…
For the rest of the journey, the atmosphere became a bit off.
Zhou Qi completely showed his unusual side - without any psychological burden, he continued to hold Li Qing's hand, and then walked forward slowly.
Li Qing resisted this time - how could he still hold hands as a matter of course after he said such words?
But Zhou Qi only replied to her: "Stop crying, I will take you back."
Then Li Qing gave up struggling.
Yes, I have to go back, otherwise what else would I be doing...
and,
This also made her understand.
Zhou Qi, as he said, would continue to behave inconsistently with her impression and break her perception again and again.
Even after she calmed down, she discovered that the feeling of Zhou Qi holding her hand was not at all like the ambiguity, heartbeat, or emotional warming she had imagined, but rather a kind of... utilitarianism. feel?
Yes, it's like Zhou Qi had to do this for what purpose.
Uncontrollably, Li Qing thought of everything about Zhou Qi these days, as well as the scene that happened at the school gate not long ago.
She guessed,
Maybe Zhou Qi is simply doing it for some kind of benefit? Some kind of layout? or……
To protect her?
"..."
In short, at this time, Li Qing had completely changed his mentality because of Zhou Qi's words.
All the depression, entanglement, worry, loss, inability to get better, etc. in her heart recently were all broken into dregs and turned into dust, floating around in her heart.
A strong impulse was covered under this layer of gray mist, and I wanted to dig up, but I didn't dare.
This made her feel uncomfortable.
She vaguely felt that if she didn't do something, it might be too late...
…
Half an hour later,
The two came to the downstairs of the Hainan University girls' dormitory.
Zhou Qi let go, turned around, and looked at Li Qing who stopped.
At this time, Li Qing seemed to have no other expressions on his face except for his slightly red eyes, slightly lowered gaze, and inaudible sniffling sounds from time to time. Overall, he looked like that again. Cool and dignified temperament.
But Zhou Qi knew that the other party was probably quite sad, otherwise, they wouldn't have stopped talking to each other all the way.
This made him feel a little, well, a little regretful.
He felt that what he just said might be too straightforward and hasty?
After all, no matter what happens in the future, at least it is a peaceful world now, and everything is already developing in a good direction. As long as you take it step by step, you can solve many things with time...
On the other hand, it is obvious that Li Qing is still unable to face many problems and cannot bear the cruel truth...
"..."
But these thoughts were fleeting in his mind.
Broadening the perspective, just as the entire glorious human history is just an insignificant fragment to the earth and the universe, everything in front of Zhou Qi is just a stop in a long journey.
When all the truth has not yet been revealed and the way forward is still unknown, he cannot let himself enter the "negative" state that he should be.
In other words, he has tried this in the past few days, but failed. He still can't restrain himself from constantly making plans, constantly playing games, constantly using every resource around him, and seizing every opportunity; and as long as he has a little When encountering some stimulation, they will start to fight back uncontrollably...
To put it another way, or in more precise words...
The person Su Zhiyun "expects", the person who constantly pursues the truth, pursues meaning, and has many lofty goals, is the real person. And the person he talks about, the person who can live in seclusion in the mountains and forests and play in the world, It's just an extravagant wish that can never be realized.
Therefore, before the situation improves, he doesn't want the girl in front of him to be hurt, and let the other person be involved in one whirlpool after another, sinking deeper and deeper... He wants the other person to see clearly what he is like now , I want the other person to stay away, and then let the other person pursue what they want and deserve... After all, it is not easy to let the normal timeline flow backwards...
Of course, he is not a god and cannot control anyone's life. He just wants the other person to see clearly what the real choice is before him.
"..." With this thought, Zhou Qi said calmly: "We're here."
"..." Li Qing didn't respond.
Zhou Qi asked again: "Aren't you going up?"
Li Qing looked up at him, her wet eyes filled with confusion. After a moment, she asked, "Aren't you going to say anything more? You should have something else to say."
The voice was hoarse and stubborn.
"..." Zhou Qi looked at her for a few seconds and said calmly: "There are still ten minutes left before going to bed. If you don't go back, it will be too late."
