After many days, I am still preparing for the final exam.
In fact, I am not a person who likes to do the same thing over and over again, because I am afraid that what I like will become boring, or at worst, boring. So I stopped updating for a long time this time and gave myself a complete vacation.
I admit that I am not a qualified author. My focus is more on my personal life. In reality, I am just a very ordinary, very ordinary student. I can fish in class, be anxious about exams, and worry about friends. I also feel confused about my future graduation... When I want to relax, I also watch other excellent works. Therefore, I can understand your mood. This is your love and expectation for my child. If I like a book, I would hope that the author would be more diligent and update on time, and not stop updating from time to time, which is very unappetizing and disappointing.
I'm just doing what interests me. As I kept writing, I made some progress, and as I kept writing, more and more people read it. When I found that I was spending more and more time each time updating, my writing efficiency was lower than before, and I even felt anxious about eating and sleeping in class, this had affected my life and deviated from my original intention. Because I still have to work hard to do other things, study professional content, take certificates, improve my scores, and plan for the future. Due to various pressures, after much deliberation, during that period of time, various exams and club activities were backlogged together, so I made this decision very selfishly - temporarily stop rushing and take a rest in order to do better. progress.
Maybe compared to the diligent ones, I am a bit pretentious in doing so. But I do have limited abilities and cannot do everything well at the same time. I only have so much on my mind and can only focus on one thing. Because of this, I don’t want to write when my mind is in a mess, for fear that the content will be of poor quality (although it’s not much better). Especially when I think of everyone else, maybe still looking forward to it. But I was really out of shape, and sometimes it took me two hours to finish 500 words. The scheduled update time is coming soon, and I feel very uncomfortable. This will aggravate the rebellious psychology, and lowering the bottom line again and again is not what I want to see.
Of course, I am not trying to defend myself by saying this. I know that I am just a mortal who becomes more stressed-out and wants to show off. If I want to continue writing well, it is a better choice for me to pause at this time, so there is no need to think about my hard work and diligence... (Various words of praise are omitted here), in short, I'm sorry everyone, I am just such a salty fish . Whether you ridicule or slander, there are many better books and more exciting stories on the market. Maybe you left disappointed and found another favorite book, then I congratulate you.
And I will keep lingering here. Maybe after reading this book, you will have the next one, and then it will be replaced after a while. But for me, it is something I cherish, and I want to polish it carefully and slowly.
To be honest, I haven’t read the comments since the update stopped. I don’t know how disappointed people who like this book will be, how much abuse they will suffer, and how incomprehensible their behavior will be, so I won’t read it until I finish my exams and take a break to update this dimension. I don’t know if I will watch it in the future.
I will finish the story, maybe slowly, but it will be late. If this book is not finished, I think I will still be thinking about it when I become an old lady. After all, conscience will hurt །–_–།
Finally, let me explain when it will be updated:
I posted a chapter first and saved it. Because I still owe a lot of "debt", I can only start updating it after I finish the exam on the 8th of this month. The plan will be updated from time to time every day, and will be posted as soon as it is written. The road to repaying debt is long and long... I'll just turn into a donkey of the production team.
To those who are still waiting, thank you very much!
Friends who are taking exams like me, please come on!
To be continued (PS: After writing these words, I have to continue to review, heaven and earth! I am so numb)
