After hitting the unknown object, the person in charge felt confused and wondered what was going on? I had obviously bumped into something. Why didn't there be any vibration or sound when I bumped into it? Could it be that when I was performing the mission just now, I exhausted all my physical strength and energy, so that now I have a hearing problem and can't hear any sound?
It's impossible. When I was lying in front of the door just now, I could still hear Yi Ming's breathing outside the private door through a door. It is said that this kind of hearing is sensitive enough, and it shouldn't appear in a short period of time. Such a big problem.
Just when he was confused and unsure if there was something wrong with his hearing, another idea suddenly appeared in his mind, scaring him so much that he turned pale and almost fainted.
He suddenly realized that he could not hear the sound at this time, which was probably because he had lost his life due to his excessive injuries when he fell heavily to the ground.
After having this idea, the person in charge couldn't help but feel sad. Thinking that his wife, children and children had no one to take care of him, and he died young like this. He felt that he was sorry for his family and for the elder brother who took the lead. After all, no matter what the elder brother was doing, What was the purpose of entrusting this task to him? His trust in him was genuine, but in the end, he used this performance to repay him, which really made him suffer.
He could imagine that after Zhou Ming found out about their conspiracy, he would immediately find out the leader and hold him accountable. The boy was already emotionally unstable. Under this kind of stimulation, he would do anything. It can be done.
And in such a public situation, the leading brother cannot kneel down and beg for mercy or admit his mistake to Yi Ming like ordinary people do, because once he does this, even if he begs Yi Ming's forgiveness and saves his life, It would be impossible for him to make a comeback among the strong men and regain everyone's respect in the future.
It is precisely because of this concern that when facing this kind of danger, the leading brother is likely to choose to be tough, and this will only intensify the emotions of both parties.
Once the young disciple is so angry that he loses his mind, it may not just be as simple as saving the life of his eldest brother. The brothers under him may be wiped out and eventually no one will be left.
Thinking of this result, while the person in charge felt sad, he could not help but feel a secret joy deep in his heart. Although he knew that this idea was very immoral and unloyal, he had no choice but to ignore this emotion at all. The more he tried to suppress it, the stronger this emotion became.
After all kinds of efforts, the person in charge could not get rid of this dark thought from his heart. Finally, he simply gave up, thinking that when I was a human being, I was so hypocritical. How could I change my hypocrisy when I became a ghost? Not falling?
If those brothers and the leader really died and came down to accompany me, this matter, to me, would have been something to be happy about. There is nothing shameful about this idea. After all, why should they be alive and at ease if I die? Freedom, this is an unfair thing in itself. You must know that the reason why we fell into a shameful situation is that the eldest brother is the initiator. If we discuss who deserves the most damn among our group, he must be the platoon. First place.
After thinking for a long time, I came to this conclusion. The person in charge suddenly felt that his death was even more unjust. It was completely the substitute brother who became the scapegoat. If God gave him another chance to choose, he would take the lead and hand over the position of person in charge. When given to him, he would resolutely refuse it and throw away all his illusions about the future. After all, it was only after his death that he realized that it was too difficult to realize his lofty ideals, and in this world There are many difficulties in the process. He has had bad luck since he was a child, and his ability is only at an above-average level. It can be said that it is a fantasy to use such qualifications to pass those difficult tests. Instead of failing to count down a mechanism, Qingqing was sent to Qingqing. It is better to be open-minded about the outcome of life, save your own life, and enjoy family happiness with your family. Although this kind of life is difficult, it is a great happiness for the family to be together.
After understanding this truth, the person in charge felt no joy at all, because he knew that it was too late for him to understand this truth. Even if he now knew the importance of family and wanted to spend time with his family, there was nothing he could do.
After all, people and ghosts have different paths. If he returns home in his current state, he will only scare his family half to death.
Realizing that from this moment on, he was separated from his family forever, and under such a huge blow, he lost control of his emotions and almost burst into tears, because until this moment, he didn't know that there were many things that he couldn't let go.
For example, his old father's injury made him very worried at the moment.
His old father worked as a porter all his life and worked hard to raise him and several brothers and sisters. Now he is over seventy years old and is still running around, busy with the family.
In the middle of last month, while his old father was helping a shopkeeper pull goods, the horse was frightened and ran wildly, causing the carriage to lose control and hit a wall at high speed. Fortunately, his old father saved his life, but the left His thigh was seriously injured. After diagnosis and treatment, the doctor said that the bone was broken and he needed to rest in bed, eat nutritious food, and ask his family to take good care of him. He must not be tired.
