The night he came back from the villa, Chu Yunsheng started to have nightmares again. It was different from before. When he woke up, he could still remember several vague fragments in the dream. In the final analysis, there was only one fragment. There is a voice asking myself, who am I?
When Song Ying asked him this weird question, she was lucky to have Chu Yunsheng answer it for her. Now it was his turn, who should he ask?
Just as the Pythagorean Theorem in mathematics cannot be proven by derivation of the Pythagorean Theorem itself, the self-question "who am I" cannot be answered by oneself, nor can one prove oneself!
In the middle of the night, Chu Yunsheng was tortured by this question and couldn't fall asleep. He probably had a bad stomach at night and grumbled. He simply took the paper and ran to the bathroom and squatted on the toilet, continuing to think about this completely out of touch. Questions about the scope of the engineering profession.
Thinking about myself, thinking about other people, thinking about Song Ying, thinking about him and everyone around him, gradually my thoughts spread more and more, becoming unfettered. The thoughts on the toilet are often like wild horses running wild, without boundaries. It gallops without any burden, and even the dullest person can occasionally produce one or two magical flashes here.
In Chu Yunsheng's life of more than 20 years, for the first time, he summed up a seemingly mediocre but highly advanced question: Am I living in other people's world, or are others living in my world?
Combined with Song Ying's question, he successfully transformed "Who am I?" into another question: Do I exist because you see me, or because I see you?
In this way, there will be no clear answer to this kind of question, because the question itself is the meaning of everyone's existence. Chu Yunsheng is a pragmatist. Even if there are answers to these questions, he thinks it is of little use. It's just the nonsense of philosophers, so when he finishes wiping his ass. I quickly put these troublesome but useless problems behind me and flushed them away with the water in the toilet.
But when he tried to stand up from the toilet, the moment he raised his head. His face suddenly turned pale and bloodless, his pupils dilated sharply, and his face was full of fear.
Maybe it was a second, maybe just half a second, in front of him. Directly in front of the toilet, less than a few centimeters away, a bloody man appeared. His whole body was covered with bloody wounds. It was too horrible to look at. His muscles squeezed out of the dark armor, and there were traces of white bones inside, which were broken and stuck. Threads of flesh and blood, just a glance. It was frightening, and the chills spread all over the limbs.
When he saw the bloody man, the bloody man also saw him, as if looking at each other in a mirror.
Shocked, Chu Yunsheng fell down on the toilet, breathing rapidly, but the bloody man disappeared. There was no trace of blood on the ground, as if he had never appeared at all.
Chu Yunsheng understood in his heart that if this was an illusion. He was in big trouble, because he had seen this bloody face in the mirror not long ago. The two are almost identical!
But after the monster incident at the secret experimental site, Chu Yunsheng's nerves became much thicker, and he was still very clear-headed rationally. Seeing the same bloody face twice in a row reminded him of something he had seen before. An American movie about a genius mathematician and economist named Nash. After re-creating the famous Nash equilibrium theory, he contracted a strange disease called "paranoid schizophrenia". From then on, he could see a strange man throughout his life that others could not see and did not actually exist.
"Am I also schizophrenic?"
Chu Yunsheng calmed down his heart that was beating wildly due to fright, lifted up his pants, and thought depressedly.
Of course, he didn't plan to go to the hospital to take a picture, do an MRI, or anything like that. After carefully examining his behavior, except for seeing a bloody face and being haunted, everything else was normal, unlike the behavior of a mentally ill patient. .
But who can guarantee that what those suffering from mental illness see is not true?
Chu Yunsheng couldn't help but think this, but he couldn't help but be deeply wary that he had such thoughts. He said "poof" several times in a row before getting rid of these abnormal and very dangerous thoughts.
He had forgotten that recently he quit his job, sold his house, and prepared supplies for the doomsday. In the eyes of others, especially acquaintances, he looked like he was going crazy! ?
Early the next morning, Chu Yunsheng was wrapped in a quilt and fell asleep in a daze when he heard a knock on the door.
Chu Yunsheng probably came here to read the water meter. He had greeted the property management company a few days ago, notifying them that his house was for sale and asking them to arrange for the water meter clerk from the water company to come and settle the settlement so that the house could be handed over to the next house.
So without thinking too much, he put on some clothes and breathed a sigh of relief before opening the door. He was also familiar with the water meter man. He was a young man and there was no taboo against being disheveled.
But when the door opened, he was stunned. Standing outside the door was not the familiar water meter clerk, but Song Ying, who was looking pretty in a white down jacket.
Looking at Chu Yunsheng, who was only wearing a pair of underpants and a coat, Song Ying covered her mouth and smiled and said, "Aren't you going to invite me in?"
Chu Yunsheng woke up a little, became alert immediately, blocked the door frame and said, "How do you know I live here?"
However, Song Ying shortened her body and slipped in lively from under his arm. She looked around the messy living room, blinked and said, "I not only know you live here, but also know where you are moving to. I'm here." I’ll help you move.”
