And in the next few days, my mother did rush home, saying it was for an important matter that was closely related to Anya.
Anya was so happy that after her mother came in, she couldn't wait to run to her mother to show off her recovered legs, but her mother... didn't even look at her.
She came back this time just for the family marriage, about the marriage between their Laurian family and the Orsini family.
For the sake of the future prosperity of the family, Anya is asked to marry the Duke's eldest son when she grows up, a man who is about thirty years older than Anya...
Prosperity and wealth are not what Anya wants. Her recovered legs are not because she wants to be recognized by a strange man. She just wants to use these legs to get out of the house and see the outside world.
This was her childhood dream, the only thing Anya wanted. Obviously the most difficult part was over, why should she put a layer of chains on her life...
Anya prefers to call this marriage a sacrificial ceremony unique to civilized people, and she is the sacrifice.
This is not even a negotiable plan, but a ruthless notice that has been confirmed. As a person who has never cared about Anya, he planned the rest of Anya's life in an understatement, and left a sentence before leaving.
"No need to thank me, this is for the good of all of us."
What is more terrifying than death is waiting for death to come, and for Anya, this marriage is a death sentence for her.
Anya admits her own cowardice. She has neither the courage to face fate nor the strength to resist fate. She can only run away, trying to escape far away, deceiving herself into thinking that fate will not catch up with her as long as she keeps running.
still remember.
My childhood was entirely brought up by my father. Whether it was textbook knowledge or combat swordsmanship, my father personally taught me.
Dad is very idle and spends all his time at home with Anya. Therefore, every time my mother comes back from outside, she will quarrel with him, saying that he is doing nothing and making no contribution to the family.
So later on, Anya no longer looked forward to her mother coming home. Whenever her parents quarreled, she would sneak out of the house secretly, thinking about finding the giant dragon she saw in the outside world and proving herself to everyone. No lies.
Although the dragon was not found, Anya gradually fell in love with and relied on the joy of exploring the unknown during her adventures.
As long as she gets further away from home, she can see more, see more wonderful things, and learn more wonderful knowledge about the world. In the process, she can forget many unhappy things.
I am greedy and want to go to more distant places, rather than just being trapped at home, let alone being trapped in a life planned by others...
But it is better to say that we are exploring the unknown than we are escaping from a known destiny.
Anya's personality is often criticized, incomprehensible and even abused. As a noble, she does not know how to enjoy happiness. She runs around wearing poor people's clothes and eating poor people's food every day. She can marry the future Duke and live a lifetime without knowing it. It brings disgrace to the family's image.
He doesn't understand anything about human nature, and he talks nonsense about dragons in the world. The inexplicable alien is like a label that cannot be shaken off. She is a madman, an idiot, a girl who brings shame to her family, and her mother dislikes her less and less...
In order for the marriage to go ahead as scheduled, my mother worked harder than ever.
And every ounce of sweat must be accounted for on Anya's head, because Anya just wants to realize her own vision.
Better adults would explain Anya's behavior.
"The children are still young, but they will become sensible when they grow up."
But Anya doesn't want to understand the interests between adults... As she grows up, the shackles called marriage still come as scheduled.
Looking straight into my own heart, there is no great explorer there, just a girl who has repeatedly escaped her fate, hugging herself helplessly and crying loudly.
Accompanying Cesare into the Hunyadi Forest this time was just an excuse for her to escape reality again. She didn't want to marry a strange man, and she didn't want to put on shackles for her life, even if it was just for a minute...
Anya wanted to stay away from this destined outcome.
Repair the mechanical heart? Discover the secrets of the Hunyadi family?
None of this mattered to Anya, she just enjoyed the process of leaving everything behind.
She said that she never wanted to leave this forest alive. This sentence was not just a simple statement... If she could not get true freedom, she would drown on the road to freedom.
From the very beginning, Anya thought about making this adventure the final chapter of her life, so she kept escaping until nothing could catch up with her anymore...
However, there is a unique change in determination that is not worth showing off.
The girl who was always nonsense fell in love with the cold Cesare, not because Cesare was handsome, but because of the real specific reason... Anya herself couldn't explain clearly, she couldn't explain why Cesare was so attracted to her. Words are so important.
Perhaps it was just that in the process of escaping her fate, she was helplessly longing for someone to accompany her. The young girl was also afraid of the lonely time on the cold night, but Cesare happened to appear.
When the secret hidden deep in Anya's soul tortured her fragile heart like a red-hot iron, Cesare happened to accompany her on this last journey.
As a reliable and attentive person, even though he always has a gloomy face and seems to be indifferent to himself, he has never really denied himself.
Anya enjoyed the adventure experience with Cesare. In fact... Cesare was also the only companion who had adventured with her. No one would be willing to accompany Anya, would recognize her weird style of doing things, and would listen carefully. Finish every word she said.
These are things that Anya has never encountered before. Anya thought that she was used to being independent and had learned how to take care of herself without anyone's help. But when there were people of the same age who were willing to understand and stay with her.
The girl could not control herself and gradually developed an indescribable dependence... She wanted to stay with Cesare forever. She still had many stories that she had not shared with him, and many tips for living in the wild that she had not taught him. .
Oh yes, there is also the clearing where I found the giant dragon. I also want to hold Cesare’s hand and take him to see it. There are many, many places that I have found, and there are also places that I want to go to but haven’t had time to go there yet. place.
Let's all go see it with Cesare, hoping that this adventure will never end.
Never...
Thinking about it now, if the marriage contract that pursued her throughout her life was with Cesare... Anya herself might not be so resistant. Thinking about it, Anya laughed out loud as if she was laughing at herself.