Because of the old father's injury, the family suddenly became a mess. The other brothers and sisters had their own livelihoods and couldn't spare the time to take care of the old father. Although he stayed by his father's side, he was not able to take care of him. He had to come to the bank every day to do the janitor's job, so out of desperation, the old father could only be taken care of by his mother and daughter-in-law.
His old father has been doing heavy physical work all year round and can eat and drink. Even at this age, he is still tall and fat, weighing more than 180 kilograms. The two women can't help each other without the help of men. It was very difficult to turn him over or move his legs, let alone help him relieve himself.
In this situation without the help of a man, his old father could only eat, drink, and defecate on the kang. This led to a serious consequence, that is, during the recuperation process, he lacked exercise and became old. My father lay down for half a month, and the muscles in his left leg atrophied by half, and even the movement of the knee joint was restricted.
Before the person in charge came out of the house this morning, he specially helped his old father do some knee stretching exercises. He hoped that such activities could help his old father maintain various functions of his legs after he recovered.
After completing these activities for his old father, when he was about to go out, his old father specially told him to go home early in the evening and help him exercise his leg muscles. At that time, he agreed with all his heart, but who could have imagined that this promise? He could never fulfill it, and the conversation between father and son at that time actually became an eternal farewell.
Thinking of the way his old father stared at him when he went out, the person in charge was heartbroken. He couldn't imagine that if he, the pillar of the family, died unexpectedly, how would the family's life continue? First of all, they lose their source of income and will soon spend all their family savings to the point of starvation. Even their brothers and sisters, for the sake of family ties, extended a helping hand to the family, but as the saying goes Relief for emergencies does not help the poor. Water from afar cannot quench local thirst. If the root cause cannot be solved and relying on others for help for a long time, it will not be a long-term solution. After all, the lives of my brothers and sisters are not very good. They can maintain their own food and clothing. It's already very difficult, so how can I have the extra ability to help others for a long time?
If his wife cannot shoulder the burden of the family at the critical moment and go out to make money, their family will probably starve to death.
As soon as this terrible idea appeared, the person in charge closed his eyes, and tears slowly oozed from the corners of his eyes, because he knew in his heart that the culprit of all this was himself.
In addition to fearing that his family will starve to death after he passes away, there are two things that worry the person in charge even more. The first one is the old father's injury. Once he is no longer alive, his brothers and sisters cannot Having stayed with him for a long time, relying solely on my mother and wife, the two women, even if they wanted to help him move his legs and feet, they didn't have the strength. If the old father didn't recover from his injuries due to this reason and fell into the root of the disease, then even if he Even if you are under Jiuquan, you will not feel at ease.
The second thing is about his son.
Because the person in charge came from a poor family, he still had not married a wife until he was in his twenties. When he saw that all his peers, whether they were better than him or not as good as him, had married, the person in charge felt particularly anxious at the time. Because of his marriage, he had communicated with his old father many times and made it clear to him that even if the family really had no money, his old father could go out for a loan and settle his marriage first. As for the debt he owed, I will go out and do hard work to earn money.
The old father was very moved when he saw the person in charge saying such words. In the end, he had no choice but to tell the person in charge the truth about the family.
It turned out that the person in charge had many brothers and sisters in his family, and he was the youngest among them. When the family arranged the marriage for his brother, they had borrowed money from many sources and incurred huge debts. So when it was his turn to marry, even if it was his The old father wanted to borrow money, but no one would lend him money again.
After realizing this cruel reality, the person in charge almost despaired. A tall, seven-foot-tall man was no shorter than anyone else, but he couldn't even marry a bunch of wives. In the view of the young and energetic man at the time, it was really hard for him. It's a shameful thing.
After understanding the situation at home, he knew that his parents could not count on him. If he wanted to marry a wife as soon as possible, he had to work hard on his own.
From then on, when he was making money outside, he worked even harder. No matter how hard or tiring the work was, he would compete to do it. Even other coolies and dung collectors who looked down upon him would hold their noses and do it. Just to earn two more copper coins so that he can marry a wife earlier.
Fortunately, his efforts were not in vain. After two and a half years of hard work, he finally collected enough money. Although the amount was not large, it was more than enough to ask a matchmaker to find him a wife.
After waiting patiently, the matchmaker found him a woman who matched his family. Although this woman was ugly, she had a strong body and was a good worker.
