Chapter 44 The past and the reason for giving up

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"Someone is watching." Zhou Qi suddenly said.

Immediately, a muffled "Hmm" came from his arms.

At this time, half of Li Qing's beautiful and delicate face was covered by her hair.

Half of it was buried under Zhou Qi's shoulder,

No expressions can be seen.

However, the gentle and warm breathing was applied to Zhou Qi’s shoulders,

The two slender jade arms tightly wrapped around his waist were trembling slightly.

You can feel the girl's sincere emotions from the details.

a long time,

Li Qing let go of his hand and hid in a direction where no one was around, avoiding the sight of passers-by. He blushed, looked at Zhou Qi with serious eyes, and whispered:

"This is your reward for taking the initiative to admit your mistake!"

"Ah." Zhou Qi blinked, "Thank you! Can you come a few more times?"

"Disgusting~" Li Qing frowned and hit Zhou Qi.

Then he lowered his head slightly and said, "But we haven't established a relationship yet, so you can't do anything more extreme..."

Her voice became softer and softer as she spoke, and she was still a little afraid to look at Zhou Qi, but finally she mustered up the courage, raised her head and asked, "Zhou Qi, are you still willing to wait for me? Wait until I graduate from college..."

"..." Zhou Qi nodded, "Yes."

As he spoke, he smoothed Li Qing's messy hair.

Li Qing couldn't help but feel a little flustered by the intimate gesture.

...At this time, this previously empty road began to have students passing by in twos and threes.

But serious things like falling in love are common in universities, so no one makes a fuss about it.

Most of them looked at them with envious and teasing looks and then left.

but,

After all, the two of them are somewhat "Internet celebrities".

Just saying that Li Qing is a famous goddess-level flower is already very eye-catching.

Not to mention Zhou Qi, he has been very popular recently, and many people can recognize him.

Therefore, there are still a few people, including the girl working in the mobile phone repair shop, who think they are very hidden, or simply take pictures of Zhou Qi and Li Qing openly.

But Zhou Qi looked at this scene and felt nothing.

Instead, I thought to myself that I would discuss it with the school before the time came.

In front of the reason for meritorious service, let's add "in order to pursue classmate Li Qing".

Nowadays young people like to watch this,

Since then, there has been a beginning and an end, and the explosive point has become more igniting and the heat has become higher.

Thinking of this, he said, "It will be a while before the phone is repaired. Let's go somewhere else."

"……Um."

Li Qing nodded undoubtedly.

She had already asked for leave from her afternoon classes and wanted to talk to Zhou Qi clearly, so she naturally had no shortage of time.

The two of them walked forward along the path.

Zhou Qi walked in front, and Li Qing walked beside him, half a step behind.

No more physical contact.

Just quietly feeling an unspeakable tacit understanding.

"..."

but,

Once the atmosphere becomes quiet, people will start to think.

After walking a few steps, Zhou Qi vaguely recalled,

A long, long time ago, in the original timeline, he had never experienced the end of the world.

At that time, the two of them often walked on the campus paths like this,

The time is mostly early morning and evening,

We spend most of our time chatting and sharing some daily interesting things.

A few times, when one or two people are not in a normal state, there will be only silence.

One after the other,

Follow step by step.



The two families are considered family friends.

The two are also standard childhood sweethearts.

Although, like the older generation, there is no finger-to-tip marriage or baby engagement,

But the relationship between the two is accumulated from bits and pieces, and everyone sees it.

Almost everyone tacitly agreed that they were a couple.

but……

The two of them didn't actually feel that way.

Because we have been together for so long, we are used to fighting and joking. We are already familiar with each other and talk about everything. We are so familiar with each other that we have a good understanding.

Realize that there are no secrets.

Therefore, in elementary school, junior high school, and high school, for many years, the two of them were just friends and besties...

Until I went to college.

After escaping the "suffering" of high school, the boy's mind finally matured.

I saw real men and women in love,

I heard other people’s teasing,

Smell it,

The girl's hair smells good.

The heartbeat speeds up, the face turns red, and the blood surges...

Those feelings made the boy finally realize that he had "liked" the other person.

However, when he stumblingly revealed his feelings to the other party,

The girl said gently but firmly:

She also likes boys,

However, she didn't want the two of them to be emotionally tied together prematurely.

At this age, they should be free.

Although young love is beautiful, it is just a bubble after all...

