"Chen Bin, I'll take you back to the palace first, and we'll talk slowly on the way. What's going on? Didn't you say you were going to take her into the palace this morning?"
"Enter the palace, oh, she didn't want to. She never thought about entering the palace. She begged me to let her go. It was fine at first, but she insisted on kneeling in front of me and forcing me to let go. I was filled with anger for a moment. I made such an unforgivable mistake because I lost my mind, and I actually made her unable to have children. I really deserve to die!"
"Chen Bin, Li Wan only said that it was difficult for her to conceive, but he didn't say that she couldn't have children. Don't scare yourself, did you hear that?"
Chen Bin sat motionless in the carriage with his hands on his head. Chen Fei sent him to the palace, settled him down and said before leaving: "Don't think about anything, have a good sleep first."
During the few days that Wen Yi was recuperating in the General's Mansion, Li Qian accompanied him every day and could not drive him away.
"You hang around in front of me like this every day, maybe you are just trying to avoid being lazy. Are you leaving all the affairs of the General's Palace and the Prime Minister's Palace to your mother? You are really an unfilial daughter!"
"Sister Wen, you know, I can't handle those things. It's really annoying and confusing. I might as well stay here with you." Li Qian said with a big head.
"You, thanks to Brother Chen Fei, how can others tolerate you!"
After hearing this, Li Qian deliberately retorted: "What about Brother Chen Bin? I still love you to death!" After finishing speaking, she pretended to be talkative and looked up at Wen Yi.
"What? Do you dare to say that you dare not face it? Where are you from?"
"Sister Wen, don't you like Brother Chen Bin? He likes you so much, why don't you agree to him?"
"Li Qian, the situation between him and you is still different. Silly girl, you can't eat it even if you like it. Which emperor have you ever seen with only one woman by his side? I don't like to serve the same husband with others. Besides, Now I can’t have children either, people’s hearts are fickle.
We can still separate now, but if I gain a status after entering the palace, Li Qian, I will never have the chance to leave the palace again in this life. How long can a man's favor last? Every year, a large number of beautiful women enter the palace. What should I do? Need I say more about how miserable my life will be when I add one childless child to the mix?
Now he just can't accept it for a while. When someone new comes into the palace, he will forget about me as time goes by. Don't worry, everything will be fine. "
"Sister Wen, then you must tell me wherever you go from now on, and you are not allowed to cut off contact with me."
"good!"
After Chen Bin was busy and hiding for a few days, he finally plucked up the courage to come over to see her. Wen Yi saw him standing at the door and said with a smile, "Come in and sit down?"
"Okay!" As soon as Chen Bin opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was hoarse, and he suddenly remembered that he hadn't spoken for a long time.
Wen Yi wanted to ask him how he was thinking, but seeing how haggard he was, she couldn't bear to ask him right after they met, so she sat there quietly waiting for him to speak first.
"How is your recovery going? Are you still feeling uncomfortable anywhere?"
"No, I'm fine."
Chen Bin hadn't slept for two days. He knew that his face looked ugly, but Wen Yi seemed invisible and refused to even say hello. He tried his best to blink away the tears in his eyes and said, "That's good!"
"How have you considered what I said before? I know you are busy, otherwise it would be the same if you left it to Brother Chen Fei. I don't mean to rush you, but it's just not good to live in the General's Mansion all the time."
"Wen Yi, you, where do you plan to go in the future?" Chen Bin actually wanted to ask: Do you have to leave? Can't you stay in Lingcheng? But the damage had been done, and he was no longer qualified to speak.
"I don't know. Let's walk around and then choose a city to live in."
Chen Bin clenched his fists hard to control his emotions, trying not to embarrass her, and replied: "Okay, I will take care of it as soon as possible. You can take care of yourself here first. I have already made an agreement with Li Qing. You don't have to be burdened." .”
Wen Yi suddenly raised her head and looked at him. Last time she wanted to leave, Chen Bin didn't let go. He kept talking vaguely. She didn't expect to be so straightforward this time. She couldn't help but feel worried. She didn't know what he was thinking.
Chen Bin looked at her. This was the first time they had looked at each other since they entered the door. After understanding her worries, he tried his best to smile and said: "What? Do you think I will get entangled? I thought so too, but I don't dare and I'm not qualified.
Wen Yi, when I was very young, I was appointed as the prince's companion. We discussed government affairs together every day. I was very happy for a while, but soon I realized that I was the hostage used by the late emperor to contain my father, so I continued I can't be happy anymore.
Later, my father took me back to the border. When I went to the battlefield for the first time, my legs were weak. I didn’t dare to tell others, for fear that they would laugh at me for being useless. In order to train myself, I practiced martial arts during the day and read military books at night. I thought that despite the hard work, I would be happy to fight alongside my father. However, my father died in the battle, leaving me alone to guard the border.
I endured the pressure and tried my best every time I went to the battlefield, and my methods became more cruel and ruthless, because I knew that if I were defeated, my mother and Chen Ping would have nothing to rely on. Just when I was getting better, the emperor issued an urgent order and my house was confiscated and I was exiled.
