Huang Qiong was slightly startled by her mother's words. But before he could understand the true meaning of his mother's words, the emperor over there also said: "Bingxue'er, although you don't blame me, I am a little sad. In the past eighteen years, I have I missed too many things, and even missed Qiong Er’s growth.”
"Eighteen years have passed. Qiong'er has grown up, and you and I have grown old. During this time, sometimes when I close my eyes, I think of past experiences, the past between you and me. That year In order to stabilize the situation as soon as possible, I have wronged you and your children."
"I had no choice but to put you in the cold palace back then. Firstly, I wanted to give an explanation to the world and the clan, and secondly, I wanted to protect you, mother and son. When you asked me to leave the palace as a way, I didn't agree. Except that I couldn't bear to part with you. In addition, I am also afraid that if you leave my side, the people your father has offended back then, especially those from the clan, will be even more shameless in retaliating."
"If you were hurt even a little bit, how could you make me feel so bad? I was a little angry before. Why can't you bow your head to me? You know that as long as you open your mouth, even if it's a difficult thing, I won't be able to do it. I will try my best to do it for you. But you just refuse to even lower your head, but you insist on exchanging conditions with me, which makes me angry and distressed."
"Do you still think that I am your husband? In your heart, I am really that kind of heartless and unjust person. In the first few years, I was really angry. I wanted to see if you could Put down your arrogant temper. I’m not asking you to beg me, I just want you to truly regard me as your husband from the bottom of your heart.”
"Later I lost my anger, but I never knew how to say it. It was my fault. I knew you had such a temper, but I insisted on getting angry with you. As a result, this mistake meant that I missed eighteen years. . Sometimes I think, it would be better if I didn’t become this emperor, maybe I wouldn’t miss some things again and again.”
"I have really let you down a lot in my life. I know that you have lived a very hard life these years. You have to stay in such a palm-sized courtyard for eighteen years. Even if you have a light temper, there will be times when you can't stand it. . But I just threw you here for eighteen years. I really wasted my time as a husband and father."
After hearing this conversation between her parents, Huang Qiong, who had no idea what was going on with her, couldn't help but feel the turmoil in her heart. He carefully made a hole in the window paper with his tongue and looked towards his mother's study. Just looking at it this time, he was shocked. The mother who usually looked like someone else was being held in the arms of her own emperor.
What's even more incredible is that she, a mother who has never shown her feelings to anyone, even when it comes to her biological son, has always been cold. Instead of pushing away the emperor's arms around her, she actually put her head on her head. Lean on, or cling to, the emperor.
Although his tone remained calm, he could not conceal his melancholy: "You know, I have never cared about these things. The queen and the world are all just clouds to me. It's very nice here, I can't see you. The right and wrong outside can at least be settled, and it suits my temperament very well."
"You are the king of a country, and you cannot be tied down by a woman. It is not easy to do what you did back then. You have endured too much for me over the years. I have never hated you. I have never complained to you. Perhaps from the day I entered the palace, this has been your destiny."
In response to his mother's words, the emperor shook his head and smiled bitterly: "Bingxue'er, you should hate me. You have paid so much for me, but I have been so heartless in these years that I have never even looked at you. This time, I will never let go. We have wasted eighteen years, and I don’t want to endure the pain in my heart anymore."
The emperor was talking to himself, but he did not notice that the eyes of the person he was talking about had been focused on a window in the house. The emperor didn't notice the person eavesdropping outside the window, but Huang Qiong outside the window felt her mother's gaze. Knowing that her mother had discovered that she was peeping and eavesdropping, Huang Qiong did not dare to continue and turned around carefully to leave.
Moreover, for Huang Qiong at the moment, the amount of information received today is really too much. It was obvious that the mother had no feelings for the emperor at all. It can even be said that the relationship between the two people is not ordinary. And the words spoken by the emperor were enough to prove that the emperor's feelings for his mother were also very deep.
In my own words from my previous life, two people clearly loved each other deeply, but in the end they only caused each other harm. Huang Qiong said, if her mother had no feelings for the emperor at all, how could she consummate the marriage with the emperor? Even if her grandfather and her biological father had resorted to some tricks, how could her mother's ability really be used?
Even if she really fell into the trap, given her mother's character, if she really didn't like her at all, she probably wouldn't let the emperor lay a finger on her even if she committed suicide. There, the whole body became passive, and in the end, she gave birth to herself. With the mother's medical skills, there are many ways to avoid having children.
My parents should be indifferent to each other on the surface, but in fact they should already have a passionate affair in private. Although he knew that this metaphor was not good, Huang Qiong couldn't think of any other metaphor for a while. Only now did he realize that maybe the coldness he had shown before was just to deceive his grandfather.
Judging from the performance of the two people today, my grandfather, who originally thought that his daughter had finally given in and agreed to enter the palace, turned out to be the biggest deceiver. It was just what happened between the two of them back then that brought them to this point today. Huang Qiong knew that he would have to think about it carefully when he returned home before he could figure it out.
