Lu smiled bitterly and said: "It depends on how long it takes me to pray this time. If it takes too long, mother may not be able to stay with you for too long, but don't worry, as long as mother has time, she will definitely come to stay with you." "
Zhu Yingwen's eyes turned red, "Mom, what if I miss you?"
"Be good, a manly man. He bleeds but not sheds tears. Mom will grow old one day and be gone one day. At that time, you still have to bear the loneliness alone." Mrs. Lu gently stroked her son's cheek.
Zhu Ing-wen nodded, "Mom, I remember it!"
He sniffed and held back his tears. He knew his mother was here, but when he heard her words, he always felt an indescribable sadness. He always felt that it would be very difficult to see his mother in the future.
Ms. Lu asked her son some more trivial matters in his daily life. In fact, we haven't seen each other for more than a year, and there is still a lot to say, but Mrs. Lu is afraid that she will reveal her secrets by saying too much.
So let’s keep the story short.
After asking some questions, the sky was getting dark.
Lu knew that she didn't have much time.
“Remember what mom told you today, no matter what, you must be strong and brave, and no matter what difficulties you encounter, don’t be afraid.
In the future, you will be someone who will do great things and become a dragon or a phoenix.
If you encounter a problem that you can't solve by yourself, just think of your mother. Your mother will be watching you from a place where you can't see her. Do you understand? "
Zhu Yingwen said: "But mother, I still want you to be by my side!"
Lu's expression became serious again, "Have you forgotten what mother just said? You have to be strong. Even if mother is not by your side, you have to learn to deal with those problems by yourself.
No matter what difficulties you encounter, you must not shrink, otherwise you are not my son. I can guarantee that you will never see me again in the future! "
That familiar feeling emerged from Zhu Yingwen's heart again. He was afraid that his mother would be angry. Every time he saw his mother's angry and disappointed expression, he always felt as if he had made a big mistake. "I understand, mother, don't be angry." Got it!"
Only then did Mrs. Lu smile again.
"It's getting late, you should go back."
"Mom, you haven't had dinner with me for a long time. I want to stay here with you today, okay?" Zhu Ing-wen said.
Mrs. Lu hesitated a little and glanced outside the door. There were figures shaking outside, obviously not agreeing, "Next time, wait until next time, I'll call you over after my mother has finished praying."
After you leave, you cannot mention this matter to others, do you understand? "
She was afraid that her son would spill the beans, so she couldn't help but remind her again, "If you tell others about this, I can guarantee that you will never see me again in the future."
"Mom, don't worry, I won't tell anyone!"
Seeing her son's repeated assurances, Ms. Lu nodded.
Zhu Yingwen nuzzled his mother affectionately, and then left reluctantly.
Looking at her son's back, Mrs. Lu's expression was a little complicated.
After a long time, Lu said to the door: "The plan can be implemented!"
At this time, Zhu Yingwen left the cold palace, only to find that the eunuch who was with him came over, "Ancestor, where did you go? It's easy for me to find a meal for my slaves."
"Oh, I just went to pick out bird eggs, but every time I picked them out."
"Ancestor, where are you going to get the eggs for you in the twelfth lunar month of winter?" The eunuch was also helpless and finally said: "If the Crown Princess asks you later, please don't say that you went to get the eggs. You will be blamed when the time comes. I can’t afford it.”
"Don't worry, I won't tell my mother-in-law." Zhu Yingwen patted his chest and then asked: "By the way, where is my eldest brother?"
"His Royal Highness Taisun is feeding the fish in the Imperial Garden. He said that when His Majesty comes back, he will feed the fish until they are fat and big. During the New Year, he will personally choose a big fish." The eunuch said.
"Then I'll go find Brother." Zhu Yingwen ran over.
At this time, in the East Palace, Zhu Yu put down the memorials at hand. After Liaodong was captured, many local memorials were sent.
For Liaodong, the main focus is definitely on recuperation.
Within ten years, we will definitely not be able to go to war.
Now that Liaodong is pacified and the great cause is in the northeast, there is no longer any concern.
This year, Daye's taxes are also constantly increasing, getting higher every year.
With enough tax money, the imperial court was able to wipe out the deficit left in the previous two years.
In addition, the imperial court has been accumulating grain, so it is completely enough for the army to squander it for several years.
Zhu Yu rubbed his head. After the cold weather, his body was obviously more uncomfortable than before.
I often experience severe pain in my back that becomes more frequent.
When he was in the most pain, he even wanted to hit him to death.
Not only that, but I also felt pain in my internal organs from time to time.
He felt that he had almost reached his limit, and he had lost more than two laps of weight.
At this time, Mrs. Chang came over with dinner, "You haven't finished processing the memorial yet?"
"Just finished it." Zhu Yu looked at his wife and his mood improved a lot, "By the way, where is the hero, why didn't you come here today?"
"He went to the Imperial Garden to feed the fish." Chang said with a smile: "He said he would choose a few big fish to send to his sixth uncle at the end of the year."
"This boy has something good in mind. He has always been thinking about his sixth uncle." Zhu Yu said with a smile: "Where is English?"
"Follow me." Mrs. Lu placed the dinner in front of Zhu Yu's special small table, and then said: "This child has not seen his mother for more than a year, should we find a time for them to meet her?
Look, I’m fine now, should I let my sister..."
Before she finished speaking, Zhu Yu shook his head and said: "This matter is what the emperor wants. It's better to let her eat fast and recite Buddha's name wherever she goes. This will be good for everyone."
"How many years of fasting will she have to endure at such a young age?" Mrs. Chang still couldn't bear it. "It's not pleasant to be separated from flesh and blood. Besides, it's just for the child to see his mother and not do anything else."
"Chan'er, I know you are kind-hearted, but there are some things that cannot be forgiven. If I were cruel, do you think she can still stay in the palace to eat fast and chant Buddha's name?
I just do it for the sake of English, and my father thinks so too. Zhu Yu sighed, "In short, I won't agree to this matter, so don't talk about it." "
Mrs. Lu sighed, "Okay, I won't say it anymore, but the child will grow up. When he knows the truth, will he blame you and me?
One day, he will explore the truth behind this.
Do you want him to know that his mother wanted to kill his mother-in-law, and then be thrown into the cold palace?
That will make the child unable to lift his head in the womb.
As a parent, who doesn’t want their children to live well?
Although he is not my flesh and blood, since he calls me "mother concubine", I have to think about his future! "
