake monument was really a figment of his imagination? Was it inspired by the magical ability of the black stone tablet to trace time and space, and then made up?
Old man No. 1 was wrong. Chu Yunsheng was actually a rational person. He would not ignore any vague matters. When he realized that he really couldn't find any reason to explain the return of the black energy to himself, With the fact that he has a long spear, he cannot conclude that he can enter the false monument. How can he talk to Tan Ning and enter the false monument when he is in the spear?
At this moment, Chu Yunsheng was shaken. His confused eyes looked past the holographic image of Old Man No. 1 and looked out the window, full of bleakness.
Suddenly, he said very calmly: "Can you see everything I think? Is there anything you can't see? Do you know what I did in Nanjing and what I saw? Do you know the blue-haired man?" A girl’s world?”
When he said these words, although he was asking, it seemed that he was not asking old man No. 1, but himself.
Old Man No. 1 showed a relieved smile. He sighed: "You finally remembered, and finally understood that I can appear here and have a chance to talk to you. It is the opportunity given by your "wanting to be awake".
I just said that your heart is blocked. No one can enter except you. I can only capture your subconscious intentions from the world you imagined.
Fortunately, there are still people alive who escaped from Nanjing with you. Perhaps it was your "consciousness that wanted to wake up" that was left behind on purpose, otherwise your subconscious persistence will definitely kill them all! Never let them know your secrets.
In Nanjing, those floating transparent floats. In fact, it is just your reaction to the "dream", which is a metaphor for an illusory and unreal dream. Do you still remember the scene of the wedding flight? How could there be such a splendid scene on such a cruel battlefield? Everything is a dream that blends your reality and imagination, reflecting your infinite yearning for a normal and happy life in the sunshine era, but you know that it is impossible and can only exist in fantasy, so you put such a violent background into it. A place of conflict.
What else did you see in Nanjing? I don't know, but I can surmise that there must be a place. Only you can enter, and others are isolated by various restrictions you imagined. Although I don’t know what the world is like there, it must be deserted first, then lifeless, silent and even... A rotten world! "
There was a sad smile on Chu Yunsheng's lips. He was the only one who had been to the "other world", no one else knew about it, and it eventually collapsed. No. 1 even asked all the surviving Nanjing refugees. At most, we can only know the world under the rainbow. It is absolutely impossible to know the existence of the other world, let alone know that there is no one and no life there. Or even decadent!
Did No. 1 guess it? Chu Yunsheng wanted to think so, but he was not an idiot and could not convince himself, because what he just said was guessed by No. 1.
However, this is his last front. If it falls, he really doesn't know how to face it. He must persist, even if it is blind and pitiful persistence, he must persist, because that is hope, his hope, his daughter's hope, the only hope!
Old Man No. 1 continued sadly: "If I'm not wrong, there must be something there that can remind you, such as a still clock, such as monotonous and unreal colors..."
When Chu Yunsheng heard what he said, he felt a sharp pain in his heart, but he didn't know where the pain came from. He just felt that his consciousness was gradually becoming illusory, and suddenly he had a faint feeling of returning to dust. , said in a daze: "You are wrong, there is indeed a clock there, but it goes very slowly, very far away, so far that I don't know where the future is? It's not that there are no people there, it just can't be counted as people, probably He was a confused and pitiful man, and of course he was killed by me... Do you know who he was?"
Old man No. 1 was silent for a moment before he said, "Is that you?"
Chu Yunsheng smiled slightly. It was ugly and unreal, but very serious. He turned his head to look at it and said, "Finally, you have something you don't know."
Old man No. 1 shook his head and said: "You misunderstood me. I mean you saw that the person is actually yourself. It is devouring the world you created, and you need to stop it, otherwise the world you imagined will be will be destroyed by it. Let me think about it,,, in your imagination, you should think of it as...a kind of descending character similar to an invader."
Chu Yunsheng looked at him with some despair for some reason and said silently: "Why?"
Old man No. 1 said pitifully: "When you came back from Nanjing and saw Lao You, the first thing you did was to ask him if he was a descendant and if he knew what the Rainbow Bridge was. But you had never asked him before, so Even a fool knows what happened to you in Nanjing.
I know your pain. What happened to Liu Li has left a huge psychological trauma and shadow on you. You hate the envoy’s visit to her and want to peel off her skin and eat her flesh. You need someone to vent your revenge on, and you also need someone to vent your revenge on. You try every means to prove that the pseudo-monument is real. For this reason, you do not hesitate to give it more functions that do not exist and try to mythologize it. This is the same as Lao You's design, making it unable to explain itself. "
Is this really the case? Is the last position about to be lost? So what else can I use to resist? Dragon Armor Divine Chapter? That is what is traced in the dark stone tablet, and it is a normal thing to be reflected in this world; cube? If Big Head is all fake, can it still be real?
But is there really no excuse left?
Chu Yunsheng felt another sharp stabbing pain in his heart, and then he laughed miserably. He didn't know whether he should be desperate, helpless, or everything would return to dust, but he still didn't understand. So I am still persistent: "Is it possible that after all my hard work, I just made up a false monument to trap myself in it? What's the point? What's the point!"