"?" Li Qing was stunned for a moment, then a sense of embarrassment emerged, and she beat Zhou Qi's chest angrily.
"You bastard!"
Well, she thought that after this journey of settling down, her mood would be free of ups and downs, no sadness or joy, but she was still offended by Zhou Qi's attitude.
So she looked at Zhou Qi with a sullen face and said, "You obviously know everything, can you please stop pretending to be stupid!"
Zhou Qi pondered for a moment and said: "Well, Qing'er, thank you for your hospitality today. I feel very happy. I will definitely treat you next time."
"..."
Li Qing was choked.
She took a deep breath and said solemnly: "It's not these."
"Isn't it?"
Zhou Qi frowned slightly, thought for a moment this time, and then said seriously: "Well, I'm sorry, Qing'er, what I just said may have been a bit harsh, so don't take it to heart."
"..."
Li Qing's eyes turned cold.
She looked at Zhou Qi, the impulse in her heart getting stronger and stronger, and she tried her best to release it.
A few seconds later, suppressed anger was already on her face, and she said in a dark voice:
"Zhou Qi, I don't want to listen to these meaningless nonsense. I want to know what you mean by 'if it weren't for you' and 'if the end is coming'? What danger are you in now? Or is there something unspeakable? Or is it? Will the apocalypse really come again?"
"..." Zhou Qi was silent.
Seeing that his expression remained unchanged, Li Qing felt very uncomfortable.
She felt that the "harsh words" she said were not harsh enough? Is this Zhou Qi so cold-blooded now?
So, she gritted her teeth, leaned forward a little closer, stared at Zhou Qi closely, and said:
"You... keep saying that you have always liked me, that you care about me, that everything is for my good, but you have never thought that this is just your wishful thinking? You have never thought that all this is just because of your powerlessness, you Caused by timidity!?”
"..."
Zhou Qi was silent.
Well, he almost forgot that although Li Qing is only 19 years old, she is also a "campus goddess" with a good background, a lot of knowledge, and a wide range of knowledge. If she is really serious, what she says is enough to shock people and touch the soul.
But of course these have no effect on Zhou Qi. He will only analyze what the other party wants to express from his words.
For example, the answer the other party wants now must be——
【I'll tell you everything. 】
"Then, okay...if you must listen." Zhou Qi breathed a sigh of relief, looked at this beautiful face so close at hand, and said slowly:
"First of all, I'm sorry that I lied to you because of my selfishness. I said that I have loved you from the beginning to the end and have never forgotten you... Those are all lies."
"..."
Li Qing was stunned.
Zhou Qi put his hands on her shoulders, straightened her slightly forward body, opened a little distance, and then continued:
"It may be difficult for ordinary people to forget someone, but for me, it is only a matter of the number of reincarnations. I have been cut off from all news from the outside world in the past... dozens of reincarnations. , I don’t want to come into contact with anyone, so I have long forgotten what you used to be like, and I have also forgotten all the feelings I had for you...
So I don’t like you now, and I won’t have any feelings for you. You are no different to me now than anyone else..."
"..."
Li Qing's face became stiffer and stiffer.
Zhou Qi's expression did not change at all and he continued:
"As for the current situation...
I can only tell you that the current situation is very dangerous. I can’t guarantee what the future will be. I don’t know whether the end will come again, let alone what I will do in the future, at a certain moment, or even tomorrow. decision……
I've been reincarnated countless times, and I don't know if this is the last time.
So, I can’t give you any guarantees, and I can’t bring you anything you want…
Maybe this is unfair to you, but many things are never fair. For example, I can’t figure out why this reincarnation mission chose me. "
After saying this, Zhou Qi glanced at the door of the girls' dormitory, where a dormitory aunt was staring at them.
So he removed his hand from Li Qing's shoulder,
He added the last sentence in the other party's dull and empty eyes:
"In short, it's still the same sentence."
"From now on, you have to think about it carefully. If you don't have me, if the end is coming soon, what will you do?"
"..."
…
(End of chapter)