Chu Yunsheng thought of her background and found out where she lived. It shouldn't be a problem, but no one would be happy if others found out everything and turned the tables. So he said in an unhappy tone: "That's not necessary. Thank you. It’s my kindness. It’s better for you to stay away from me. To be honest, I get scared every time I see you!”
Song Ying turned around, closed the door, and without saying a word, he pulled Chu Yunsheng through the bedroom and onto the balcony. He pointed at a black SUV at the corner of the road and said, "If I stay away from you, you can It's dangerous, they are watching you 24 hours a day, I said I will protect you."
Chu Yunsheng was shocked, skipped the last sentence, and said in a deep voice: "Who are they?"
Song Ying looked at the black SUV indifferently and said, "People from the military were sent from the laboratory we went to."
Chu Yunsheng wanted to ask, "How did you know?" But when he thought about Song Ying's identity, he naturally knew more than himself, so when the words came to his lips, he changed them to: "Why?"
Song Ying pulled the poor Chu Yunsheng, who was still wearing his pants, to the bedroom, and whispered in a low voice: "I guess your house has been bugged by them. We'll talk about it in the car later."
Chu Yunsheng was startled and looked at her questioningly.
"Don't believe it?" Song Ying said aggrievedly: "I'll ask someone to come up and show it to you."
As she said that, she took out her mobile phone and dialed a number. Chu Yunsheng didn't stop her. The incident happened suddenly. He didn't expect that someone would monitor his every move. Although he still didn't believe it, he secretly wanted to see if it was true. .
While Song Ying was on the phone, Chu Yunsheng rushed her to the living room and put on her clothes quickly.
After a while, he had just put on his clothes, when Song Ying opened the door, and a burly man came in. This man Chu Yunsheng knew, he had seen him at the secret experimental site, and he had picked him up before.
The big man named Jiang gave Chu Yunsheng an unfriendly look. He was holding a box in his hand. He removed all the messy shoes, instant noodle boxes and other debris in the living room, put them on the ground and assembled them skillfully. It didn't take long. , and then combined them into a set of instruments that Chu Yunsheng had never seen before.
The big man named Jiang was holding an instrument in one hand and a rectangular terminal in the other. He searched around Chu Yunsheng's small room. In less than a moment, he found two pieces of equipment under Chu Yunsheng's eyes. There are only monitors, one behind the refrigerator in the living room and one in the plug box in the bathroom.
The big man did not destroy the monitor, but pointed it out to Chu Yunsheng and Song Ying, and whispered: "There is a more advanced one in the bedroom, but I can't find it yet."
Chu Yunsheng was panicked for a while, and then he couldn't help but become angry. He was shaking with anger. Why did these grandsons monitor him? Even the bathroom has a monitor!
He glared at Song Ying fiercely. Speaking of which, the person monitoring him was certainly hateful, but wasn't she the cause of everything?
Song Ying was afraid of Chu Yunsheng, but the big man named Jiang was not afraid. He probably saw Chu Yunsheng "bullying" Song Ying, and snorted coldly: "If you didn't have any problems, they would have retreated long ago. Do you think these things Don’t you need high expenses?”
When he said this, Chu Yunsheng immediately felt guilty. It was not that he was afraid of the big man named Jiang, but that he did have a huge secret, that was the ancient book, which could not be revealed for the time being.
Seeing that Chu Yunsheng was defeated, Song Ying immediately pulled the big man and said, "Uncle Jiang, I'm sorry to trouble you this time. You go over there first. You must check it carefully and thoroughly."
The three people formed a strange circle. The big man named Jiang protected Song Ying, and Song Ying protected Chu Yunsheng. Song Ying was afraid of Chu Yunsheng, and the big man named Jiang listened to Song Ying.
The big man named Jiang nodded, gave Chu Yunsheng a warning look, and walked downstairs with his things. Chu Yunsheng also calmed down and sat on the sofa in the living room, thinking about countermeasures.
Judging from the current situation, the person monitoring him should not have discovered the secret of the ancient book, otherwise he would not be able to sit here now.
Next step, there is no doubt that Song Ying knows about the two houses in Mingdu Garden, and it will not be a secret. Now it is futile to change places. With the other party's strong power, even if he moves to Chongming Desert Island, To no avail, the other party knew everything about him.
What he still has to do now is to absolutely not let the ancient books be exposed, at least until the sky rail comes.
As for stockpiling supplies, he has been doing it during this period, and the other party has not taken any specific actions, so it doesn't matter much.
But he realized that he could no longer spread the word about the end of the world, including posting on the Internet, otherwise the giant claws of the river crab would come down and make others disappear in seconds.
When things have come to this point, there is no point in blaming anyone. Fortunately, the little girl Song Ying still has some conscience. With her "big umbrella" covering her, maybe those in the military will not dare to mess around for the time being. .
After making up his mind, Chu Yunsheng no longer refused Song Ying's help in moving. He had to rely on her big tree to be safe for more than a month.
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