He shouted the last sentence with almost all his strength! Asking this day!
Old Man No. 1 looked at him with deep sympathy in his eyes. After a long time, he opened his mouth and said with deep emotion:
"To be honest, Chu, I admire you very much, not because of your reputation as the best person in the world, nor because of your future status as a god, but because of your actions after death, which shocked me and moved me. Except for the look in the eyes of the poor Cambrian mother and son that night, no one has ever shocked me so much, and no one has ever moved me so much.
You know that after you die, your daughter will also die, so you cannot accept this fact, but, what can you do? You are dead and can no longer give her even a finger of protection. You are in pain, miserable and desperate, turning your last consciousness into a persistent resentment!
You refuse to admit that you are dead. Because you have no choice but to torture yourself pitifully and imagine that you are still alive. Miserably deceiving yourself, making yourself think that you are still running to save her...
When you pretended to go to Shudu to find the big tree, thinking you had found a solution, I thought you were ridiculous and naive.
Then, you find that the big tree can't save her. You thought you were smart and thought of a way. First, let the gods put the life-saving things on the moon, and then make it impossible for anyone to get them. So you thought of the legacy left by the predecessor of the book, and then came up with A fake monument allows you to go in and find the last jade tablet. To be honest, you confused me at the time. It’s even more ridiculous why you made it so complicated! ?
Then you went in. Before you went in, you were still nervous, as if it were real. You first went to the Sky City to pay homage to your parents and bury Liu Li, and then you took a lot of notes, which made me feel extremely ridiculous.
Later, you came in and started doing all kinds of unbelievable things. You asked me to discover you before you lost your strength, and then sent people to hunt you down. Then, you got someone who is close to your ancestors to come out and let him tell you. The world will be fine-tuned, and your memory may not work, making you feel a huge threat. You are not satisfied until here, and deliberately let yourself get trapped in Nanjing City. After nine deaths, you almost died there, and you created all kinds of monsters and opponents. , and eventually even split into three factions of bugs, two of which can hunt you down.
To be honest, I thought you were crazy at first, you were simply masochistic, ridiculous and pathetic in the extreme!
Although these things that appear are all reflections of your real memories in the imaginary world. Taking the jade tablet is to fulfill your wishes during your lifetime. Worshiping your parents and burying Liu Li is because you want to be buried in peace. Let me hunt you down. Your concern for me, the black-backed insect is your yearning for Hades...
But there is no need for you to struggle in an imaginary world or even risk losing your life.
But when you arrived in this city, there was a battle that almost killed you, and I watched you walking out of Xiaoyin, with your bones and flesh torn apart, I suddenly understood, suddenly I understood!
Why do you design such a complicated rescue plan? Why do you arrange for more and more powerful enemies to appear? Why do you want my strength to increase rapidly?
I understood it all at once!
Because you don't want to get the fifth jade medal at all! You need people to stop you, and you need stronger opponents to destroy you! In short, you will never be allowed to get the fifth jade medal.
Because, you know, you can't get the fifth jade medal at all. This is just a world in your imagination, and you have no way of knowing where it is.
Because, you know better, even if you get it and find the location of the inheritance, you are already dead, and you can't go back to save her!
Therefore, you can't get it, absolutely can't get it, so you fine-tune the world at all costs to make the enemy's strength rise rapidly and become stronger and stronger, so that they can stop you and kill you.
While you pretend to be active and try your best to find the jade token, you use various means to prevent yourself from finding the jade token!
You are only willing to suffer reincarnation here, sinking endlessly, year after year, deceiving yourself over and over again: I am still working hard, still fighting for hope!
When I understand your desperate heart, I can no longer laugh. I can only be shocked and moved by you.
I don’t know what kind of mood you had at that time. You used Tan Ning’s words to limit the time ratio inside and outside the pseudo-monument. Maybe it was to allow you to sink into reincarnation as much as possible, but you were very serious about pretending. The look makes people extremely sad.
I had heard of the myth of Sisyphus, the son of the wind god, and thought it was just a myth, but I never expected that it really happened before my eyes.
Sisyphus, like you, is also a person who deserves to die. When he felt that his death was coming, he tried his best to deceive the God of Death. He deserved to die but refused to die, and was finally punished by the gods in the endless torment. In the reincarnation, he had to push the big boulder up the steep mountain every day. However, every time he tried his best and the boulder was about to reach the top, the boulder would slip out of his hands, and he had to push it back again, doing endless labor...
Chu, you are struggling to support an obsession, do you know how many reincarnations have passed? You know how much vicissitudes it has gone through! ?
But you are still persisting, persisting desperately, cruel, sad, and desolate. I don’t even have the heart to tell you all this, but if you continue to persist like this, when will it end! "
Chu Yunsheng was already covered in tears, and he seemed to be sighing for a long time...
And when No. 1 said this, she also shed tears lightly, with moist eyes: "If you really return to the world and look at your dead daughter and the deity that was taken away, all your resentment will rise to the sky. , when it breaks out, it is the real arrival of the devil! Even the gods will be involved in this bloody revenge!"
With red eyes, he spoke every word with bitter hatred as if from hell, and said ferociously: "Chu, I just want to ask you one thing! Do you want to go back?"
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