Wen Yi, look, is God trying to make things difficult for me? It always gives me a heavy blow when I am satisfied, making me despair and unable to get up.
I've known you since we were young, and I knew you didn't like me. You always stayed out of things when you were with me, and I thought it was okay. Didn't you say that before? It takes time to see people’s hearts!
Later, more and more things happened, and the relationship between you and I became better and better. It was not until we had sex that I felt more at ease. My mother said that a woman values chastity as much as her life. I thought that since you are willing to put your best Give me precious things because you love me, but I forgot that you are not from here, and chastity may not be that important to you.
do you know? Every day I am with you, I am on tenterhooks. I am afraid that God will take away my last warmth. Li Wan’s words that day made me suddenly understand. It turns out that the judgment waiting for me is at that moment. This is My fate cannot be escaped, nor can I hide.
It's just a pain for you. It's my fault for being hurt like this. I couldn't see clearly and refused to accept my fate. I hurt others and myself. I'm sorry.
I will arrange for you to die of illness so that you can live a good life without any worries. If you need it in the future, just go to Chen Fei and he will try his best to help you. Don't do everything by yourself. "
Wen Yi's face was already full of tears. He raised his hand to wipe his eyes and said with a smile: "Okay, I am timid and afraid of getting into trouble. I will inevitably trouble Brother Chen Fei. Chen Bin, choose a good girl to live a good life. Time heals The cure for everything.
You are the emperor now. Heaven is about to entrust you with a great responsibility. You must first strain your mind, strain your muscles and bones, starve your body and skin, deplete your body, and mess up your actions. Therefore, if your heart and mind are tempted, your endurance will benefit you. cannot.
God has given you the best thing! "
Chen Bin shook his head and said, "Wen Yi, you don't understand, it's not like this."
"When you think about it later, you will understand now. Chen Bin, be a wise king."
"Okay! Wen Yi, can you give me your dagger? I will use it to bury you when I announce your death."
"Can't we use something else?" Wen Yi really didn't want to waste that dagger. It was a good thing that couldn't be made in this era.
Chen Bin shook his head and said, "But it's the only thing that belongs to you Wen Yi, isn't it?"
Wen Yi understood. What he wanted was Wen Yi's item from another world. He gritted his teeth, handed it over and said, "Here, here it is!" Money is something external to oneself, so just give it to him if he wants it.
Chen Bin remembered that she didn't like his touch, so he carefully avoided her fingertips and took it and said, "Then you can cultivate yourself well and leave on your own after you die as queen. What do you think?"
"Queen's position?"
"Well, this doesn't work either?"
"No, then won't your future wife and children be affected by your status?"
"No problem!" Chen Bin turned and left. What's his future? What future does he have?
Wen Yi looked at Chen Bin's slowly leaving figure and said silently in his heart: I'm sorry, forgive me for being timid and cowardly, I don't dare to gamble.
She looked at Chen Bin's tired face but couldn't pay much attention to it. She looked at the hope in his eyes but could only turn a blind eye. Chen Bin, do you know that I like you, I like you very much, but I don't dare, I'm sorry.
The old lady and Chen Ping arrived half a month after Chen Bin ascended the throne. A special banquet was held in the palace to welcome them. Early in the morning, Chen Bin conferred the title of Queen Mother of Jiade on the old lady, and granted Chen Ping the title of Prince Ping and a palace.
In the afternoon, Li Qian ran to Wen Yi and said, "There is a banquet in the palace tonight, will you come with me to have fun?"
"No, there are many people in the palace who know me. Let's not cause trouble at this time. It's better for me to stay in the General's Mansion. You can go."
"Aren't you afraid of being bored? Sister Wen, you haven't gone out to play for a long time. Why don't you go? Brother Chen Bin is here, who dares to say nonsense?"
"You, he is the emperor now, and his every move is closely watched. How can he say and do things as he pleases? It's fine with me. It's only a few days left. The Queen Mother has returned to the palace. I guess the Emperor will arrange for me soon. It's over, just play as much as you want when the time comes, don't rush it."
At the dinner, Chen Bin sat there without any sadness or joy. The Queen Mother looked heartbroken. She also realized that Wen Yi had not entered the palace, and she was helpless about their affairs.
The eunuch guarding the gate called out: "General Li Qingli of the General's Mansion has arrived!"
Chen Bin suddenly raised his head and looked at them. After looking around carefully, he realized that she was not here. He was so cruel. Even his mother was gone. He silently blinked the moisture from his eyes, picked up the wine glass with trembling hands and took a sip.
Seeing him like this, the Queen Mother advised: "Your Majesty, you are exposed late at night and drinking alcohol is harmful to your health. It is better to drink less."
"What mother said is that this wine is extremely spicy, so you should drink it sparingly!"
Chen Fei tasted the extremely sweet wine in his mouth, looked at the people in the General's Mansion, sighed and thought: Isn't it spicy and exciting, otherwise why would his eyes be red?