Seeing that he was getting older, the person in charge was dissatisfied with the woman's appearance, but he also knew that he had no choice. In the end, he could only agree to the marriage with regret and marry the woman.
After getting married, he found that his previous view of his wife was too one-sided. Although his wife looked unattractive and even a little ugly, she was a person who lived a good life. Since she entered their home, his wife worked hard and did all the dirty work. Taking care of all the tiring work saved his parents a lot of worry.
Since this daughter-in-law is so capable and filial to the elderly, the dissatisfaction in the person in charge gradually disappears, and his relationship with his daughter-in-law even gets better and better.
His daughter-in-law was also very impressive. Less than a year after they got married, she gave birth to a big, fat boy. After his old father held his grandson, he was even more happy from ear to ear.
The birth of his son brought countless joys and laughter to this poor family.
But the good times did not last long. When his son was seven or eight years old, in order to give his son a better future when he grew up, he took out all the wages he had saved and sent his son to a private school.
His son had developed a fear of the private school within two days of going there. No matter how much his family beat him and scolded him, he said that even if he died, he would never go to that place to study.
At the beginning, the person in charge thought that his son had no future and would not be able to get into a decent school, so he went to a private school for two days before he developed a rebellious mentality and started to go against himself.
However, after detailed visits and investigations, he gradually understood that he had misunderstood his son.
He learned from the private school teacher that from the first day his son studied, the children in the private school bullied him in various ways, saying that he was a child from a poor family and was not qualified to study.
A few older children even stopped his son on his way home and beat him severely, but his son never told him about these situations after he returned home.
The person in charge understood that the reason why his son did not tell him that he was being bullied was that he was afraid that he would be angry, and that he would stand up for him and act out of anger, causing trouble for his family.
After all, although the children are young, they know that their family is poor and they have no powerful background. Under such circumstances, their family members can only live cautiously and must not offend those rich and powerful people, otherwise they will not only do whatever they want, People bully people, and there is no place to complain.
After learning about the child's grievance, the person in charge immediately apologized to the child and assured him that he would send him to a private school himself. If anyone dared to bully him again, he would not forgive him lightly.
Under his persuasion, his son made up his mind again and returned to the private school to continue studying.
On the way to escort his son to study, the person in charge encountered several daring children who came out to cause trouble for his son.
These naughty children, relying on their family's wealth and power, even ignored him as an adult. He just wanted to teach them a few words, but he was scolded by these children.
He couldn't give in in front of his son, because that would leave a very bad impression on his son, which would make him even less willing to study in a private school in the future.
In desperation, the person in charge had the courage to deal with those bad boys severely. After beating them to tears, he threatened them in a sinister tone: "Are you feeling very sad after you were beaten?" Are you not convinced? Do you plan to sue me in front of your parents when you get home and ask them to punish me? "
Although the children who were punished were bad, their minds were not mature. When they saw that their thoughts were seen through by the person in charge, they all widened their eyes and asked in unison: "How did you know?"
The person in charge smiled slightly: "Isn't it a piece of cake to see through your little thoughts? I won't stop you if you go back and complain, but I want to tell you one thing so that you can be prepared.
I don’t care what your parents do, how much money they have, or how rich their backgrounds are. As long as you bastards dare to continue to bully my son, or dare to let your parents know about this matter, as long as I am not fooled If you die, I will find ways to kill you.
Even if you hide in the high-walled compound all day long, I can still find a way to pull you out and cut you into pieces. "
After saying some threatening words, the person in charge did not forget to take a tree branch and break it from the middle to enhance the threatening effect of his words.
Several bad boys were frightened to death on the spot. Not only did they promise not to bully the son of the person in charge again, but they also stated that they would never tell the adults what had just happened.
The person in charge was very satisfied with the answer, so he frightened the children one more time before letting them go.
When his son saw that his father was so capable, he couldn't help but feel proud. At the same time, he also felt a sense of security in his heart. Not only did he give up the idea of not studying anymore, but he also made up his mind to study better in the future. Work hard and live up to your father's expectations for you.
In the following period, whenever the person in charge was free, he would secretly follow his son to study behind him. Being in the dark, he did not notice that anyone was looking for trouble for his son again, which made him feel relieved a lot, so After a while, he felt comfortable letting his son go to private school alone.
He originally thought that after that incident, his son would definitely be carefree when he studied in a private school. Who would have thought that such an accident happened today and that he would have died before his son had grown up.