It seemed right to the boy.

So, the two made an agreement——

Before graduating from college, concentrate on doing your own thing and not fall in love.

And set their own academic goals.

Work hard together and make progress together.

We are still like friends, chatting, eating...

Wait until the future, and then go see the outside world together.

The two of them agreed.

But unfortunately, the plan could not keep up with the changes.

After all, young Zhou Qi was not so calm.

On the wine table, which was filled with youth and passion, some people with ulterior motives set the fire on fire.

I was disturbed by some words,

Being messed with,

A failed "confession" was made at an inappropriate time.

...Although it is quite grand.

At least the scene is big enough,

What he said was sincere enough.

But the girl probably had confusion and disappointment in her eyes at that time.

After all, the boy failed to keep his promise.

but,

If at that time the girl abandoned her principles and some rigid ideas and accepted the confession regardless of her own safety,

Then Zhou Qi will definitely not be like this today.

But there is no if.

In fact, when Zhou Qi thought about it later, he had nothing to say. He was just impulsive.

I can't afford to play anymore.

In the end I was too embarrassed to see anyone.

Even a month after that, it was as if I had lost the motivation to live.

Even if the girl came to him several times, confessed his mistake in a low voice, and coaxed him, he couldn't muster any energy.

And in that state,

The end is coming.

The past time and that relationship are forever sealed in memories...

——

"...In the last days, you are a good person who can always bring warmth and touch to others."

Zhou Qi stopped and said so.

At this time, more than half an hour had passed since the two of them left the repair shop. They had finished thinking about what should be thought about and recalled what should be recalled.

The two of them were already holding a cup of iced coffee each, walking slowly on a path among the woods in another part of the school.

And talk about the end of the world has begun.

Li Qing felt a little sad when he heard Zhou Qi's words: "But, you just said that this will kill others."

Yes,

Zhou Qi had just started to explain to her why he had to give up on her problem at the end of the world.

Before that, he roughly explained the rules of doomsday, including the one that "emotion" is the virus of doomsday.

Therefore, although the words at this time were complimenting her, they failed to make her happy.

Zhou Qi looked at her when he heard the words: "...Yes, this is a very cruel thing. The end of the world has wiped out all the beauty of human beings, leaving only cold rationality. Many kind people have no good end, and you are Among them...well, the ones who ended up with the worst fate."

"..." Li Qing stared at him with deep eyes: "You are really good at talking."

"Thank you." Zhou Qi nodded and continued: "In a peaceful society, you are a reserved, aloof, gentle and kind girl;

But in the end, you are a person who dares to love and hate... Heroine, your positivity, love, and romance are surging, but they also make you turn into a monster every time because of your fiery sensibility..."

As he said that, he looked away and looked forward: "So, since you cried and told me before you died a few times before that you didn't want to become a monster and asked me to kill you with my own hands, I never dared to be there again. Now that the doomsday is connected with you, I will only stay as far away as possible. The few times I really couldn't avoid it, I tried to make you cold-blooded and use other methods to erase your feelings, but I failed... and then... , I won’t do anything anymore, I will just watch you turn into a monster, and then kill me..."

"..."

"..." Without a response, Zhou Qi turned to look at Li Qing.

But he saw Li Qingzheng two steps behind him, looking at him with big mist-filled eyes.

"What's wrong?" Zhou Qi asked.

"..." Li Qing did not answer,

He just sniffed and silently walked to Zhou Qi.

She didn't know why she cried so much today. She almost shed tears three times in just a short while...

In fact, she couldn't imagine some of the scenes Zhou Qi mentioned at all.

Nor can I understand the impact that certain rules will have on people.

However, I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.

Seeing Zhou Qi's calm attitude and the words he said, she couldn't help but feel emotional...

Sudden,

She reached out and pinched the soft flesh of Zhou Qi's waist, and forced her temper: "You liar! Didn't you say you always liked me? Then why don't you become a monster with me!"

"..." Zhou Qi fell into silence, with an expression like "What kind of brain circuit do you have?", and it took him a long time to say: "That has something to do with why I can always be reborn. I will explain it to you later."

"Hmph..." The girl let go of her hand, ignored him, and walked forward on her own.

And Zhou Qi looked at her angry profile with exquisite three-dimensional lines,

There was silence for a while,

He slowly said: "I have always liked you, but I didn't dare to show it at the end of the world. I did just now."