Huang Qiong left quietly. After the peeping eyes on the window disappeared from the room, her mother, who knew the true identity of her guy outside, gave an extremely rare smile. Although her rare smile was very shallow, it was like an epiphyllum, which fascinated the emperor beside her.
At this moment, hearing what happened in Xuexuan, Huang Qiong, who had returned to his house, naturally didn't know. The only thing he knew was that his mother unexpectedly failed to make an appointment tonight. He waited in his study for most of the night, but did not wait for the arrival of his mother who agreed to come to see him.
Huang Qiong, who knew the relationship between her parents through voyeurism and actually had other secrets, could vaguely guess the reason for her mother's absence. But he could never imagine that his mother, who was as cold as an ice cube, would one day fall in love with her.
Bing Xue'er, the name is good, but Huang Qiong feels a little wretched when she calls it from the mouth of his own emperor. Whether it was just vulgar or affectionate, Huang Qiong couldn't think of whether his parents were in true love or were just acting, so he simply didn't think about it anymore.
Fortunately, her mother failed to make the appointment on the first day, leaving Huang Qiongku waiting most of the night. But at midnight the next day, my mother finally came over. Huang Qiong was shocked when her mother entered the house quietly. Although she was as cold as ever, Huang Qiong could clearly see something different on her mother's face.
Regarding Huang Qiong's curious look, her mother pretended not to see it. When she saw Jing Niang, who was personally recruited by Huang Qiong, her mother said nothing but looked at the girl in front of her for a long time, then stretched out her hand to feel her pulse, and finally nodded. After telling Huang Qiong that he would be sent to the palace within three days, he left quietly. ,
Although her mother only left these words before she left, Huang Qiong could tell that her mother was at least very satisfied with Jing Niang's talent. After her mother left, Huang Qiong looked at Jing Niang who was like a fairy and was obviously at a loss as her mother came and went without a trace. Huang Qiong smiled lightly and said: "The person just now is the mother of this king, so you don't have to be afraid. .”
"Now you still have a chance to go back on your word. If you don't agree, I will not send you to the palace. Don't worry, letting you enter the palace is not to let you serve the emperor. It means to stay with the mother of the king. When the king is not in the palace, When you are pregnant, take good care of her for me. She will also teach you some self-defense skills, but how much you can learn can only depend on your talent."
In response to Huang Qiong's words, Jing Niang nodded without any hesitation and said: "Your Majesty, if the empress does not despise Jing Niang for being stupid, Jing Niang is willing to enter the palace to accompany her. As long as she can avoid King Yong, she can learn from her. The ability to come and go without a trace, Jing Niang is willing to do it no matter how hard or tiring it is."
In response to Jingniang's reply, Huang Qiong did not answer her immediately. Instead, he stood up and walked to Jingniang. After being silent for a while, he said: "The emperor knows about your case, but for some reasons he can't do it yet." Deal with it. But after entering the palace, even if you see the emperor, don’t mention these words, let alone anyone else.”
"As for now, since mother has agreed to let you enter the palace, it has already shown that she has the intention to accept a disciple. From now on, you and I are brothers and sisters. I am relieved to leave my mother to you to take care of me. But you If we stay with her, the story of our mother and son's martial arts must never be spread to anyone else."
At this point, Huang Qiong didn't show anything. He took out a coin from his cuff and flicked it with his finger. I saw the coin passing through the window paper and embedded directly into a big tree outside the window. Apart from leaving a short gap outside the tree, no trace can be seen on the bark.
Then Huang Qiong came to the tree again, reached out and patted the tree trunk, and the coin that was deeply embedded in the tree flew out again. After returning to the study, Huang Qiongcai said to the dumbfounded Jing Niang: "As long as you learn these things, there will be plenty of opportunities for revenge. But before you learn, don't say anything."
"As long as you practice the mental techniques I teach you, you can get started. When you can really fill your body with breath, learning these things will be easy. But learning martial arts is like learning literature. We still have to endure hardships. I started practicing cultivation when I was three years old, and it has been fifteen years now, and I have only achieved a small amount of success."
"At that time, it could be said that it was really the third twilight period of summer training and the third twenties of winter training. I'm not showing off to you, I'm just telling you that only by enduring hardship can you become a master. You have missed the best time to practice, so It can only be more difficult. There will not be a place for you to practice in the palace during the day. You can only practice at night, and it may be even more difficult. You must be mentally prepared for this."
When Huang Qiong finished speaking, Jingniang suddenly knelt down on the ground, kowtowed heavily to Huang Qiong and said, "Your Majesty, you have such good intentions. Jingniang understands and is grateful to Your Majesty for your good intentions. Please rest assured, Your Majesty, Jing." I will definitely take good care of you when I go here. As long as you can learn skills, Jingniang will not be afraid of hardship."
